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    Lin Suiyan held the wine glass and said to the young people, “Xiao Jin drank a bit too much tonight. I’ll drink this cup for him.”

    Su Yuli tried to stop him, but Lin Suiyan had already finished drinking. He whispered, “How can you drink? The doctor said you should avoid alcohol.”

    Lin Suiyan smiled and said, “It’s fine.”

    Those young people had good eyesight. They wisely gave them some space to be alone.

     

    Luo Xing, who remained on the balcony, clenched his fists as he watched Lin Suiyan and Su Yuli sitting together.

    It’s only been a month, Luo Xing Xin thought.  It’s only been a month, and Lin Suiyan has changed his mind?

    Just because of a car accident? Just because he hadn’t gone and seen him?

    No, Lin Suiyan definitely still loved him. After so many years of feelings, could he really let go so easily? Lin Suiyan must’ve been seduced by Wen Jin. Or else he’d never treat him so coldly.

    This is all Wen Jin’s fault.

    Su Yuli didn’t know that someone was holding a grudge on him. He felt that it was worthwhile to attend this reception and to figure out his feelings. He sat sprawled on the sofa in a good mood.

    Lin Suiyan poured Su Yuli a cup of warm water. Looking at his slightly squinted eyes, he couldn’t help laughing: “How much did you drink tonight?”

    Su Yuli waved his hand and smiled stupidly: “It’s okay, I wouldn’t get drunk even if I drank a thousand cups.”

    Lin Suiyan laughed: “The self-proclaimed Thousand Cups isn’t drunk.”

    He held out two fingers and shook them in front of Su Yuli. “How many is this?”

    Su Yuli grabbed Lin Suiyan’s fingers and held them in both his hands, and said with a smile, “It’s five!”

    The wine those young people drank while playing games was not champagne, but a foreign wine with a high concentration of alcohol. It’s normal for Su Yuli to get drunk after drinking so many cups.

    Lin Suiyan shook his head. Since Su Yuli was drunk, he didn’t stay long and left with Su Yuli.

    Someone asked him: ” Mr. Lin, are you leaving so early?”

     

    Lin Suiyan grabbed Su Yuli’s arm to prevent him from walking around. Su Yuli was very good when he’s drunk.  He didn’t make any noise or trouble or drunken antics.

     

    Lin Suiyan said, “Xiao Jin has drunk too much. I’ll take him back first.”

    Su Yuli said, “I’m not drunk.”

    Lin Suiyan said softly, “Well, not drunk then.” He nodded to the person in front of him and took Su Yuli out.

    Su Yuli shouted that he was not drunk, but he followed Lin Suiyan back home obediently.

     

    On the way, Lin Suiyan called home and asked Aunt Xu to prepare sober soup.

    Lin Suiyan led Su Yuli into the house and said: “I didn’t keep an eye on him. Aunt Xu, where is the hangover soup?”

     

    “It’s ready.” Aunt Xu said, “I’ll bring it right away.”

    Lin Suiyan was also worried that Su Yuli would not cooperate. Unexpectedly, Su Yuli caused no trouble. He put the sober soup in front of Su Yuli, and Su Yuli drank it obediently without saying a word.

    It’s just that Su Yuli kept looking at him while drinking soup. Lin Suiyan thought it was very interesting and asked, “Why are you looking at me?”  

    Su Yuli said, “Because you look good.”

    Lin Suiyan smiled, got up and said, “It’s getting late, go back to your room and rest.”

     

    Lin Suiyan took Su Yuli upstairs. He placed Su Yuli on the small sofa beside the bed and went into the bathroom to adjust the water temperature.

    Suddenly he heard footsteps coming from behind him. Lin Suiyan turned his head and saw Su Yuli walking over. Lin Suiyan was trying to adjust the water temperature and said: “Wait a minute, it’ll be ready soon.”

    Then he said, “You go to the closet and get a change of clothes.”

    Su Yuli stood there and didn’t move.

    Lin Suiyan shook his head. What was the use of him saying that to someone who had drunk too much? He’d better find it himself later.

    Lin Suiyan suddenly found it very interesting. When his arm was hurt, it was Su Yuli who took care of him and helped him to bathe. But today it had changed around.

     

    Su Yuli stared at Lin Suiyan’s profile for a while, then he walked over.

    Su Yuli came behind Lin Suiyan. Then stretched his arms out on either side of Lin Suiyan’s waist while pressing his hands against the wall. In this way, Lin Suiyan was trapped between his arms.

     

    Looking at the arms framing his body, Lin Suiyan paused. He was about to turn around when he felt Su Yuli’s forehead press against his back.

    Lin Suiyan’s stopped turning and, he said, “Xiao Jin?”

    Su Yuli hummed and then asked, “Lin Suiyan, am I good-looking?”

    Lin Suiyan didn’t hear what he said, so Su Yuli asked again.

     

    Lin Suiyan was puzzled and somewhat amused. Listening to Lin Suiyan’s deep laughter, Su Yuli’s heart trembled slightly. He said fiercely, “Don’t laugh, answer my question.”

    Lin Suiyan’s voice had a distinct smile in it. He said, “You look good.”

    Su Yuli asked again, “Am I good looking, or is the one surnamed Luo good looking?”

    “The one surnamed Luo?” Lin Suiyan paused for a while before he remembered who Su Yuli was talking about. “What does this have to do with Luo Xing?”

    Su Yuli said, ” It doesn’t matter. Just tell me who looks good, him or me.”

     

    Lin Suiyan said, “Of course you are good-looking.”

    What Lin Suiyan said was the truth. Su Yuli’s appearance is very good, and his mind is pure, never harming others. With him, he felt very comfortable.

    Luo Xing was good-looking, with a gentle temperament, but Luo Xing has too many thoughts.

    No matter how much the complexity of the mind is hidden, it can be reflected in a person’s face. Luo Xing’s eyes are not so clear, giving people a feeling of deep scheming. Lin Suiyan doesn’t like such people, or you could even say, he hates them.

    Su Yuli seemed very satisfied with this answer, and he asked again, “Then do you like him or me?”

    Lin Suiyan only thought that Su Yuli had drunk too much. So he gently comforted the little drunk: “Of course I like you. “

    “You really like me?” Su Yuli’s heart was as sweet as honey, and then he became angry again, “Liar.”

    Lin Suiyan laughed, “What did I lie to you about?”

    Su Yuli said: ” You say you like me. Then why don’t you want to… make out with me? We sleep together every day, and you don’t do anything.”

    Lin Suiyan held Su Yuli’s arm and turned around. Su Yuli stared at him with burning eyes. There was some grievance in his eyes, “I dreamed of you a few days ago.”

    Su Yuli’s ears turned red as if thinking of the contents of that dream.

    Lin Suiyan was silent. He looked at Su Yuli for a while, and sighed lightly: “Xiao Jin, you are drunk.”

     

    “I’m not drunk.” Su Yuli shook his head again, “No, I’m drunk.” He whispered, “It’s good to be drunk. It’s good to be drunk.”

    Su Yuli began to undress. He took off his suit jacket, unbuttoned his tie, and unbuttoned his shirt. Lin Suiyan grabbed Su Yuli’s hand and stopped him.

    Su Yuli stared at Lin Suiyan’s hand for a moment, then slammed Lin Suiyan into the wall. He leaned over, stood on tiptoe, and kissed Lin Suiyan’s lips as he did at the reception.

    But this kiss was different from the one at the reception, which had been a brief superficial kiss1. Su Yuli had quickly left after he’d  kissed him..

    This time, Su Yuli pressed against Lin Suiyan’s lips and didn’t leave for a long time. He awkwardly kissed Lin Suiyan.

    The shower head in Lin Suiyan’s hand fell to the ground, and the warm water sprayed both of them. But at this time, neither Lin Suiyan nor Su Yuli had time to worry about the shower.

    Lin Suiyan lowered his eyes to look at Su Yuli in front of him. Su Yuli was also looking at him. His eyes were full of love, with a hint of shyness and joy.

    Lin Suiyan’s eyes darkened. He raised his hand to hold Su Yuli’s head in place, and deepened the kiss. With a flexible tongue, he pried open Su Yuli’s lips and attacked the territory inside.

     

    “Hmm…”

    It’s a little dirty, but he likes it!

    Not like this kiss, but he likes Lin Suiyan, the person.

    Su Yuli realized that he really liked Lin Suiyan. If Lin Suiyan dared to kiss him like this in the past, he would have jumped up and beat him to death. But now, he enjoyed it very much.

     

    Su Yuli responded by imitating Lin Suiyan. It was some time before Lin Suiyan let go of Su Yuli. Both of them were out of breath.

    Lin Suiyan held Su Yuli’s cheeks with both hands, and carefully wiped the water droplets from Su Yuli’s face with his thumb.

     

    He was not a saint, and in the face of such a lovely and kind boy, it was impossible to say that his heart wasn’t moved. But he knew he shouldn’t be.

    In Lin Suiyan’s eyes, Su Yuli is a little boy. He was well protected by his family. He didn’t know or understand anything. He thought that he was wholeheartedly loved, so he can show his love without reservation. But Lin Suiyan can’t do that. He must be responsible for the boy in front of him.

    If at the beginning of transmigrating over Lin Suiyan had decided to protect Wen Jin out of a moment of soft-heartedness, then now, he was hoping from the bottom of his heart that Wen Jin can be happy.

     

    He’d transmigrated inexplicably, and there was no guarantee that one day he wouldn’t leave without warning.

    If he goes back, what will Wen Jin do? Can he accept the lover who once loved him deeply  become a disgusting liar?

    Even if he told Wen Jin the truth of his transmigration, with Wen Jin’s temperament, he was afraid that he would wait for him to return.

     

    Moreover, in the world where Lin Suiyan originally lived, he had family and friends. Those people were very important to him and he had to go back.

    He must be as calm as water. Without any nostalgia for this world, otherwise, when parting, he would definitely be hurt and broken, and the pain would be unbearable.

     

    Therefore, no matter from what aspect, Wen Jin must stay away from Lin Suiyan, only in this way can he be happy.

    Looking at Su Yuli’s red cheeks, Lin Suiyan eyes flashed with a touch of remorse. These days he had been restrained very well, but today he’d lost control.

    It was Wen Jin who was drunk, not him.

     

    Lin Suiyan frowned, but Su Yuli’s desire/passion was completely hooked by the kiss just now. He went to pull off his drenched shirt but Lin Suiyan quickly grabbed his hand and stopped him from moving.

     

    Su Yuli said: “I feel uncomfortable.” He looked at Lin Suiyan, and boldly and frankly expressed his wish: “Husband, let’s do it.”

    With such eyes, such voice, and that “husband” , I’m afraid that no man would be able to calm down when he sees or hears it. The key is that it’s the person he loves.

    The veins stood out on Lin Suiyan’s forehead, and his hand tightened unconsciously. Su Yuli cried out in pain, and said pitifully, “It hurts.”

    Lin Suiyan immediately relaxed his strength, then quickly tightened it again. He whispered, “Don’t touch me again.”

    Lin Suiyan took a deep breath and looked at Su Yuli with a dangerous look in his eyes, but Su Yuli didn’t realize it.

    Finally, Lin Suiyan held Su Yuli’s waist and pushed him against the wall.

        …

     

    The lights went out in the bedroom, only the boundless moonlight came in and landed on the ground, and the light and shadow were very subtle and beautiful.

    Lin Suiyan put on his clothes and sat at the head of the bed. Su Yuli lay beside him, his cheeks flushed and he slept soundly.

     

    Lin Suiyan furrowed his brows. Although he and Su Yuli didn’t make it to the end, they did some intimate things that only lovers could do.

     

    At the moment when he came to this world and decided to keep Wen Jin by his side, Lin Suiyan had expected that they would have a conflict because of “consummation.”

    No one could stand it- that his lover had no desire or expectation for him.

     

    Lin Suiyan was already mentally prepared. He had been waiting for the day when Wen Jin’s feelings erupted. But he didn’t expect that the way Wen Jin would erupt would be so cute… so cute that his proud self-control collapsed. .

     

    It turns out that it’s true that people can’t help themselves.

    Thinking of Su Yuli’s frankness just now, Lin Suiyan’s lips raised slightly, but it quickly flattened again.

    Lin Suiyan has been a person with a stable temperament since he was a child. He doesn’t like being out of control, but now, this matter is far beyond his control.

     

    Lin Suiyan lowered his eyes and looked at Su Yuli’s sleeping face beside him. He was so innocent and ignorant, so carefree, even in his sleep, he was smiling.

    Lin Suiyan hoped that he would always be so happy, but the person who accompanied him should not be him, can not be him.

    Lin Suiyan tucked Su Yuli in, sighed lightly. It couldn’t go on like this.

     

    1.蜻蜓点水- lit. the dragonfly touches the water lightly / superficial contact (idiom).

    T/L: Ahhhh! They finally figured out they like each other! Or at least SY has figured out what he likes…

    Anyway, this is the longest chapter out of the whole novel. After this one they won’t be divided in two again. See you guys in the second half!The next day, Su Yuli opened his eyes. What had happened last night came to his mind little by little. He pulled the quilt up over his head, leaving only the red tips of his ears outside.

    I’m so embarrassed.

    Although Su Yuli’s drinking capacity was not as good as he’d claimed, he did have an ability that many people didn’t have. He remembered everything that happened after he was drunk.

    Su Yuli couldn’t help feeling hot when he thought of his bold behavior last night and the way Lin Suiyan looked at him.

    Su Yuli covered himself in the quilt and whispered, “So it turns out that he likes to take the initiative and be enthusiastic.”

    The relationship between the two was one step closer. Su Yuli was in a very good mood; he shook his legs. Only then did he notice that he was the only one in the room.

    Glancing at the time, it was still early.

    What was Lin Suiyan doing?

     

    Su Yuli cleaned up and went downstairs, just in time to see Lin Suiyan coming in from outside.

    Lin Suiyan just came back from running. He was wearing white sportswear; soft strands of hair fell naturally across his forehead which was beaded with sweat. The spirit of youth was very noticeable.

    Su Yuli was used to seeing Lin Suiyan in suits and leather shoes. It was the first time he’d seen him in sportswear. It really made him look taller and accentuated his long legs. Like this Lin Suiyan looked more like a college student than the president of a company.

    Su Yuli waved at Lin Suiyan with a bright smile: ” Good morning.”

    Seeing Su Yuli, Lin Suiyan paused slightly, then he nodded. His expression as usual: “Morning.” He passed Su Yuli and went upstairs, “I’ll go wash up first.”

    Su Yuli looked at Lin Suiyan’s back, and thought of the eight-pack abs he’d seen last night. He couldn’t help but lower his head and pinch his waist. It was soft.

    Su Yuli frowned slightly. Lin Suiyan had been raising chicken and eggs at home for more than a month. His figure was still in such good shape that it seemed like he often worked out.

    On the contrary, he, from the time that he’d arrived in this world, had said he wanted to exercise, but he was lazy for such a long time. This won’t work. It’s time to put exercise on the agenda.

    After breakfast, Su Yuli caught a ride with Lin Suiyan to school.

     

    At the school gate, Su Yuli dawdled in his seat, rather reluctant to part. While holding the handle of the car door, he looked at Lin Suiyan with a pair of bright eyes.

    Lin Suiyan could only not understand Su Yuli’s eyes. He stuffed the snacks Aunt Xu had prepared into Su Yuli’s arms and said softly: “We’ve arrived.”

    Su Yuli looked down at the snack bag in his arms, quite depressed. The expression in his eyes showed that he didn’t want to eat.

    He looked at Lin Suiyan, and saw that Lin Suiyan’s expression was a little unnatural, as if he were avoiding his eyes.

     

    Su Yuli thought about last night’s events and his eyes lit up slightly. He thought that Lin Suiyan looked like a ladies man. However, facing the person he liked, he was rather passive. That is, he looked quiet but was very passionate inside.1

    Just like in the book, he doesn’t like Wen Jin, so he can say all kinds of shameless things. But he doesn’t dare to open his mouth when facing Luo Xing. With Luo Xing he was very restrained, just waiting for Luo Xing to seduce or lead him.

    When Su Yuli and Lin Suiyan left the party yesterday, Luo Xing’s face was as dark as a pot, but Lin Suiyan didn’t even look at him.

    Su Yuli thought to himself that Lin Suiyan must have been tempted by him.

     

    Hey, who made him so attractive, that he captured Lin Suiyan’s heart in such a short period of time.

    Su Yuli was shy when he thought about Lin Suiyan. But when two people are together, one must take the initiative, otherwise the relationship wouldn’t get anywhere.

    Su Yuli’s ears were red, but he leaned over and kissed Lin Suiyan on the cheek. This time he didn’t run away, but looked into Lin Suiyan’s eyes and smiled at him: “See you at noon.”

     Lin Suiyan nodded with a serious and handsome face: “Okay.”

     

    Su Yuli could clearly see Lin Suiyan’s discomfort, which had never happened before. Su Yuli became more and more sure that Lin Suiyan liked him

    Su Yuli smiled secretly in his heart and walked to the school with the snack bag. His footsteps were brisk, as if he were going to fly at any moment.

    Looking at Su Yuli’s back, Lin Suiyan raised his hand and touched the place where he had just been kissed. His eyes were dark and unfathomable.

    Su Yuli’s figure had disappeared at the gate, but Lin Suiyan was still staring after him. The driver couldn’t help but smile and say, “Mr. Lin, your relationship is so good.”

     

    Lin Suiyan didn’t respond to the driver’s words. He put down his hand and said, “Go to the company.”

    Su Yuli was in such a good mood all morning that his smile never subsided.

    Yang Shuo couldn’t stand it anymore. He poked Su Yuli and said, “Be restrained, you’re smiling so stupidly.”

    Su Yuli didn’t mind Yang Shuo’s words at all. It was time break time. He took a box of cut fruit out from the snack bag, opened it and put it between them.

    Su Yuli invited him : “Brother Shuo, eat.”

    Yang Shuo was used to Su Yuli bringing food to school every day, but he couldn’t help but say, “Are you here for class or to eat?”

    Su Yu He picked a red strawberry and ate it, “It’s break time and this is what Suiyan prepared for me. It’s all love.”

    Su Yuli turned to Yang Shuo as if thinking of something.

    Yang Shuo was wary: “What’s that look in your eyes?”

    Su Yuli smiled and said: “Brother Shuo, you really should find someone to fall in love with. You’ll be so happy it’s like you’re soaking in honey every day.”

    Yang Shuo, who picked up his fork and was about to start eating: “…”

    Damn, the dog abuse hit him.

    Seeing that Yang Shuo wasn’t moving, Su Yuli asked suspiciously, “Why aren’t you eating?”

    Yang Shuo put down his fork expressionlessly, picked up a book and sat a few meters away from Su Yuli. Su Yuli’s head followed him, and his face was full of confusion.

    Yang Shuo said: “I’m staying away from you, so as not to be infected.”

    “Infection?” Su Yuli said: “What is the infection? Happiness?”

    Yang Shuo sneered: “Stupidity.”

    Su Yuli: “…”

    After insulting his friend, Yang Shuo couldn’t help but laugh again. He had always been worried that Wen Jin would be deceived by Lin Suiyan, but after contact, he found that Lin Suiyan was quite a good person.

    Especially after the last car accident, Lin Suiyan had been injured and hospitalized, but he kept Su Yuli in good condition. He hadn’t been injured at all.

    After marrying Lin Suiyan, his silly friend was also happy every day. He didn’t look worried at all, and his temperament was much livelier, so he must be living happily.

    Su Yuli wasn’t angry at all after being abandoned by his friend. He took out his cell phone and sent a message to Lin Suiyan while eating fruit.

    Lin Suiyan, who was in a meeting in the conference room, glanced down at his phone which had suddenly vibrated.

    Wen Jin: I’ve made my brother Shuo angry. He doesn’t want to sit with me [sad] [wronged].

    Lin Suiyan replied: What happened?

    [Wen Jin: I asked him to find someone to fall in love with, which may have hurt his dignity as a single dog. ]

    Lin Suiyan thought something serious had happened, but he didn’t expect it to be like this.

    Across the screen, Lin Suiyan could imagine Su Yuli’s proud expression when he said this, and he couldn’t help laughing. During this period of time, Wen Jin was really free and lively.

    Lin Suiyan pressed the keyboard and was about to reply when another message popped up from the other side.

      

     [Wen Jin: I told him that people like us who love each other are as happy as if they were soaking in honey every day. ]

    Lin Suiyan’s hand on the keyboard paused. He stared at the line on the screen for a long time without moving.

    The reporting staff saw Lin Suiyan smiling and in a good mood one second, but in the blink of an eye, he became serious again. His brows furrowed, and he looked absent-minded, unaware of what was going on.

    The reporting staff couldn’t help but stop, wanting to wait for Lin Suiyan to return to his senses, but as soon as he stopped, Lin Suiyan looked up, “Continue.”

    The reporting staff froze and said, “Yes, just now I said…”

     

    While listening to the report, Lin Suiyan turned his cell phone upside down and put it on the table

    After Su Yuli sent the message, his cheeks flushed an inconspicuous red. He felt that he was really smart. While sharing interesting stories, he could also let his lover feel his heart.

     

    Beautifully done.

    However, after the text was sent, Lin Suiyan never responded.

    It wasn’t until halfway through the class that Su Yuli’s phone vibrated in his palm. Su Yuli immediately looked down and saw that the text was indeed sent by Lin Suiyan, but it was not the reaction he expected.

    Sui Yan: In a meeting. ]

    Su Yuli stared at the line of characters, thinking what is this? It shouldn’t be like this. You don’t dare to say it face to face, can’t you do it through the phone?

    Su Yuli snorted coldly, and changed the nickname that had just been changed not long ago.

    Sure enough, a scumbag is a scumbag, taking advantage of him and throwing him aside.

    After the morning class was over, Su Yuli left from the school gate. The car was already waiting outside. He opened the car door and saw Lin Suiyan sitting in the back seat, talking to someone on the phone.

    Seeing Su Yuli coming, Lin Suiyan glanced at him and motioned for him to get in the car first.

     

    Su Yuli got into the car and saw that before Lin Suiyan could hang up his cell phone another phone call came in. He looked on and thought to himself that he seemed really busy. Did he misunderstand Lin Suiyan?

    Along the way, Lin Suiyan kept answering the phone, and when he returned to Lin’s house, the housekeeper came over with a suitcase.

    The housekeeper said to Lin Suiyan, “Sir, your things have been packed.”

    Lin Suiyan nodded, and the driver behind him took the suitcase. Su Yuli looked at the driver and asked, “What’s this? Where are you going?”

    Lin Suiyan said, “On a business trip.”

    Su Yuli recalled the size of the suitcase and asked, “Where are you going? How long will you be gone?”

    “Country M, one month.”

    “One month?” Su Yuli exclaimed, “So long?”

    Lin Suiyan looked over, and Su Yuli said a little aggrievedly: “If you go for a month, we can’t even spend Christmas together.”

    Seeing Su Yuli’s lost face, Lin Suiyan’s lips moved slightly. But before he could speak, he heard Su Yuli say, “I, I’m just talking casually. You don’t need to be embarrassed. Of course I know that work is important. You don’t have time this year. Let’s spend it together next year. There will be many Christmases in the future.”

    Lin Suiyan looked at Su Yuli with soft eyes. This boy is really gentle and sensible. He couldn’t help raising his hand to rub Su Yuli’s hair soothingly, and softened his voice: “I will try my best to come back to spend Christmas with you.”

    Su Yuli’s eyes lit up, “Really? Well, you must remember.”

    Lin Suiyan nodded, “Yeah.”

    As soon as he understood his intentions, he had to separate from the person he liked. Which was undoubtedly a very painful thing for Su Yuli.

    But knowing that we can get together at Christmas , there was a little bit of anticipation and sweetness in his heart.

    The weather was getting colder, and Mother Wen was sending more and more texts urging him to wear warmer clothes and long pants. Su Yuli responded obediently to the messages from his mother, while copying the content and sending it to Lin Suiyan.

    On this day, after taking a bath, Su Yuli curled up comfortably under the quilt with a cup of hot water.

    The message that mother Wen had sent him again was telling him to pay attention to his body and keep warm. Su Yuli replied yes, and forwarded message to Lin Suiyan.

    As soon as the text was sent, Lin Suiyan’s video invitation popped up. Su Yuli clicked on the connection, and saw Lin Suiyan in a suit with an office in the background.

    Su Yuli asked, “Why are you still in the office and not going out to eat?”

    Lin Suiyan also spoke at the same time, “You’re not sleeping at this late hour?”

    After saying that, the two of them froze at the same time, and an ambiguous expression appeared in Lin Suiyan’s eyes. “I’ll eat in a minute. Why aren’t you sleeping? Don’t you have to go to class tomorrow?”

     

    “Just got out of the shower.”

     

    Su Yuli leaned closer to the camera, as if he could get closer to Lin Suiyan. He said: “How are you doing over there? Are you still so busy?”

    “It’s better than when I first got here.”

     

    “That’s good.” Su Yuli changed to more a comfortable posture and said, “Next week is Christmas. Do you have time to come back?”

    Without waiting for Lin Suiyan to answer, Su Yuli added, “If there is really no time, forget it.” He spoke sensible words, but his eyes were full of urging and expectation.

    Lin Suiyan’s heart was soft, and he almost said that he would definitely come back, but his reason was still there. He swallowed the words back before they could escape.

    Lin Suiyan said: “I… I’m sorry, I may have to break my promise.”

    Su Yuli opened his mouth, and Lin Suiyan could feel his disappointment through the screen.

    Lin Suiyan said, “Xiao Jin…”

    Su Yuli laughed quickly and said, “It doesn’t matter. Work is important. It just so happened that Taozi and the others were going to ski in Jingshan on Christmas Day, so I’ll go out with them.”

    Taozi was the girl who’d dared Su Yuli to kiss Lin Suiyan at the reception that day. Su Yuli had similar interests with them, and has been befriending them during this time.

    Su Yuli smiled and said, “By the way, I will take Brother Shuo with me.”

    He put a hand on his lips and lowered his voice: “I think that girl named Taozi is cute. I want to introduce her to Brother Shuo so that he won’t be alone.”

    Seeing Su Yuli’s mischievous smile, Lin Suiyan was slightly relieved, and after chatting with Su Yuli for a while, he urged him to sleep.

    After hanging up the video, Su Yuli lay on the bed and stared at the ceiling for a while. He whispered, “Work.”

    Although Su Yuli was a little disappointed that he couldn’t spend Christmas together, he was more distressed. It was hard for Lin Suiyan to be alone in a foreign country.

     

    Christmas arrived in the blink of an eye. Su Yuli got up early and took Yang Shuo to the designated meeting place.

    There were six people with Taozi. Two men and four women, plus Su Yuli and Yang Shuo, there were eight people in total.

    The ski resort they went to was not far from City A. This year, the snow in City A came very early. It was only at the end of December, and they’d already experienced two heavy snowfalls. The ski resort was covered in white, and there were many people who came to ski, making it very lively.

    Su Yuli and the others dressed up and took a group photo with a selfie stick. Su Yuli sent the group photo to Lin Suiyan.

    Lin Suiyan should be busy and he didn’t reply in time. Su Yuli sent another sentence, “I’m going to play, you can work in peace”, and put the phone in his pocket.

     

    It was his first-time skiing. When he saw that the people around him were gliding easily, he thought that it wasn’t too difficult. Who would have thought that after he got on, he fell into doubt about life.

    After Su Yuli climbed out of the snowdrift again he shook the snow off his body. Taozi laughed loudly beside him: “Xiao Jin, just looking at your posture, I thought you were a master, but unexpectedly, you turned out to be a novice.”

    Su Yuli said, “Sister Taozi, pay attention to your image.”

    Taozi laughed, “I’m paying attention.” She put on her goggles. “Watch this, little newbie.”

    After Taozi spoke she slid down the curve in front of her. The action was elegant and flowing, it was really special. After she went down, another figure also followed, it was Yang Shuo.

    Su Yuli didn’t expect Yang Shuo’s skiing skills to be so good, so he couldn’t help clapping his hands.

    When he saw Yang Shuo and Taozi go further away, he couldn’t help laughing, hoping that there would be sparks between them.

    A boy who’d come with Su Yuli and the others came over. He was gentle in temperament, not as bad as Taozi, who took pleasure in bullying the little rookie. He smiled lightly, “Come on, let’s practice together. It’s very simple, you can learn it soon.”

    Su Yuli took a deep breath and stood up from the snow, “Okay, let’s go!”

    Lin Suiyan looked at his reflection in the car window and frowned. He thought he was crazy.

    He didn’t deliberately arrange a business trip to country M. It was something he decided after he’d transmigrated here. It was only because he had a car accident that he’d had to postpone it.

    Lin Suiyan wanted to use this business trip to calm down his feelings for Su Yuli. It’s just that he overestimated himself and underestimated Su Yuli’s position in his heart.

    The farther away he was, the more he missed him.

     

    In the past few days, Lin Suiyan had been working overtime in M country. Then he’d caught a plane and took a taxi to Jingshan just to see Su Yuli earlier. But when he got there, he hesitated again.

    If this side of his is seen, then all his previous efforts would be in vain. Wen Jin would be even more inseparable from him.

    Wen Jin undoubtedly likes Lin Suiyan. But Wen Jin, who had just gotten married, hadn’t yet reached such a profound level of love for Lin Suiyan.

     

    In the original book, Wen Jin’s love for Lin Suiyan was the result of their years together. Year after year, the warmth of affection soon began to creep in, and in Wen Jin’s heart the love grew deeper and deeper and deeper

    Wen Jin has always liked gentle people, but the nature of the Lin Suiyan in the book had nothing to do with gentleness. Everything was just his disguise, made in order to achieve some purpose.

    It could be said that the Lin Suiyan, whom Wen Jin loved, had never existed.

    This is also why Wen Jin is sometimes cautious when facing Lin Suiyan in the book. He may have felt that something was wrong in his heart, but he was too simple to think deeper.

    But with his arrival, Wen Jin became more and more confident, livelier, and more and more dependent on him.

    Lin Suiyan knew that Wen Jin loved him.

    This love has nothing to do with the shadow disguised in the book. Wen Jin likes him, his voice, his appearance, and his tenderness.

    It was precisely because he knew this, that Lin Suiyan didn’t want to make Wen Jin sad.

    Lin Suiyan pinched the bridge of his nose, feeling a headache.

     

    The driver saw Lin Suiyan sitting motionlessly in the car and not speaking, and said puzzled: “Sir, you…”

    Lin Suiyan said, “Go back to Hongguang Airport.”

    “Huh?” the driver was even more confused. It wasn’t cheap to take a taxi from the airport. He hadn’t even gone to play yet. Why would he go back?

    But since the guest said so, the driver didn’t want to say anything. He turned the steering wheel and said, “Sir, why don’t you go up and have a look? At Christmas, there are many people who come here to play. It’s very romantic to bring your girlfriend out here to have fun. “

    Lin Suiyan ignored the driver’s words. He took out his mobile phone, only to realize that Su Yuli had sent him a message.

    Lin Suiyan looked at the group photo, Su Yuli was in the middle of the crowd and smiling brightly. His lips also ticked up and he brushed his fingers over Su Yuli’s face. He thought to himself, I hope you can be so carefree and happy all your life.

    As soon as the car turned around, he heard a rumbling sound come from Jingshan. Lin Suiyan turned his head and saw that snow was falling down from the top of Jingshan’s peak. And all the people below it that hadn’t reacted yet were overwhelmed.

    The driver leaned back and shouted, “It’s an avalanche!”

    Wen Jin!

    Lin Suiyan’s head was buzzing, and his face turned white. He shouted, “Stop!” The driver was startled and hurriedly parked the car on the side of the road.

    Lin Suiyan opened the car door and quickly ran towards the snow field.

     

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