Chi Li untied the scarf from around his neck, and wrapped the other end around Su Lian's neck.

Under the moonlight, a young boy's nose was entwined, forming a very light mist in the cold air, and when he opened and closed his mouth, it was about an inch further, and it was about to touch.

It's too close, you can see the curvature of the eyelashes clearly, and hear the restrained heartbeat, as if the unbridled calmness of reason is unbroken.

Su Lian felt that the exposed back of the neck between the scarf and the collar was lightly pinched, and the skin was so hot that it was about to catch fire.

‌To Chi Li's eyes, obviously he was drinking tonight, but he seemed to have fallen into a little drunkenness, and each other's emotions were a little out of control.

Chi Wang approached slowly, and when he was about to touch him, there was a sound of turning over from the back room.

Su Lian was startled suddenly, subconsciously tilted his head, and the kiss landed on the earlobe, which was amazingly hot.

"My dad's here." Su Lian's chest heaved and his voice was hoarse, barely making a sound.

It's been a long time since I've been close, even if it's just a little bit closer, I feel my heartbeat is so fast that I'm going to lose control.

Chi Wang bowed his head slightly, and smiled close to the ear: "It's so late, my uncle still doesn't sleep, it's bad for me."

 pursed his lips, and his face still had the same touch as before, very soft and very hot.

"Forget it, let's go." Su Lian stretched out his hand to hold the person, and with what strength, he just pushed the person into the alley.

"So shy, what should I do in the future." Chi Wang sighed lightly, grabbed the wrist, and rubbed the person into his arms again, "I see that you are in a bad mood."

Being firmly hugged into the black coat, it seemed like a soul that had been floating all night, and finally fell to the ground.

Su Lian's hand was hanging in the air, hesitating for a few seconds before slowly closing it and hugging Chi Wang back.

The alley fell into silence again, except for the sound of wind, trees and heartbeats, couldn't hear anything.

"Why are you calling me back?" Chi Wang asked in a low voice.

Su Lian still had the last bit of reason, and he said, "I want to remind you to be careful on the road."

Chi Wang insisted: "You just said "Happy Christmas Eve, but now it's changed again?"

‌It seemed that he had vaguely touched Su Lian's anxiety, but he didn't want to back down. Su Lian's personality is too sensitive, and a slight touch will push the distance that they finally pulled apart again.

‌‌ is willing to spend time tangling with ‌ this, but the atmosphere is so good tonight, and suddenly I am greedy and want more.

I want to walk into the desolate heart and plant a rose that will never wither.

"Chiliang, I can't describe how I feel right now, but..." Su Lian hugged her tighter, as if on a cold winter night, she needed to wear a sweater over her head. The  ‌ temperature, in order to keep warm.

 took a breath, and then said with difficulty: "But , I'm really working hard."

Chi Huang felt that his heart was lightly stabbed, and the soreness was sore: "Okay, I see, I'm too impatient."

"I'm sorry." A thick mist formed in Su Lian's eyes, and the emotions that he had managed to suppress just now surged again.

After experiencing this change tonight, I told myself repeatedly, don't think too much, learn to cherish people.

But every time after persuading myself, the fear and helplessness of the future is still unavoidable.

 Struggling with all kinds of emotions, pulling repeatedly, will be torn in half.

When went back in time, the pain in heart was even more unpleasant, but now feel the pain and can hardly breathe.

What should do if can't go back to Chili lying there today and can't go back.

The person holding his eyes was warm, but he had touched Chi Huang's extremely cold, conscious body.

Su Lian didn't dare to think about it, and he didn't want to think about it.

Chi Wang rubbed his head and whispered, "Don't say sorry, I don't like listening to it."

"Okay, I won't say it anymore." Su Lian lowered his head and rubbed lightly on his shoulder.

"Will you go to bed early, I'll watch you go in and then go." Chi Huang took off the scarf from his neck and wrapped it all around his neck, "Lend it to me and return it to me on Monday."

Su Lian nodded, the scarf covered his pointed chin, and his voice was scattered in the wind: "Okay, then I'll go in, you hurry back."

"Well, good night." Chi Wang leaned against the door, watching the door open, the shadows in the room shook out for a moment, and then slowly closed again.

Su Lian raised his hand and touched the scarf around his neck. The temperature left by Chi Wang remained on his face.

With his back against the door, he slowly squatted down and threw himself into the endless darkness.

In the next few days, Chi Huang found that Su Lian seemed to be hiding, and it was very obvious that Su Lian was acting, only when his limbs touched, he would quietly move away a little distance.

I don't know because of the almost kiss that night, or because of those out of control emotions.

Chi Wanjue didn't have a solution, but he didn't dare to ask any more questions.

‌People seem to be carefully maintaining their relationship with each other, and no one dares to touch that sensitive boundary again.

I took off the couple's bracelet, which was only one pair, and hid it in the heavy winter clothes. Occasionally, when raised wrist when was doing a question, a piece of silver would be exposed, and Chi Li would feel at ease again.

Thinking about it, Su Lian only needs a little more time.

On New Year's Day, there is a day of performances for all grades. After the afternoon class, the sophomore students entered the auditorium one after another, sat down next to each other according to their class positions, and waited to watch the cultural performances of each class. .

Chi Wang sat down next to Su Lian, touched his cold wrist with his fingers, and asked in a low voice, "Are you nervous? We are in the fifth field."

"Don't be nervous, just treat everyone as a radish in the field." Su Lian raised his eyes and looked calm.

Chi Wan was overjoyed: "This is a human being, and my classmates will want to cry when they hear it."

Gu Anjiu leaned over his head and lowered his voice: "I just took a peek at the group, and many people in their grades have passed. Did you see the group of girls standing at the back of the auditorium? ‌Mom‌‌Look at the two of you."

Su Lian turned his head slightly, met the excited girls, and looked back: "What can we see?"

"You don't understand the joy of their CCP-playing. When the main actor performs together, there is no need to round up. This is really a wedding scene." Gu Anjiu has been in the group for a long time, and the fan circle has a set of small words, "I saw someone I also took professional filming equipment, which is really awesome.”

Su Lian snorted and answered.

‌Looking at ‌Fang, the first program was a boring sketch, and was too concerned about what it said.

There were sparse laughter from all around, showing that the whole scene was even more embarrassing, and Su Lian couldn't laugh.

Since Christmas Eve, his mood has changed and become more and more repeated. The accident of Song Jiaci was like a lead, which almost completely detonated the emotions that he wanted to suppress.

After the kiss that almost went off the rails that night, in the past few days, have almost let go of mouth several times, and wanted to ignore it, but when faced Chi Huang countless times, was hesitant to say anything.

Afraid that his unintentionally leaked liking has given hope, and then showing timidity and withdrawal is disappointing, I don't want to repeat and hurt Chiliang again and again.

No matter what, Su Lian decided to give a good performance tonight, so that he could leave the best memory of his youth to him and Chi Wang.

The show slowly progressed to the fourth group, and Li Guoqing greeted everyone to go backstage to prepare.

Comrade Li's eyes swept around the body, and he had high hopes: "I look forward to your performance, and try to get us the first time."

Chi Juan was still confident as always: "That's inevitable."

The drum set silently moved away from the right side of the stage, and a few teenagers were arranging their appearances in front of the mirror, waiting to appear.

Song Jiaci hugged Ji, her face was slightly wrinkled, and she was very nervous: "I, I want to forget the score, what should I do?"

"Relationship, I'm still here." Lin Yan held the same model of Ji, and gently plucked the strings with his fingers to adjust the pitch to the best.

"And me." Gu Anjiu held up the triangle and tapped loudly.

There was a lot of laughter, and the atmosphere was very lively.

Chi Wang let out a sigh of relief, stood on Su Lian's face, raised his hand to help him straighten his collar: "Su Lian, the horse is going into the new year, be happy and smile more."

"Well, I'll try my best to laugh." Su Lian thought that he was talking about acting, so he struggled to pull out a smile, which was even uglier than a blank face.

"The following is a performance of "You Are Not Really Happy" with a band led by classmates of Class 2 and 6 of high school, please."

The host's announcement came from his face, and before he finished speaking, the uncontrollable screams from the audience covered it directly, almost toppling the roof.

In the midst of this noise, Chi Li shook his head lightly: "I'm not talking about this, one of you chose this song, I've been thinking about it for a long time these days, and I think it's probably a good idea. The mood you want to express. No matter what happens to the two of us, no matter what worries or past you have, I want you to be happy, you know?"

When first chose this song, most of them rejected it. Although the rhythm is strong, the lyrics are too sad and not suitable for the happy atmosphere of the New Year.

But Su Lian didn't listen to it at all and insisted on choosing it. He just felt it. This song almost completely described his situation at this moment.

Those unspoken emotions towards Chi, the sweetness of the past and the pain of today, struggles and compromises, helplessness and heartbreak, are all expressed in the song.

Because can't say it, can only sing it.

Although there are many, many incommensurable memories between them, at this moment, I feel that Chi Huang completely understands his own mood.

Su Lian hummed, raised his hand to help fasten a button on the top of his shirt, and showed a sincere smile: "Okay, we're here."

The curtain opened, and five people came on the stage, ‌ standing at their respective positions.

Lin Yan and Song Jiaci stood together with Ji's back on their backs, while Gu Anjiu held a triangle and smiled brightly at the audience.

Chi Wang was sitting beside the drum with his long legs open, but he was still black and too cool.

Only this time, the quality of the shirt was changed to satin, and it was slightly moved. The clothes were close to the skin, and the strong lines could be vaguely seen, which had a very contradictory luxury and sexy.

Su Lian, dressed in white, stood still on the microphone stand in the middle of the stage, like an unreachable flower in the high mountains, refusing people thousands of miles away, arrogant and deserted.

I tucked half of the hem into the trousers, and the other half hung down on the trousers, which was loose and slouchy, adding a bit of laziness to the coldness.

The lights fell from the darkness, forming light spots one by one on the stage, and the uncontrollable screams came one after another.

The young and flying teenagers that we love are standing on the stage, dazzling like the starlight of the New Year's Eve tonight.

Su Lian turned his face to the side, and Chong Chi nodded, indicating the start.

When the music played, Chi Li raised his chin slightly, stepped on the bass drum, and at the same time simply raised his hand and struck a cymbal.

The youthful and wanton teenagers have always been the focus of attention, and a series of rhythmic drums sounded, directly pushing the quiet scene into a boom.

Su Lian let go of his former high cold, with a faint smile on his face, holding the microphone stand with one hand, bowing his head slightly, and singing softly.

The young man's voice was clear and gentle, and he was unhurried in the intense accompaniment, like a eloquent narration.

Every sentence of the lyrics is like a blunt knife stabbing the heart, slowly lingering in the heart.

After losing Chi Wang once, I really felt that I would no longer feel heartache or heartache, and completely blocked myself into an isolated world.

 couldn't explain his own closure and sadness, ‌‌ sang it completely to Chi Huang through the lyrics.

The drums are getting heavier, the singing is lighter, the movement and the silence are obviously contradictory, but they are integrated.

The people in the audience could not understand the sourness and longness of the song, but because the song was famous, they gradually followed, and the whole audience joined the chorus.

The young faces all have a melancholy smile, as if they will never be bright and grand, and only the people in the song know the twists and turns of love.

Su Lian couldn't help but looked at Chi Li who was playing drums on the right, and said slowly:

"I'm standing on your left, but it's like the Milky Way."

"Do you really hold regrets until you are old?"

"And then regret it."

The young man seemed to sense something, raised his eyes to face each other, raised a gentle smile at him, and the models of teens and twenties slowly overlapped.

At this moment, I am sure that we are all the same person, and we have changed since then.

Su Lian's eyes were intertwined with his eyes, and many past memories flashed through his mind like a flash.

I remembered the time when Chi Li died, sitting on the tombstone all day and night, looking at the photo, looking at the young and handsome face, feeling remorse and self-blame every second.

‌‌‌ and several active kisses and hugs.

‌‌‌ and make up for missed appointments for surgery.

‌‌‌ and make a delicious meal for ‌.

‌‌‌ and say a few words I love you in my ear.

Many, many possibilities, all at the moment when Chiliang's heart stopped, became eternal regrets at that time.

Since the reunion is at a young age and there are so many regrets in the past, should we boldly fall in love with each other and make up for it again?

At the moment of looking at each other now, don't know if the screaming off the field stimulated the impulse, or the content of the lyrics touched the heart, and the man's fixed gaze was too gentle.

Su Lian found out that he regretted it.

You shouldn't refuse the confession from the top of the mountain that day because of cowardice, but you should give the answer you want most on Chi Huang's birthday.

I wanted to tell Chi Huang, but never thought of a person's wishful thinking, was in love with each other, and never forgot.

 No matter what will happen in the future, how long will the life of  last, one year, three years, five years.......

‌ are willing to be braver and learn to love passionately and boldly.

The music stopped, and a rhythm was suddenly added to repeat. During the rehearsal of the previous passage, Su Lian was stunned on the stage.

Chi Wang stopped playing the drums, everything was silent, the audience was quiet, the silence seemed to be able to hear the heartbeat of a young boy because of his youthful love.

Chi Juan put the drum stick aside, picked up the microphone next to him, and the next second, a low voice came out, a cappella singing:

"You deserve real happiness, and you should take off the protective color you're wearing."

"Why do you have to be punished for losing it?"

"Can the grief all end at this moment?"

"Start loving again."

Su Liancong didn't know that Chi Wang sang so nicely, and the subwoofer's voice sounded like a whisper.

Not having time to take into account the reaction of the audience, watching Chi Wang getting closer and closer to him, his eyes were foggy and sour, almost to the point of tears.

It is true that they are using their suffering to punish themselves and Chiliang. They have done everything wrong. They only lost each other because of the tricks of fate, but because of this sad past, they lost each other. torment.

The screams from the audience almost drowned out the sound of the microphone. Su Lianxiao looked at him with tears in his eyes. At this moment, all the torture was finally relieved.

‌We are still young, as long as we love each other bravely, we can conquer everything.

The sound of the music gradually subsided, Lin Yan quickly fiddled with a few notes, and started a new accompaniment, which seamlessly connected with the one.

Chi Juan and Su Lian stood side by side and sang the last new line:

"I meet you, the source, the providence or the destiny."

"Happiness, sorrow and joy have been dragged around by you from now on."

"Happiness and sadness are hidden in your eyes, I can't figure it out, but it's related."

"Just stand there and wait for me to walk towards you."

The voice is extremely warm, and the lyrics contain four-character confessions. Witnessed by nearly a thousand people, they almost express their love directly.

Su Lian thought, this gentle and hot Chili, probably people in the world can refuse.

The chasing light fell on Chi Wang's body, and the whole body seemed to be glowing, not the moon, but the dazzling and warm sun.

Teenagers are always on the rampage, brave and fearless, and they boldly write their favorite words into the lyrics and sing them to the teenagers they like.

At the end of the song, the lights came on, the curtain ended, and the audience cheered.

In order to conceal the youthful love of the youth, the five teenagers stood in a row, holding hands like a joke, and bowed deeply to the audience.

Su Lian and Chi Huang were finally held together under the gazes of everyone, with thin layers of sweat on their palms.

The applause from the audience was warm and long, very much like the blessings of a full house of friends at the wedding they had imagined.

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We have fallen in love, experienced hardship, loved and hated, and lost. Going around in circles, we meet again when we are young, but one is deeply affectionate and the other is unforgettable.

The curtain fell, and he exited the stage with a smile.

Su Lian clenched his still entangled hands, his chest was full of emotions, like he was about to explode, but his mind went blank.

 Without saying a word, he turned around and dragged Chi Wang out of the backstage, and hid sideways into the dim aisle beside the auditorium.

The long corridor was empty and silent, and the afterglow of the evening drew a long shadow of a young man.

Chi Li leaned his back against the wall, lowered his eyes slightly, and couldn't hide the love in his eyes: "Su Lian, did you just hear the lyrics, I want to tell you on any occasion, I like..."

Before he finished speaking, his lips were sealed with a warm kiss, and there was no lingering sound.

Su Lian thought to himself, maybe it was fate with Chi Wangzhen.

‌In the first world, they made a private life in the New Year's bell, and in this life, they kissed tenderly in the New Year's Eve celebration.

 rashly  kissed the corner of Chi Li's lips, and whispered in a trembling temptation: "Brother Chi, I like you. It's too late to respond, it's been a long wait."

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