As soon as Fu Yichen raised his eyes, he ran into Su Zhan with his eyes open, but the moment Fu Yichen looked over, Su Zhan's eyes quickly moved away, and then he pursed his lips slightly and did not speak.

Fu Yichen hurriedly got up and leaned over, "Awake?"

"Well." Su Zhan didn't look directly at Fu Yichen.

"Is there any discomfort, do I need to call a doctor? Are you hungry?" It was already midnight, and they were sent in without having dinner. Su Zhan never woke up, and Fu Yichen didn't eat anything. .

It can be seen that Fu Yichen takes great care of him, and Su Zhan only thinks it is because of guilt, including that he went back to save him despite the danger.

So Su Zhan finally opened his mouth to Fu Yichen, "Thank you, Fu Yichen."

Fu Yichen was stunned, and then realized that Su Zhan didn't know that he had recovered his memory, and when he remembered the words he said in the windshield, Fu Yichen really wanted to slap himself. This misunderstanding made people laugh and cry.

"Thank you, it's all right." Fu Yichen said while getting up and putting the food that Xiaotian brought before into the microwave oven specially brought by the hospital nurse, and poured water for Su Zhan.

But not wanting to listen to Fu Yichen's words, Su Zhan's expression darkened again, but he pursed his lips and unconsciously set his eyes on Fu Yichen until Fu Yichen sat back on the bed again.

"Come on, drink some water first." Fu Yichen gently helped Su Zhan sit up and half leaned in his arms, and then put the cup to Su Zhan's mouth thoughtfully.

The wait was very good, but Su Zhan became more and more hesitant, his eyes fell on Fu Yichen's face unconsciously, as if he wanted to see something on his face, but apart from his concern, there was nothing else, even taking care of him The movements and expressions are very natural.

Didn't you resolutely distance yourself from him? Is it just because of guilt? Su Zhan suddenly felt a little sour in his heart. It has been a long time since he saw Fu Yichen who treats him so gently. If he can treat him like this just because of guilt, can he be a little more shameless and let him continue to feel so guilty?

"What are you looking at?" Fu Yichen saw Su Zhan's bulging eyes looking at him pitifully. Those eyes were simply a silent condemnation of his previous behavior, and now he felt distressed and self-blame.

So Fu Yichen lowered his head slightly and kissed his forehead lightly, but this light kiss contained too many things. The joy of being lost and found, the guilt towards Su Zhan, the heartache... all in this gentle kiss.

"Drink some water first, let's talk about something slowly, eh?" Fu Yichen's soothing voice seemed to have some kind of magic power. Su Zhan, who was stunned by his kiss, was inexplicably soothed by his beating heart. , and then watched him open his mouth without blinking.

"You..." After drinking the water, Su Zhan turned to look at Fu Yichen, but he didn't know how to ask.

"What do you mean? Pity me or pity me?" Or "You don't have to do this, you don't have to force yourself, it's not your fault, and I'm fine." However, Su Zhan didn't say it after all, he felt a little selfishly, Even for that, it's fine.

"What about me?" Fu Yichen sat halfway on the hospital bed and let Su Zhan lean against him. This intimacy made Su Zhan a little dazed, as if he had returned to the world of novels. He was a tyrant, and he was also possessed by Mary Sue. male protagonist.

"Why do you... kiss me?" Su Zhan turned his head to look at Fu Yichen, hesitating in his heart whether he would break any dream as soon as he opened his mouth, or if they entered the world of novels again and became different characters, but in the end Su Zhan still asked.

Fu Yichen was startled again, because of the cautiousness in Su Zhan's eyes and the humbleness hidden behind this sight. Fu Yichen suddenly felt sour in his heart, his Su Zhan's love should actually be arrogant, not so humble.

No one should be humble for liking the same sex, and there is nothing humble about love.

So Fu Yichen looked back at Su Zhan's eyes without answering, "You have nothing to say to me?" If you like it, then say it generously. What should not be, he Su Zhan is better than anyone else, and he is more qualified to express his emotions.

Su Zhan was stunned for a moment, he saw affirmation and tolerance in Fu Yichen's eyes, and some long-lost pampering. Su Zhan's heart trembled slightly, and all the grievances that had been accumulated for so long suddenly came out without warning, including the words he always wanted to say but didn't dare to say.

"Fu Yichen, I've actually fallen in love with you for a long time." There is no way to measure the time for arriving early, because that's the time they have more than everyone else.

Tears flowed out as soon as Su Zhan spoke, mixed with all his grievances and longings.

And once the words are out, they can't be held back.

"Fu Yichen, you don't know, I have long been inseparable from you Fu Yichen."

"You don't know, I really like you for a long, long time."

"You don't know how miserable I am during this time."

"I really miss you, Fu Yichen."

While Su Zhan was talking about the words that he had accumulated for too long and did not dare to say it, his tears were flowing. Fu Yichen was in a hurry to help him wipe his tears, but he couldn't wipe them clean, but Su Zhan was venting everything in his heart. Everything was said in one go. It's just that the more Fu Yichen said, the more distressed he felt.

"I know you're straight, but can you try it with me?"

Su Zhan was completely begging, and humbly dropped all his self-esteem, because he clearly remembered what Fu Yichen said in the woods. It's impossible for him to have a normal sexual orientation. He doesn't like Su Zhan as the person in the portrait. Although that's him, Fu Yichen doesn't believe it.

So Su Zhan had no other way, he didn't want to do that, as he said, he would have been inseparable from Fu Yichen long ago.

"Fu Yichen, can you try it with me?"

"If you really can't accept it, I won't force you any more, and I won't cause you any more trouble, okay?"

"I...uh~"

Fu Yichen didn't listen to him any longer, he lowered his head and kissed him fiercely, attaching all the joy and distress of what was lost to his mouth.

Fu Yichen kissed frantically at first, until Su Zhan, who was stunned, was a little breathless, and Fu Yichen slowed down and changed to lightly licking his thin lips, until he was completely relieved, and Fu Yichen's lips moved to the side. On his wet cheeks, he wiped away the tears a little, and then kissed the corners of his eyes.

Eyelashes wet with tears trembled because of Fu Yichen's approach, but it couldn't hide the doubt and joy in Su Zhan's wide eyes.

"Are you agreeing?" Su Zhan suppressed the ecstasy in his heart and probed carefully. Because at this time Fu Yichen was too gentle, completely different from the people who always avoided him, he was too uneasy and uncertain here.

Fu Yichen did not answer and asked again, "What did you say at that time?"

"Huh?" Su Zhan was a little confused.

Fu Yichen added, "During the sandstorm, we hid under our down jackets. What did you say? The sandstorm was so loud that I didn't hear it clearly."

Su Zhan was shocked, then turned his head, "I won't say it." Fu Yichen didn't believe that he was the person in the portrait, so he misunderstood him as someone else. Since he couldn't wake up Fu Yichen's memory, he would Stop talking about the past.

Not wanting Fu Yichen, he insisted, "Say it again." He reached out and turned his face back to look at him.

Su Zhan was stunned for a while, a little hesitant, but when he saw that Fu Yichen's face was calm and there was nothing unusual, he opened his mouth tentatively.

"I said, I don't blame you for forgetting me, because you didn't mean it, and I've forgotten you, more than once."

Fu Yichen's heart trembled, Su Zhan has recovered all his memories?

Su Zhan saw that there was nothing strange on Fu Yichen's face and continued, "But Fu Yichen, I'm not as strong as you, and I'm not as smart as you, especially in front of you, I'm actually very cowardly and stupid, I don't know how to be like you, Let you who forgot me fall in love with me again. That's why I used the stupidest method, trying to be your friend first, and then hoping that you would fall in love with me like before. But now it seems that I'm so stupid and ridiculous , makes you want to stay away from me."

Su Zhan said that he was suddenly a little frustrated. This is what he thought after Fu Yichen left in the windshield forest. He just didn't expect that Fu Yichen would come back to save him. Especially now, although Fu Yichen kissed him and still held him like this, but Fu Yichen was not sure if he didn't say it, so he was careful, for fear of breaking the moment, or ruining a certain possibility because he said something wrong.

Probably never heard such a pleasant voice, Fu Yichen only felt that he was suddenly happier at this moment.

How fortunate to be able to meet such a man who loves him so much, what about a man? What does this have to do with the love between them!

Fu Yichen lowered his head and kissed his forehead again, and then he hooked his lips and said with a low smile, "No, you are neither stupid nor ridiculous. On the contrary, you are very cute and cute, and I like it very much."

After Fu Yichen finished speaking, he kissed again. This time, Fu Yichen's kiss was a little intense. When both of them were out of breath, Fu Yichen reluctantly let go of Su Zhan's lips.

When Su Zhan's closed eyes opened little by little and regained clarity, Fu Yichen stared at his eyes word by word, "Su Zhan, thank you for not giving up on me, I'm back."

Suddenly, Su Zhan's eyes widened in disbelief, digesting Fu Yichen's words little by little in his mind, until he completely ate it into his stomach, he stammered in disbelief, "You...you..."

"It's me." Fu Yichen only felt a sore nose, and in the next second, he shoved the person into his arms and hugged him tightly.

After a long while, Fu Yichen heard the sobbing sound of the person in his arms, and the stiff body softened a little bit. With Su Zhan's arm around his neck a little bit, Fu Yichen couldn't hold back two hot tears.

He slammed the body in his arms tightly, wishing to rub it into his body and connect it with his own flesh and blood.

"I'm sorry, I will never leave you again." From now on, I will never let go.