After ten o'clock in the morning, at the Xinchuan port, the double-decker cruise ship finally slowly left the port.

The sky was still clear, and the typhoon did not come early.

The man who just jumped off the boat was Song Wen, and the man who came up with the camera earlier was Lu Siyu.

The two hadn't seen each other for almost three days when they suddenly met on this boat.

During these three days, Lu Siyu followed the clues Xu Changying left him.

And Song Wen has been trying all kinds of methods to inquire about Lu Siyu's whereabouts.

Last night, Lu Siyu had set the itinerary for Nansha Island, and it was imperative for him to make this trip. But the time was not coincidental, and it happened to catch up with the approaching typhoon. He also bought a ticket to the island with the idea of ​​​​trying it out, and also specifically inquired about the number of tickets sold due to the typhoon this time. He was relieved to learn that the ship hadn't been shut down because of the typhoon.

When waiting for the ship at the port earlier, Lu Siyu confirmed that there was no Song Wen in the crowd. Unexpectedly, when he got on the boat, Song Wen chased after him.

The cabin on the first floor of the ship was empty. At this time, Lu Siyu, who was sitting inside, first saw Song Wen. He hadn't figured out how to face this sudden meeting, and his heart was beating non-stop. Then he subconsciously wanted to hide, and hurriedly got up and walked to the tea room beside him.

Song Wengang ran in from outside, and while putting his bag on the luggage rack beside him, he looked around.

There were not many tourists on the boat, except for the two girls who had just met at the side of the boat, there were only three or four people inside. He glanced hurriedly, and immediately locked on Lu Siyu.

In the empty bed cabin, Lu Siyu's guilty movement revealed his target, leaving him nowhere to hide. Song Wen took a few steps and pushed him into the tea room, then returned with a clack. Lock the door.

Knowing that Lu Siyu could no longer hide, he took a few steps back and leaned on the cabinet beside him. He didn't expect to meet Song Wen again so soon, he licked his lips nervously, dodging his eyes, not daring to look directly at the person in front of him.

Song Wen took a few steps forward, stood opposite him, stretched out his hand to support him by the side of his head, and blocked him firmly, he whispered with anger: "I see if you can still run where to go?"

Surrounded by the boundless sea, they are now on a cruise ship at sea.

Lu Siyu felt like a prey trapped in a cage by a hunter. He had nowhere to hide and nowhere to hide. He lowered his head for a while and didn't speak.

After walking away, prescribing medicine for Song Wen was not a good method, but it was the best method he could think of at the time.

So at this time, what to say? Should apologize? Or continue to explain? Or argue like a fugitive? Everything he wanted to say before was written in that letter, which had exhausted all his courage.

He is ready to accept Song Wen's inquiries, blame, or...

There is a small window on the side of the tea room leading to the sea, and the light is projected in. The boat should be far away from the shore now. With the floating of the waves, the tea room is shaking, which is a feeling of being suspended in the water. , making it feel unreal.

At this moment, Song Wen suddenly stretched out another hand to wrap Lu Siyu's waist, and then kissed his lips.

Lu Siyu once imagined Song Wen's attitude towards him after he knew the truth, maybe it was skeptical, maybe it was contempt, maybe it was angry, but he didn't think of this one...

It's not a tender kiss, it's a bit domineering. Song Wen's hand firmly held onto his body, not allowing him to struggle at all. The glass glasses were in the way. Song Wen reached out and took the glasses off the bridge of Lu Siyu's nose and put them on the table beside him.

At this moment, all reason was thrown away by Song Wen, which was what he had always wanted to do.

Before, Song Wen always thought that Lu Siyu was shy and slow, he gave him time, cautiously, to test, to approach him, trying to melt the ice-like him. But it turns out that Lu Siyu's concerns are not here at all...

Lu Siyu didn't have much experience in kissing. He was quickly kissed so hard that he wanted to push Song Wen away or say something, but Song Wen only let him go for a second. Then it went deeper, Lu Siyu felt his lips and tongue being pryed open, the words were gagged in his mouth again, and he only made a hum.

After a while, Song Wen let go of him, Lu Siyu gasped slightly, and felt that his heart was beating extremely fast in his chest. His plain white face seemed to have a fever, and the redness spread from his cheeks. When he reached the tip of his ear, Song Wen's hand moved from his waist to his neck. With a slender neck and a beautiful Adam's apple, he ran his hot fingers on the red mole on Lu Siyu's neck, and then his forehead touched. to ask him.

"You said, what do you want me to do with you?"

"I..." Lu Siyu only said this word, and he felt that his throat was blocked by something. His eyes were hot, as if something wanted to flow out, and he tried his best to restrain it. Lu Siyu suppressed the sourness in his heart and said, "I'm sorry, I don't want you to get involved."

"Why do you have to isolate me from your world?" Song Wen looked at him and asked.

"I..." Lu Siyu got stuck again, and was stared at by Song Wen, the man's eyes were burning, and he could no longer tell a lie.

Song Wen said again: "If you don't care about me at all, then return the cup to me. The reason you took it away is because you still care, right?"

Lu Siyu turned his head to the side, still coldly rejecting Song Wen: "Because I am an ominous person who will bring misfortune to others, whether my father, my mother, or my brother, all of them are already dead. Now, only I am still alive, so I should not get warm and beautiful feelings."

These were the words he had buried in his heart for a long time, probably because of those experiences that were different from ordinary people, and he could not help but feel a sense of humility in the depths of his heart.

He looks so arrogant and indifferent, but in fact, how inferior and guilty he is.

The appearance will turn into dry bones, and money is an external thing. He feels that he is insignificant, and he is still perverted in his bones. Because of this inferiority complex, he even gave up the world of living people for a long time, unable to communicate with normal people, He just wanted to communicate with the corpse, and fundamentally he felt that he was not worthy of Song Wen.

This is the first time the two have discussed this topic, Song Wen stretched out his hand and stroked his back: "Your experience, your strengths, your strengths, your weaknesses, no matter what is missing, they are no longer the same. The complete you. I just love you like this, I love you so much that I can't help myself, I love it so much that I can't sleep without seeing you, I can't eat well, I'm haunted by my dreams, I love it so much that I have to follow you, even if I die, I'm willing to do it. "

There was a wave in Lu Siyu's voice, and he trembled: "I... I can't accept any situation with you, if one day you will suffer misfortune because of me, it will be more painful than killing me... …”

"So you'd rather not accept this feeling? So you're going to reject me? Get rid of me?" Song Wen really wanted to pry open his chest to see what the beating heart was thinking, why he was always with him Not in a channel. "You are fundamentally wrong to think so."

Lu Siyu shook his head and spit out a word: "No..." He still chose to refuse at this time, it was difficult to accept, and he didn't even dare to think about this possibility.

Song Wen paused, looked at him and said, "You told me your secret, then I also want to tell you my secret in exchange."

Lu Siyu looked up at him, wondering why Song Wen suddenly mentioned this: "What is it?"

Song Wendao: "I didn't like to make elevators since I was a child, I didn't like darkness, and I didn't like rain, because I was brought to the scene of the 519 case by my father when I was a child. I probably have claustrophobia, or some kind of illness, as long as Touching those dark little rooms made my heart beat hard and I felt like I was going to faint."

This is the first time Song Wen has taken the initiative to mention this to others, and it is still someone he likes. It took him a long time to accept such an imperfect self, and now he exposes this weakness to others, like tearing a scar.

Lu Siyu had some understanding of these habits of Song Wen, but it was the first time he heard Song Wen say it himself, obviously it had nothing to do with him, but he asked softly with a bit of self-reproach: "It was because at that time Did you see the corpse in the basement..."

Song Wen snorted: "I have been to some psychiatrists, and I have also looked for various methods to overcome... Now, this situation has improved a lot, do you know why?"

Lu Siyu shook his head.

Song Wen looked at him and said, "Because of you..." He paused and explained, "Once we entered the basement of the Wushan Nursing Home, and we were locked there together. It was a dark basement. Later Once, because you went up to the South City Tower, I wanted to get to the opposite sniper point as soon as possible, so I took the elevator. And when you fell into the water, when I jumped into the water, it was pitch black all around..."

He said it easily now, but no matter every time, for him, it was like a fight with himself. Song Wen still remembers the feeling, suffocation, dizziness, rapid heartbeat, uncontrollable. But as long as he thinks of Lu Siyu, that feeling will weaken, as if for him, there is nothing scary about the mountain of swords and the sea of ​​fire.

Lu Siyu listened to Song Wen's voice and listened to him speaking in a low voice. He was still standing beside Song Wen and was gently hugged by him. He could smell the good smell on Song Wen's body and feel the hot temperature of his palm. He never dared to face his heart. When Song Wen said these words, Lu Siyu felt that his internal organs were twisted together. Then he realized that he was feeling sorry for him...

Only then did he know that Song Wen had done so much for him. Some he's seen, some he doesn't know...

In front of him, in front of outsiders, Song Wen has never shown weakness and is indomitable.

But he is also a person, he has a heart, he also has weaknesses, he also has flaws, and he also has pain.

"I used to think I couldn't do those things, but I did, because I wanted to protect you... So, why do you want to assert yourself? Don't ask me what I think?"

Song Wen said, looking directly into Lu Siyu's beautiful eyes, "I'm here now, which shows that I made my choice, I don't want to be so-called not to be implicated, and I don't want what you do. Everything is seen as a kind of protection, we have experienced so many lives and deaths, do you still want to push me away?"

This sentence broke the line of defense that Lu Siyu had been holding, and a tear suddenly fell from his right eye and flowed to his lips.

Song Wen kissed his lips, and then kissed the drop of tears, which was slightly salty: "You shouldn't treat me as your weakness, you think that isolating me is to protect me, Lu Siyu, I think Be the armor to protect you. Lu Siyu, I like you..."

"Song Wen..." Lu Siyu lowered his head, his hands clenched into fists, his shoulders trembled slightly, his heart kept rolling, and then he slowly stretched out his hands and hugged the person in front of him tightly.

Above the sea, in this quiet tea room, the two hugged tightly, gently undulating with the waves.

It seems that he hasn't cried like this for many years. Since he lost his parents when he was a child, Lu Siyu felt that he had lost the ability to like things, the ability to pursue happiness, and the ability to love and be loved.

Other children can easily raise their little faces, open their little hands, and say I want it in a milky voice. And he could only be silent, standing alone in a dark corner, burying all his thoughts in his heart.

Others can easily open their mouths to say their liking, love, and fall in love at will, but he always feels at a loss and can't speak.

For so many years, he has long been used to it, pretending that he doesn't need it, and pretending to be alone is fine. He pushed away the people who were kind to him again and again, but there was only one person who approached him slowly and gave him warmth again and again.

More than once he has brought him back from his deathbed, he is his connection to the world...

Like a sharp blade slicing through the ice, helping him remove the icy shell, the indifferent heart began to beat continuously.

Those days and nights he spent with each other, when he was protected, cared for, and cared for, he was not a hard-hearted man.

He has loved him for a long time. Among the billions of people in the whole world, he is indispensable. He just doesn't know how to speak. Now, he finally dares to face his heart and this feeling.

Lu Siyu's tears flowed out, but he couldn't stop it, and then he choked for a moment and said, "Song Wen, I like you too..."

Song Wen hugged Lu Siyu, he could feel his body shaking: "I see..."

He comforted him softly, and the person in front of him didn't look like an older brother, but like a child.

After a while, Lu Siyu stopped his tears, Song Wen wiped his eyes with a tissue, then looked down at him, but he hadn't seen him for three days, but the person in front of him seemed to be thin again, he endured He couldn't help lowering his head to kiss his lips again, savoring the soft and waxy touch, one by one, cautiously, as if no kiss was enough.

He used to think he almost lost him.

Now, he was holding him in his arms again, and the person in front of him was alive and warm.

Nothing can separate them.

Suddenly, the boat shook violently, losing weight for a moment, the glass tea set in the tea room made a light noise, and then there was a knock on the door of the tea room.

Song Wen walked over to open the door, and Lu Siyu hurriedly wiped his eyes and tidied up his clothes.

Outside the door is a service staff on the ship. She handed Song Wen a list and said, "Hello sir, please choose the lunch meal on board."

This time the one-way journey takes nearly three hours, that is, everyone's lunch will be eaten on the boat. Song Wen took the list and looked at it. It was close to the sea and also provided some shrimp and fish packages.

Song Wen chose a seafood fried rice, and handed it to Lu Siyu, asking him to choose one too.

The waitress looked at the two handsome guys and told them, "We'll be near the typhoon in a moment. Don't open the windows. The captain said that during the typhoon, everyone should gather in the atrium."

Song Wendao: "We know, we'll go over later."

The waitress finally went out, and Song Wen locked the door again.

This tea room is not too big. There are some cabinets in a row against the inner wall. There are some tea sets and cup sets. In the middle position, there is a square table and four chairs.

Lu Siyu had put back the glasses that Song Wen had just taken off, and sat down on one of the chairs with his head down. Song Wen turned around and walked to Lu Siyu's side, and also pulled a chair and sat down.

Lu Siyu raised his head and asked him, "Song team, what about my dog?"

I was so determined when I left, but now I remember it all, Song Wendao: "It's on Fu Linjiang's side, it's fun to live with other police dogs, that's a little unconscience, and I don't want to go home after playing... "

During this time, Lu Siyu had sorted out his emotions and wiped away the tears. Except for the reddishness at the corners of his eyes, he couldn't tell that he had cried just now. But seeing him like this, Song Wen's heart softened again, and he couldn't help but lean over and kiss him.

"On the boat..." Lu Siyu lowered his head and said, protesting Song Wen's repeated behavior.

Song Wen smiled and said, "That won't work, at least make up for the previous ones, or... if you kiss me, daughter-in-law, I'll let you go for the time being."

After saying this, Lu Siyu looked up at Song Wen, his delicate face was expressionless.

Song Wen thought to himself that the people in front of him thought he was too angry... Before he could say anything.Lu Siyu suddenly came over very seriously and seriously, lightly touched Song Wen's lips, and then raised his eyes to look at Song Wen.

The kiss was so light, but never perfunctory.For some reason, the stamina of this kiss was stronger than the previous ones, and Song Wen felt that his face was getting hot.

The more indifferent and serious Lu Siyu looked, the more he couldn't hold back.

If it wasn't on the boat, Song Wen would have the heart to put people to bed.But he just promised Lu Siyu, and now he has to keep his promise, but he is still serious. He turned the topic to the previous matter, lowered his voice and asked, "Can you tell me now? Why are you here??"

Lu Siyu still hesitated for a while, and couldn't help but ask him: "You answer my two questions first, how did you find me?" He thought that his whereabouts were well concealed, and he didn't know where he was exposed..