Qin Zichen hugged Su Qingyi for a while, feeling that his heart slowly calmed down. Su Qingyi observed his expression and said cautiously, "Qin Zichen, shall we go out first?"

Qin Zichen seemed to calm down, nodded and let go of her. Seeing the flame lines on her forehead, he frowned, reached out and stroked it, and then covered the traces with a magic formula, he relaxed a lot, and said lightly, "Let's go."

After speaking, she turned to leave, Su Qingyi hurriedly followed, Wu Dao didn't seem to have recovered from the shock just now, and trembled, "Hey, master, I feel like I've been hurt."

"No way," Su Qingyi asked with a frown, "Do you think that Qin Zichen is a little abnormal?"

"Why didn't you ask me this question?" The system suddenly rang, Su Qingyi pouted, "I can't believe you now."

"What do you mean?" The system was a little dissatisfied.

"You tell me, what is the standard of being nice to me?"

"You are now in the Mahayana period, and you already know most of the truth about your death. Can you do it without me? Seek for wealth and honor, big sister."

The system collapsed a bit, Su Qingyi sighed lightly, and had to say, the system's remarks are really true.

"Okay," she compromised and said depressedly, "Can you tell me clearly what happened to Qin Zichen?"

"He has never been robbed! Didn't you find out?!"

The system cried out in pain, "Su Qingyi, Su Qingyi, why haven't you learned to care about others in two lifetimes? You don't want to talk about someone every day, you have to take your heart to understand the other person's heart."

Saying that, the system made a "ding" sound, and a task interface jumped out.

[Task: Treat Qin Zichen]

Quest description: Help Qin Zichen get through the calamity of inner demons and resolve the disputes between inner demons.

Bonus Points: 3000

accept/reject

This task can be refused, but even without this task, knowing that Qin Zichen has demons, Su Qingyi certainly will not stand by.

Qin Zichen turned his head in surprise, looked down at her, Su Qingyi gave a big smile: "Why didn't you wait for me?"

"I'm afraid there is danger ahead," Qin Zichen said softly, "I want to go and see first."

At this moment, Qin Zichen was very calm, and he returned to his usual calm and indifferent appearance. Su Qingyi followed him to the door of light. While looking at him quietly, he secretly thought about his current state. The light came, Qin Zichen raised his hand to cover her eyes, and after she slowly got used to the light, she pulled Qin Zichen's hand away, and when she entered her eyes, she could see the fragrance of birds and flowers, and a bunch of people fell to the ground. Qin Zichen let go of Su Qingyi's hand, walked towards the group of people, and took out a young man with a white robe with a red edge, and said anxiously with Su Qingyi, "Put Feng Ning's soul in."

Su Qingyi hurried over and found Feng Ning's soul from the Five Elements Pearl. Qin Zichen protected the soul and returned to his body. After feeding a few pills to nourish the soul, he resisted Feng Ning and got up and said: "Go back to the Heavenly Sword Sect first."

"good."

Su Qingyi nodded, then held Wudao in his hand after speaking, and slashed into the air with a sword, a crack was seen at the junction of heaven and earth, Su Qingyi ran to Qin Zichen's side, and said with a smile, "We started from the secret realm. Get out."

Qin Zichen glanced at her pleading expression, couldn't help laughing, nodded and said, "It's amazing."

"Yeah, right?" Su Qingyi followed him out of the secret realm and said proudly, "I tell you, my Mahayana period is still very good."

"Ok."

"The only time I've ever lost..." Su Qingyi sighed and said quietly, "It was in the hands of Daojun Jingyan."

Qin Zichen's body froze, and he lowered his eyebrows while carrying Feng Ning: "I'm sorry."

"Then do you want to take good care of me?" Su Qingyi acted coquettishly, Qin Zichen nodded and said seriously, "In the future, I will not let anyone hurt you. Even myself."

Su Qingyi was stunned for a while, and walked out of the secret realm with him. As soon as he left the secret realm, he saw a group of people standing outside, almost all the sects came. Seeing Qin Zichen carrying Feng Ning and Su Qingyi out, Song Xu heaved a sigh of relief and quickly stepped forward: "Senior brother, what's going on inside? "

When Su Qingyi came out, she concealed her cultivation. Unless she was in the tribulation period, she would not be able to see her change. She followed Qin Zichen obediently, and looked around while Qin Zichen was talking to Song Xu. This is Linhai City, which is different from the lifeless atmosphere when we entered. At this moment, Linhai City is full of green grass and green springs. Many monks gathered here, their brows and eyes were quite anxious, a female monk holding a flute from the Huanyin Palace came forward and respectfully said to Su Qingyi: "This fellow Daoist, I don't know that you can see the Huanyin Palace in the secret realm. disciple?"

This woman looks in her early twenties, her brows are indifferent, but she is already in the fusion stage, and she is obviously one of the elders of the Huanyin Palace who is hidden from the world. Su Qingyi bowed her hands and said earnestly, "Master has brought out the souls of all those who are still alive in the secret territory. As for the rest of the matter, we can only talk about human affairs and obey the destiny. But I have something I want to ask the seniors, we When we entered, Penglai was deserted, what happened at this moment, so that disciples from all sects gathered here?"

"Xia Xiaosu, little friend doesn't need to be so polite. Little friend and Daojun Jingyan are trapped in a secret realm. Naturally, they don't know. A few days ago, an evil dragon rose up from the sky above Penglai, alarming the major sects. This dragon is very evil. Soon after it appeared, three small sects were destroyed, and then disappeared without a trace. The major sects were worried, so they came to Penglai Island to investigate. After arriving, they saw the secret realm of Penglai covered by red light floating in the sky above Penglai, I will wait. I have been waiting here for investigation, until Daojun Jingyan came out with you, and now I feel a lot more peaceful."

"Evil dragon?" Su Qingyi was attracted by the word, and asked, "Is it a dragon transformed by evil energy?"

Xiao Su nodded, and Su Qingyi immediately recalled that Song Song had nourished her soul for Song Qian at the time. In the end, although Song Qian failed to transform into a dragon, her goal seemed to be transforming such an evil dragon. Now that she has worked hard to interfere with the operation of this formation, and everyone's souls have been rescued, why is it still successful in transforming into a dragon?

Thinking of this, she suddenly realized a problem. They all came out of the secret realm, but the sound of the completion of the Penglai mission has not been heard. Su Qingyi hurriedly called the system: "System, is the Penglai mission completed?"

"Half success, half of the points will be rewarded, the host is amazing!" The system voice seemed very happy: "According to the original plot, the entire Penglai is going to sink, but now Penglai just has no spiritual veins, and everyone is alive. !"

What's so fun about this!

Su Qingyi collapsed a little. After Qin Zichen and Song Xu finished chatting, he greeted Su Qingyi who seemed to be in a daze next to him: "Qingyi, come here and give him the Five Elements Pearl."

"Okay." Su Qingyi quickly pulled away from the feeling of collapse in the dialogue with the system, hurriedly ran over to Qin Zichen, and handed the Five Element Pearl to Song Xu. After explaining the usage in detail, she said goodbye to Qin Zichen and Song Xu, and took The unconscious Feng Ning returned to the Heavenly Sword Sect. After returning to the sect, Qin Zichen handed Fengning over to the seventh peak, and then planned to go to Nanshan to find Yun Xuzi. Before going out, Su Qingyi bumped into it. She thought about it and used a stealth trick to secretly follow Qin Zichen, and then came to Nanshan. .

Yun Xuzi was feeding the geese on the ground. As soon as Qin Zichen landed, the geese were so frightened that they ran around. Yun Xuzi stepped on the ground in anger and scolded: "You unfilial disciple, even the master's goose will be scared, you Do you still have my master in your heart?!"

"Master," Qin Zichen said softly without changing his expression, "I'm back in the Mahayana period again."

"I'm not blind!" Yun Xuzi grabbed the goose and put it into the cage, and said, "What's the matter with me, is something wrong with your apprentice again?"

"It's not her problem..." Qin Zichen's face showed a distressed look, and he frowned: "My heart demon calamity has never passed..."

Yun Xuzi was stunned for a while, this was not the first time Qin Zichen had forcibly broken through without the calamity of his heart. The last time he broke through the Mahayana, he also forcibly suppressed the calamity of the heart. If it wasn't for his righteousness, he might have fallen into the devil as early as the calamity.

Yun Xuzi straightened up, clapped his hands, and waved to him: "You come with me."

Qin Zichen nodded and followed Yun Xuzi into the cave. Su Qingyi thought for a while, strengthened her invisibility spell, and followed into the cave.

After entering, Yun Xuzi took Qin Zichen to sit at the tea table, he brewed a pot of tea elegantly, and said indifferently: "Zichen, you are actually the most talented person I have ever met. When you were young, I'm always worried that your mood can't keep up with your practice. You have such talent. If there is a problem with your mood, and he will fall into the devil's way, how should I deal with it? Back then, when I asked you to kill Demon Lord Ran Yan, I want you to see what happens when someone with great talent falls into a demon, so as to alert yourself."

"She's fine." Qin Zichen said without thinking, and Yun Xuzi was a little puzzled: "Huh?"

"Ran Yan, is a very good person. Those who bullied her must have misunderstood her." Qin Zichen said it very seriously, Yun Xuzi was choked, changed the subject, and continued: "Two times of calamities Failure, what does your inner demon look like?"

The water on the small fire boiled, Qin Zichen didn't speak, Yun Xuzi lifted the kettle and poured it into the tea without urging him. Qin Zichen looked at Yun Xuzi's movements, and after a long time, slowly said: "I am attached to a person, and she abandoned me."

"Ok."

"The me she abandoned was the real me. The me she fell in love with was just an illusion."

"What is an illusion?" The tea was poured into the tea bowl, with tea leaves floating on the blue tea soup, Yun Xuzi pushed it towards Qin Zichen, Qin Zichen frowned, thought about it, and raised his head: "I am an illusion now."

"The true nature of a person lies in putting aside common things, talent is given by God, appearance is only a skin, and one's background in power and status has nothing to do with oneself. A person falls in love with a person, clings to a person, and clinging is never these things that can be discarded. , but something to be brought into reincarnation. The thing that is brought into reincarnation is that person's truest self. I often feel that I am like a clown," Qin Zichen smiled bitterly, holding up the tea bowl: "Obviously there is The vulnerable heart is genuine, but it wears a gorgeous skin. If there is no such beautiful clothes, who will love me?"

"She abandoned me back then..."

"Now if I lose everything on my body, she will naturally abandon me again..."

Qin Zichen drank the tea in one go. Today's tea was so bitter that it made him feel uncomfortable. Listening to his words, Yun Xuzi shook his head and said slowly: "Zichen, you are too obsessed with the distinction between the outside and the inside. But you have to understand that what you call the heart is actually a person's xinxing, and a person's Xinxing has always been cultivated from the outside.”

"People who came from a poor family who have been oppressed and ridiculed since childhood have a hard time being confident and calm; and those who came from a wealthy family and aristocrats who have never suffered setbacks since childhood, it is difficult to be tenacious and tenacious. Are their dispositions destined from birth? It’s all what you call foreign things—his aptitude, appearance, origin, and status. You can distinguish it so clearly, why is it necessary? No matter what, you are today’s Qin Zichen. In the future, why do you always think about your true nature?"

Qin Zichen didn't speak, he sipped his tea quietly.

He suddenly found that even if he told Yun Xuzi, he could not understand his situation.

Because he has more unspeakable lives than others, why do you want to be authentic? Because he was a fake, put it in this skin, and then fell in love with the person he loved again.

He will care about what she loves.

He would think, if she didn't love him, would one day go away so quietly?

He stopped talking, and Yun Xuzi babbled about something. And Su Qingyi quietly withdrew from the cave, quietly thinking about Qin Zichen's words on the way.

This was the first time she had discovered that Qin Zichen had so many fears in his heart that even today, he was always with him.

But he never said... no.

Su Qingyi suddenly recalled that, in fact, many years ago, he had said it.

"Su Qingyi, one day you will see the great world, and then you will realize that Qin Zichen is nothing. At that time, you will regret it."

But at that time she was too young, everyone she didn't understand had different personalities, and she had to understand the tolerance of the world and others. So at that time, she waved her hand impatiently and said, "Qin Zichen, don't be hypocritical like a little girl? It's annoying."

After that, he never said those words again.

And if he didn't say it, she thought that these things didn't exist.

She is too egoistic and has never paid attention to what the hearts of people around her are like. She always only infers his emotions from the other person's words, and it is rare to use her own heart to get close to the other person's heart.

So, in fact, she has an inescapable responsibility for her relationship to come this far.

"System..." Su Qingyi walked to the edge of Wenjian Cliff, looked at the abyss beneath her feet, and said blankly, "As a lover, am I too unqualified?"

"Host, no one is perfect, perfect people are all in the novel."

"Aren't we all in novels?"

system:"……"

"If you really take yourself as the protagonist, I have nothing to say. But you are a very ordinary person. Everyone's life is an experience, and through these experiences, you continue to grow. Wait until the end, you are together. , this love has been tested. So host, don't be discouraged, you have to work hard!"

"Oh." Su Qingyi nodded, but for the first time felt that the system was right.

She turned around and entered Qin Zichen's room, and sat on the futon he usually sat on. For the first time, she thought seriously. What is Qin Zichen thinking about?

He will feel inferior, fearful, afraid, and worried. After his White Jade Sword, in fact, he is no different from any ordinary person.

She should care more about him.

she thinks.

Taking out the wine from his pocket, Qin Zichen brewed it for her in disguise as Liu Hui. She took a sip of the jug and sipped. When the moon was in the sky, Qin Zichen finally returned slowly. As soon as she entered the door, she saw a little girl in red with one leg bent, leaning against the door frame, looking up at Wen Jian The moon on the top of the cliff. She held a pot of small wine in her hand, shaking it gently, and when she heard the sound of his opening the door, she pretended to look at him, her eyes bright and gentle.

He suddenly rejoiced in his heart, and said gently, "Why haven't you slept yet."

"I'm waiting for you." Su Qingyi smiled and waved at him, "Zichen, come here."

Qin Zichen didn't say anything, he sat next to her, Su Qingyi wrapped around him, sat in his arms like a boneless, wrapped around his neck and said, "Where are you going? Do you miss me?"

"I want to." Qin Zichen stroked her hair and said gently, "I miss you wherever I go."

Su Qingyi giggled and buried her face in his chest. For a long time, she said gently, "Zichen, did I tell you, when did I first like you?"

"No..." Qin Zichen's voice was a little sad, Su Qingyi was a little embarrassed, didn't know why, and was a little nervous. He lowered his head and said, "It was at the back of the school. At that time, you were still a little fat..."

Hearing this, Qin Zichen froze suddenly, Su Qingyi hugged him tightly, patted his back, kept kissing him, and said gently, "Don't be afraid, listen to me..."

"I've liked you since then. But I don't know. At that time, you were not good-looking and everyone laughed at you, but I just liked you. Because you have a lot of good things about you, you are kind-hearted, gentle, right Everyone is good, work hard, be steadfast, and make progress..."

Su Qingyi twisted her fingers and counted carefully. Qin Zichen lowered his eyebrows and said hoarsely, "Don't say anything..."

"I want to say it, I have to say it," Su Qingyi looked at his eyebrows and said gently, "I have never been so serious about telling you how good you are. I have missed you for so many years, Zichen."

"At that time, I liked you, and I was very tired. You never responded to me, and I slowly lost my love for you."

Qin Zichen's whole body trembled, and Su Qingyi continued: "Later, when I found out that you and Chen Hanyu had an entanglement..."

"I didn't!" Qin Zichen burst out suddenly, hugged Su Qingyi in his arms, tears fell, and said in a hoarse voice: "I have no entanglement with anyone... Only you, never only you……"

"I know," Su Qingyi touched his back and said softly, "At that time, I thought you didn't like me, but only her. I felt sad... So she just posted pictures, and I believed it. From the bottom of my heart I doubt you, even if you explain, I can't believe it, this relationship has tortured me for eleven years, so I think it's time to leave."

Qin Zichen didn't speak, he hugged her tightly, and his hair slowly turned white. Su Qingyi was flustered and hurriedly said, "Qin Zichen!"

"Don't go..." Qin Zichen hugged her tightly and kept mumbling, "Don't go..."

"I won't go," Su Qingyi hugged him back and stroked his back, even if he was too hard and it made her feel pain, she still said: "I like you, if you like me, how can I leave? ?"

Qin Zichen was stunned for a moment. He raised his head and looked at her in disbelief.

"Do you like me?" Su Qingyi looked down at his pure eyes and said softly.

"I like it." Qin Zichen looked at her quietly, with red eyes: "I like it in the past, now, and in the future."

"Then why do you think I will leave you? I leave you, not because you are bad, but because I think you don't like me. But I have always liked you, in the past life, the next life, every time I meet you, I will like you As long as you don't let me go, I won't go."

Su Qingyi picked up his cheek and said gently: "What God gave you is yours. When you were a little fat Qin Zichen, I loved you. You are the sword fairy Qin Zichen in the cultivation world, I just love you more, but I love you because of who you are, never because I need you, do you understand?"

Qin Zichen didn't speak, his eyes were full of surprise, Su Qingyi stared at him quietly, and said seriously: "Zichen, a good love should be when everyone loves himself and the other person at the same time. You are very good, You have to know how good you are, you have to love yourself, respect yourself, and don’t abuse yourself, understand?”

"When others say you are not good, they are blind. No matter what others say, you must feel that you are worthy of love."

"Okay..." Qin Zichen said hoarsely, "I'll study hard."

"I hope you can love yourself a little more, don't worry about gains and losses, don't be suspicious. You have to believe that you have the capital to make me fall in love with you, even if I leave, it's just the end of a relationship for you. There are many things in life. It's worth pursuing."

"A good love should make you better, not imprison you in a corner. If you really love me," Su Qingyi stroked his face and said gently, "Promise me, learn to love yourself first ,OK?"

"Okay." Qin Zichen choked out, something in his heart slowly melted away. Su Qingyi took him in her arms and said gently, "I will accompany you in the future until you don't want me to accompany you."

"There won't be such a day."

Qin Zichen lowered his head and kissed her, skillfully and gently pulling off her shirt, under the moonlight, his eyes were gentle and bright, he pressed her to the ground and gently kissed her forehead.

"If I can't fly with you and not die, I will sleep with you forever. Where you are, I will be there."