Song Yan stared at Xia Lin until he took the last sip, and his mood gradually became high. He put a hand on Xia Lin's shoulder and cheered loudly: "Okay! Enough brother, enough man, I will accompany you!"

After all, he also drank a can.

Xia Lin suddenly felt a little dizzy.

In the last life, in order to be with Song Yan, he didn't take a penny from his family. , drinking a whole can of beer in one go is nothing but a piece of cake for him.

But he forgot that ten years ago, this body was not deeply involved in the world, and hadn't experienced too much alcohol baptism. It might be okay to drink slowly, but if you slammed it down, it would still be a little over the top.

When he realized this, he quickly held down Song Yan's hand and said, "Stop drinking."

He was afraid that if he continued drinking like this, he would not be able to bear it, let alone send Song Yan back safely.

But Song Yan didn't listen to him at all, grabbed Xia Lin's arm with his backhand, and said inarticulately: "Xia Lin, I'm so suffocated this time... You know, I have never been so suffocated before. !"

"You said you wanted to be a scholar, OK, I don't mind, I raised my hands to support it; you said you wanted to listen carefully to the class and study quietly, and didn't want to be disturbed, I would rather sleep in a daze than dare to talk to you easily; you said you didn't I like Yu Luotong, and I never mention him in front of you since then. I have done this, what do you think about Laozi? I take you as a brother, and you take Laozi as air. "

"Today is Lao Tzu's eighteenth birthday. You can forget about such an important day. You...do you have any heart? We grew up together, and we promised to be good brothers for a lifetime, but you Did you take me in your heart, did you really treat me as a brother?"

When Song Yan said the end, she couldn't help but choked up.

Xia Lin's eyes were sore when he heard it. Of course, he knew the anguish in Song Yan's heart; but how could Song Yan ever know the anguish in his heart.

Song Yan kept saying that he would be his brother, but the last thing he wanted was to be a brother with Song Yan

In his last life, he kept the secret of his crush on Song Yan, and at the same time forced a smile to find true love for his good brother.

It was not until later Yu Luotong cheated and left, Song Yan was devastated, and borrowed alcohol day and night to relieve his worries, he cautiously put his arms around him, and slowly let Song Yan focus on himself.

He still remembered that he took advantage of the night when Song Yan had sex with Song Yan for the first time after he was drunk. Although Song Yan didn't say it, his face was "So my brother looked at me with this kind of eyes". Compassionate expression.

This kind of pity and disdain almost wounded Xia Lin to the core, but he was still self-willed and humbled and fell into it.

At that time, he thought, anyway, this has been the case in this life, self-esteem and self-love have long been meaningless, as long as he can stay by Song Yan's side, it doesn't matter what he thinks.

But does it really matter to him? Facts have proved that people's demands for love are endless.

When he got Song Yan's people, he wanted to get his heart. Once he got his heart, he wanted to get all of him, and even his whole life.

But he was too naive. Song Yan only regarded him as Yu Luotong's spare tire from the first time he slept with him. No matter how wholeheartedly he was with Song Yan, as soon as Yu Luotong came back, he would be beaten immediately. back to its original shape.

Song Yan has never put his heart on him, let alone his whole life, everything is just self-deception.