Yimo hugged him for a while, then exited Ji Jiu's body, silently wiped off the stains on the two of them, took clean robes, put them on Ji Jiu, put them on, then lowered his eyes and stopped doing anything. Concealed, and said what he was thinking: "When you pulled me to hug, I thought you were Shen Qingxuan."

He added, "Ji Jiu and Shen Qingxuan are the same in my eyes."

When Ji Jiu heard this, he was neither sad nor happy. He knew that he was dead, and died from this matter completely, so it seemed like a big hole had been broken in his heart, and there was air convection in the hole.

Maybe it was because Ji Jiu was completely dead, so Ji Jiu lay quietly, thinking about his own problems. He had a lot of doubts about Ji Jiu, about Shen Qingxuan, about Yimo, about Shen Jue, about this past life and this life, Ji Jiu had spent a lot of energy thinking, thinking, and understanding. However, maybe he has been dragged in the whirlpool and cannot escape. Ji Jiu knows that no matter how much he thinks about it, it is still not thorough enough.

Finally got it today.

Ji Jiu is dead.

The resentful Ji Jiu, the desperate Ji Jiu, the Ji Jiu who knew the previous relationship, the pitiful Ji Jiu, the retreating Ji Jiu, the quietly moving Ji Jiu... all disappeared.

Perhaps, it wasn't because of the phrase 'Shen Qingxuan', nor at the hands of Yimo.

Ji Jiu knew that he died in the hands of himself who knew that he was hopeless, but still secretly hoped. That sentence, that name, was just the last straw that broke the camel's back.

From the moment of his heartbeat, Ji Jiu has already walked on the road of death. But today, the dust has settled.

Ji Jiu didn't have any complaints. He knew he should do things he shouldn't do, but he liked it when he knew he shouldn't. Of course, the ending should be greeted calmly.

The dead Ji Jiu jumped out of the whirlpool and stood on the shore far away, looking at the black hole that could swallow people's hearts.

Destroyed, inexplicable smoke filled the air. This is the real sight inside for so long.

Obviously they all want to treat each other kindly, but don't know why, no one can do it.

After a long time, Ji Jiu finally spoke with a sigh.

"Yi Mo, we used to spend a lot of time together. But you never talked about Shen Qingxuan, never talked about your past life, and even in the first days, you didn't explain anything to me except that you came to me every night to do this thing. It came from my previous life. Why?"

He seemed to be just a random question, just curious, just wondering. Although Yimo knew that he wouldn't say useless words, he didn't think about it. He was used to it. When facing Shen Qingxuan, he didn't think about it, as long as he accepted it calmly.

Yimo said, "I don't want to talk."

"Why don't you want to say it?" Ji Jiu asked, after being silent for a while, she expressed her speculation: "Afraid of me laughing at me? Sympathy? Rejection?"

Yimo thought about it carefully, and indeed at the beginning, he had many opportunities to tell him, maybe he would not get such strong resistance. But the timing of the first night was not right, so I didn't say it. Later, he knelt down and kowtowed in front of him, obviously so sad and angry, even he himself was so wronged, but he still didn't say anything. Later, Ji Jiu knew that resistance was useless, and there was no more resistance, and he didn't say anything when he let him do whatever he wanted. Even... until now, it has not been explicitly discussed.

Why not say it? Why not explain? Why don't you tell him?

Yimo thought about it for a long time, and finally hesitated, and said, "I don't know, I just don't want to say it."

Can say, but don't want to say. Can explain, can ease the beginning of the confrontation, but do not do it.

Ji Jiu asked softly, "Is it because I treat you badly?"

Yimo didn't expect him to ask such a question, and was stunned on the spot.

Ji Jiu couldn't wait for an answer, so he sat up, forced him to stare at him, and repeated: "Is it because I'm not good to you?"

Emer didn't speak.

"So, only when I'm nice to you and willing to lie down under you will you pronounce the name you like, and when I'm not nice to you, you will never say it." Ji Jiu asked, "Yes. It's not like this?"

"Because you think that only the person who is good to you and likes you is the Shen Qingxuan you want."

"Those who treat you badly and reject you, even if you hug him and keep saying it's the same, but in fact, you don't recognize him as Shen Qingxuan in your heart, not the one you like!"

"Really?" Ji Jiu asked seriously.

Yimo remained silent.

Ji Jiu understood in his silence. There may be many places where he is still at a loss, but at least at this moment, Ji Jiu knows that he has some of the truth.

Ji Jiu straightened the front of his clothes and asked, "I checked everything about the past. If I don't check, when are you going to tell me?"

Yimo also didn't know how to answer this question. He remained silent, sitting beside him.

"Shen Jue told me before that you didn't even want to become a demon in the first place. Instead, you were tricked by a Taoist priest and deceived you once before you became a demon. All demons want to become immortals, so you Just cultivating immortals. It has been two thousand years now. Yimo, can I say this," Ji Jiu paused, "in these two thousand years, you have not done anything you want to do, because you have nothing to do. Is it right? ?"

Ji Jiu shook his head: "Shen Jue said that you and Shen Qingxuan were good, and it was almost forced by his father. So, it was Shen Qingxuan who insisted on being good with you, and you were good with him, right?"

Regarding this paragraph, Yimo nodded and admitted, "Yes."

Ji Jiu rubbed his forehead, feeling that he had a headache.

It was really painful, full of helpless pain.

Ji Jiu said: "A monster like you should go to cultivate immortals. Because you really don't want anything in this world, but you were pulled into the world by my previous life." After a while, he said: "It's precisely because you don't want anything, That's why you were easily dragged into the world by me in your previous life.... Perhaps, he was so good to you that he was so good to let you know that there is such a thing in this world. There is desire."

"But your desires are extremely selfish." Ji Jiu smiled: "Because you only need to be good to you, Shen Qingxuan."

Yimo frowned, thought for a while and asked, "What's the difference?"

Ji Jiu looked into his eyes and said seriously: "If you like my past life and keep looking for it, you should face me in this life. You know that Ji Jiu in front of you is Shen Qingxuan, so you should accept all his good and bad. ." After a pause, Ji Jiu grabbed his hand, "But until today, your father and son, as long as you treat me well to you, what about mine? Isn't it Shen Qingxuan?"

Holding that hand tightly, Ji Jiu no longer allowed him to escape. Ji Jiu raised his voice and asked, "So, do you like Shen Qingxuan, or do you like Shen Qingxuan's kindness to you?!"

Yimo lowered his head and looked at the interlocking hands of the two. After watching for a long time, he raised his head and said lightly: "You know that you are the reincarnation of Shen Qingxuan, so you have pity, then you are willing to lie under me. Is it because he likes me, or because he likes my feelings for Shen Qingxuan?" A little bit, afraid that what he said wasn't clear enough, Yimo added: "Do you like me as a demon? Or do you like this demon's pursuit of Shen Qingxuan? Love? Do you know this clearly?"

Ji Jiu froze for a moment, the two looked at each other with confusion in their eyes.

Whether you like the person or the feeling. In other words, is it falling in love with him, or falling in love with the love he gave.

Yimo was still asking, "Do you like me, Ji Jiu likes it, or Shen Qingxuan's reincarnation, can you tell the difference?"

With just such a sentence, he almost pulled Ji Jiu on the shore into the whirlpool again.

Ji Jiu, who seemed to have entered a dead end, suddenly came to his senses, Yimo was right, and his pursuit of Shen Qingxuan really touched him, but if he didn't like it, how could he have done so many bad things to him? things after. Still here, lingering with him, talking to him.

Ji Jiu nodded, and answered in a sonorous voice, "I can tell the difference." He also admitted invisibly that despite all the trouble, he still likes him.

"It's you who can't tell the difference," Ji Jiu said, "You want Shen Qingxuan's good, but you don't want Shen Qingxuan's bad. Don't you know that it's Shen Qingxuan whether it's good or not?"

Ji Jiu said that he was powerless, and he didn't know whether he hated iron for not becoming steel, or sympathized with the two people in this game. Just feel powerless.

Back on the bed, Ji Jiu's weak arms rested on his face, almost begging: "Please, if you want to find Shen Qingxuan in the next life, please take the initiative. Do something, kidnap him or kill him. Either way, if he rejects you, you can strangle him. If he doesn't accept you, you chase after him and explain until he goes crazy... It's all right, don't be passive like this and do nothing. Wait for Shen Qingxuan to do it. If he can live for a thousand years, he will be used to you for a thousand years, but he can only live for such a short time, how can he spoil you inexplicably every life! How could he be good to you in exchange for him?"

What he said was extremely helpless and angry, Yimo lowered his body, put his arms around his shoulder, and rubbed into his arms. He really didn't know how to distinguish Ji Jiu and Shen Qingxuan, even if he had successfully identified them and knew that they were angry with each other. It was Ji Jiu, and Shen Qingxuan would never be angry with him. But now...what's the difference?

Yimo could almost imagine his mood. Certainly, has never been happy.

However, even if it was so unhappy, in the end, he still fell in love with himself.

Although it has always been different from Shen Qingxuan's, what is the difference between such a mind of patience and tolerance?

Why, it's not "inexplicably pampering you".

Yimo held him in his arms and thought quietly for a long time. He likes Ji Jiu like this, that is, he likes the reincarnation of Shen Qingxuan like this. Again, he likes the good.

Yimo said: "You care so much, my name is Shen Qingxuan, not you?"

Ji Jiu opened his eyelids, wondering how he could ask such a question: "I have a lot of things to do, which is what Shen Qingxuan must do in this life, how can I only be your Shen Qingxuan?"

"Then if you don't have to do these things, you will be my Shen Qingxuan?" Yimo asked.

Ji Jiu said with a "ha": "I don't know if it is possible, but at least I will let you pay back the debts you owed me at the beginning, so I can let you go."

"Then what do you care about?" Yimo said, "What's the difference between me calling you Shen Qingxuan and Ji Jiu? You don't deny that you are Shen Qingxuan."

Ji Jiu sighed:

"Because I know that you're not called Ji Jiu because you don't like Ji Jiu who has been treating you badly for so long. If you like me, why call me Shen Qingxuan? That's my previous life too. ."

"But Shen Jue also said, I don't deserve to be his father."

Ji Jiu laughed "hehe", remembering the battle with Shen Jue, and realizing that his heart was empty, he felt a pain again, and said slowly, "Because I'm not good, I don't deserve to be his father... You all speak in unison. Ji Jiu is Shen Qingxuan, but when Ji Jiu treated you badly, he shouted that he was unworthy and separated Ji Jiu and Shen Qingxuan."

"Perhaps, it's not necessarily because you all don't accept me." Ji Jiu said lightly, remembering the moment when Shen Jue pointed at me with a sword, he asked, if I were Shen Qingxuan, would you use a sword against me? ?

No, it won't. So for so long, who has really treated him as Shen Qingxuan and given him the same respect and care? Accept his good and bad.

nothing. At the same time he tried to accept them, because he did not do well enough, he got the only result.

Ji Jiujie's eyes were a little sour, as if something was about to flow out, so he closed his eyes quickly and said nothing. He died at the hands of his "bad" self.

Imo was speechless.

Maybe Ji Jiu was right, never told the past, never said to Ji Jiu "I like your past life, so I came to find your present life", maybe it is indeed the subconscious rejection of the bad side of himself.

But these, Yimo never thought about it. It was the first time he heard him say that. Silence for the first time. Don't know what the truth is.

He didn't know if the truth was what Ji Jiu said: he liked Shen Qingxuan, but he was limited to Shen Qingxuan who only liked the good side of himself. Then, who is Shen Qingxuan? Not good, isn't it Shen Qingxuan?

In this short period of time, Yimo did not think about the possibility of understanding, so Yimo hugged him and asked himself in the quiet passing time: If it was the beginning, take the initiative to do something. Isn't that what it is today?

Ji Jiu had already had a splitting headache, and she couldn't bear it any longer, and muttered, "I'll leave when it's dawn, I won't give it away." She fell asleep completely.

Yimo hugged him, responded in a low voice, and didn't say anything, just hugged him like this, sticking together, feeling the heart in the other's chest, beating on her own.

Ji Jiu fell asleep quietly after a night of drinking and venting.

He slept soundly, the sky was getting brighter, and he didn't even know that Yimo had left.