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41. Chapter 41
Su Lian felt a little regretful the moment he gave out the note.
The proposal was childish, petty, and a little bit of a prank.
If Chi Huang really likes that person and adopts his own advice, it would be a good thing to ruin others.
However, he seemed to have a vague hope within him that his confession would not come to fruition.
Su Lian raised his hand to press down on his own dirty body, it was very gentle, and there didn't seem to be any major reaction, but inexplicably a little uncomfortable feeling emerged.
He had thought that after Chi Li's death, there would be no more fluctuations.
At that time, was notified of the late stage of diagnosis, and it was less than three months before the time of death.
Su Lian is a doctor. Although internal medicine and surgery are different, he is very clear about what it means to be late.
It means that after finally getting out of the loss of a father, another loved one has to leave him and become a lonely person again.
From the moment he got the confirmed order, Su Lian was preparing to face Chi Wang's departure every day.
During those few months, he lay in bed with his eyes and closed his eyes in the middle of the night every night. Then he woke up from a nightmare and turned over to check if he was still breathing.
Every dream was a departure from Chi Wang, and Su Lian was enveloped in this fear for nearly nine days.
Medical skills could no longer save Chi Li, so Su Lian had nowhere to go, because he believed in gods and Buddhas at that time.
Every morning, went to kneel to worship, and by the way, learned the skills of divination. If the day is auspicious, he will breathe a sigh of relief. Anything with a little bit of ominous hexagram will be depressed for a whole day.
The hospital felt that his mental state was not good, so he took a long vacation, and even the doctors from other departments helped him to do some psychological counseling, for fear that one day he would completely collapse from this repeated emotional torment.
In the words of a colleague, Dr. Su was really strong. He encountered this kind of thing twice in a row, and he held on to not fall down.
But there was another sentence that Su Lian didn't know. The more rational he was, the easier it would be to collapse at the last moment after facing the result he didn't want to accept.
Until the moment when Chi Wang died and could not be saved, Su Lian felt that his own body was buried in the grave.
Except for the beating of body functions, can no longer perceive the joys, sorrows, sorrows and joys of the outside world, and the whole person seems to have become an empty shell, without a soul.
Being able to be an ordinary person has already exhausted all his strength, and Su Lian no longer has any expectations for anything.
After returning from the journey, it was the first time he faced a different Chili on the side of the fence, and he was very repulsive at first. But for the sake of Chi Li's health, he had to be patient and use various methods to restrain and discipline him.
He thought, he can't die without saving, that's his future lover.
However, in retrospect, in the process, the current Chi Huang disintegrated his protection mechanism little by little, shining brightly like a beam of light.
Different from the previous Chi Huang, he is pure and arrogant, arrogant and straightforward, but what remains unchanged in his bones is his tenderness in many details.
Su Lian was very contradictory. They didn't seem to be the same person, but they were clearly the same person.
It's just that he has been with Chi Wang, who is familiar with him, for so long that he doesn't know how to face the current Chi Wang, or in other words, he doesn't know what kind of identity he should take. Go get along with him.
The fluctuations in the sense of feeling are all ignored by the self, and it is said that it has never been moved. That is the self-deception.
But he hadn't sorted out the complicated internal affairs, how could he control Chi Wang's liking for others.
Su Lian loosened his fingers. There was already a red mark on his palm. He whispered, "Don't take it seriously. If you make a confession like this, you will definitely be rejected."
"I know." Chi Wang glanced at him sideways, then looked down at the sentence again, and added, "I have a few."
I always feel that the sentence on the note is sour, with a bit of a prank taste.
Could it be that Su Lian was quietly jealous? Vinegar that he fell in love with someone else?
This guess made Chi Yan very good, he put away the note and put it in his pocket.
"Well then, I wish you a good confession." Su Lian pursed his lips, stopped talking, and looked at the movie screen in front of him.
Chi hesitated to speak, and was absent from watching movies: "Mr. Xiao Su, will you come to my birthday party? In two weeks."
Su Lianmang snorted, and replied dully, "Aren't you going to confess? Are you going to have a party?"
"Celebrate with friends first, don't delay, remember to make time." Chi Juan touched him with his arm, "Don't miss the appointment."
Su Lian nodded lightly: "Okay, I didn't have any plans."
In the evening, Xi passed by during the movie screening, Su Lian was in a mess, and the movie that he thought was boring came to an end in a blink of an eye.
Returning to the dormitory after class, he clicked on the shopping app on his mobile phone and rummaged through to choose gifts.
The phone vibrated, and a group message was sent out in the trumpet support group.
Su Lian clicked in and saw that on the 27th, taro mud Bobo posted a lot of refined photos of the sports meeting, which made people dazzled. Most of them are captured in the same frame. The technique is quite good, and many dislocated angles look very ambiguous.
There are hugs, heads, side by side, backs, suspected holding hands, and even fucking wedding photos, all of them.
Su Lian: "..."
It turns out that the ability of cp fans to eat sugar is really so scary, they just received an award, not a certificate.
๎โAnd if he was the only one sober in the group, the whole group roared in unison:
[Tao mud Bobo No. 178]: Ah ah ah ah, I'm crazy, this is not about dating, what are you doing!
[Tao mud Bobo No. 225]: Okay, I forgive the rainstorm in this games, I'm satisfied
[Tao mud Bobo No. 83]: We don't need to press our heads, the lord can produce unlimited food, and a CP like this will have no regrets in this life.
[Taro mash Bobo No. 452]: We are not short of sugar, we are just sugar porters!
[Tao mud Bobo No. 85]: I have exposed, I am Chi Qing, and I will directly say hello to my sister-in-law!
Staring at No. 85's speech, Su Lian pressed his eyebrows. He doesn't know half of the group, does he? Just kill.
However, Chi Qing is a good person to inquire. He switched back to the large size, chatted with Chi Qing privately, and went straight to the topic:
[su]: Do you know what your brother wants?
[Pikaqing]: Live a long time! ! Living brother Su Lian! ! ! Are you going to buy a birthday present?
[su]: Yes, do you have any suggestions?
[Pikaqing]: He likes to play music. He knows how to play drums, guitar and piano. Would you like to give him a mallet?
Su Lian was amused by the reply, which seemed to be no big difference from sending May 3.
He smiled and replied, "Okay, I see, you should rest early."
Chi Qing is an energetic girl, and her words reveal her youth: good, good, good night, brother Su Lian!
Su Lian put down the phone and fell into deep thought. If he wanted to buy a set of good quality drum kits, it would probably be very expensive.
Before celebrating the make-up class, Chi Wang transferred a lot of money, most of which was given to Su Huasheng, and he only kept a small part for emergency.
If you want to make money, it seems bound to sell more information. Even in addition to the third middle school, they have to sell to other schools to save enough money in a short period of time.
Thinking of this, Su Liantou didn't go to bed early for the first time. He got up and turned on the small light. He even started to organize the first to third year of high school.
Gu Anjiu was about to crawl onto the bed, and stared dazedly: "Dad, how are you working so hard? Didn't it take a long time to finish the exam?"
This man recently admitted that his father was addicted, and Su Lian was too lazy to refute: "I love learning."
Gu Anjiu clicked his tongue, and complained, "No way, can I leave some way for the second place to catch up? You're really going to die like this."
"Sleep to your sleep." Su Lian dimmed the lamp and continued to lower his head to sort out the exercises.
Two weeks passed quickly, and Su Lian barely managed to scrape together enough money to buy the set of drums that he had liked before. The blue rim of the drum, with pale gold circled around it, and the drum stick with the name engraved on it, looks cool and sassy.
Come to think of it, Chiliang should like this gift.
The birthday happened to be on Saturday. Su Lian changed into a clean white shirt and took the bus according to the address sent in the group.
When arrived, looked around and found that it was an authentic Sichuan cuisine on a riverside ship.
He went in according to the private room number given, and the people inside had already sat in a circle. Looking at a few familiar faces, Su Lian asked, "How many of you?"
Chi Li was standing on the balcony blowing the wind, and when he heard the sound, he turned his head and said, "Mr. Xiao Su is here, these few, only called the closest friends."
Su Lian raised his eyes slightly to look at the person, obviously still dressed as usual, wearing a black shirt, but always felt that something was a little different.
Taking a closer look, the neckline is tied with a very thin dark tie, which is tied to the top of the neckline, which is usually spread out, to block the rolling Adam's apple. Her hair was slightly combed, her beautiful eyebrows and eyes were revealed, and she looked too handsome with a faint smile.
Su Lian was a little dazed when he suddenly became familiar with his attire.
After a while, he came back to his senses and sat down, saying, "I thought you were going to be very ostentatious."
"It's not the eighth birthday, so what is Zhao Yao doing?" Chi Wang walked over with his pocket in his pocket, sat down next to the person, and glanced at the paper bag in his hand.
Following his gaze, Su Lian raised his hand and sent it to him: "Happy birthday."
Gu Anjiu stretched out his head and said gossip, "What kind of gift, I will also see it."
"Quick, quick, take it out and take a look." Song Jiaci was also anxious, her face flushed red.
In the expectation of everyone, Chi Wang slowly pulled out the contents inside, "Five ๎ถ Three ๎ถ Simulation of the College Entrance Exam", "Complete Interpretation of Textbooks", "Golden Exam Paper", "Must Check Questions", which are too heavy to die, thick and thick. pile.
Chi Li: "..."
Really surprised, really unexpected, really caught off guard.
After all, it was a gift from someone else, I was embarrassed to scan my face, so I could only cough lightly and put the book back in my pocket: "You really gave it, I will try my best to solve the problem, please organize it to release it."
Seeing this pile of study materials, Gu Anjiu laughed so hard that he couldn't straighten his waist, shaking his hands and giving a thumbs up: "I don't agree with anyone, I agree with Brother Lian, it's really awesome!"
"Don't live up to Teacher Xiao Su's expectations, do the questions well, and strive for Qingbei." Lin Yan held back a smile and patted him on the shoulder.
Song Jiaci looked at it eagerly: "It's all good information, you, you don't want me to."
Su Lian had a teasing look on his face: "I didn't send you the question to let you pass it on to others, but I hope you study hard and finish it soon."
Putting the bag aside, Chi Wang licked his lower lip and said with a sullen smile, "Okay, I see."
"There is another gift, you can get it when you have time." Su Lian stuffed a delivery coupon into his hand, and his hands were sweaty.
Chi Wang was stunned for a moment, and looked down at the black words on it. It was a brand of drum kits that he was very familiar with, and it wasn't cheap.
He paused and considered the words: "You don't need to send me such an expensive thing, five or three is fine."
Su Lian raised his eyes, and his tone was a little serious: "You said before that birthdays only come once, so you should take them seriously."
It was rare to see such a straight-forward tone. Thinking of the fact that he took a lighter and lit a fire last time and fooled others, Chi Li scolded, "I will definitely help you on your next birthday. Have a good time."
"Well, do you like it?" Su Lian was a little apprehensive. The gifts he gave to Chi Wang in the past were all useful things like ties and wallets. This was the first time he bought such unusual things. very nervous.
Chi Wang stared at him, his eyebrows and eyes were gentle: "I like it, I like it very much, I will show you the next performance."
"Oh, you two are so polite today, I'm getting goosebumps." Gu Anjiu walked around, looked down at the delivery coupon, and yelled, "If you lose, you lose all your gifts. If you lose, what concert tickets to give, let's see."
"I admit defeat." Lin Yan, who had just given out two votes, raised his hands in surrender.
Chi Li raised the corners of his mouth, and folded the delivery voucher in a small manner and put it in his pocket.
The waiter next to him started serving the food, and everyone chatted about the recent school gossip, as if it was no different from being in the cafeteria.
But Su Lian felt very relaxed, there were no strangers, and there was no need to pretend to be warm-hearted, she was very comfortable.
๎ฑโPeople ๎ขโ didn't move a few mouthfuls, Chi Wang whispered: "Why don't you eat vegetables? Don't like what you ordered?"
While talking, he took a small chopstick into his bowl and pushed the bowl to him again.
"I like it, it's delicious." Su Lian smiled lightly and looked at the scenery outside the private room, "The view here is so good, I can even look at the river."
"That's right, I chose it on purpose. We'll watch the night view of the foggy city together in a while." Chi Zang had already thought about his plans for the night, had a meal first, and then proceeded step by step.
Halfway through the meal, Wuyangyang's waiter pushed the cake in and danced while singing a birthday song.
The whole ceremony was extremely strange, and some staff had to force Chi Wang to stand up and turn around in an awkward posture, which was very funny.
Su Lian frowned and looked at the stiff man: "Is this also arranged by you?"
After forcing the ducks to be put on the shelves, Chi Wang was also very speechless: "I really don't have this, it's probably from the store."
๎ฑโThe school bully, who usually can't be provoked by anyone, was forced to dance, turning left and right, and everyone at the table couldn't laugh.
Chi Xuan listened to the embarrassing singing and spent the most difficult two minutes in his life, finally ended, turned around and brought the cake over to the table: "Thank you, it's the most unforgettable birthday in my life, you go out first, We'll call again if something happens."
The staff member smiled and said, "You're welcome, if you like it, we can dance again."
Chi Huang waved his hand and quickly refused: "No, no, one time is amazing enough."
Gu Anjiu put away the phone and said meanly, "It's recorded. I'll show it to you when you're eight."
"Go away, you have to come here for your birthday too." Chi Huang slid his fingers around the four of them, gritted his teeth and said, "None of you want to run away."
Su Lian took a half step back and complained, "I don't jump, I'm stupid."
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Chi Wang smiled and said, "You've already danced that stupid class, so you're still afraid of dancing?"
"For your birthday's sake, I won't be poor with you." Su Lian put the candle on the cake and whispered, "Make a wish quickly."
The headlights in the private room were turned off, and it was plunged into darkness, leaving only the beating candlelight, dangling on the light faces. Chi Li stood in front of the three-layer exaggerated cake, clenched his hands and closed his eyes, looking very pious.
Su Lian looked at his profile, his eyelashes drooping slightly, guessing what kind of wish he would make.
Probably, it is related to making a lot of money.
Or, is it about today's confession?
It's past nine o'clock in the evening, and don't know what Chi Wanli was thinking, and still eat and drink with them here until now.
In case the family couldn't wait to sleep, Su Lian sighed slightly, not knowing what he was doing.
Chi Wang closed his eyes and made a wish in the house: hope to be with Su Lian, even if it is not now, can catch up with him.
๎บโAfter finishing the silent recitation, he lowered his eyes slightly and devoutly blew out the candle.
"Come on, respect our arrogant master, I'm one year older, but it's one step closer to the company's listing." Gu Anjiu is worthy of being an expert in atmosphere, and his speech is a scene.
A few hands touched the cups, and there was a clanging sound. Lin Yan attached: "I wish you more and more money, and you will make a lot of money."
Song Jiaci stammered and said, "I wish you a passer in the exam, the exam door, and the door, and progress every day."
Lin Yan said with a smile: "Elementary school bully, your blessing is really practical."
When it was Su Lian's turn, he was at a loss for words: "Then, I wish your wishes come true."
At this time and then, in the small Internet cafe that day, Chi Wang was flickering the candle of the lighter, and he said the same thing. wish your wishes come true.
What they didn't know was that they already had each other in their wishes.
After eating the cake, laughing and making trouble, and full of food, Chi Huang proposed to go for a walk by the river.
It has entered the late autumn of January, and the wind by the river is a bit strong, and the shirts that have been blown less are bulging.
Five people lined up in a row, standing on the edge of the bridge one by one, looking at the river scene in the distance, which was clearly dying, suddenly filled with infinite emotion.
Gu Anjiu bent down and leaned on the railing with great effort, and slammed toward the river with an "ah" sound, and after a second, there was an echo in the distance.
Chi Wan smiled and said, "You are sick, you are not afraid to scare others."
"There are tourists all around here, let them feel the heat of the people in Wucheng. Don't say it, it's really cool to vent." Gu Anjiu touched him with his arm, "Eh, why don't we all yell. What do you want to do when you grow up?"
๎ Boys of a few years old are more naive than expected, Su Lian has never done such a boring thing before, so he stood sideways, showing some resistance.
Gu Anjiu made a first move, rolled his hands around his mouth, and shouted at the other side of the river, "My dream is to be a kindergarten teacher! It's a bad grade, I don't know if they accept it or not! Please accept me!"
Su Lian was curious and asked Chi Li in a low voice, "Why does he want to do this?"
"I can't tell, he really likes children and says that children are the purest. He is always smiling, which makes people feel close, doesn't it?" Chi Wang supported the railing slightly, Zhong said, "If so, he should be a good teacher."
Thinking of Gu Anjiu's usual hot-tempered appearance, he could share with anyone. Su Lian nodded slightly and accepted the huge contrast a second later.
Song Jiaci blushed slightly, bent down slightly, and used all her strength to say, "I, I want to go to Peking University Medical School! Cure my little, little stutter!"
"Definitely." Lin Yan rubbed his head and raised his voice, "I want to form a band! But I am not here, so I hope I can meet like-minded teammates in the future!"
Infected by this kind of reckless behavior, Chi Huang didn't even feel amplifying his voice, and turned to look at Jiang Mian: "Everyone knows my goal, striving to go public."
If so, nothing will change.
After hearing everyone's wishes, Su Lian felt that he seemed to be getting closer to this group of people.
A long time ago, apart from Song Jiaci, to outsiders, they were a bunch of ignorant and incompetent young people, who didn't like to attend classes, and their grades were counted down, which seemed to have no merit.
But in fact, everyone hides a dream that belongs to him. It may be small or exaggerated, but it doesn't matter.
It may seem ridiculous to others, but few people are the most qualified to be arrogant. They always feel that the future is extremely splendid, and everything can be realized.
At this moment, Su Lian is very fortunate to have met such a group of people with different personalities in his youth. In his originally gray life, he added a colorful stroke.
Let his life, which has been like a still water, seem to be slowly and slowly recovering and become alive.
"It's your turn, Mr. Su." Chi Huang tilted his head to look at Su Lian, and under the light of the light, there was a circle of soft light on his usually indifferent face.
He paused, remembering the nonsense about the fever before, and lengthened his voice: "I see, cool surgeon."
Su Lian shook his head, pointed at the lanterns on the other side of the river, and shouted for the first time, "I want to be the most powerful physician."
There are also pedestrians coming and going around, the lesser, who is usually deserted, blushed, turned up the volume, and shouted out his wishes in the distance.
When Chi Huang was ill, he was helpless with his medical records, and he resented countless times why he chose the wrong direction.
Transmigration itself is a kind of miracle. After starting all over again, this time he chose to volunteer again. Su Lian wanted to give up the surgery he had done a few times.
Just to give Chi Wang a living, one more energy.
"Okay, everyone has finished speaking, our wishes must be fulfilled!" Gu Anjiu flushed with excitement, and his eyes brightened as he looked into the distance.
"Yes, yes." Song Jiaci nods his head, "By the light of the false father's birthday, we can all think about things."
Jiang Feng blew his hair in a mess, Su Lian turned around, leaned his back against the railing, and stared at the light rail above his eyes.
The people next to him were still chatting, and some tourists were holding their mobile phones to take pictures. Chi Wang slowly leaned over and followed his gaze: "This place seems to be famous, and many people come every day."
"I know, the Internet is very popular." After a few minutes, it became even more popular, and it has become the most representative card spot in Wucheng.
Su Lian raised his head slightly, the night was dark, just as the last light rail roared past, passed through the mottled buildings, and quickly disappeared from sight.
There were only two empty railroad tracks left, which seemed extremely lonely in the middle of the night, like a time when they would never return.
This night was full of ups and downs, Su Lian thought of a lyric for no reason: every moment of loving you is like a subway passing by.
Chiliang, who was two years old, had already disappeared with the train that followed him. There will probably be another train after the train leaves, and people will never come back after leaving.
The unforgettable love once had was a car that kept going and the wind that couldn't catch.
And what will happen to his current Chiliang? He didn't know, there was no answer.
Su Lian pursed his lips, and slowly lowered his arms along the railing, staring at the disappearing subway, feeling lost: "It seems that everything is like the last train, and I can't catch it."
He sighed inexplicably, but Chi Huang understood it for no reason.
The fingers were slightly hot, and Su Lian felt that his right hand was caught in the hot hand.
Chi Huang clenched his hands tightly, his voice soft and slow, caught in the passing wind: "Su Lian, I've caught you."
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