(Maopu Chinese) Chapter 43 - Start here, continue here

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Guan Xiao and Yin Jiahua hugged each other on the bed in the bedroom.

They looked at each other as before, as if they had never been in the six years of separation in between.

Yin Jiahua told Guan Xiao that the second year after she left, he made his first business and used some methods to buy the house.

He said he didn't know why, clearly angry that she hated her, and vowed to forget her, but every year when the day they parted, he couldn't help but come back to see, sitting alone on the sofa, dazed, sitting for a whole day .

Guan Xiao put Yin Jiahua's head on his chest and felt very distressed, "Why are you so stupid, you just hate me, why are you torturing yourself like this?"

Yin Jiahua hugged her waist tightly, as if trying to embed her with himself, "Do you remember when I used to have a brother named Hu Tao? We all did serious things later, and he was the only one, He learned to take drugs with others and became addicted, and he couldn't quit no matter how he quit. Later, some of our brothers tied him up. When he was a drug addict, the screaming sound was really scary. After we tied him up like this for a month, we all thought we had helped him to detox. But one time in the bathroom of a bar in Dachun, we found that he had relapsed. Since then, we have helped him to detox countless times. , until he passed away three years ago after an injection overdose failed." He raised his head and kissed her on the forehead, "I once thought, what the hell are you to me? You make me so hurt and hate so much, but how can I do it? I can't let you go. Now that I think about it, you are my drug, and I can't get rid of you in my life!"

Guan Xiao felt sad in his heart, "I'm sorry, it's my fault, I provoke you for no reason!"

He sealed her lips with a kiss.

"I don't want you to be sorry, I just want you to be persistent with me from now on! Xiaoxiao, promise me, okay?"

Guan Xiao looked at his eyes full of anticipation, thinking about the hardships he had suffered for her, and his heart ached.

She can no longer bear him to suffer like this for her! In the future, will talk about it later. At this moment, she just wants to make up for the injuries he once suffered.

She lowered her heart, looked into his eyes, and answered word by word, "I promise you!"

Yin Jiahua was startled for a moment before he dared to believe what he had just heard.

He turned over to hold Guan Xiao down, kissed her face, and murmured her name: "Xiaoxiao! Xiaoxiao!"

Six years ago, they started here, and six years later, they finally continued from here.

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The two of them were locked in the house for three whole days. For three days, they mingled in darkness, and neither of them went out. Yin Jiahua turned off his mobile phone, and used Guan Xiao's mobile phone to order takeout when he was hungry. After eating, they watched TV, chatted, and had sex.

They keep making | love, never tire of doing it, entangled as if to fill each other's bodies with the emptiness of the past six years.

They had their first candid conversation in six years.

Yin Jiahua finally knew what happened six years ago, and why did she leave him.

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Before the conversation, Guan Xiao asked Yin Jiahua: "Jiahua, do you really insist on knowing everything? The truth of the matter is a bit cruel and a bit ugly."

Yin Jiahua nodded firmly, "No matter what the truth is, please tell me all; no matter how ugly the truth is, I will share it with you!"

Guan Xiao smiled sadly: "I'm just afraid that you will dislike me after listening to it!"

Yin Jiahua covered her lips, "I don't care if you and Meng Dongfei were married, as long as you are willing to leave!"

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Guan Xiao told Yin Jiahua that six years ago, he took her to see her grandmother for the first time, and her grandmother saw that she was married.

"You took me to see your grandma. The first time we met, she saw that there was a ring on the ring finger of my left hand. You haven't noticed it for so long with me, have you? But grandma can tell at a glance. I went to Bali to relax before. At that time, I hadn't taken off the ring. When I came back, I was disheartened, so I took off the ring. It gradually faded, and later I even ignored it, but my grandmother could see it. So that sentence is really right, the eyes of an old man can see a person most clearly."

Yin Jiahua recalled thoughtfully. No wonder her grandmother was very cold when she first saw Guan Xiao, and strongly opposed them being together.

"Do you remember?" Guan Xiao continued, "We had an appointment to spend the weekend together, but when you went to find me, I was not at home. When I got home, you asked me why I looked so tired and why I was not happy. ?"

Yin Jiahua remembered the day she said. That was after he took her to see her grandmother, and her grandmother told him sternly that they were not allowed to be together. But he told his grandmother that if they couldn't be together, he would die. After that, he went to spend the weekend with Guan Xiao. She was not at home. He waited for a long time before she came back. He didn't ask her what happened, he just sat on the sofa with her for a long, long time, then they kissed, made love, and when he went in, he remembered very clearly that she cried.

"Do you know why I'm not happy?" Guan Xiao said softly, "Because it was my grandmother who called me out. When my grandmother asked me if I was married, I felt like I was struck by lightning."

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Looking back now, the old lady's shrewd and insightful eyes still made her shudder.

She asked her, "are you married? I see that Miss Guan has a wedding ring on her finger."

She forgot to refute in shock and nodded dumbly.

The old lady asked again, "Xiao Jia, doesn't he know that you were married?"

She couldn't hold her head up when asked.

At that time, the old lady only thought she was married and didn't know that she wasn't even divorced. If she knew, she would be swept up in the ground if she was exposed in person like this.

But later, this matter was still exposed in person, or in front of the person she cared about most.

At that time, the old lady sighed at her: "Miss Guan, I don't think you are a bad person. You are older than Xiaojia and married. Although you are quite rich, Xiaojia may not be bad in the future, no matter what. , I both feel that it is very inappropriate for the two of you to be together. Xiaojia is a simple child. If you are for his own good, I hope you can explain everything to him and break up with him while you are still in deep trouble. "

She went home in a daze. She wanted to be like what her grandmother said, before she was in a deep depression, made it clear with him, and then broke up.

"But I have tried several times to tell you that I was married, but I couldn't open my mouth, and I found that my feelings for you are getting deeper and deeper."

At that time, she was determined to go down and down, and finally decided to tell him everything in one night.

She said to him: "I really want to tell you one thing. This thing is hidden in my heart and has been tormenting me. I don't know if you will hate me after I say it! In fact, I didn't take you seriously at the beginning. , I only thought it was to relieve my boredom, so I felt that it didn't matter whether I said it or not, anyway, we couldn't; but we were really together! And after we were together, I didn't have the courage to say it! I'm more and more afraid, afraid that you will be angry, resent me, and ignore me again... Jiahua, will you hate me?"

She remembered him answering her: "No! I will always love you!"

So she mustered up her courage, "That's good! Jiahua, listen, actually I..." But when she looked up, she realized that he was already asleep.

That night, he slept soundly, and that night she cried alone for a long time and cried very sadly.

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When Yin Jiahua heard her say this, her heart ached as if it had been rubbed by grit.

It turned out that the grandmother went to find her.

It turned out that she was so determined to tell herself everything, but he fell asleep and didn't hear it, not that she was trying to hide it from him.

He felt that after so many years, from the beginning, maybe he hated her wrong. Perhaps the pressure on her shoulders has already far exceeded all of them.

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"And then?" he asked guiltily.

"Later?" She smiled bitterly, "later, I fell in love with you completely, I couldn't help myself, I fell into it, I began to seriously consider our future, I took the initiative to find Meng Dongfei, I told him, I want Divorce him."

At that time, the marriage between her and Meng Dongfei could not even be said to be inseparable, and Meng Dongfei hadn't even returned home for two years. But after she went to him, he seemed to have noticed something and went home suddenly.

So such an unbearable scene happened. Before she could even explain to Yin Jiahua what was going on, she injured him thoroughly.

And after that day, they were separated for six years.

That day, she watched Yin Jiahua run away like a wounded little beast without looking back, her heart shattered to ashes.

"Your brothers told me that you locked yourself in the room and refused to see anyone. They all blamed me for provoking you and hurting you for no reason." Guan Xiao stroked Yin Jiahua's face and murmured."You know what, I was going to find you, I want to explain everything to you, and I want to ask for your forgiveness."

Yin Jiahua held her hand, frowned, looked into her eyes, and asked in a deep voice, "but why didn't you come?"

Guan Xiao looked at him and smiled sadly: "Because, I received the death notice of my parents."

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