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Chapter 87 Sleep Song
That night, Song Yan consciously made a floor beside the bed, and then fell asleep with his clothes on his head.
Xia Lin sat on the bed and watched him silently for a long time. He had already thought of several ways to kick Song Yan out of bed, but Song Yan's obedience made his plan useless.
After a while, Song Yan's slight snoring came.
This level of snoring would not affect Xia Lin's sleep, not to mention that he was used to listening to it in his last life, but for some reason, he was distracted that night, tossing and turning, unable to fall asleep.
The images of the mudslides in the previous life flashed in his mind constantly. He wanted to warn everyone, but he could not remember the exact date. He was afraid that he would have no evidence and no one would believe it.
Thinking of this, he rolled over irritably, and the bed board suddenly made a creaking sound, waking Song Yan from his sleep.
Song Yan looked up at the bed and asked in a slightly confused voice, "Xia Lin, can't you get used to the bed here?"
"It's okay." Xia Lin didn't think that he was a delicate young master who had to sleep in bed. In his last life, he came here because he was too tired from the long journey, and he almost fell asleep.
Song Ting turned sideways in this direction and said, "If you can't sleep, I'll sing "Sleep Song" for you, okay?"
"..." Xia Lin wanted to habitually refuse, but Song Yan had already sang softly.
"Sleep in peace, little darling, lilac red rose, gently crawling into bed, to accompany you to sleep..."
His voice is soft and magnetic, especially enchanting on quiet nights.
I have to admit that Xia Lin has no resistance to his voice. He first discovered that he liked Song Yan because he listened to his songs. After the two got up, whenever Song Yan hugged him and breathed in his ear, he would be extra emotional.
"Stop singing." Xia Lin interrupted a little embarrassedly. He didn't want to admit that his heart, which had been silent for a long time, became slightly restless on this summer night.
. Does it sound good? Song Yan asked cautiously, "Then I'll change another song?" "
"Don't change it, I don't want to hear it."
Song Yan fell silent.
After a while, Song Yan asked in a low voice, "Xia Lin, no matter what I do, will it only arouse your disgust or even disgust?"
"You can tell me what you don't like, and I can change it."
Xia Lin said coldly: "To be honest, I have found a lot of things that I hate about you, but what I hate the most is that you always do the same thing you did to Yu Luotong to me again. , makes me nauseous."
Song Yan was silent for a moment, then whispered: "Tonight is the first time I sing "Sleep Song", and it has never been sung by anyone before."
Xia Lin "..."
He glanced in Song Yan's direction, and in the darkness, he could clearly see the light on Song Yan's phone screen, which should have displayed the lyrics of "Sleep Song" just found on Baidu.
Xia Lin silently retracted his gaze, thinking that it should be rare for you to sing for the first time.
Song Yan sighed and said, "Xia Lin, I'm not very imaginative, there are only a few things I can think of to please people, but I really want to be nice to you, not pretending. "
Xia Lin did not object to this point. In the last life, Song Yan liked Yu Luotong, so he wooed Yu Luotong wholeheartedly. Although he was with him later, his feelings did not reach that level, so he did not give him the same treatment as Yu Luotong.
That kind of treatment was originally Xia Lin's dream, but in this life, when this kind of treatment really fell on his head, he didn't want it anymore, and he didn't want to deceive himself.
After a moment of silence, Xia Lin said faintly: "Song Yan, you are not in love with me, can't you see this clearly now? No matter in the last life or this life, you only regard me as a substitute for Yu Luotong, only But in the last life Yu Luotong had feelings for you, but in this life Yu Luotong and you have missed it from the beginning, you just have no choice. What's more, you keep saying that you owe me and want to make up for me, but love is not about making up for it Come, guilt is not the same as love, do you understand?
"I understand." Song Yan said, "It's just that I understand too late, and I've missed you all my life."
Xia Lin thought, no, you still don't understand.
But Song Yan went on to say: "After being reborn in this life, I combed the memories of the two lives over and over again, and the more I recalled, the more thoroughly I understood. And the accident in the bar at the age of seventeen not only seriously hurt his body, but also became a lingering fear and haze in his heart. He felt that he was abandoned by the whole world, and he wanted to I cut my wrists to commit suicide, but I stopped him in time."
Xia Lin was taken aback. He didn't know the details of the incident, much less that the incident almost drove Yu Luotong to a dead end.
Song Yan continued: "After I heard what happened to him, I ran to the beast to settle accounts. You should also know what happened later. I was severely punished by the school. Luo Tong was both grateful and guilty to me. He said that he I really wanted to repay me, but he had nothing to give me other than his promises. At that time, I felt very uncomfortable, thinking that since no one in this world treats him well, then I will protect him and become him for the rest of my life. rely on.”
When Song Yan said this, he suddenly laughed at himself: "I always thought that Luo Tong loved me, I deceived myself all my life, and I didn't know until I was reborn in this life that it wasn't love, he was just caught in a desperate situation. When it comes to the only life-saving straw, whoever lends a helping hand to him, he will admire and depend on whomever. The last life was me, this life is you."