On the fourth day of knowing Lu Chengze, at the beginning of a sunset avenue, I took the initiative to kiss him.

I regretted it when I got home. I was too impulsive, and skipping grades generally accelerated the progress between us. I don't know him at all, do I? I only know his occupation, his appearance, his model, and he is very good at chatting.

Whether he likes me or not, whether he is sincere or not, I don't know. Will my rashness make him think "what's the matter with this woman"? Will he be wary and withdraw from it?

The images before the parting took over my mind, and I was full of his flushed face and the feel of my fingers on his lips, and I began to imagine what it would be like to actually kiss each other hard.

What would that feel like.

I tossed and turned, my whole body was hot, we met for a while, picked up the phone again, and looked at the chat records. After we separated, we chatted for a while, but it was very normal, and we avoided talking about the natural but rash kiss.

I didn't go to the company when I came back from Guang New, and I have been lying down until now. The flexible work has given me the space to think behind closed doors immediately after the crazy move.

But reflection is a matter of saints and Buddhas, and I don't need to gild myself.

In a tangle, I received a disguised reply from Lu Chengze. He took the initiative to call me, and the sound of the wind entered my ears faster than his voice.

He called me right after get off work. This discovery made me laugh.

"Are you still out?" I asked.

He said in a pleasant tone: "Well, just got off work."

I put down my phone to check the time: "It's almost twelve o'clock."

Lu Cheng said, "Yes."

I pretended to be incredulous: "You're not going home again, are you?"

Lu Cheng said, "You can have more conversations when you walk home."

I reclined on the pillow, my body and mind softened: "You can go home first and then talk, so..."

He interrupted me involuntarily: "No, just now."

My chest trembled because of this sentence: "Okay, whatever, it's not me who drinks the northwest wind outside anyway."

He gave a low laugh.

In the receiver, there was silence for a moment, only the wind seemed to roll by.

After the meeting, Lu Cheng said, "Qi Miao."

Me: "Hmm."

"Today, on the way back," he narrated slowly, as if considering the right words: "I haven't spoken, do you remember?"

I said "um".

"Because, I thought about it all the way, should I lead you or not, and the result..."

He laughed and said no more.

My facial muscles announced a strike: "What's wrong, my sister will be more explosive."

His focus stayed on my title: "Sister?"

I said, "You don't know yet, I'm a year older than you."

"What is one year old," Lu Chengze said in a tone that could easily make people think of his smile: "I have a big birthday."

I asked, "How big is it?"

He counted slowly: "1...2...3...3 months."

I laughed: "Wow - such a big birthday."

He said: "At least in the first half of the year. Maybe our kindergarten at the same level."

His words made me start to imagine what he looked like when he was a child. Could it be the "pink carving and jade carving" that is often described in novels? It's amazing, and it's also bad. This man's life is about to become a beautification that I can't help but open up. fantasy. Plants cannot be free from nutrients, just as I cannot judge and view rationally from the perspective of God.

My thoughts went back to the sentence he said he wanted to pull me. It turned out that I was not the only one who was struggling. I had a bold fantasy and was eager to put it into practice.

At this moment, I was happy and proud: "So why didn't you pull me in the end?"

Lu Chengze said in a sincere voice, "We didn't stand very close, and we didn't even touch our hands once. It felt abrupt."

I said, "But I didn't think too much today, including when I was looking for you, I didn't think too much."

Lu Chengze said: "So I am very regretful now."

His words are always subtle, not regret, not annoyance, but regret.

I laughed and comforted him: "It's okay, didn't you pull it before you left?"

Lu Cheng didn't follow suit, but just asked, "Have you moved?"

I was stunned for a moment: "Why move?"

He said, "Still at the place where I picked you up on Sunday?"

I said, "Hmm."

He was silent for a few seconds: "I'm almost there."

In one sentence, I almost bounced off the bed: "Are you here?"

"Well, can I see you? I'll see you once," he said calmly, without asking, not begging, as if it didn't matter if he was rejected, and he had probably arrived at his destination, looking for a safe place: "You guys This convenience store at the gate of the community is not closed, there are people."

I scratched my forehead: "Wait for a few minutes."

As I walked into the night, I felt the flowers in the wind cheering for my prophet. How good I am, because I think Lu Cheng will come to see me within today, so after returning home, I didn't do as usual - take off makeup and take a shower as soon as possible, so that I can return to a rough and scribbled state; also because I sat in When I was in the back seat of the taxi, I read this from Lu Chengze's eyes. There are unfinished contents between us, which must be written before the day comes.

When I got to the gate, I was out of breath.

Lu Cheng stood outside the convenience store door, half in the light and half in the shadows, still carrying his morning bag.

We discovered each other almost at the same time and walked towards each other at the same time. I thought about a lot of opening remarks along the way, playful and caring, but it doesn't matter now, the moment he stopped, he held my face in both hands and kissed me.

My back was half numb, my calves were weak, and Lu Chengze's hormones were like a particularly aphrodisiac perfume, surging aggressively and sinking. My hands couldn't help but grow on his shoulders, neck, cheeks, and hair, catering to his hot breath, hot body, and hot lips.

We are close to each other, like on the bottom of the sea, like we are about to die.

At the end of the day, he didn't separate immediately. He stayed very close, and we could kiss again at any time. He smiled and said softly, "I finally let go of my heart."

I laughed too, because of his strange description: "What's wrong with your heart."

"I don't know, it's been hanging all night."

He raised his eyelids and glanced behind me: "There is also surveillance at the gate of your community."

I curved the corners of my mouth, no, from the beginning I curved the corners of my mouth, but it would be more curved: "It should be."

He asked, "Will it make it difficult for you to live in your community?"

"No," I shook my head, "everyone would envy me, and envy that there are handsome guys who rush over thousands of miles in the middle of the night just to kiss me."

He frowned: "Why didn't I understand at that time in the afternoon?"

I said, "Because one year old doesn't grow in vain."

Hearing this, he gave an extremely good-looking smile, which was a close-up close-up broadcast just for me.

In the convenience store at the entrance, I invited Lu Chengze to eat a bowl of cup noodles. When I walked downstairs with him slowly, it was already a bit faster. Lu Cheng hugged me for a while before leaving. Before walking out of my field of vision, he turned his head three times, and each time, we looked at each other in the dark. And laugh.

After I went upstairs and entered the door, I didn't even bother to change my shoes, so I stood inside the door and sent him a WeChat message, asking him if he had called a car.

He said: Hmm.

I'm eager to share what I'm feeling at the moment: I just stood in the elevator and a song played automatically in my head.

He asked: What, I listened on the way.

I said: I GUESS I\'M IN LOVE.

I found it from the playlist, sent it to our chat interface, and used music as language.

I said: The title of the song is how I feel now. How about you, do you think so too?

Lu Chengze's answer made me want to call him back immediately and give him a good kiss.

He said: "I would think, the first two words are a bit redundant.

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