Xia Lin fell silent

Song Yan's mad and helpless painful state of mind at this moment is very similar to Xia Lin in the previous life.

Song Yan said that he didn't know the meaning of his existence in this world. In fact, Xia Lin was also very confused. He didn't know what God meant for him to be born again.

He originally thought that he had underestimated everything and could avoid Song Yan and live again, but Song Yan was entangled in his life and disrupted everything he planned. So what is the meaning of his rebirth?

And this Song Yan in front of him, this inexplicably crazy Song Yan, Xia Lin can always see the shadow of his infatuation with Yu Luotong in his last life from his madness.

Song Yan complained that he was unwilling to accept him, but who could understand the hesitation and suffering in his heart? He used to love Song Yan to the point that he lowered himself into the dust, but he was finally discarded as an expired substitute. The pain is still unforgettable even if he lives again.

It's not that he doesn't want to accept the current Song Yan, but he doesn't dare to open his heart and love him again.

He always felt that Song Yan, who loved him wholeheartedly in front of him, was just a dream that God gave him. He didn't know when the dream suddenly woke up, and God took back the gift and left him nothing but charming Desolation and loneliness after the twilight.

If this is a gift, he would rather not have this nihilistic gift. He would rather keep a clear head from beginning to end and watch the joys and sorrows of this world with a cold eye, until the dream is broken and the dust settles.

At this time, the waiter knocked on the door outside the box.

Only then did Song Yan let go of Xia Lin, wiped her face, and after her expression returned to normal, she said, "Come in."

The waiter handed the plate to the table in the same way, and noticed that the atmosphere between the two was not right, so he didn't dare to say a word, and quietly closed the door and left.

At this time, Song Yan has gradually calmed down.

"I'm sorry," he said angrily in a low voice, "I was too impulsive just now, don't be angry."

Xia Lin shook his head and said nothing.

Song Yan flattered and brought the half-cooked omelette on his plate to Xia Lin, and muttered nostalgically: "I remember that you liked to eat this since you were a child, and every time you came to this store, you would ask me to follow you. Order the same steak set, because then you can eat omelettes for two. I used to love to grab omelettes from you, and I thought you were very cute when you couldn’t grab them and you were angry. Looking back now, I still regret it, In fact, you look better when you're happy than when you're angry. I won't rob you from now on, I'll give you anything you want."

"Don't do this." Xia Lin finally couldn't control his emotions, turned his face and covered his sour eyes with his hands, his voice choked uncontrollably, "Song Yan, I beg you."

Don't always mention those pasts that he has deliberately forgotten, and always try to please him with the gentleness and patience he used to treat Yu Luotong. The more he does, the more pathetic he feels.

Song Yan stared at Xia Lin for a moment, suddenly hugged him, and asked eagerly in his ear: "Xia Lin, you... Actually, you also have feelings for me, right? Otherwise you wouldn't..."

Xia Lin didn't look at him, and desperately wanted to push him away.

But Song Yan strongly resolved his refusal, and his body gradually approached: "Xia Lin, what are you afraid of, what are you running away from? You can tell me what worries you have in your heart."

Xia Lin just shed tears silently, and the tears that had been suppressed for many years burst frantically at this moment.

He didn't want Song Yan to see him like this, he shook his head and just wanted to push Song Yan away, but Song Yan had already found a gap to break through his defense line.

He held Xia Lin's cheeks with both hands, and kept kissing his lips, the corners of his brows, his tears, until Xia Lin finally whimpered, and he occupied his mouth again, different from the previous violent kisses , This time he was extremely gentle and tender, and every time he kissed, there was twelve points of comfort and temptation.

Finally, he felt the slight tremor from Xia Lin's body, which greatly encouraged him. The tip of his tongue turned more and more flexibly, trying his best to provocatively. The hem of his shirt stroked his waist.

"Don't..." The hot temperature of Song Yan's palm came from the waist, and Xia Lin suddenly woke up. He pushed Song Yan away in a panic, and said in a trembling voice, "Don't be here."

"Then go to my room, okay?" Song Yan seemed to be waiting for his words, and took advantage of the situation to hug him into his arms, rubbing him into his own arms with his lingering panting and trembling, "I There is a one-person lounge in the company, and we go there."

"Don't go." Xia Lin bit his lip secretly, forcing the turmoil in his body to cool down quickly. When his emotions stabilized, his voice returned to his usual indifference, but there was a hint of anger that he didn't even notice. , "You want to take the opportunity to do me? Think beautifully."

Song Yan sighed helplessly, but he still kissed Xia Lin's hair gently, and said in a low voice, "Okay, I won't force you, as long as you can accept me, I'll wait as long as possible."

Xia Lin didn't push Song Yan away, he thought helplessly, what is his relationship with Song Yan now?

Song Yan in front of him was like a beast that had just calmed down his anger. After attacking his defense line, he gradually retracted his minions and patiently crouched at his feet with the humble attitude of a tiger sniffing a rose.Gentle and obedient, but once he sees the opportunity, he will launch a fierce attack again, until he is torn to the bone.

This kind of Song Yan made him feel strange and fearful, but he couldn't stop in the depths of his secret heart.