The carriage squeaked through the market.

It was supposed to be a sunny moment, but the clouds in the sky covered most of the sunlight, and the wind that blew into the car curtain was cold for no reason.

Chu Xuan has already taken a cold incense pill, and she doesn't know if she can recover from the conflict between the drugs.

If not, I am afraid that I will be really stupid for a lifetime.

She didn't want to arrest Chu Xuan at first, she also wanted him to stay by her side in peace, but why did he always run away?

He had clearly said that he loved himself at the beginning, wouldn't it be good to stay by her side obediently?

It was precisely because he always liked to run away that she turned to research on Gu techniques, but made a mistake when inflicting Gu on him, which led to Chu Xuan's sometimes stupid situation.

Bai looked out of the curtain lightly and expressionlessly, but there was nothing but emptiness in his heart.

When she was really stuck, she went to study Buddhism in order to get liberation, and the host told her at that time.

"Just like water will flow east, flowers will wither, things in the world cannot be controlled by people, and what can't be kept can't be kept. Life is suffering, everything is in vain, and you have to let yourself go."

Let go of yourself?

Her wish has always been to imprison Chu Xuan by her side, let him accompany her every day, and let him go is to embarrass herself.

But the stupid "Chu Xuan" is not the one who was in the academy.

"Lin Hua thanked Chunhong, it was too hasty. Helpless, the cold rain comes in the morning and the wind comes late."

The red walls and black tiles outside the carriage gradually moved back, and a clear child's voice came from a distance, which was chanting poetry.

Children still don't understand the meaning of the poem, and they read it cheerfully and sternly.

Bai lightly raised his eyes to look there. Outside the courtyard wall, only the green tree tops in the academy could be seen, fluttering in the wind.

Back then, she also saw Chu Xuan like this.

"Rouge tears, drunk with each other, and heavy. Naturally, people grow up and hate water and grow east."

There was still no expression on her face, but her skirt was tightly grasped, and her fingertips trembled slightly.

The poem seemed to wake her up, but it also seemed to be mocking.

Laughing at her for so many years is useless, and laughing at her is nothing but the flower in the mirror and the moon in the water.

The clouds gradually thickened, covering a shady black shadow, and black clouds floated on the horizon, and the air gradually became humid.

"It's going to rain, son, go back to the house!"

Ah Tao followed behind Chu Xuan and wanted to pull him but didn't dare, so she could only keep persuading her.

But Chu Xuan didn't move, he frowned and looked at Lu Zhiyao, his eyes were full of incredible.

There is a small swing in the courtyard, just right at the door of the house just down the road.

Originally, he came out to see what happened, but after asking a few times, Chu Xuan stared at him like a fool without saying a word.

He was suddenly bored and didn't want to talk to Chu Xuan, so he sat directly on the swing and waited slowly for Li Ruoshui to come back.

Who knew that Chu Xuan was still following behind him and kept asking some strange questions.

"Who are you and why do you look so much like me? Is it my brother?"

Fool.

Lu Zuo leaned his head on the rope, sat on the swing and swayed slightly, the corners of his robe stained with a few drops of blood dragged to the ground and rolled into a few petals.

He bent his fingers and acted like he was pulling a hook, thinking in his heart when Li Ruoshui would return.

"...Can't you see?"

Chu Xuan walked over to him, stretched out his hand and shook it in front of his eyes.

"If you move again, don't want this hand."

Lu Zhiyao curled his lips and seemed to be gentle to others. With a twist of his fingers, he drew the dagger from the side of his leg.

Chu Xuan paused for a few seconds, took a step back, and then asked him again.

"Do you know what my name is?"

The words are clear and the emotions are stable, not like the stupid look before.

Lu Zhi's eyelashes moved slightly, and he put the dagger back again, his voice was clear, and his expression was gentle.

"Who knows, you ask the person behind you."

Chu Xuan turned to look at A Tao, hesitated for a moment, and got closer to him.

"I have no memory...you look like me, it might be better to ask you."

Seeing that he didn't respond, Chu Xuan pondered for a while, looked at his appearance, and guessed Lu Zhi's age.

"Or, are you my child? I feel very cordial when I see you."

Lu Zhizhi turned around and didn't look at him anymore. He tapped his toes from time to time, and pushed the swing with his strength. He just thought he was funny.

"I have no father and no mother. You think I am kind."

Chu Xuan asked again, but Lu Zhizhi just leaned on the swing and swayed with a smile on his lips, and never returned to him.

The black clouds gathered in the distance, and finally they gathered together, and they were drifting towards this side.

The door of the Bai Mansion was pushed open, and in front of the door stood the lost Bai Qingqing, her eyes were blank, and her eyes fell heavily on Chu Xuan.

His straight figure was reflected in his black and white eyes, as if he had returned to normal.

There was a little flame in her eyes, and the person in front of her looked very much like Chu Xuan in the past.

Bai Qing's pace gradually accelerated, she walked in front of Chu Xuan and was about to open her mouth to say something.

"Who are you?"

The heavy words fell on the head, and Bai's soft smile froze at the corner of his lips.

Countless constructed bubbles finally shattered at this moment, and it was too late to give him a tonic.

Maybe it's just amnesia for others, but for someone like Bai Qingqing, it means that Chu Xuan is dead.

Like a dream bubble, like dew, like electricity.

The bell of the temple rang in my ears, and the host's words kept pouring into my mind. It seemed that everyone was saying that she could not ask for it and told her to let go.

A Tao looked at her expression, and unconsciously took a few steps back, Chu Xuan looked at her with drooping eyes, and looked puzzled.

Bai Qingyi's eyes were bloodshot, and her whole body was trembling. She covered her heart and panted, her innocent expression was no longer, and her messy hair was slightly embarrassed.

Not far from the road is swinging on a swing, slightly tilting his head to "look" at them.

This piqued his interest.

The courtyard fell into silence for a long time, and everyone was watching Bai Qingqing, paying attention to her every move.

After a long time, suddenly heard her laughter, mixed with madness and disdain, this is the real Bai Qing.

"The eight sufferings in life, only love, separation and inability to seek are the most important. The Buddha's verses are like this, they didn't lie to me."

She raised her head with a smile on her lips, but tears were already streaming down her face.

All dharmas arise due to causation, all dharmas perish due to causation, and dharmas arise and perish due to causation. The Buddha said that it is all emptiness.

Origination and demise are all empty, everything is in vain, the truth that she knew many years ago, but she still can't understand it.

also do not want to enter.

"Do you know who you are?"

She looked at Chu Xuan, her eyes were reddish, and she cried so much that she was crying, but no one would really connect her with weakness.

Chu Xuan shook his head: "I don't know."

"You are my husband, the one you love most in this world is me..."

Bai looked at him lightly without blinking, then raised his hand and pointed to Lu Zhi.

"He's our child."

Chu Xuan turned to look at Lu Zhiyao again, he really looked like the two of them.

"Is that so?" he murmured.

"Yes."

Bai lowered his eyes lightly to hide the madness in his eyes, and then let out a relieved smile.

How is this pain, this is obviously a good opportunity given to her by God, so that she can always hold him in her hands.

This is her liberation, her other shore.

"Tao, go and pack up, we'll leave tomorrow."

"Where to?" Chu Xuan looked at her, obviously already believing in his relationship with her.

"Of course, to the place where we first met, Chu Lang."

She wants to recreate a Chu Xuan, a Chu Xuan who is like him in the past, but only stays by her side.

After Bai said this lightly, he turned around and walked towards the road.

Chu Xuan's matter is relieved, and there is still the little trouble of Lu Zhi.

"A-Chu, come with me, and I'll tell you how to get rid of my poison."

Lu Zhiyao didn't want to pay attention to her, but he still followed behind her and slowly followed her to the room.

There was a faint sound of thunder in the sky, the sea of ​​clouds surging, and the wind was gradually blowing here.

"A-Chu, I know you didn't care about us originally, but I've bewitched Miss Li and probably won't be able to escape your sword."

Her Yingying eyes looked towards the road far away, full of nostalgia.

"Don't be surprised, you and I are too similar, I have had these thoughts back then, and I know how you feel now.

Suspicion, panic, the pain of not being noticed... Miss Li went out today, didn't she take you? Why? won't she go?

I still remember when your father left for the first time and said he wanted to buy me something, I was waiting for his surprise, but he never came back. "

These words didn't want to go into his head, but about Li Ruoshui, he didn't want to listen to it.

What's more, he really felt that way.

"A-Chu, mother knows that we are the same people. This Gu worm is left to you as a farewell gift for mother, and I have also told you how to get rid of it. If she wants to leave, just use this."

Bai gently placed a porcelain bottle in front of him, his still wet eyes full of smiles.

"—In exchange for the method of dispelling Gu, this Gu worm counts as a gift, let us go tomorrow, how about it?"

"Mother knows that you are the most honest. If you don't want to, we have to spend it here."

The dull thunder sounded, Lu Zhiyao counted the time silently in his heart, and it was almost evening.

"Can."

Maybe it was because he didn't want to delay time, or because he was selfish, Lu Zhiyao agreed.

Bai lightly pursed his lips and smiled, took out a set of silver needles from the cabinet, and began to talk to him about the method of understanding Gu.

The sky was getting dark, and the dark clouds finally shrouded the top, and there was a light rain outside the house.

The evening time had come, and he had already learned how to dispel the Gu. He opened the door and walked out slowly.

"A-Chu, you used to pray to Buddha and recite scriptures with me when you were young. You should know the hardships you can't ask for."

Lu Zhiyao didn't answer, he groped and walked out, sitting on the swing and swaying back and forth.

Like a white butterfly docked in this gray landscape, flapping its wings slightly, waiting for the arrival of his flower.

The evening has passed, and the rain is gradually increasing, and the wet hairband is hanging in the hair, and it is lifeless.

After a long time, there was still no sign of the gate being pushed open.

"This rainy season is really annoying. It rains from time to time, and business is not easy to do."

There was the sound of iron objects colliding in the room, and a big shirtless man stood beside the stove, hammering the thin slices with a hammer in his hand, spattering a lot of sparks.

"Girl, your mold is ready, just wait a while and then help you fasten the chain."

"Thank you...but can you be faster?"

Li Ruoshui held his head to look at the rain that was gradually falling outside, and then turned his attention to the mold on the side.

Fortunately, the last mission rewarded a lot of silver. If you can directly melt it and make something, the sound of pure silver will definitely be more crisp.

Dahan poured the melted silver juice into the mold, making one light round shape after another.

Then put the mold into the water, sizzling sound, a burst of smoke, and the smooth and translucent little bell is ready.

"Girl, who do you want to give this bell chain to? Even in the imperial city, it is rare to do such a fine work."

Li Ruoshui leaned over and watched him put the small silver beads into the bell, which tinkled, accompanied by the sound of rain, which was very nice.

"I gave it to someone, and then let him give it to me."

The big blacksmith glanced at her, then understood something, and smiled at her politely.

"For a lover?"

Li Ruoshui did not hesitate, and nodded generously: "Yes."

"Giving this, the girl is bolder than she looks."

The man laughed a few times, took the silver chains he had made earlier, and put the bells on them one by one.

Although the style is simple on the surface, upon closer inspection, there are many complicated patterns on the round bell, which is very beautiful and delicate.

Originally, he could make such a chain very quickly, but because of the pattern, he could only redo the mold, which took a lot of time.

The last bell was fitted, and the big man shook it. It only felt a tinkling sound, but it was not too noisy. It was a good bell.

"It's done, girl, let's check the goods."

"No, I've watched it here for so long and know it's pretty good."

Li Ruoshui took the chain and put it in the wooden box. Looking at the rain outside, he was a little worried.

"Girl, take this umbrella, or you can stay here for a while..."

"No, I have something to do. I bought this umbrella right."

Li Ruoshui paid the money and rushed into the rain with an umbrella without hesitation.

Because the weather suddenly turned cloudy, she really couldn't tell when it was evening, and when she asked the store owner, he also said that it was not yet.

But there were no leaks in the store, so it was difficult to guarantee whether what he said was the exact time. In order not to breach the contract, she had to rush back as soon as possible.

Li Ruoshui has seen the ability to count the time when crossing the road. He doesn't know how he did it, but he is very accurate.

Hope the store can get it right.

Hurry up and hurry, Li Ruoshui finally arrived at the door of Bai Mansion, she pushed open the door and walked into the corridor.

The oil-paper umbrella can only cover the rain above her head. The corners of her skirt are already soaked, and as she walks in a hurry, water marks all the way down the corridor.

Turning the corner, she saw a touch of white in the gray rain curtain, standing alone on the swing, motionless.

As if hearing a sound, the man turned his head, it was the road far away.

"You're back."