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43. Chapter 43
Chi Huang is delusional and delusional.
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When Chi Huang said this, he put himself in a very low stance, and expressed his liking so boldly and straightforwardly.
Regardless of the consequences, without asking for a response, he just revealed his inner feelings very seriously.
This time, Su Lian heard clearly that the most important gift Chi Xiang wanted was himself, and if he pretended not to understand, he would be a fool.
The sudden confession was unexpected, and was in a state of confusion for a while, and didn't know how to respond.
He quickly closed his eyes, then slowly released it, his voice was extremely dry: "Chili, I..."
At this point, the sound stopped abruptly.
The teenage love is really moving, and a few words can affect his heartbeat. At this moment, it gave him a heartbeat he had never experienced before.
Su Lian noticed that his heart was beating fast and irregularly, getting faster and faster, and he almost blurted out an unwise answer.
Originally, after experiencing two major traumas, have lost emotions. Looking at it now, he has unknowingly, not knowing which detail was moved, and quietly moved his heart.
However, he found that he was indeed not as brave as Chi Wang, so he said what he said, and did what he did.
For a moment, Su Liantou felt that he was cowardly to death. Faced with such a fiery and candid confession, he was at a loss for what to do.
Not even a complete sentence can be said.
Chi Huang pinched the back of his neck and begged in a low voice, "Su Lian, can you give me an answer? I like to be my boyfriend."
Su Lian didn't say anything, just lowered his head slightly, rubbed lightly on the shoulder of his black shirt, and mist suddenly formed in his eyes.
If we really get together again, what should do if Chi Li can't survive the age of twenty-five this time?
He didn't know where the problem was, but until he found the real crux, he didn't seem to be able to bear the pain of losing his love again.
It felt like a walk in hell, after being quenched and submerged in sea water, the whole body was tortured to the point of being an empty shell.
Just like that possibility, the beating heart began to cramp, and the internal organs were like torn apart.
Seeing that he had been silent for a while, Chi Juan slowly released his arm, pulled some distance away, and stared at him earnestly with his eyes down.
The expression is still the same as usual, clear and cold, but the ends of the beautiful eyes are red and foggy, and it looks like she is about to cry.
He had never seen Su Lian show such a vulnerable side before. He was always cold and expressionless, as if he was not interested in anything, and his emotions had nothing to do with him. Not happy, nor sad.
What makes you cry? Chi Yan suddenly panicked.
He raised his hand eagerly, wiped the end of his eyes lightly, and asked in a low voice, "What's the matter? I don't mean to force. If it makes me feel difficult, I don't want to. Okay."
Chi Wang, who had dressed up solemnly tonight, gradually showed an appearance between a boy and a man, with a gentle tone and pity in his actions.
Su Lian, the way he always treated him patiently, was to some extent not much different from that former love.
As if he didn't know when, he had gradually and slowly reunited the young Chili and the future Chili into the same one.
It's just that until now, just hope that he is healthy, that he is safe, that he can live a long and free life like he is now.
He couldn't tell Chi Wang in detail about these things, and when he said it, Chi Wang wouldn't believe it.
"It's not the origin, it's my own problem." Su Lian's mind was in chaos, he hesitated to say, "I'm not that brave, I just think that without love, it can last forever. Since they may all be separated in the end, is it better not to start?"
As the feelings gradually become stronger, he will probably be more and more reluctant. If that day comes, how should he say goodbye decently?
In Chiliang's mind, he had imagined countless reactions of Su Lian, but he never imagined that there would be such a pessimistic approach. It sounded very sad, as if he had no hope for the future.
He, Su Lian was probably completely heartbroken by the last relationship, and he still hasn't been able to get out of it.
No refusal, perhaps for the moment, is the best answer.
Chi Wang raised his hand and glanced at Su Lian's hair that was ruffled by the wind: "So, in fact, he also likes me a little, right? It doesn't matter, you don't have to tell me the answer now. I'll give you time, We'll start when we're ready."
Su Lian raised his sour eyes and shook his head: "Chili, this is unfair."
Chi Wang stubbornly said: "I think it's fair, and I won't feel wronged, don't mess around."
In fact, Su Lian didn't even know if he would be ready for that day. No matter what the final answer was, I couldn't bear to make Chi Wang wait too long.
He didn't deny his liking, but lowered his eyes a little dejectedly, and whispered: "If you don't refuse, don't admit it, it's like a green tea bitch."
"How can you say that about yourself?" Chi Huang was teased by him and raised his chin slightly, "I believe that a handsome and considerate man like me is chasing him, he must not be able to hold back, I Very confident."
When it comes to this, it seems that he has changed back to that extremely arrogant and indomitable young man, always confident and always fearless.
Su Lian sighed slightly and said sincerely, "It's unfortunate to like someone like me. If you don't like me sooner, you won't like me anymore."
"It's not bad luck, I'm very glad that the one I like is the one." Chi Wang curled his lips and stared at his still red eyes, "I didn't realize that our teacher Su was still a crying bag. I didn't get the response I wanted, so it's me who's going to cry, right?"
"I didn't cry." Su Lian blinked, forcibly forcing the layer of mist back, and his pupils gradually became brighter, as if the sourness that just came up was just an illusion.
Chi Wangyang raised the corner of his mouth, giving enough face, and didn't expose it again: "Okay, I was wrong. Then Su Lian, starting today, I'm going to start an honest pursuit, okay?"
"What do you want to do?" Su Lian ducked back, and was stared at by those straight eyes, "Don't mess around."
Chi Wang leaned over, put his hands on both sides of his body, and said ambiguous: "What are you doing, why am I messing around in my head? Teacher Su, my thoughts are not pure."
They were very close, and the two breaths intertwined again, and the atmosphere suddenly became tense again.
"Chi Huang." Su Lian pushed him angrily and said speechlessly, "Is it okay to click right now?"
"Don't put on such a bitter face, have a game with him and adjust the atmosphere." Chi Wang got up lazily, picked up the coat that was scattered on the ground, bent over to help him put it on, and pulled him. His wrists rose to the ground.
"Isn't it cold? Would you like to give me some clothes?"
"It's said that I'm in good health, so I'll dress myself."
Su Lian closed the zipper of his jacket, wearing one size bigger was a little loose. He shrank his neck to resist the cold wind blowing outside: "After reading the meteor, let's go home now."
Looking at the dark sky, Chi Wang hummed, "Go, go down the mountain."
It was still the same road that came up, with twists and turns, with no end in sight. The two walked slowly side by side, but this would be completely different from the mood when they came.
Chi Li's arm was dangling in the air, always feeling that something was missing, and his fingertips suddenly hooked the cold hand next to him.
"Bring your hand here and hold it."
"I didn't promise, I won't hold it." Su Lian stubbornly clenched his fists and blocked the entangled hands, feeling a little embarrassed.
Chi Zhang opened his fingers apart a little bit, slowly inserted them into the five fingers, and clenched them tightly: "I can hold it by the river just now, but now I can't let it go? Why is the treatment of future boyfriends not as good as ordinary friends? I'm so miserable."
Really shocked by this skinless method, Su Lian choked: "Who said that this is the future boyfriend?"
"I'm not in the preparatory period. Sooner or later, I'll have to turn back to normal." Chi Wang shook his hand slightly, and walked slowly as if a couple were pressing down on the road.
Immediately, he was so excited that he jumped up and down on the spot.
Su Lian didn't reject him directly. Seeing the panicked look just now, he probably liked him more than a little bit.
It's just that he has too many worries and doesn't feel at ease, so what does it matter, he has time and can wait slowly.
The road was empty, it was midnight, not a single shadow could be seen, only the rustling of the wind blowing through the woods.
After struggling a few times with no result, Su Lian simply gave up, and let the two boys hold hands and shake it all the way.
After finally walking down the mountain, Chi Huang took out his mobile phone with his free hand to call for a car, but after waiting for about ten minutes, the call list still showed "Searching" and no answer.
"It's over, this place is too far away to call a car." Chi Wang squeezed his hand, looked at the forest that covered the mountains and plains, and said helplessly, "It seems that we are going to sleep in the wilderness tonight."
Su Lian looked at him blankly: "Did you not go back when you came?"
Chi Wang wiped his face: "When I came here, my mind was full of confessions, but I didn't have that many at all."
Su Lian pondered for a while: "...Then where do we live, how about walking back slowly?"
It's such a long distance, walk back, and it's probably dawn.
Chi Wang glanced left and right, and there was a scenic spot service center next to him. He pulled the to go there, and suggested, "Go over and ask if there is a place to live."
When he got closer, the light in the lobby shone brightly, Su Lian suddenly released his hand and put it in his pocket.
Although all the people around were unfamiliar, after all, the gesture of the two boys holding hands was really eye-catching.
Chi Wang twitched his fingertips and walked quickly to the front desk to ask, "Hello, is there any hotel nearby that I can stay in?"
"Sorry sir, tonight's meteor shower is the weekend again. The hotel is fully booked and there is no room available." The staff at the front desk showed a slightly apologetic look.
Chi Wang had a headache: "Or can you call a car for us, it's too late, I can't go back now."
The worker said: "Our shuttle bus departs from 6:00 am to 10:00 pm, and now the transit time has passed. If you don't have a place to live, there are tents in the store next to you. Don't spend one night and go back to the main city tomorrow morning?"
Chi Juan turned his head and asked, "Is the tent sleeping?"
Su Lian nodded: "There is no other way now."
The tents in the scenic spot are terribly expensive. bought a pair of double-sized and large-sized ones, added two sleeping bags, and carried them back to the top of the mountain with difficulty.
The group that had been clamoring just now had quieted down, and the surroundings were plunged into darkness, and even their vision became blurred.
Su Lian shook off the fabric of the tent, squatted half-squatting on the ground, and took a few shelves to assemble it with difficulty. It's just that I can't see clearly, I can't find the interface for a long time, and I'm getting a little irritable.
"Don't move, the light is too dim, I'll make it when I'm in the mood." Chi took the bracket in his hand, and under the moonlight, he groped to fasten the bracket together.
The rope is fastened to the nails on the ground, quickly spliced, and then threaded into the tent.
After a while, a tent was completely installed, and it was just the place to put it to watch the shooting stars.
Staring at his skillful movements, Su Lian raised his eyebrows in surprise: "It's quite amazing, it can be done."
"As I said, I can do everything except study." Chi Juan put the sleeping bag inside, raised his hand and patted: "Come and sleep."
Su Lian slowly went over, took off his jacket, put his shoes on, and got into his sleeping bag, all in one go.
He stared at the blue fabric above, and said leisurely, "To be honest, have you been enjoying your life this year?"
"Happy, I feel very happy to be able to live with ." Chi Huang said from the bottom of his heart, but there is still a little regret.
Su Lian hummed, paused for a few seconds, and inexplicably said sorry.
He was indeed sorry to Chi Li, and he deserved an apology for not being able to give an answer in time.
"Don't, it's like you're rejecting me right away, I won't listen." Chi Wang lay beside him, put his hands behind his head, and randomly diverted the question, "We've also slept a lot. This is the first time in the wilderness."
"What did you say?" Su Lian had a bad premonition in his heart, so he interrupted in time, "Don't talk about coquettishness."
Chi Wang glanced at him with a sullen expression, and said honestly, "Mr. Su, my thoughts are really impure, I just express my excitement and excitement for a moment," So what am I going to say?"
Su Lian moved his head back with a blank expression: "...Nothing."
"Oh, I don't believe it, something strange must have flashed through my mind."
"I've said it all, believe it or not."
For a while, I quarreled a few times, but I don't know who didn't say anything, and the atmosphere was quiet for a second.
Su Lian sighed and self-examined: "Am I a difficult person to serve, saying that I'm not good-looking, not considerate or gentle, and I have thorns all over my body, and I will pierce anyone I see."
" hard-mouthed, soft-hearted, kind-hearted. He refuses to say anything, and secretly does a lot of things. Mr. Su, to be honest, did you fall in love with me at first sight, and gave me health care the first time I came back to school? paste?"
Going back to the past, Chi Wang raised the corners of his mouth slightly, always feeling that in the details of the past, he could spy some clues.
Su Lian blushed for a moment, then defended in a low voice: "How is it possible, don't put gold on your face."
He covered his head, pulled the sleeping bag to his chin, and quickly closed his eyes with a cold, isolated expression: "I'm sleeping, good night."
Shy and shy, Cool Brother's face is thin.
Ever since he understood his intentions, he has never shared a bed with Su Lian again. Ji's mood was completely different, Chi Wan was not sleepy, and he couldn't take his eyes away when he stared at him.
The vision in the tent was dim, and only a vague outline could be seen. His fingertips lightly brushed Su Lian's cheeks, for fear of being disturbed, and fell on the soft hair, the fine strands of hair wrapped around his fingers. tip.
He was quite good when he fell asleep, motionless, only a faint sound of breathing came out very calmly.
Chi Wang Xin said, "I have a big heart, and I just believe that I can sit still and be a righteous gentleman.
Looking down on the lightly colored lips, it looks thin and soft, and it probably feels good to the touch.
If you kiss...
As soon as this thought came out, his mouth became dry in an instant, and a fire quickly burst into his heart.
He rolled his throat restrainedly, reminding him repeatedly.
Throwing away the charming thoughts in his mind, Chi Li lowered the brightness of the screen and slid the phone sideways at will. edited, changed the WeChat name to : wishful thinking .
I also shared a late-night love song with the circle of friends, with the text: Infatuation , it will always come true.
There are a lot of owls in the middle of the night. This ambiguous state instantly aroused onlookers, and comments rushed out:
[Suppressing clouds in the middle of the night, is there any situation? ]
[Have a crush on the lord? tsk, strange]
[Did you fall in love with someone you can't get? Even the arrogant wrote a humble mood]
[At first glance, he was hurt by love.... It's okay, the next one is more obedient]
[Since it's delusional, stop dreaming, wash and sleep early]
[Happy belated life! Which sister is so heartbroken that she has to stab her with a knife in her life]
Chi Wang stared at those messy speculations, and without returning one by one, quit the circle of friends.
The phone vibrated and received a private message from Gu Anjiu: Failed? ? Touch your head, don't cry, this result is inevitable, my brother has already guessed it
[Infatuation ]: No failure
[999Smart]: Damn it! Brother Lian agreed! Straight men can bend and bend! Niubi!
[Infatuated ]: I didn't agree
[999, Ji Ling]: I said, can you stop being like squeezing toothpaste, what's the situation now, is it a spare tire?
[Wishful thinking]: ... Can't it be that the family needs to think about it? Brain flooded?
[Jiujiu Ji Ling]: Oh, yes, after all, a man suddenly came to confess, I think it's light if he didn't beat him
Chi Li sighed lightly and typed happily: He was reluctant to beat me
Obviously, Gu Anjiu was so disgusted by this sentence that he sent ten vomiting emojis in a row: So after confessing, he went home?
[Wishful thinking]: No, I bought a tent on the mountain, and we slept together.
[999Smart]: ….. moving so fast?
[Infatuation ]: Pure, take a nap, thank you
[Jiujiu Jiujing]: It's a world that straight men don't understand. Then, I wish you a good night's sleep?
Chi Huang was speechless, and was about to respond when the sleeping bag next to him moved slightly.
He turned off the light of the phone screen, looked sideways, and adjusted the sleeping bag that was torn apart for him.
As if feeling the warmth of his palm, Su Lian turned his head slightly, rubbed lightly on his cheek, pressed his wrist to find a comfortable position, and continued to fall asleep.
Chi Wang stared at the sleeping bag in his hands, thinking that he was really defenseless when he fell asleep. Could it be that Su Lian could act like a spoiled child if anyone stretched out his hand?
Afraid of waking him up, he kept this awkward movement, leaning sideways and staring at him for a few hours.
I don't know when, the sleepiness struck, so slowly closed eyes and fell asleep.
It was early in the morning on the mountain, Su Lian felt a ray of light falling on his eyelids, making him dizzy.
He frowned and opened his eyes, only to see the eyelashes close to him, so close that he could clearly see the distinct eyelashes.
Why did he fall asleep again? He looked up at the top in a bit of confusion, and then he got up without a car, and he couldn't get down to the top of the mountain.
His head rested on Chi Li's palm, which had been pressed all night, and when he moved away, he found that there were deep and shallow red marks on it, mottled.
While Su Lian crawled out of the sleeping bag, he asked, is this stupid?
After waiting patiently for a while, seeing that he still hadn't woken up, Su Lianfang called him softly: "Chiliang, wake up, it's time to get up."
"Sleepy." Chi Wu responded lazily, without opening his eyes, he raised his hand and dragged him into his arms, wrapping his limbs like a pillow.
Su Lian: "..."
Really sleep or pretend to be asleep, I suspect that I'm playing a hooligan.
"Get up, go home and get some sleep again." Su Lian struggled to breathe, pinched his neck and struggled to communicate with a drowsy man.
Chi Li hadn't slept well last night, and his posture was stiff until the middle of the night, yawning and confused: "The alarm clock hasn't gone off yet, I can't afford it."
Not understanding, Su Lian frowned: "What alarm clock?"
After a few seconds, Chi Wang sighed back: " Teacher Su's horn is broken, and it didn't sound today."
"Wild Country Ridge, where can I go to find a loudspeaker?" Su Lian was so tortured that he lost his temper, and patiently said, "We are on the mountain, and we don't have that kind of thing."
Chi was lying, closing his eyes and refusing to open: "Then I can't bear to hear the horn not ringing when I'm half asleep again."
There was a rustling noise from outside the tent, and from time to time shadows swayed past, and occasionally there were voices from the side, through a thin layer of fabric, Su Lian was hugged by him, always feel a little guilty.
But this guy's eyes were closed, he was wrapped in a sleeping bag and pretended to be dead, and he didn't know how long he would stay in bed.
Su Lian didn't know what to do, cleared his throat, pressed his ear, and reminisced about the content of the morning.
"I thought about myself three times. Did you study today? Did you exercise today? Did you go to bed and get up early today?"
"Don't be lazy, don't be depraved, don't be greedy for pleasure, get up and go to school quickly."
It was different from the usual mechanically indifferent electronic sounds. The sound was very soft and soft, with a breath that seemed to be absent, sweeping past the ear like a feather, making it numb all over.
Chi Lang suddenly opened his eyes and stared at the scorpion in his arms in astonishment, his arms still lying across the very thin waist. The two pairs of eyes looked at each other, and the confused consciousness instantly became clear.
His eyes fell on Su Lian's white earlobes, which were slightly red, and the color spread to his cheeks, like he was shy.
Su Lian supported his chest in an awkward posture: "Wake up, let me go."
After reacting for several seconds, Chi Huang realized what Su Lian had just done, and the meaning in his eyes became heavier and heavier.
Fuck, meat is called early service, how can it be so cute, it really sucks.
He tilted his head slightly, closed his eyes again, and pressed Su Lian's head with his palm to his ear. I don't know what quickly rubbed my neck and felt a warm feeling.
"I'm so sleepy, I have to take Teacher Su again to get up."
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