The next day, Song Yan went to school early in the morning, and because he hadn't slept well all night, he still had two thick dark circles under his eyes.

When he arrived at the classroom, he really saw Xia Lin sitting on the seat by the window, just like every morning, with his head down and writing English words intently.

The morning light of the spring day is dotted on half of his face through the window ridges, and the arc of the face is clearly visible in the alternating light and dark, which makes his skin white and delicate.

Song Yan was in a trance for a moment, wondering why he had never associated Xia Lin with the word "beautiful" before.

From childhood to adulthood, Xia Lin has been inseparable with him. They played truant together, played pranks together, and even took off their clothes to swim in the water together... In his concept, Xia Lin was like another self, and they were almost indistinguishable. each other.

But since when did Xia Lin begin to alienate him? After he came back from Australia, or when Xia Lin no longer wanted to bathe with him a few years ago?

Maybe it was distance that created beauty. When Xia Lin pushed him farther and farther, he suddenly realized that Xia Lin's appearance was no longer what he remembered. He was taller and thinner than before. , and more attractive.

Song Yan just stood at the door of the classroom staring blankly at Xia Lin, until after the other person finished reciting a set of words, he lifted his head with a sigh of relief and looked at each other one by one, the air was filled with a subtle embarrassing atmosphere.

Xia Lin watched him silently for a moment, then lowered his head like a stranger and continued to memorize a set of words.

Song Yan suddenly came back to his senses, remembered the purpose of his trip, took a deep breath, strode to Xia Lin's desk, and said in an awkward tone: "Xia Lin, let's talk."

Xia Linfu raised his head and looked at him again, neither saying good nor bad.

Zhou Shuo consciously stood up from his seat, walked to another girl who arrived early in the classroom, and said blankly, "Can you come out with me?"

The girl raised her head suddenly, her face flushed red.

Zhou Shuo looked at her strangely and repeated: "Classmate, can you come out with me?"

"Okay...Okay." The girl seemed a little nervous, subconsciously pulled the hem of her school uniform, and then followed Zhou Shuo out.

After all the other people were gone, Song Yan stammered and said, "Zhou Shuo told me about what happened the night before...the night before...tell me, actually..."

"I know," Xia Lin interrupted him coldly, "you're drunk, how could I care about a drunk."

Song Yan was stunned for a moment, and suddenly felt aggrieved: "Since you don't care anymore, why did you blacklist me?"

Xia Lin looked at him: "I don't care, it doesn't mean I don't want to blacklist you."

"Fuck, how can you be so unreasonable."

"Why should I reason with you?" Xia Lin tilted his head and looked at him defiantly, "The phone is mine, and it's my freedom to block anyone I like. Do I need your permission in advance?"

Song Yan was dumbfounded by the question, and was speechless for a while.

Xia Lin's simple and rude way of breaking up with friends simply refreshed his worldview.

The two stalemate in silence for a long time, and finally Song Yan gave in first: "Xia Lin, can we talk properly? You have to give me a reason."

"Because I'm gay and you're not."

"What's wrong with homosexuality? I don't mind, you still..."

"Things gather together, people are divided into groups. We are not one kind of people, we don't walk the same way."

Song Yan was about to explode with anger, and began to say indiscriminately: "Okay, Xia Lin, if you insist on this, then fine, starting today, I am also gay, and I also like men, so are you satisfied? ?!"

Xia Lin looked at him with a half-smile but not a smile, as if he was looking at an unreasonable child, but the words he said were extremely cold: "Do you think homosexuality is a child who has played around? Have you understood this group? Have you experienced it? Is the road hard? Can you imagine how much damage your family will endure if they know your sexuality?"

"None of the homosexuals will take the initiative to hurt their family members, they are all forced to be helpless, they are marginalized by this society, they also want to integrate into the society, but they are not allowed or accepted, Song Yan, If you are still straight, then cherish who you are now, there is no need to force yourself into that dead end, or you will regret it one day."