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    The room was dimly lit, Liu Ye was sitting on the sofa hugging the pillow, and Qiu Li was sitting on the bench beside her, giving her the final relaxation training.

    "For privacy reasons, Aunt Liu can choose to chat with me alone."

    According to the industry rules of psychological counseling, under the premise of respecting the wishes of the counselor, there should not be many people present during the hypnosis process.

    Liu Ye glanced at Xie Yuan opposite the sofa, and said, "It's okay, I remember some fragmentary things in the past, there is nothing shameful, I can share with Xie Yuan."

    Jiang Yu consciously left the living room, went back to his room, and sent a text message to Jiang Manyi to ask her about Liu Ye. After all, her mother and Liu Ye were still familiar with each other.

    Jiang Manyi has long been angry, but now she is just worried about Xie Yuan, and doesn't want him to go on his own way again.

    "Xiaoyu, stay with your dad more, and persuade him, he may not listen to what we say, but he will definitely listen to what you say."

    "I don't know how the hypnosis will turn out later, but what if Dad is right?"

    "The probability is comparable to buying a lottery ticket."

    Jiang Yu hung up the phone and anxiously waited for the result in the room.

    After half an hour, the hypnosis ended.

    Jiang Yu went out of the room door and saw Liu Ye was still resting on the sofa, Xie Yuan took a blanket and draped it over her, then returned to the study without a word, and closed the door.

    The result is obvious.

    Jiang Yu was about to ask something when Qiu Li's long fingertips landed on his lips, and with a soft "shh", he returned to the room and closed the door.

    "How?"

    Qiu Li shook his head: "Although she has forgotten some things in the past, she still has the remaining memories in her mind. These memories do not belong to Bu Tanyan."

    "So, isn't it the same person?"

    "Um."

    Qiu Li probed into her subconscious and learned that she once had a husband and a child.

    Later, it seemed that her husband had committed a crime and was taken away by the police, and the child disappeared. However, the memories of this episode were rather vague and fragmented. Even she herself did not know what was going on. detail.

    After her husband's accident, her memory became much clearer. She was single for many years and never met a man she liked. Because she could dance ballet, she became a dance teacher in a hobby organization, teaching children how to dance. She lived a simple and happy life. Now know Xie Yuan.

    Jiang Yu suddenly thought of a clue and asked, "She can also dance ballet, so does she remember the name of her ballet teacher?"

    Qiu Li shook his head: "Her memory was obviously broken into two lines. Before her husband and child's accident, the line was vague and light; after that, her memory became clear and concrete. But in any case, she was not Bu Tanyan. ."

    Jiang Yu sighed, she knew how disappointed and sad Xie Yuan was at the moment.

    Jiang Yu did not go to the study to disturb Xie Yuan, but went straight to the living room. Liu Ye had slowly woken up, and Qiu Li informed him of the hypnosis process and results.

    "I've seen a lot of psychologists before." Liu Ye seemed to be prepared: "Their results are the same as yours, I did forget a lot of things, including my past life, my children, and my childhood. Memories... a lot of specific details, just wanted to be sucked up by the vacuum cleaner, and left in pieces."

    "If you still want to get those memories back, we can try again at another time."

    Qiu Li was also a little unwilling. In the past, he helped people with treatment, and he had never encountered such a situation.

    As long as it is the memories that the patient has experienced, no matter how deep they are hidden, they can be explored in his hypnosis. He has almost never encountered such a situation as Liu Ye.

    Unless she really didn't experience that memory, how could she not find it.

    He was in trouble, and it was hard to say that he didn't want to keep trying.

    Seeing Qiu Li's unwillingness, Liu Ye frowned and said with a smile, "You really think I'll be an experiment."

    Jiang Yu hurriedly asked to add: "Don't mind Aunt Liu, he has been a top student since he was a child, and it is rare to encounter Waterloo, so he will not be reconciled."

    "It doesn't matter, if Xiao Li wants to try again, we can make another appointment."

    "Then next Friday night, okay?"

    Jiang Yu gently pulled Qiuli's sleeve.

    Aunt Liu said casually, and he was quite sincere... Really made an appointment with them.

    "Okay, then next Friday night, Xiaoli, come to my house, and Xiaoyu too. Auntie will cook something delicious for you."

    Jiang Yu could only nod helplessly.

    Liu Ye really likes Qiu Li, and this kind of love seems to be out of instinct. When he saw his back riding a bicycle in the rain that night, Liu Ye's heart seemed to be hit.

    If your child grows up safely, it should be the same age as him.

    "Aunt Liu, Dad said you can dance ballet too." Jiang Yu asked Liu Ye curiously: "I also want to see Aunt Liu dance."

    "Now, are you here?"

    "Well, the third floor of our house is a big dance studio, Aunt Liu, come with me!"

    Jiang Yu took Liu Ye to the third floor. Originally, the third floor was supposed to be Xie Yuan's gym, but Jiang Yu moved here, and he remodeled it into a dance classroom.

    "How old did Aunt Liu start to learn ballet?"

    "Ah, I really can't remember this. Anyway, when I have a memory, I will jump."

    Jiang Yusuo said: "The process of learning ballet is very hard, I may forget about going to school, but the process of learning ballet is like a brand engraved in my mind. I still remember the first time when I pressed my legs, the teacher Pressing my leg makes me teary-eyed."

    Liu Ye shook his head: "I really don't have any memory at all."

    Jiang Yu brought her own dance clothes, let Liu Ye put them on, and then opened the solo variation of Augilia in the third act of "Swan Lake".

    Liu Ye smiled and said, "Is it so difficult?"

    Jiang Yu also smiled: "Aunt Liu jumps at will, it doesn't matter, even if you can't jump..."

    Before he finished speaking, Liu Ye immediately began to tiptoe and spin, following the melody of the variation, dancing lightly, successfully completing thirty-two whipping turns, and every detail was almost perfect!

    Even Jiang Yumen asked herself that she might not be able to maintain such a high level of movements without warming up at all!

    What's more, Liu Ye is no longer young and can sit at the same level as Jiang Yu, no... her level is higher than Jiang Yu!

    Qiu Li couldn't see any way, but when he saw Jiang Yu's stunned expression, he was a little suspicious.

    In this world, apart from Bu Tanyan, who can make Jiang Yu show such an expression.

    After Liu Ye turned, she didn't feel dizzy at all, she stood firm, and her breathing was not disturbed: "How about Xiaoyu, you are a professional dancer, is it okay to watch?"

    Jiang Yu didn't know what to say at all, she was not qualified to comment on this piece of dance, which could be called the ultimate.

    From childhood to adulthood, she has watched Bu Tanyan's videos no less than a thousand times, Liu Ye's dance... is completely Bu Tanyan's style!

    Her eyes were slightly red: "you are... you are... you are mother..."

    Before Jiang Yu could finish her sentence, Qiu Li took her hand and joked deliberately, "Your father has not married Aunt Liu, so he called her mother?"

    Jiang Yu immediately realized his gaffe, calmed down, and said, "I'm sorry."

    Liu Ye didn't care, waved her hand, and said with a smile, "If I had such a good daughter, I would wake up laughing from my dreams. I really have a chance in the future. You are all my children! How happy I am then."

    Jiang Yu looked at Liu Ye's smile. She remembered that Teacher Ling Xuan said that Xiaotan loved to laugh. When she laughed, it was really broken, not like everyone's girl at all.

    She finally understood why Xie Yuan stubbornly recognized Liu Ye as Bu Tanyan, she was really...a lot like her.

    Even though Jiang Yu had never been in contact with Bu Tanyan, after watching her dance, she began to doubt whether Xie Yuan was right.

    ......

    That night, Jiang Yu saw that Xie Yuan's study was lit very late, and his father did not sleep.

    She gently opened the door and called, "Dad."

    There was a faint smell of smoke in the room. Xie Yuan was holding an old photo frame in his hand. In the photo frame was a photo taken by him and Bu Tanyan on the rails.

    It was also the only group photo between them.

    Dad is thinking about Mom again...

    Seeing Jiang Yu come in, Xie Yuan immediately put out the cigarette butt, and then opened the curtains to ventilate.

    "You haven't slept yet?"

    "I think my father will lose sleep tonight." Jiang Yu walked to Xie Yuan, leaned his back against the desk, and held his hand: "I'll accompany father."

    Xie Yuan put down the photo frame and smiled lightly: "Dad is fine."

    "Aren't you disappointed?"

    He shook his head: "I'm not disappointed, I still stick to what I believe, Liu Ye is your mother."

    "But Qiu Li said..."

    "It's that kid's ability is not enough, it's not that I made a mistake in judgment." Xie Yuan said calmly: "I won't get it wrong."

    Bu Tanyan is the love of his life, even if the whole world doesn't recognize her, Xie Yuan will definitely recognize her.

    The appearance can be changed, the habits can also be changed... But you in the eyes of your lover will never change.

    "It must be that Qiu Li is not good at learning."

    Jiang Yu said to Xie Yuan: "If Aunt Liu is willing, we can ask a more powerful psychological consultant to help."

    Xie Yuan was slightly surprised: "Xiaoyu, are you on my side?"

    "It's not because you are my father that I help you." Jiang Yu took Bu Tanyan's photo frame and stared at the woman in the photo tenderly——

    "I've seen Aunt Liu dance. Even if she loses part of her brain's memory, her body's muscle memory won't lie. She's my mother."

    Liu Ye saw that Xie Yuan always worked overtime whether it was a working day or a rest day. So on the afternoon of the weekend, he made his favorite snacks and sent them to him.

    Xie Yuan could feel that Liu Ye really liked him, just like Bu Tanyan. When he liked him, he would make excuses to run into his shop almost every day. He was not like the girls of that era. dislike.

    Bu Tanyan likes him, she likes him so openly and openly that even if she was rejected by him a few times before, she still has the cheek to chase after him.

    The same is true for Liu Ye, no matter how the people in the company talk in a low voice, no matter how meaningful the eyes of others look at her... She likes Xie Yuan, even if the two are far apart in their identities, she doesn't care.

    She entered the lobby of Yuefang Group's office building with snacks. The receptionist at the front desk saw her and immediately opened the door for her diligently, ready to take her to the elevator.

    "It's okay, I'll go over by myself." Liu Ye looked at the badge on the front chest and said, "Thank you, Su Ha."

    "It doesn't matter, it should be. Mr. Xie is on the 48th floor. There should be a meeting now."

    Su He returned to the front desk flattered, and whispered to another front desk Zhou Zhenru: "She just called my name."

    Zhou Zhenru said half jealously and half sarcastically, "What's there to be happy about, this woman comes every day, every day, no one in our company is familiar with her."

    Some people started to gossip about the company's biggest gossip news recently - Xie Yuan's girlfriend, several receptionists around heard it, and they also gathered over, discussing: "Mr. Xie has been single for so many years, and he has finally learned about women, but he can't be good. Hurry up, come here every day to please, for fear of losing it."

    "I think Mr. Xie is just for fun, after all, at her age..."

    "With Mr. Xie's identity, why don't she have a woman? She doesn't know how insecure she is."

    "I think so too, no wonder it comes every day."

    ......

    Unfortunately, Liu Ye bowed his head and replied a message while waiting for the elevator. He didn't catch the elevator, and just heard the discord from the young girls at the front desk.

    If you change to another woman, maybe you will be sullen for a while, and that's fine.

    At her age, who cares about these little girls.

    However, Liu Ye's innate violent temper has never been wronged, and whoever dares to show her color, she will definitely repay it.

    When several receptionists at the front desk saw her returning with a cold face, they immediately kept silent and returned to their respective posts.

    Liu Ye looked at Zhou Zhenru beside Su H, and asked, "What did you just say with a dirty mouth?"

    "I didn't say anything, I didn't say anything about you."

    Zhou Zhenru was a little scared. After all, Liu Ye was the person next to Xie Yuan, and she couldn't afford to offend her.

    "Have the guts to say it, but don't have the guts to admit it?"

    Zhou Zhenru looked at the colleagues around her, her face was flushed, she felt embarrassed, and her temper followed: "Did I talk nonsense? That's how it is, you dare not admit it."

    "What have I done? I didn't get married, and I didn't rob your men. Why am I hindering you?"

    "Don't be complacent." Zhou Zhenru said, holding back his strength, "Who knows if Mr. Xie is on a whim, maybe he will lose interest in you in a few months."

    "What does a man's interest have to do with me?" Liu Ye sneered: "Little girl, my sister advises you that if you have time to mind other people's business, it is better to work hard and improve yourself. The sense of security is never provided by men, but You earned it yourself."

    These words were loud and clear, and it was obvious that she had the confidence to say them. The group of little girls looked at each other, all a little ashamed.

    Zhou Zhenru was so angry that she wanted to talk back, Su H hurriedly stopped her and apologized to Liu Ye: "I'm sorry, Miss Liu, I'm really sorry, we won't say any more gossip in the future, I... I'll take you upstairs."

    Liu Ye was too lazy to talk to these little girls, turned around and left the hall, and went upstairs to the president's office.

    Hearing that she was here, Xie Yuan accelerated the process of the meeting, ended the meeting within half an hour, and returned to the office.

    Seeing Liu Ye resting on the sofa, he simply took off his suit jacket and covered her. Liu Ye woke up and glanced at him.

    The man sat on the sofa and peeled an apple for her.

    His white shirt was neatly tied around his waist, with a few slits at the neckline. He looked a lot more relaxed, not as serious and cold as when he had just held the meeting.

    In the crowd, he always exudes a strong aura, isolating him from the people around him.

    Only Liu Ye knew how gentle this man was to her in private.

    He held a sharp knife in his hand. He skillfully peeled the peel with his fingertips, and then cut a small piece of pulp and handed it to Liu Ye's mouth. When she bit the pulp, Xie Yuan lowered his head and bit her. lip.

    After a long deep kiss, Xie Yuan asked her, "I heard that you just quarreled with a few girls at the front desk."

    "Yeah!" Liu Ye couldn't wait to complain: "They are talking about me behind my back, let me hear it, can't I have a good theory?"

    Xie Yuan looked at her anxious appearance, which was really the same as when she was a girl.

    Bu Tanyan is also a person who cares very much. She has a strong temperament and cannot bear grievances or bullying. The princess is very ill.

    When she was young, Xie Yuan would persuade her to restrain her temper and behave in society. If she could not suffer at all, it would be very difficult.

    But Xie Yuan, who has matured, is willing to spoil her as a princess forever, if she wants to.

    "Liu."

    Assistant Liu walked into the office: "Mr. Xie, what are your orders?"

    Xie Yuan put down the fruit knife and said casually: "Open those front desks, by the way... tell them, whoever makes the boss angry again, pack up for me and leave."

    Assistant Liu was slightly surprised when he heard the words "Boss Lady".

    Xie is always a serious and serious man, he never exaggerates when he speaks or does things, and rarely makes jokes.

    He even called Liu Ye "the boss lady".

    Nine times out of ten, it is set.

    When Liu Ye heard his words, he was even more happy, sat on the sofa and smirked, and poked Xie Yuan with his feet: "I'm the lady boss?"

    "Well." Xie Yuan smiled lightly and caught her feet: "You are the wife of the boss of our family, and I have to be obedient."

    "Xie Yuan, you are too cute."

    "As long as you like it."

    The single assistant Xiao Liu was caught off guard by being fed a mouthful of dog food, and was about to retreat when Liu Ye stopped her: "That little girl named Su H, she's fine."

    "I know what to do, ma'am." Assistant Liu stepped back.

    Liu Ye laughed again, unable to close his mouth, and pulled Xie Yuan's sleeve: "He calls me Madam!"

    "You are the lady."

    "Try the snack I made for you. I learned it from an online tutorial. Egg yolk cake. I don't know if it has rolled over. I haven't tasted it yet."

    Liu Ye opened the lunch box and handed the egg yolk cake to Xie Yuan.

    It didn't look abnormal in appearance, Xie Yuan picked up an egg yolk cake and tasted it, then coughed violently.

    Liu Ye hurriedly went to the water dispenser with bare feet to pick up the water and handed it to him: "It's delicious, don't be in such a hurry, eat slowly, and no one will rob you, these are all yours."

    Xie Yuan swallowed the lime-like egg yolk cake in his mouth with difficulty, and smiled bitterly: "Your skills are really..."

    It hasn't changed in so many years.

    Bu Tanyan made snacks for Xie Yuan for the first time. A wife cake almost poisoned him to death. After so many years, Xie Yuan instinctively retched every time he saw his wife cake.

    Seeing that Xie Yuan had eaten one, Liu Ye stopped moving and asked, "Why didn't you eat it?"

    "Ziye, such a delicious food, I'll save some for my son-in-law, okay, he... just likes these desserts."

    "Well, you still think of your son-in-law if you have good things."

    "Well, I'm a good dad."

    Xie Yuan covered the snack box, got up and prepared to put it in the refrigerator. Liu Ye leaned against the sofa and said casually, "Xiao Li and Xiaoyu are coming over this weekend to give me further hypnotherapy. Would you like to come too?"

    Xie Yuan's hand shook slightly, he turned his back and asked, "Do you still want to remember the past?"

    "Of course I do. I seem to have a son. If I can remember what his surname is, I might be able to find him." Liu Ye looked up at Xie Yuan: "Do you mind if I have children?"

    Xie Yuan narrowed his eyes and sat back on the sofa: "Maybe it's my daughter."

    "No, it should be my son..." A confused look appeared on Liu Ye's face: "I remember he likes to play jigsaw puzzles."

    But apart from the puzzle, she really couldn't remember any more information.

    "You don't need to go to Xiao Li for help, I can tell you about the past, if you want to believe it."

    Liu Ye was stunned and looked at Xie Yuan: "You know?"

    "I know."

    "Can..."

    "We met when we were nineteen."

    Liu Ye listened to the story Xie Yuan slowly told in silence.

    When he was the most desolate and poor, he met the love of his life, how did he love the girl as proud as a white swan...

    Later, she unfortunately "passed away". More than 20 years later, he was trapped in a prison, and maybe he couldn't let go of it in this life.

    After listening to this story, Liu Ye couldn't restrain her sadness and tears, and when Xie Yuan wanted to hold her hand, she pushed his hand away.

    "Xie Yuan, do you still love her?"

    "I know you don't believe it, but..."

    "Although my memory is fragmented, I'm not...a stand-in for someone else."

    "I have never regarded you as anyone's substitute, you are Atan, and I will cure you."

    This sentence made Liu Ye completely unable to hold back. She stood up angrily, picked up the high heels on the ground, and buckled them directly on Xie Yuan.

    Xie Yuan stretched out his hand to block, and the high heels buckled a red mark on his arm.

    She has such a hot temper. When she was young, she would fight with Xie Yuan when she was in a hurry.

    "You're going crazy, why pull me into the water." Liu Ye looked at him angrily: "You keep your love, why let me..."

    Why should I fall in love with you.

    Xie Yuan tried to hold her back: "I know, I know it all, but Ye Zi, have you ever thought about why your first half of your memories have no details and are so vague, maybe it's not your memory at all!"

    "I don't want to see you again."

    After Liu Ye finished speaking, she picked up her high heels and strode out of the office.

    Xie Yuan was stunned for a minute before he reacted.

    she left.

    No, can't let her go.

    The treasure that he finally found, he can't lose her again.

    He hurriedly chased downstairs, stopped Liu Ye in the hall on the first floor, and hugged her from behind: "Ye Ye, don't leave me."

    The employees who went in and out of the office building were stunned and looked at the scene in disbelief.

    Xie Yuan, he... How did he change from the usual workplace drama style to a romance drama in seconds?

    Liu Ye was angry and anxious, raised his leg and stomped on him: "Let go, scumbag!"

    "I'm not, don't let it go, you don't leave."

    Liu Ye gritted his teeth: "I think the person who needs a psychiatrist is you."

    Xie Yuan hugged her tightly and put his face into her neck. The feelings that had been suppressed for so many years broke out at once, and it was difficult to deal with it.

    "You can say anything, as long as you don't leave me, Atan, don't leave me."

    "I am Liu Ye."

    "I don't care who you are, you are mine..."

    Liu Ye took a deep breath and looked around at a group of Petrochemical employees.

    Su Ha was so shocked that her false eyelashes fell off.

    After all, Liu Ye couldn't bear to let Xie Yuan be so embarrassed in front of the employees, and asked in a deep voice, "Do you listen to me in everything?"

    "Um."

    Liu Ye took his hand, left the Yuefang Building, and came to the garage on the basement floor.

    Only here is a little quieter, no one else.

    Xie Yuan opened the Bentley, the two of them sat in, and finally calmed down.

    "You know that you are in the company today, so the company is dead?" Liu Ye looked at him sideways: "Such an old man, like a child."

    "I don't care." Xie Yuan held her hand tightly and would not let go no matter what: "I only want you."

    "I thought you were a mature man."

    "I have matured for half my life and lost half of my life. How much I regret letting you go."

    Xie Yuan put her hand on his heart and said with difficulty, "Every night, it's heart-piercing."

    Liu Ye swallowed the sourness in his throat: "How much you love A Tan."

    "You are Atan."

    "I am Leaf."

    Xie Yuan held her hand silently, put it on his lips and kissed affectionately: "I'm sorry."

    "What's the use of apologizing."

    Xie Yuan let go of Liu Ye's hand, and only then did Lizhi gradually come back, he no longer forced her: "I don't know what else to say except sorry, I can let you go. As long as you think of me , don't hate me so much."

    "..."

    Liu Ye put on her high heels, opened the car door, and left without looking back.

    Xie Yuan lowered his head and lit a cigarette, his hands trembling uncontrollably, and the fire never came out.

    He threw the lighter in resignation and gave the steering wheel a savage elbow.

    He was... really crazy today.

    Perhaps as Liu Ye said, the person who should see a psychiatrist is him.

    How could he hurt her!

    ......

    However, two minutes later, the car door was suddenly opened, and Liu Ye sat back in the car with anger.

    Xie Yuan raised his head and looked at her blankly: "Ye Ye."

    Liu Ye turned sideways, held his face, kissed him forcefully, with a bit of a biting taste, and said angrily, "You can be A Tan."

    "!"

    "Remember what I sacrificed to love you."

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