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    "lady!"

    When the white crow heard that Yao Xuanci had fallen into a coma, he hurried in and asked the cause and effect of the matter, he hesitated for a while.

    "Young Master said, Madam doesn't need him, so he can't exist?"

    Wen Qiong saw him showing deep thought, and held back her eagerness, "Do you know what's going on?"

    Seeing that there was no one else in the room, White Crow sorted out his thoughts, "The director of Jiuchongshan Taoist Temple had a chat with his subordinates before, and the two young masters seem to have their own memories, and they don't know each other, but they can spy on them through dreams."

    "He speculated that because the young master had a certain memory that was too special, or because he hated it so much, he had the idea of abandoning it and wanted to separate it, so there were two perceptions of mutual dislike."

    After all, Bai Ya didn't understand the truth of the matter, and couldn't figure out why the young master hated him so much, and who was the one who was stripped by the disgust.

    "Then..." Wen Qiong suddenly thought of the sentence Yao Xuanci said, "Ah Qiong doesn't need the past, and my existence is meaningless."

    To be needed by her, therefore to exist...

    She recalled the tall and lonely figure standing in front of the tomb in her dream, and couldn't help but turn her head to look at the inner room, a screen completely blocked the inner room.

    She only knew that he had suffered a lot in his last life, and she didn't know why he died.

    Is the reborn Yao Xuanci the one who will be rejected by himself?

    At this moment, all the messy thoughts flooded into my mind.

    Wen Qiong took a deep breath, trying to calm down the complicated mood, "Let's talk about it when he wakes up."

    ...

    On New Year's Eve, the continuous sound of fireworks and firecrackers dissipated the chill in the cold winter of the twelfth lunar month. Children chased and played in the street, and smoke rose from every house.

    An exquisite and amazing lantern building is lit up layer by layer as the sunset light falls, illuminating most of the city shrouded in night.

    It was getting colder and colder in the middle of the night, Mother Wen made a stove, and sat around drinking tea to watch the new year. Seeing that Wen Qiong asked A Yao to change to a warm Tang Pozi, she said, "Qioner should not follow the new year, go back early and rest.”

    There are only the three of them in Suzhou, and their ancestors are all in the imperial city of Songzhou, so they don't need to stay up most of the night.

    "No, I'll sit with my mother for a while, and I'll go back when I finish burning the paper." Wen Qiong poked out the charcoal in the stove with a small stick, "Didn't Nanny Song say that I need to make some more offerings for tomorrow morning?"Dumplings, I will learn from my mother later."

    "You stay up all night. Whether you can get up tomorrow morning is another matter." Wen Boqing took the new Tang Pozi from A Yao and stuffed it into Wen Qiong's hands, "Go back quickly and see if Yao Xuanci is awake by the way.It's been two or three days, if he doesn't wake up, he can only be sent back to the imperial city."

    Wen Qiong wanted to say something else, but Mother Wen pushed her knees, "Don't be stubborn, you don't want me to have nothing to do with your father, who was admitted by the emperor himself. The official title is still a husband and wife. What should be taken care of isGotta take care of."

    Mother moved father out, Wen Qiong said helplessly, "...OK."

    Back in the yard, red Chinese New Year lanterns were hung under the eaves, and candles were brightly lit inside and outside the house.

    Bai Ya and Mo Ya had been guarding the door of the room, and when they saw Wen Qiong came back, they saluted, Bai Ya lowered his voice and said, "Ma'am, the young master is awake."

    Wen Qiong glanced at the room subconsciously, "When did you wake up, why didn't you notify me?"

    Mo Ya complained in a low voice, "It is the young master who refuses to let the subordinate go down."

    As soon as he finished speaking, a tall and straight figure fell from the half-closed door, and the next moment the door was pulled open.

    The man was only wearing a robe, his face was slightly pale, his deep phoenix eyes fell on her, and he spoke softly, "Tonight, on New Year's Eve, don't you keep the New Year's Eve with your mother-in-law?"

    Just when Wen Qiong was about to open his mouth, a bunch of gorgeous fireworks rose suddenly, blooming in the dark night sky, and the colorful fireworks instantly illuminated half of the night.

    She pursed her lower lip, stepped into the room, and closed the door to keep out the cold night outside.

    "Since you woke up, why didn't you send someone to tell you?"

    Yao Xuanci whispered, "I'm afraid I'll disturb your reunion with your mother-in-law."

    The last time she celebrated New Year's Eve was the night of death. That year, the Wen family was far away in Suzhou, and Nanny Song had just left the imperial city, and she was full of thoughts to pick her up and leave the imperial city earlier.

    This day is a very special day.

    He felt that Arjun would not want to see himself.

    "After waking up, I took care of some things. There should be only the Wen family and the prince's party to clean up the imperial city. His Highness will help smooth things over. It is best if I don't show up right now, so I can stay in Suzhou for a long time..”

    Looking at the man's handsome face, Wen Qiong suddenly wasn't sure who it was.

    She hadn't noticed the difference between them at all, and to her, no matter which one it was, it was him.

    "you……"

    She had just uttered a word, and felt that the question was inappropriate, so she changed the topic, turned around with lowered eyes, "Since you are awake, go and report to your mother."

    Wen Qiong touched the hairpin on her temples, pulled it out, and walked towards the inner room, "I won't surprise her again on the first day of the new year."

    Yao Xuanci looked at the back of her hiding in the inner room, with a hint of disappointment in his eyes, he turned and left.

    ...

    Yao Xuanci didn't feel any discomfort after waking up, and quickly dispelled everyone's doubts about his inexplicable coma, and he also went out early and returned late at night, not knowing what he was busy with, more like a healthy and fine person.

    Wen Qiong could only hold back the speculation in his heart, and when he saw Yao Xuanci again, he came over with a land deed.

    The man rode back all the way, the tip of his nose was reddened by the cold wind, and his handsome eyebrows were stained with a smile.

    "This is the title deed of Mingshan Villa."

    Yao Xuanci untied the tie of the black cloak with one hand, and handed it to Mo Ya who was beside him, "Wen Boqing and I went to see it, and the backyard of the other village was deserted, and the frozen soil was dug up at the beginning of spring, just in time to plant it.flower tree."

    Wen Qiong didn't answer, and walked slowly back to the room to sit down, "Are you busy with this these days?"

    "Of course, if you like Suzhou, you should have a comfortable house to live in." Yao Xuanci raised his thin lips slightly, "The owner of the other village has some fate with Wen Boqing, she is the sister of that Jinshi Xu."

    "Mother-in-law has followed him to see the other village, it's not too far away, do you want to go?"

    Wen Qiong frowned slightly, Xu Linshu's sister, isn't that... "Xu Linning?"

    "How do you know?"

    Subconsciously, Wen Qiong didn't answer, but asked instead, "Do you think that woman... is a good match for my brother?"

    Yao Xuanci felt that Wen Qiong's question was a bit out of date, so he sat beside Wen Qiong and thought for a moment, "Miss Xu disguised herself as a man, and she didn't have a good acquaintance with your brother. When it comes to marriage, it's a bit precarious."

    Wen Qiong looked at the person in front of her with complicated eyes, and asked for a while, "Is he really gone?"

    If it was Yao Xuanci in the previous life, he must have known that Miss Xu and her brother would become a loving couple in the future.

    The smile in the man's eyes faded instantly, "...you care about him so much?"

    "I don't care." Wen Qiong retorted immediately.

    Immediately realizing that she was too eager to answer, she pursed her lower lip, "I just wonder why you guys are so hostile, obviously... you are obviously the same person."

    Yao Xuanci was jealous from the bottom of his heart, but he was afraid of making Wen Qiong unhappy, so he endured it all the time, but mercilessly smeared it when he said it, "In the last life, he was so ridiculously stupid that he regretted it all his life.died of poison, and now he still wants to rob me..."

    He subconsciously glanced at Wen Qiong, lowered his voice, "I will snatch you away from you."

    Wen Qiong's beautiful amber eyes slowly opened, and after digesting these few sentences, she murmured for a long time, "No wonder..."

    No wonder he said that the taste of the poison piercing the intestines was extremely painful.

    He was not talking about her, but about himself. Yao Xuanci committed suicide in the same way she died.

    After she died, he committed suicide.

    At this moment Wen Qiong felt extremely ridiculous, but was shrouded in great sadness.

    Her love was not unresponsive, it was the other party's self-deception, which eventually led to a tragedy.

    Seeing her burst into tears, Yao Xuanci felt extremely uncomfortable, and said frankly, "On the way to Suzhou, after I regained my body, I felt headaches from time to time, and I always thought it was caused by his trying to fight."

    He raised his hand to wipe away the tears on her face, and whispered, "When I woke up, I couldn't notice his existence, he disappeared."

    With red eyes at the end of Wen Qiong, she said blankly, "He gave up his existence so easily?"

    She said that she doesn't care about it, she doesn't owe it, so what is this time now?

    Obviously he insisted on fighting with another self before, just because she didn't need her past?

    "……I do not know."

    Seeing her crying uncontrollably, Yao Xuanci felt extremely distressed, "Ah Qiong, he himself missed you, how could he come here and snatch you away from me."

    "We have the same memory, there is no difference, why do we have to find him?"

    Wen Qiong broke away from him and stood up, shaking her head, "That's not the problem."

    Since discussing with the white crow, she has not been entangled in who they belong to, what she is obsessed with is this evil relationship.

    It was supposed to be over, but Yao Xuanci came after her to let her see the revenge for her own eyes, thinking that when the Qing Dynasty was settled, things seemed to have turned into a mess again.

    Wen Qiong raised her head, wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, and took a deep breath, "Let me think about it myself."

    Yao Xuanci stood in the hall, watching the woman's figure gradually go away, his big palms clenched into fists, his eyes were blood red.

    Obviously he in the previous life was the redundant one, why couldn't she choose him.

    He slowly closed his eyes.

    But Arjun had suffered enough, how could he be willing to embarrass her.

    In the spring, the grass grows and the warblers fly, and Suzhou in the south has already seen a lot of greenery. At dusk and sunset, a man in a crow-blue robe rode his horse and hurried to Crane City.

    The sweet-scented osmanthus forest in the backyard of Mingshan Bieyuan has been planted for half a month, and Yao Xuanci's trip is to see how the flowers and trees are doing.

    But the white crow hurriedly invited the head of the Jiuchongshan Taoist Temple to Hecheng. He talked with the head of the temple for a long time, only to realize that the sky was about to darken, so he hurried back.

    Yao Xuanci raised his whip and lowered it, looking at the setting sun that was about to fall to the west, and when he was about to increase his speed, he keenly heard the subtle sound of a sharp weapon piercing the air.

    He reacted extremely quickly to dodge, and a long arrow flew past his neck, which was slightly stinging and torn.

    Seeing the group of people riding horses blocking him in front of him, Yao Xuanci held the reins and wanted to turn the horse's head around, but he saw someone approaching quickly with a bow and arrow behind him.

    The middle-aged general who was waiting in front of the team got off his horse, "Young Master Yao, long time no see."

    "Killing the prince and destroying my Wen family, you kid is really powerful. You have been hiding in Crane City and never returned, so you think you can stay out of it?"

    Yao Xuanci looked at him calmly, "General Wen Xiao is not bad at his skills, he can escape all the way from the imperial city to the crane city."

    General Wen Xiao snorted coldly, and pulled out the long saber at his waist sharply, his eyes full of murderous intent, "Then let's see if Wen Sheng's saber is faster, or the emperor's pursuers are faster!"

    As soon as he finished speaking, the sharp arrow aimed at the back of Yao Xuanci's heart struck again.

    ...

    Wen Boqing and Xu Linshu had one left arm and the other right arm. Both wounds were bandaged and hung on their chests, faintly smudged with bright red blood.

    After treating the injuries of the two people, the doctor hurriedly ran to help his brothers and bandaged the wounds of the other guards.

    Wen Boqing carefully curled his legs, and was noticed by Xu Linshu, "Why, your leg is hurt too?"

    Wen Boqing gestured in a low voice, pointing to Wen Qiong who was frowning on the screen with a worried face, "Keep your voice down."

    "Twisted foot."

    Xu Linshu breathed a sigh of relief when he heard the words, "Okay, it's better than dying."

    The people who came from the imperial city first went to Crane City to search around. The Wen family didn't have many other things, except that there were many guards.

    When they found the alley of Wen's house, they attracted the attention of the guards, and they followed closely behind. They didn't expect that Yao Xuanci's traces were traced just after the Wen's' side was fooled.

    Fortunately, the yelling was fast, and when the rescuers rushed over, Yao Xuanci was not completely dead.

    Thinking about Yao Xuanci's tragic appearance, Wen Boqing couldn't help sighing, and raised his head to look in Wen Qiong's direction.

    The knife wound on his body is okay, but this guy got hit by a poisoned arrow again, that would really kill him,

    Thinking to himself, he limped up and stepped forward, touching Wen Qiong in a daze, "Ah Qiong, don't stand so close, the smell of blood is too strong to make you uncomfortable."

    Wen Qiong regained consciousness and took a step back. Wen Boqing sighed and pulled a wooden chair over, "Sit down."

    "Don't worry, a Guanchang and the most famous doctor in Crane City can more or less compete with Lord Yan."

    He tried to convince Wen Qiong to believe him with nonsensical reasoning, "Look inside, you are still busy after half a day, there must be something to save, if not, it would have come out long ago."

    Seeing that Wen Qiong was silent, he pinched the tip of her nose, "I care so much about what he does, don't we all plan to make up."

    Wen Qiong was hit by the word "care", and raised her head suddenly, "Brother."

    For the past two months, she has been stuck in the vortex of who owes whom. She has thought about it for a long time, and even deliberately avoided Yao Xuanci, but she is still suffering.

    As Wen Boqing said, she cared about this person, and she was unwilling to die before she died. She was afraid of suffering the same indifference and ruthlessness in her new life, so she deliberately and desperately stayed away.

    But this person was willing to live in remorse before his death. When he came back, he carefully protected her, tried his best to follow her heart, and tried his best to stay in this world, but he easily gave up resistance because of her vain attempt to cut off the old dream of the previous life.

    She grabbed Wen Boqing's sleeve uneasily, and asked for help in a low voice, "If someone bullied you, and after realizing his mistake, he was willing to atone for his sin for many years, would you forgive him?"

    Her "Brother" made Wen Boqing feel as if he had returned to the obedient little girl who followed behind him when he was young.

    He touched her head, felt the uneasiness in her eyes, and said softly, "If it's someone else, it's even if it's tit for tat. It doesn't matter if you don't forgive, as long as you don't communicate with each other forever."

    "If it's someone close to you..." Wen Boqing looked at the screen thoughtfully with his peach blossom eyes, "then just pay back twice the debt."

    The night passed quickly, and when the eastern sky turned white, the bloody smell in the room had already faded a lot, and the strong smell of bitter medicine gradually occupied the whole room.

    What Wen Boqing said was quite correct, Yao Xuanci wasted so much time because Yao Xuanci was saved, and knowing that Yao Xuanci had a chance to live, Wen Qiong went to rest accompanied by Wen's mother.

    When she woke up, Yao Xuanci was still awake.

    After the doctor and the white crow changed the medicine for him, Wen Qiong sat on the couch by the window, propped his chin and looked at the blue sky outside, and lost his mind again.

    This time the Wen family came here for revenge. Hearing Mr. Xu say that the emperor's health is not very good, His Royal Highness was appointed as the new crown prince.

    Perhaps, it's time to send He Lishu to the imperial city to get the official seal.

    ...

    Yao Xuanci could no longer tell if this was a dream or reality.

    He met Ah Jie, who is now Beihan's empress dowager.

    He saw Mo Ya, the incomprehensible bodyguard who couldn't even put together the body after his death, the white crow searched for a long time, and found Mo Ya's head at the bottom of Houfu Lake.

    He saw Arjun lying on the small couch without making a sound. The white silk in the suitcase was ignited, setting fire to half the room. The fire in the cold winter was about to burn him to ashes.

    So Zheng Ruyu died in the Lantern House on the Lantern Festival.

    He waited for Wen Boqing who came to pick Arjun back to Suzhou, Wen Boqing stabbed him severely and called him a waste.

    Yeah, crap.

    What he hates the most is himself, a trash who thinks so high that he can't even protect his wife.

    Wen Boqing has returned to the imperial city, but the first thing he did when he came to the Marquis Mansion was to move Arjun's tomb. As the elder brother, he wanted to take his sister home.

    An Wenlin found out that he wanted to plot a rebellion, and he almost died that time, lying on the couch for a long time to recover from his injuries. At that time, he was thinking, Zheng Ruyu and the new queen were in the underworld, so they would bully Arjun.

    When the young emperor was put on the throne, he was exhausted as the regent. When he wanted to see Arjun, Wen Boqing refused to let him go, so he had to climb over the wall, and when he climbed in, he bumped into Mrs. Wen.It got worse, but he was very envious because Mrs. Wen said that Arjun was with her.

    Later, he also saw Arjun, in front of her grave.

    He saw her wanting to chase Mrs. Wen, but Mrs. Wen didn't seem to see Arjun this time. Arjun was not seen and couldn't move.not see.

    But he couldn't help but get closer, and sure enough, she disappeared.

    He wanted to see Aqiong so much, Taoism, Buddhism, crooked ways, he tried countless methods, but he couldn't see him no matter what, Yao Xuanci felt that he was going crazy at that time.

    There is a way!The director of Jiuchongshan Taoist Temple told him that there is an unreliable way to meet Arjun in reincarnation.

    It's just a painstaking effort to describe the magic circle, so why is it so difficult.

    Wen Boqing didn't like the imperial city, so he moved away quietly, together with Arjun, how could he take Arjun away!How could he take Arjun away!Kill... No, this is Arjun's elder brother, he cannot be killed.

    The blood array is getting more and more red, but he is getting weaker and weaker. Fortunately, the courtiers who assisted the young emperor are very good, so he can go to Suzhou to find Arjun with peace of mind.

    Mingshan Biezhuang, he knew, this was Mrs. Wen Boqing's Biezhuang. Wen Boqing found someone to buy a lot of sweet-scented osmanthus saplings, and Arjun was here.

    He saw Arjun!

    But she's going to disappear, no, don't go, don't go!

    Yao Xuanci rushed forward with all his strength, and then his eyes went dark.

    He can't die, he still wants to see Arjun!

    Yao Xuanci tried his best to break through the darkness, and finally saw a faint ray of light, but he couldn't make a sound, "Ah...ah..."

    In a blur, he heard the sound of a baby crying beside him, loud and full of breath, and the sound of panicked conversation.

    "Hurry up, girl, you woke me up, go and coax her!"

    "Fuck, White Crow, you are fucking unreasonable, I didn't show any movement, okay?!"

    "Shut up, keep your voice down!" Bai Ya slapped Mo Ya's head in anger, "You find He Lishu, and I'll coax you."

    He arrived in front of the bed in three steps at a time, and saw the pink and tender little baby girl kicking her legs on the small bed, crying with grievances, without any tears, and said helplessly, "Little ancestor, who did you learn from?"Thunder doesn't rain."

    His son was a grown-up since he was a child, and his wife was good-natured, so she must have been a well-behaved girl when she was a child, how could the young master be so playful.

    His temper followed his uncle ten to ten.

    The white crow was about to pick up the little girl, when he took a casual glance and realized that the pale man on the couch was looking at him, trembling with fright.

    "Young master?!"

    Only then did he realize that he was very pleasantly surprised, "Master! You're awake!"

    Bai Ya was happy, picked up his girl and rushed out, completely ignoring Mo Ya who was still searching like a thief.

    "Madam, Madam! Young Master, he is awake!"

    When Wen Qiong came with her daughter in her arms, Yao Xuanci had already been half-supposed with the help of Mo Ya, and had just finished drinking half a cup of tea to soothe his throat.

    As soon as Wen Qiong entered the door, she was locked on by those deep and pitch-black phoenix eyes, her dark eyes looked like a lone wolf that had been hungry for a long time, causing Wen Qiong to stand in front of the couch two or three steps away.

    Before she could open her mouth, she saw him raise his hand with difficulty, holding a thin piece of paper with a familiar official seal stamped on it.

    "You..." The man's voice was hoarse and his pronunciation was incoherent, "When... did you fail?"

    Bai Ya and Mo Ya slipped away immediately.

    "It was built half a month after you were injured. Thanks to you, His Royal Highness sent it here in a hurry."

    Seeing his weak state, Wen Qiong immediately relaxed a little, put the little girl on the bed, and took the paper from his hand.

    "Just so, not long after it arrived, the little girl was born."

    The little girl was only two or three months old, she was lying in her swaddling baby, she hated the heat, she was kicking her legs hard, with those round eyes.But he stared at Yao Xuanci without blinking, grinning with a small mouth, and arched towards him.

    Yao Xuanci's eyes were attracted, and he touched his hand cautiously, and then looked at Mrs. Wen Wan in front of him again, his eyes dimmed, "How dangerous was the delivery? How long did it hurt?"

    He paused, looked down at his fingers being held by the little girl, a little bit unwilling and apologetic, "I wanted to accompany you to give birth, but I didn't expect someone to come after you, and I missed everything."

    Wen Qiong folded Li Shu and Li Shu in twos and said nonchalantly, "Don't worry, there will be plenty of time for you to make amends in the future."

    Yao Xuanci looked at her suddenly upon hearing the words, "You promise to let me stay by your side?"

    Wen Qiong sat by the bed, teasing her daughter, "It seems that you don't care who you are anymore."

    "...It's all me, I just hate myself for a certain period of time." Yao Xuanci's tone softened, and his voice was still very hoarse, "I hated the deliberately indifferent me in my last life after I married you.I hate me for waking up too late."

    After he finished his brief explanation, he noticed that the scars on his arms and wrists were particularly terrifying against the delicate skin of the baby.

    He withdrew his hand uncomfortably, and reconfirmed without feeling safe, "Really, aren't you driving me away?"

    "I haven't thought about it yet, but it's too difficult to entangle myself in judging." Wen Qiong said lightly, "Let time prove it."

    Hearing these words clearly, the man was stunned for a long time, his eyes were slightly red.

    "good."

    The time in his previous life was exchanged for a chance in this life.

    There is still a long, long time in this life, and he is not afraid or timid, because he is no longer alone in this life.

    He has enough time to protect the people he loves.

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