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    Fu Yichen looked at the content displayed on the screen of the mobile phone, which was a bit confusing. The content was strange and childish. Many of them didn't even make sense to him. Fu Yichen turned to more than 200 pages without knowing what he was doing.

    But what confuses Fu Yichen even more is obviously the empty feeling in his mind at this time, as if he had a very long dream, and he can even feel that the content of the dream is rich and exciting, but he can't remember a single bit, a single impression nothing.

    This is a very strange feeling. He clearly knows a lot of things in his mind, but he can't remember them. He even feels a little depressed, something is stuck in his chest and he can't breathe. This feeling is undoubtedly tangled, and Fu Yichen can only think that he is probably having a somewhat sad dream.

    After struggling for a while, saw that the time was close to three in the morning, and tomorrow's mirror was at nine in the morning. His agent had repeatedly emphasized how rare this opportunity was, and Fu Yichen knew it all too well, even if it was only one of the many supporting roles. But it is a supporting role with a lot of weight, and it is even more rare that a famous director with a big production is completely worthy of his efforts.

    Therefore, Fu Yichen must recharge his batteries. Even though Fu Yichen from Lu was confused, he soon fell asleep, but Su Zhan in another high-end hotel in the same city as him was not so lucky.

    This was definitely a nightmare. When Su Zhan sat up straight from the bed, his brain was still in a chaotic state, and tears were already pouring out of his eyes unconsciously, and then rolled down his stiff cheeks with shock until they slipped. To the corners of the mouth, and then spread along the sunken lips.

    Salty, full of pain and panic. Su Zhan suddenly woke up from the shock, and murmured unconsciously, "What should I do... How can I help you?"

    Su Zhan searched for the figure in a panic, but he only felt that there was darkness around him, the kind of darkness that could devour the soul. He couldn't see the figure, but his mind was full of images of him covered in blood. , especially the bright red long sword that ran through his chest and back, stabbing Su Zhan so much that he couldn't think.

    "Where? Where are you?" Su Zhan roared.

    However, only hearing a bang, Su Zhan only felt that his body suddenly lost his center of gravity, and the next second he fell off the bed.

    It wasn't a cold floor, but the pain caused by smashing it down so unprepared was enough to calm Su Zhan down a little.

    The room was not dazzling warm light, not completely dark. The long-lost modern decorations, lamps, beds, carpets, TVs... It's like a scene after decades. This was the place he tried so hard to come back to, and the world he originally belonged to, but now, Su Zhan But it was completely unhappy, and even painful.

    Su Zhan knelt down beside the bed, the consciousness in his mind gradually became clear, he came back, and he finally got out of that false world of novels, but... where is that person? who is he? Where is he? Is he back too? Is... still alive?

    The answer seemed to be given automatically in his mind. As soon as Su Zhan closed his eyes, the blood-stained picture would pop out uncontrollably. Su Zhan was stabbed by the picture and covered his head in pain and leaned against the foot of the bed. .

    However, at this time, the memories that he had been vaguely dreaming of that had been accumulated for too long also emerged from the bottom of his mind in an instant, and the pictures were clearly visible. Different people with the same identity, different plots were the same. The ending... It's like the reincarnation of his several lives, and it seems that all of them are vivid in his mind, as if he had just experienced it yesterday.

    From being shocked to knowing, to being in pain again, Su Zhan finally realized how long he had been bound by that person, but now he doesn't know who he is, where he is, or even life or death.

    The recovered memory undoubtedly made Su Zhan even more painful.

    The Mary Sue on the second school campus, the terrifying crossover Mary Sue, the dog-blooded president of a wealthy family, the nine-year-old queen, until the last ** fancier with fresh memories, Su Zhan's mind was filled with all kinds of pictures. But almost every picture has the same figure and the same face, which makes him reminisce and suffer.

    Traversing into the novel, it is strange and bizarre, it really seems like a dream, but it is so real. Suddenly remembered that man said they were the same, the same...

    Su Zhan suddenly got up from the ground like a madman and turned to his long-lost mobile phone, and then began to enter the names of the Mary Sue novels in his mind one by one.

    The results of the search not only made Su Zhan dumbfounded, but also overjoyed him, and hope rekindled in an instant.

    Because every novel they have experienced turned out to be true and real. Su Zhan carefully confirmed the book title, copywriting, protagonist's name, and roughly the plot... exactly the same.

    This is all true, everything is true, then that person is definitely a real existence, not a dream.

    Su Zhan, who ignited hope, began to search for that person's information, but found that he had nothing to him, no way to start, and he didn't know anything.

    So, Su Zhan fell into depression again, but probably because he saw hope, Su Zhan's reason recovered a little, and people calmed down.

    It's just that can't control those pictures in mind again, especially the appearance of his blood dripping, and the pictures of him taking the initiative to meet him, why? Why do you want to do this?

    Could it be... that's why he can come back?

    Su Zhan's eyes widened suddenly, this guess finally made him fall to the ground all of a sudden, and all the hopes he had just built collapsed in an instant.

    Yes, they were trapped in the world of fiction, and they couldn't get out after trying again and again, but he suddenly said to him that day, "Maybe, we can go home."

    go home……

    He has known it for a long time, he knows everything, he even has the memory of every world, only he forgets him every time, and then every time he is stupid and can't help anything, so he must know and come back method.

    He did it on purpose, deliberately let that sword pierce his heart...

    "How could this be?" Su Zhan finally lost his mind and buried his head between his legs, excruciatingly painful, "How could this be..."

    Therefore, when Lu Chen brought Su Zhan breakfast the next morning, he saw Su Zhan hugging his legs and curling up at the foot of the bed.

    Lv Chen is an independent agent. She almost accompanied Su Zhan all the way. She is Su Zhan's agent, his friend, and the sister who takes care of him.

    So when she found Su Zhan curled up on the ground, she almost scared off the breakfast in her hand.

    "God, what's wrong with you Zhan Zhan?" Lu Chen hurried over.

    She had never seen Su Zhan like this. don't care about the messy hair, and the pain and haggard on face can't be more obvious, as if have just experienced a heart-wrenching life and death.

    Lu Chen was so distressed that he couldn't speak, and before he could pull him up from the ground, he took him into his arms, "Zhan Zhan, what's wrong with you? What's the matter, what happened?"

    It was clear that everything was normal before going to bed last night. She had been with him for more than ten years. She knew this person too well, and it was precisely because she knew too well that she was very shocked by such Su Zhan, but she couldn't understand it at all.

    "Zhan Zhan."

    "Sister~" Su Zhan, who had been curled up all night, finally opened his mouth, but his voice was hoarse and trembling.

    Lu Chen was startled again, and hurriedly pulled him up and walked to the sofa beside him, then poured him a cup of hot water.

    "Drink some water, let's talk slowly about something."

    Su Zhan's whole body was extremely low, and he took the warm glass with some weakness, but only felt that the hand holding the glass was shaking.

    It seemed that everything around him had lost its color, and he had lost interest in everything. Su Zhan suddenly felt that he was finished. He really was a timid and vulnerable person.

    "Can you say it now?" Lu Chen was definitely patient, and Su Zhan trusted her enough.

    In fact, she is one of the few people besides her family who know that Su Zhan is gay. After all, she has been with Su Zhan for more than ten years, and she is the one who has accompanied Su Zhan all the way to the present. She has nothing to say about Su Zhan's goodness. In the same way, Su Zhan also regarded her as her own sister.

    But now, Su Zhan shook his head weakly, "Sister, I want to be quiet, I'm really tired." There were no tears in his eyes, but there was no color at all, and the dead silence made people tremble.

    "Zhan Zhan," Lu Chen would definitely leave space for him in normal times, because he knew Su Zhan's temper, but it was definitely not now. The state of the person in front of her was very bad, so bad that she was a little frightened, she tried to calm down, "No matter what it is, I hope you can tell me that I am not only your agent, but also your sister, I hope I can help you."

    She even guessed if something happened to his house, a car accident? Terminal illness? But if so, he couldn't be sitting here.

    Probably the words "help you", Su Zhan's gray eyes suddenly flashed.

    He had never been so helpless and painful, probably because he was used to being dependent, and he seemed so helpless without him. He only wanted to find him in his mind. He didn't believe that something happened to him, but he couldn't start.

    Therefore, he needs a clear-headed person, and she happens to be someone he can completely trust.

    "Sister, I'm finished." Su Zhan finally covered his head in pain again, and inserted his helpless fingers into his hair, making the already messy hair even more messy.

    Afterwards, Su Zhan explained the whole thing succinctly, including how he got into a Mary Sue novel in a strange way, and then fell in love with that person, and then came back to the picture that was imprinted in his mind, his death, and I don't know anything about him...

    Lu Chen, who was used to seeing all kinds of scenes, was also shocked by Su Zhan's words for a long time. Until Su Zhan finished his overview, Lu Chen still couldn't believe his Arabian Nights.

    "Zhan Zhan, what you said is true?"

    "Yeah." Su Zhan handed Lu Chen the Mary Su novels he had searched. He couldn't possibly have time to read them, but he knew the plot well, which was enough to explain everything.

    "My God..." Lu Chen didn't return to his senses for a long time, until Su Zhan's painful expression broke into her sight again.

    "So you don't know anything about him?"

    "Yeah." Su Zhan nodded sullenly, his intestines turned green, but was it useful?

    "Then does he know you?"

    Su Zhan's eyes suddenly lit up, "He knows."

    "Then as long as he lives, he will definitely contact you!" Lu Chen hated that iron was not steel.

    "But if he..." The picture was so impressive, especially with his various self-conjectures, Su Zhan couldn't calm down at all.

    "Why do you decide so early? What if he comes back just like you." Lv Chen suddenly realized that this person was not the Su film emperor she had known for more than ten years. He looks like he has no self-confidence, he is cautious, and his mind is almost degraded to Java.

    "I'll help you contact an artist." Lu Chen resolutely said, "When the time comes, put the portrait on the Internet. Even if he doesn't see it himself, maybe the people around him will. It's not easy to find someone in the Internet age?"

    Su Zhan's eyes flashed, he was really... a pig. At least you have to try it before you know the result, just like you forgot him again and again, didn't he also give up on himself? Failed again and again, and finally came back?

    "Thank you, Sister Chen." Su Zhan took a deep breath, as if alive.

    "Hurry up and eat something, look at what the hell you look like." Lu Chen looked like he hated his stupid younger brother, but in his heart he was praying silently, hoping that the man who was not sure if it was true or not was still alive, and he would pay it back. Live, otherwise what will happen to their Zhan Zhanke?

    "Today's audition, please help me push." ​​Su Zhan, who survived, finally remembered his work and the purpose of coming here.

    "Okay, you won't be able to work in this state," he said. Lu Chen would also do the same. "I will handle this matter. Anyway, your first male lead is basically finalized, which is just a cutscene."

    "No, that's not what I meant. I'm going to reject this movie. In my current state, whether I find him or not, it's not suitable for filming, and in case..." If I can't find him, if that person is really He didn't come back, what kind of shit is he filming!

    Lu Chen was slightly startled, Su Zhan was trapped much deeper than she imagined, but until now, her impression of everything he described, especially the man he was talking about, was still illusory and unreal.

    "Okay, I'll deal with it." No one knows Su Zhan's temper better than her, including his seriousness in his work and his love for actors, so he always knew what he should do and how to choose. She always just suggested Based on his own opinion, it is up to Su Zhan to decide.

    "What you have to do now is to lie back on the bed and have a good rest. It's useless to be impatient, and don't think about useless things, understand?"

    "Well." Su Zhan has calmed down a lot. He doesn't want to just wait and wait. No matter whether he will come to him or not, he must make an effort. As long as he is alive, no matter how long and how hard he is, he is willing.

    However, Fu Yichen on the other side knew nothing about it.

    He got up at 7:00 in the morning, washed and had breakfast, and then prepared to go to the audition site. For the audition at 9:00, he had to arrive at the destination at least half an hour earlier.

    After cleaning up, Fu Yichen was unexpectedly very satisfied with his state. Before yesterday, he was still under some pressure. After all, the opportunity is rare, and the reality is often unsatisfactory, so it is inevitable to be anxious.

    I didn't want to wake up, but mentality became miraculously flat, and even attitude towards the success or failure of the result changed, and became more calm. Fu Yichen was very satisfied with this normal attitude.

    On the way to the audition, he received a call from his agent Quan, which made him a little puzzled.

    "Didn't you leave a message on WeChat and tell me to call you back? I thought something was wrong." Brother Quan was also very surprised by Fu Yichen's reaction.

    In fact, Brother Quan is the agent assigned to him by Fu Yichen's contracted company. The company that Fu Yichen signed was originally a company that was not very popular, and the people who signed the contract were not well-known, not to mention the lack of resources, and they were still in the groping stage. .

    Although Brother Quan is Fu Yichen's manager, in fact he is also in charge of several other people at the same time. He is an independent manager like Lu Chen and is also a gold medal manager. Fu Yichen is very good. Of course, he wouldn't be like that now if he had an agent like that.

    Fu Yichen was even more puzzled, just like the feeling of waking up in the middle of the night last night, very inexplicable.

    "That's probably because I sent it wrong." There was indeed a message from him on WeChat. It was sent around 2:00 in the morning, as if there was an emergency, but shouldn't he be dreaming at that time? Just the suspected nightmare before he woke up.

    "Well," Brother Quan didn't hesitate, just explained, "Take a good grasp of it later, don't miss this opportunity, I know that role, and it suits you very well, although it's just a supporting role..."

    "I know Brother Quan, don't worry." Fu Yichen has obviously heard similar words more than once, they are similar, but many times...

    But today's role is really good, in the past... not to mention.

    "Okay, that's it, let me know when it's over."

    "Okay." Fu Yichen's voice just fell, and his destination has arrived.

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