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    That night, Qiu Li put the diary in front of Xie Yuan, and all the truth became clear in an instant.

    Back then, Bu Tanyan found a hypnotist who is said to be the most authoritative in the industry, hoping to get his help to help her get rid of her original family.

    There is a paragraph in the diary, which records the original words of Bu Tanyan back then——

    "I originally thought that as long as they took off the queen's crown for them, they would let me and Xie Yuan go and stop disturbing our lives, but I was wrong. The Bu family finally had a ballet queen, how could they possibly be? Allowing her to have a half-step 'wrongdoing', such a stigma as having a child out of wedlock, will bring shame to the entire family."

    "No matter how hard I try, it is impossible for me to live the life I want. If I win the queen, I will be nailed to the altar forever. I have no choice but to die."

    In order to get rid of the shackles of the Bu family, Bu Tanyan started her plan of suspended animation. The performance of the century, "Swan Lake" by Bu Tanyan, amazed everyone and became a classic performance that is difficult to replicate for future generations.

    No one would know that she completed that performance under Qiu Shao's hypnosis. At the end of the performance, Bu Tanyan fell to the ground and "died" and left this world in front of everyone's eyes.

    Later, with the help of Qiu Shao, the vehicle transported from the art center to the funeral home had a "car accident", and Qiu Shao took Bu Tanyan to escape the scene.

    The Bu family couldn't accept Bu Tanyan's behavior of disappearing in suspended animation in order to be with the man she liked.

    She just took off the crown of queen. If there is such a scandal, the efforts of the Bu family from generation to generation will all vanish.

    She would shame the whole family.

    Therefore, the Bu family can only take the plan and announce the death of Bu Tanyan to the outside world.

    And the most splendid death on the stage completely forged Bu Tanyan's immortal ballet legend.

    However, Bu Tanyan did not expect that after she was away from the Bu family's control, she fell into a more terrifying whirlpool again.

    Qiu Shao locked her in the basement of his consulting room and began to hypnotize her for a long time and secretly. Peel off slowly until it disappears.

    Judging from the diary, this process took at least five years to turn Bu Tanyan into "Liu Ye" little by little, and Qiu Li at that time was already seven years old.

    At the same time, her appearance has also been changed by modern and superb cosmetic techniques, and she has been transformed into the appearance of willow leaves.

    However, just like cosmetic surgery will definitely leave flaws or differences, the instillation of memory cannot completely transform one person into another.

    Qiu Shao hypnotized Bu Tanyan according to his own memories, but Bu Tanyan did not experience many details, so it was like watching a novel or TV series, these memories were still very unfamiliar to her.

    Therefore, after Qiu Shao was arrested and imprisoned, Bu Tanyan gradually lost the memories he instilled in her.

    "Liu Ye" always said that he has intermittent amnesia, sometimes he can remember something, and sometimes he can forget it.

    But the only thing she was impressed by... was the child.

    She often looked through the skylight in the basement to the grass outside the window, and she could always see the child lying on the grass playing jigsaw puzzles.

    She couldn't speak to him, but she knew it was "her son".

    Later, the police took Qiu Shao away, but they did not know that there was a hidden basement in the consultation room. The food in the basement maintained Bu Tanyan's life for two months. Later, she was released by the landlord who came to collect the room.

    At that time, Bu Tanyan's memory was already chaotic.

    She started her new life with the "Liu Ye" ID card that Qiu Shao gave her.

    ......

    Xie Yuan's hand holding the diary was trembling. He couldn't imagine what A Tan had been through all these years.

    If Qiu Shao hadn't died, perhaps Xie Yuan would have wanted to end his life immediately.

    Liu Ye spent a few hours reading the diary roughly. The memories that Qiu Shao had implanted in her mind slowly began to recover. She recalled many things in the past, but she couldn't remember any relevant things. The matter of Bu Tanyan.

    "It will take time."

    Beside the sofa, Qiu Li explained: "Qiu Shao spent five years stripping away Xiaoyu's mother's memory. It can't be restored in a short time, but I will do my best to remind her."

    Xie Yuan of course also understands that it is not so easy to make "Liu Ye" return to the former Bu Tanyan, and he can wait patiently. The only thing that is difficult to let go of is that the woman he loves the most has suffered the hardships of this half of his life.

    Xie Yuan held Bu Tanyan's hand and said in a low voice, "A Tan, tell me, did he bully you?"

    From his patient eyes, Bu Tanyan could see the suppressed anger in his heart, but the perpetrator had already passed away, and he couldn't even avenge her.

    Bu Tanyan recalled those fragmented memories of the past, she couldn't say that Qiu Shao treated her very well, because he shut her up for five years.

    But he did not hurt her, because any physical injury, if not for her own will, would destroy the implantation of the memory and put her in pain.

    And this pain, sooner or later, will lead to a mental breakdown.

    Qiu Shao is not an impulsive man, but on the contrary, he has terrible self-discipline.

    "fine."

    For a long time, she could only say these two words to him after all.

    "I will cure you and make you forget the bad memories that didn't belong to you." Xie Yuan stroked Bu Tanyan's face and comforted: "Forget those unbearable..."

    For Bu Tanyan, all these experiences were indeed terrifying to the point of appalling.

    But for "Liu Ye", those memories are not completely unbearable, at least, there is still a most sincere beauty in her memory...

    That is the child that "Liu Ye" once risked his life and wanted to save.

    The memory of "Liu Ye" was implanted in Bu Tanyan's mind. At the same time, that love was deeply rooted in her mind.

    She looked at Qiu Li.

    The young man in front of him was tall, stiff and taciturn, just like when she saw him doing puzzles alone on the grass through the low skylight, the young facial features at that time are now more and more fierce, and the pupils like an abyss show him. The years of growth are not lush.

    He must have been through a lot.

    "Little Li."

    Bu Tanyan stretched out her hand and grabbed the back of Qiu Li's hand, Qiu Li instinctively shrank back, seemingly at a loss.

    Bu Tanyan still held his hand and said very hard: "Xiao Li, I'm mother."

    "mother..."

    The word "mother" has been enshrined in Qiu Li's most sacred ancestral hall for a long time.

    That was his only hope and light.

    But later, the light dimmed, and that woman was not his mother.

    His mother is... dead.

    Bu Tanyan in front of him has a similar face to his mother, has a common memory even if it is not clear, and has the deepest love for him...

    Qiu Li raised his head stiffly and looked at the woman in front of him: "Mom..."

    At this moment, Xie Yuan suddenly grabbed his collar and kicked him out.

    Qiu Li slammed onto the cold and hard floor, his injured leg was bruised, and the severe pain made him groan.

    The sudden change made Tan Yan exclaimed, and Jiang Yu immediately ran over to help Qiu Li up: "Dad, what are you doing!"

    Bu Tanyan also stood up: "Xiao Li, are you alright!"

    Xie Yuan held her hand tightly and pulled her back: "He is not your child, Xiaoyu is, and I should be your husband. That woman's life is not yours! You are the father of this guy. Damn! Do you still want to admit the murderer's son!"

    Bu Tanyan was held by Xie Yuan fiercely, not letting her take a step closer to Qiu Li.

    Jiang Yu looked at Xie Yuan in disbelief, tears oozing out of the corners of his eyes, and said distressedly, "What does this have to do with him! He is also a victim."

    Xie Yuan had already been swept away by anger and could not listen to anything.

    Looking at Qiu Li's face, he was full of thoughts about what his father Qiu Shao had done to Bu Tanyan in those years...

    "Get out of my house and leave my family." He said solemnly, "Otherwise I want you to look good."

    Qiu Li stood up with difficulty, and reluctantly bowed deeply to him: "I'm sorry."

    After he finished speaking, he dragged his legs and limped out of the gate of Xie's house.

    Jiang Yu chased after him immediately, and Xie Yuan shouted sharply behind him: "Jiang Yu, come back for me!"

    Jiang Yu didn't look back, Xie Yuan wanted to catch up angrily, but Bu Tanyan held him back: "Calm down, how can you vent your anger on my child!"

    "He is not your child!" Xie Yuan roared angrily: "He is the murderer's child!"

    "You can't say that to him."

    Although Bu Tanyan loves Xie Yuan very much, she loves Xie Yuan very much, no matter whether it is with the incomplete memory of Liu Ye or her original subconsciousness...

    But now, Qiu Li also occupies a very important position in her mind. She could throw away most of Liu Ye's memories, but Qiu Li... she was reluctant to throw it away.

    "Xie Yuan, you can't bully my son."

    "He's not your son!"

    Xie Yuan has restrained himself for most of his life, and his emotions will never be exposed, but at this moment, he really can't control himself, he is very angry, and this anger comes from heartache.

    Seeing that diary broke his heart.

    "A Tan." He held her face, breathed quickly, and kissed her forehead and nose: "You are my A Tan, me and Xiao Yu's A Tan, we are a family."

    Bu Tanyan kissed him back, and said softly, "Calm down first, okay?"

    In the woman's soft voice, Xie Yuan finally calmed down a little. He didn't want to worry about anyone or anything, he just wanted to protect the two most important women around him.

    ......

    Qiu Li's leg was injured, and he walked very slowly. Under the cool moonlight, his limping figure, Xiao Shu, was cold and silent.

    Jiang Yu caught up with him and supported him: "Ali, my dad doesn't have a heart, he just..."

    "The murderer is dead. Xie Yuan's anger has no place to vent. I am his best outlet."

    Qiu Li saw it thoroughly: "He should be angry, I don't blame him."

    Jiang Yu was afraid that Qiu Li would be sad. After all, his previous feelings for Xie Yuan did not seem to be fake, and he really regarded Xie Yuan as his father. Seeing that his mood is still calm now, she also breathed a sigh of relief: "As long as you are well, I will be at ease."

    Qiu Li stopped, stroked the hair between Jiang Yu's temples, and said softly: "I have experienced life and death, experienced hell, nothing is more important than my sister in front of me..."

    After he experienced the inner hell that he almost thought Jiang Yu was really his "sister" today, there was nothing else that could make Qiu Li feel scared and frightened.

    His eyes were extremely firm, and this firm power also infected Jiang Yu.

    All of a sudden, she felt that her heart was at peace with this man.

    "You should go back now, and finally find your mother, you should stay with them." Qiu Li said to Jiang Yu beside him: "After a while, Auntie Bu is in better condition. I am helping her hypnotize her and try to Bring back memories of the past"

    Jiang Yu looked down at the pale shadow in the moonlight, paused for a moment, reached out and clenched his fingers, and said seriously, "Ali has a mother now."

    "She...is your mother."

    She looked at him with a smile in her eyes: "What's mine is yours."

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