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Chapter 57 Die with you
The next morning, Ye Tong woke up from the bed, Xia Jordan looked at Ye Tong haggard and said, "Tong Tong, I searched a lot last night, but I didn't find Leng Yu."
After Ye Tong fell asleep, Xia Jordan went out to find Leng Yu alone, but he couldn't find it after searching many places, and he didn't answer the phone.
"Dandan, it's been hard work, I'm sorry, I don't know why, but I suddenly fell asleep yesterday." Ye Tong looked at Xia Jordan apologetically. She didn't know yet that she fell asleep because Xia Jordan was with her. There were sleeping pills in the drink.
"Tongtong, I'm sorry, I was very distressed when I saw you yesterday. I wanted to persuade you to rest, but because of your character, I definitely wouldn't listen, so I put some sleeping pills in the drink you were drinking." Xia Jordan looked With Ye Tong's energetic appearance now, she didn't regret putting sleeping pills in her drink.
Ye Tong wanted to vent his emotions, but he couldn't bear it when he thought about Xia Jordan finding Leng Yu by himself after she fell asleep.
"Dandan, I know you're doing it for my own good, but at this juncture, how can I sleep? Look at you, haven't you stayed up all night to find Leng Yu?" Ye Tong looked at Xia Jordan's haggard look , I feel very sad inside.
"Tongtong, I'm sorry, I won't do this in the future, can you forgive me?"
"Hey, how could I possibly blame you, I also want to thank you, well, while it's still early, you lie down on the bed and have a rest, I'll call you later." Ye Tong couldn't bear it. Looking at Xia Jordan's appearance, he had to accompany her to find Leng Yu.
"Okay, Tongtong, then I'll rest for a while. You remember to wake me up later, and we'll find Leng Yu together." Xia Jordan said, and lay down on the bed.
Xia Jordan slept in bed for about four hours, and woke up by himself, Ye Tong was quietly by her side.
"Okay, Tongtong, let's find Leng Yu. It's only after ten o'clock, and there is still a lot of time to find him." Xia Jordan is full of confidence, she feels that Leng Yu will be found today.
Ye Tong didn't have the confidence of Xia Jordan. Looking for a person in the big city of Nuo was undoubtedly looking for a needle in a haystack.
Although he had no confidence, Ye Tong still looked at Xia Jordan with a look of confidence: "Well, I have to find him today no matter what."
Leng Yu stayed up all night. He knelt in front of his grandmother's portrait all night. Today, he was going to carry his grandmother's coffin up the mountain for burial. Although his heart was full of reluctance, he had to do this in order to let his grandma go to the ground. Do.
At around two o'clock in the afternoon, all the people in the village came to help with grandma Leng Yu's funeral. Looking at Leng Yu kneeling on the ground, everyone felt an indescribable grief in their hearts.
In this village, if you want to say who is the most filial, everyone will definitely say Leng Yu, if you want to say who is the best in learning, you will also say Leng Yu, if you want to say who is the most miserable, it is still Leng Yu. Leng Yu, who is the only relative, is no longer a miserable word to explain it clearly.
"Leng Yu, condolences and change, get ready, let the old man go to earth for safety." A young man stood beside Leng Yu and helped him up from the ground.
Everyone carried Leng Yu's grandmother's coffin up the mountain, Leng Yu carried the last side of the coffin in grief. After going up the mountain, with the help of the villagers, Leng Yu's grandmother was quickly buried.
At around 6 o'clock in the afternoon, everyone returned to the village, leaving Leng Yu alone standing in front of grandma's grave.
"Grandma, don't be afraid, I will find you soon, and then you will not be alone." In this world, there are no more things worthy of Leng Yu's nostalgia, and he wants to accompany him after finishing what he should do. Go with your grandmother.
At around seven o'clock in the evening, Leng Yu dragged his tired body back to his home. The villagers were all there. They looked at Leng Yu's haggard face, and their hearts filled with infinite sadness.
"Leng Yu, people have to look forward, you have to cheer up quickly, even if your grandma is gone, you have to live happily, don't let your grandma up for more than ten years of hard work." The village chief is very sympathetic Leng Yu, in his memory, the most sympathetic person he has ever seen in his life is only Leng Yu.
"Village chief, thank you, I will cheer up as soon as possible. It's really hard for everyone today. I can't repay Leng Yu. If there is any need for me in the future, I will definitely try my best to help everyone." Leng Yu said these words, just Wanting to reassure the people in the village, he didn't want anyone to worry about him.
The people in the village returned to their homes after having dinner at Leng Yu's house. The lively scene dissipated, leaving only loneliness.
Leng Yu collected all her clothes in grandma's bedroom, and then threw them into the stove. He looked at the stove and muttered to himself: "Grandma, I don't know if it's cold there, I'll put all your clothes on. I'll send it to you, if it's cold, remember to add more clothes."
After the clothes were burned, Leng Yu cleaned all the house. The neat and new house made people feel very comfortable, and could not help but want to live for a long time. However, for Leng Yu, these are just bleak memories. .
After the house was cleaned, Leng Yu returned to his bedroom, took out a pen and paper, and wrote a suicide note. The general content was to donate all the house and farmland at home to those in need in the village.
After writing the suicide note, Leng Yu checked that it was about ten o'clock, and he called Yang Qingqing.
"Hey, Leng Yu, what's the matter? I haven't seen you for a few days, have you started to miss me?" Yang Qingqing didn't know that Leng Yu's grandmother passed away.
"Well, Qingqing, I did miss you." Leng Yu pretended that nothing had happened, and chatted with Yang Qingqing in a relaxed tone.
"Haha, you think I'm a ghost, tell me, what's the matter with me?" Yang Qingqing felt that it was impossible for Leng Yu to find herself for no reason.
"I want to talk to you about my heart, can I?" Leng Yu asked tentatively.
"Of course you can, you can say whatever you want, I'm all ears."
"Qingqing, you should all know about my family situation. In this world, sometimes I feel like I've been abandoned, but fortunately I still have a grandmother."
"Actually, many times I lament the injustice of fate, but what can I do? We are just a small person in the midst of all living beings. Life."
"Qingqing, I am very fortunate to have a friend like you. It gives me new hope for life. It is you who made me understand that there is still warmth in this world." Leng Yu felt that one of the luckiest things in his life was meeting To Yang Qingqing.
"Leng Yu, did something happen at home, why did you suddenly become so sad?"
"No, it's just that life is too boring, and I want to complain to you." Leng Yu didn't plan to tell Yang Qingqing the news of his grandmother's death.
"Alas, life is like this a lot of times. We can never choose the life we โโwant, but we are still willing to work hard to live the life we โโwant."
"Qingqing, although what you said makes sense, many times, no matter how hard we try, it is impossible to live the life we โโwant." Leng Yu wants a family with parents and wants to form a happy family with Ye Tong A happy home, but all this is impossible, no matter how hard he tries, it is impossible to achieve.
"Yeah, but what's the matter? Do you have to bow down to life like this? The more it goes wrong, the more we have to fight back, right?" Yang Qingqing always felt that something was wrong with Leng Yu.
After thinking for a while, Yang Qingqing felt that Leng Yu might be in conflict with Ye Tong. She didn't want to interfere in Leng Yu's feelings, but in this situation, she was the only one who could help Leng Yu.
"Have you quarreled with Leng Yu?" Yang Qingqing edited a message and sent it to Ye Tong.
Soon Ye Tong replied, "Do you know where he is?"
Through the information replied by Ye Tong, Yang Qingqing was more sure of his guess, and Leng Yu and Ye Tong were in conflict.
"Yeah, many times, we really should rise up and resist, and we must never bow to life." Although Leng Yu said so, but when he felt that his life was not smooth, but was abandoned, he didn't even have the qualifications to rise up and resist. nothing.
"By the way, where are you now? You got so good in the college entrance examination, shouldn't you celebrate in a beautiful place?" Yang Qingqing asked Leng Yu's location in a relaxed tone.
"I'm at home, how can I go out to travel?" Leng Yu didn't know, Yang Qingqing asked his location just to tell Ye Tong.
"He's at home." After Yang Qingqing edited the message, it was quickly sent to Ye Tong's mobile phone.
After Ye Tong hurriedly replied thank you, she took Xia Jordan to stop a taxi. She no longer cared about how expensive the fare was. As long as she could see Leng Yu, she would go bankrupt.
"Leng Yu, I really envy you. You did so well in the exam. You don't have to worry about filling out the university application. Unlike me, a school takes a long time to decide." Yang Qingqing wanted to talk about some light topics to divert Leng Yu's attention.
At this time, Leng Yu walked out of the house while talking on the phone, holding a fruit knife in his hand, the destination was his mother's grave.
"Qingqing, don't envy me, no matter how well you study, it's not that you can't catch everything you cherish."
"You, you should be pessimistic if you don't do well in the test, and you should be pessimistic if you do well in the test. It's really strange."
"Haha, there's no way, well, Qingqing, it's time to sleep, you have to take care of yourself, and you must live happily in the future."
"It's just sleeping. It's like saying goodbye to life and death. It's not that we can't meet again." If Yang Qingqing knew that Leng Yu's grandmother had passed away, she would definitely have thought that maybe she would never see Leng Yu again.
"The language is not good, don't mind, okay, go to bed, good night, remember to take care of yourself." Leng Yu hung up the phone before Yang Qingqing could speak.
At about eleven o'clock, he came to his mother's grave alone. If it was anyone else, he would be very scared now. He ran to the grave at midnight. Most people don't have the courage.
Leng Yu looked at his mother's grave quietly, knelt on the ground and kowtowed three times. He looked at the tombstone and said, "Mom, I will come to you soon."
After kowtowing beside his mother's grave, Leng Yu held up his tired body and walked towards the new grave not far away, which was his grandmother's grave.
Leng Yu looked at his grandmother's grave, tears streaming down unconsciously, his heart was very uncomfortable, if he hadn't gone to Ye Tong, none of this would have happened.
"Grandma, I'm sorry, I hurt you, don't be afraid, I'll come to you right away." Leng Yu looked at grandma's grave with a miserable smile.
Leng Yu knelt on his grandmother's grave and said a lot to himself. He is not afraid of death now, but is overwhelmed by the endless loneliness and pain.
"Grandma, I'm here." At about 12:30 in the middle of the night, Leng Yu took out a fruit knife, ready to cut his wrist.
"If you want to die, I will die with you." A familiar voice came from not far away.