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    All the voices in my ears disappeared, leaving only that sentence echoing in my heart for a long time.

    Chi Yan turned back, and across the long stairs, the two looked at each other quietly.

    It took a long time for him to speak, his voice hoarse: "You mean, you keep saying that the ex is me? Or, it's me in the future?"

    Su Lian stood at the top of the stairs and nodded lightly: "It's you, I love you from beginning to end, only you."

    Chi Wang's heart was so chaotic that his brain seemed to be empty. He wanted to ask too many questions, but all of them were stuck in his throat, making unnecessary noises.

    Time passed by one minute and one second, the taxi driver had called three times in a row to urge him, and the vibration stopped.

    Chi Huang held the phone, his fingertips were white: "When we finish solving your father's affairs, we will talk slowly."

    "Okay, it's raining today, be careful." Su Lian smiled lightly, relieved.

    Chi Wang turned around, hurried into the rain, and got into the long-awaited taxi.

    His clothes were half-drenched from the rain, and he carelessly tucked his wet hair back into his head, his mind full of Su Lian's confession.

    If really had a four-year relationship with Su Lian in the future, why did Su Lian want to travel back.

    Chi Wang frowned and suddenly remembered the conversation about his ex, Su Lian said, because of lung cancer, he left very young.

    His knuckles clenched suddenly. Did he die for himself in the future?

    Since they met for the first time, the two clearly knew each other, but Su Lian still asked him to smoke.

    On the first day of the transfer, he brought himself a cup of strange health-care paste.

    ‌To force him to do exercises, exercise, go to bed early and get up early, give him a peace talisman, and talk about health and safety every day.

    Those inexplicable actions in the past have all found their reasons.

    I finally understand why look so sad every time sing, eyes always reveal the sadness that cannot be concealed, and those obscure lyrics, word by word, he really understands them when he is there. meaning.

    After the confession, he panicked and kept saying that he was afraid of repeating the same mistakes. With those struggles and safety, Chi Huang only fully understood at this moment.

    Chi Li leaned his head up on the back of the seat, raised his hand and wiped his face, feeling his fingers control the trembling.

    Just how strong is Su Lian that only one person has resisted all these things.

    He was thinking about doubting the authenticity of Transmigration again, and he was full of heartache for that person.

    I used to feel distressed that he experienced such a heavy trauma at a young age, but never thought that the person who caused him harm was actually himself.

    Then Su Lian was facing the ten-year-old Chi Wang again, what kind of heart did he have at the beginning?

    After dating for a long time, the lover has become unfamiliar, and it is probably necessary to hide those sorrows and get closer little by little.

    Chi Huang recalled the time when he first met, Su Lian's actions that wanted to get closer and pretended to be indifferent, just brought in a little bit, and his heart hurt badly.

    The master in front saw the person in the back seat from the rearview mirror, and asked with concern, "Are you comfortable? Do you need to drive slower?"

    "Need, it's getting better and better." Chi Wang straightened up and glanced at the time on the screen, it was still too late.

    It was raining today, and it started to get a little congested when got on the elevated road. Chi Wang anxiously looked at the clock frequently, for fear of missing out.

    Slowly surging in the traffic, when we arrived at the entrance of the alley, happened to bump into Su Huasheng pushing a motorcycle out.

    Su Huasheng raised his chin and said hello, "Xiao Su is here."

    Chi Wang strode forward, panting: "I'm looking for him, I'm looking for you, uncle, I have something I want to talk about."

    "Late later, I have to go out when I have something to do." Su Huasheng frowned and moved a few meters away from his motorcycle.

    Chi Wang suddenly grabbed the motorcycle, put his palm on the front of the car, and said in a tougher tone, "Go away."

    "Both of you took the wrong medicine today? Let me go out, what's the trick?" Su Huasheng was speechless when he thought of the phone call just now.

    "Anyway, you went out today. I really have something important to talk about."

    "I'll give you five minutes, hurry up."

    "..." Chi Yan got stuck, and thought about Su Lian on the way, forgetting to find a good way.

    ‌At the moment of grinding the gun, my mind went blank.

    Su Huasheng was helpless, slightly propped up his motorcycle, raised his eyes and looked at the person: "I want you to say that you are hesitant to speak, what do you want?"

    "I want to talk to you on the premise of getting married." Chi Wang blurted out.

    Su Huasheng: "?"

    Are you alright? Haven't graduated from high school, are you talking about marriage with me?

    Chi Wang opened his mouth and added: "It just so happens that Su Lian is here, let's have a formal conversation, just the two of us."

    "I remember correctly, it's only been half a month since you and I came out of the closet last time." Su Huasheng looked at him lightly, his expression gradually confused.

    "Yes, but I think it was sincere enough last time." Chi Huang nodded and emphasized, "I think I need to formally tell you about my future plans."

    Su Huasheng said slowly: "It's very clear, I didn't stop the two of you from falling in love, you should express your position in a hurry."

    Why is this father so difficult to deal with, Chi Huang feels extremely tired.

    The task that Su Lian gave him was too difficult, but dragging people to live, according to the original words, would lead to an accident, and it must be done.

    Chi Huang lowered his head and pretended to be pitiful: "Then I will talk to you about how to get along with Xiao Su. I think I know him very well."

    Su Huasheng was completely speechless: "You asked me to teach you to fall in love with my son?"

    "Is that okay? You recognize me anyway. If I'm nice to him, shouldn't you be happy?" Chi Huang felt that his logic was smooth, and he became smoother, "Yes, Let's talk about it."

    "I still have a list to run." Su Huasheng raised his phone, "I'll be here again, next time."

    Chi Wang rolled his throat and said forcefully, "Cancel it, I'll accompany you how much."

    Su Hua smiled angrily: "Anyway, you just let me go?"

    "Well, it must be today." Chi Yan nodded and helped drag the motorcycle to the , "You should take a day off, and our grandfathers can chat casually."

    Su Huasheng rolled his eyes at him, who are you and your grandfather.

    Feeling helpless, the two walked back down the alley and sat on the sofa, staring at each other.

    Su Huasheng helped him pour a glass of water and put it in front of him with a bang: "Let's talk."

    The glass collided with the tea, making a crisp sound, and the indoor atmosphere gradually became awkward.

    "Just, what does he usually like?" Without writing the draft in advance, Chi Huang was in trouble.

    Su Huasheng almost knocked over the water: "You said this, you still say you like him?"

    Chi wanted to slap him, thinking that if the chat collapsed, people would keep him, and the two of them fell in love to the end of the universe.

    He sat upright and nodded slightly: "Okay, I actually know him quite well, and I know what he likes. I'm here today to tell you that he really loves you, even though his mouth is open.  said, the heart is always thinking about it."

    Su Huasheng was stunned for a moment and didn't speak again.

    "Su Lian is your relative. If something happens to you, he will be very sad. Today we want you to go out, because the weather is good, it is easy to have an accident, and it is also an accident. I'm worried." Chi Wang mixed the truth and the false, and told the story in various places.

    Su Huasheng was silent for a while before he said, "But it's raining a lot."

    Chi Li: "..."

    How could you follow the fanciful script? It's really terrible.

    While responding randomly, he took out his mobile phone and sent a message to Su Lian: How long do you have, hold on?

    [su]: Just finished recording the score, I was taking a taxi back home

    [Delusional Daji]: Your dad is so hard to talk to, I want to die

    [su]: Endure another 40 minutes

    [Delusional Daji]: …….You still let me die

    [su]: Don't talk about death

    [Delusional Daji]: I was wrong, withdraw withdraw

    Su Huasheng caught a glimpse of the action and knocked on the table: "You want to chat with me, and are you sending messages there again?"

    Chi Wang smiled embarrassedly and pressed the lock screen: "Well, in fact, if you want to say that, this is it. Although the rain is heavy, but the car is slippery, so I will stay here today. Bar."

    He admitted that he was fairly good at chatting, and faced with an enhanced version of the middle-aged cool guy, there was nothing he could do.

    The two sat in the gradually darkened living room, staring wide-eyed, but no one made a sound.

    Chi Wang rolled up his sleeves and got up, looking for a job for himself: "I want to go, I'm going to cook, it's almost time for dinner."

    "Well, let's go, there's the kitchen over there." Su Huasheng probably felt embarrassed too, and responded quickly.

    Entering the kitchen, Chi Li finally relieved a bit of embarrassment. He was holding the ingredients, looking at the living room from time to time, for fear of people slipping away.

    After the stir-fry was ready for two, finally there was noise coming into the house from outside.

    Chi Juan turned around and said hello, "Susu is back."

    "Well, it's raining heavily outside, I didn't hold an umbrella." Su Lian heaved a long sigh of relief when he saw Su Huasheng sitting on the sofa and watching the video in good condition.

    Su Huasheng glanced at him and hesitated.

    "Don't blame Chi Li, I'll let him come." Su Lian raised his eyes and glanced at the gloomy sky, the dark clouds were rolling, and the rain was pouring like a note.

    Su Huasheng was amused: "He is very funny. He insisted on having a formal conversation with me."

    Su Lian raised the corners of his mouth, thinking that this time it was really embarrassing.

    He went into the bedroom to change into dry clothes, got into the kitchen, and looked at the busy figure, and suddenly felt very at ease.

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    If it was said that the scene of repairing the car last time gave him a lot of throbbing, it was even more so at this time.

    Nothing is more important than that everything is going smoothly.

    He walked over slowly, put his hand around Chi Wang's waist, put his chin on his shoulder, and said in a muffled voice, "It's hard for you today."

    "Why are you so sticky all of a sudden? Afraid your dad sees it?" Chi Xuan still had a shovel in his hand, so he couldn't respond, he just laughed lightly.

    Su Lian didn't speak any more, just quietly hugged the person, the person took a step, he took a step.

    After Fang Caichi left, his mind was also in a mess, and he almost lost the wrong score so many times.

    But Chi Wang was still calm, and his reaction made him feel at ease. This man was obviously only in his teens, and he was too calm.

    Enough to have a lover like this, he felt that it was really worth the trouble to travel back.

    If it weren't for such a miracle, maybe I would have been lonely and tormented by now, and I would be dying.

    There is no point in living, and when you are no longer attached to this world, it is like dying.

    He originally planned to resign from the hospital after spending seven days in the cemetery, and then go back to kill him.

    Fortunately, met that master, and changed sadness little by little and turned it around.

    A lot of thoughts were pressing in his heart, Su Lian was worried that Su Huasheng was still outside, and pressed back abruptly: "I told you that you can cook too."

    "Do you need me to repeat it? You brother Chi can do everything except bad habits." Chi Wang turned off the fire and turned the pot, and filled a plate full of them.

    Su Lian sighed and helped serve the dishes: "Then you are awesome."

    Seeing the sumptuous dinner, Su Huasheng was a little surprised: "I didn't expect you, a rich boy, to have this level."

    "Yeah, I think I'm still a good boyfriend." Chi Juan put down his rolled up cuffs and sat down next to Su Lian.

    There are more people, and the atmosphere is not as embarrassing as the afternoon.

    The three were eating and chatting, time passed slowly, and all the dishes were swept away.

    The two young couples were sitting opposite each other, and Su Huasheng said quite nervously, "It's a holiday, are you two going out on a date?"

    "It seems that the rain has stopped outside." Su Lian glanced out the window and said vigilantly, "The two of us will just leave on the front foot, and you will go out to run the business on the back foot, right?"

    "I went out. You've been tossing about for a long time. What am I going to do?" Su Huasheng squeezed the remote control and pressed the channel, "I'm just staying here, so don't worry about me."

    Chi Wu followed the vine and quickly responded, "Okay, Dad."

    He shouted quite smoothly, as if he had practiced thousands of times in his heart.

    "What are you screaming about?" Su Lian looked coldly and kicked his calf, his eyes threatening.

    "Shut the mouth and mouth, good uncle, then we'll go." Chi Wang frowned and endured the crit just now, and stretched out his hand to hook the person and walked out the door.

    When the door was closed, Su Lian loosely took him by the hand and walked into the alley, but no one spoke.

    In the afternoon, this matter was tossed and turned, and never caught the space to continue the previous topic. Suddenly, the two of them were alone. For a while, they said where to start.

    Chi Wang tickled the palm of his hand, and slowly opened his mouth: "You said we've been together for four years?"

    "To be precise, it's four and a half years. You said it was a coincidence. We were also together on New Year's Eve at that time. In 2021, we counted down together in the capital and kissed." Su Lian Looking up at him, his eyes were full of love, "According to what you said before, yes, we are probably fate."

    Chi Wang's heart twitched slightly, and he said in a low voice, "Is that a coincidence?"

    Su Lian nodded and said, "Well, it's just a coincidence. It's probably to make up for the shortcomings. It's all over again."

    "Then, how did the two of us know each other?" Chi Wang was curious.

    Su Lian's heart suddenly hurt, Su Lian loosened his brows, and said lightly: ""Because that day is my twentieth birthday, my dad was originally here to help me celebrate my birthday, but it was raining heavily, and I died in a car accident on the road. I was about to jump off the building, you passed by and saved me."

    In a short and concise sentence, the sadness has been said clearly.

    His tone was very calm, as if he was telling a stranger's past, but his words smashed into Chi Wang's heart, and his heart was even more sour.

    The two people who were close to him left him one after another, and no matter how strong they were, they would probably have suffered such a blow.

    Chi Wang turned around, raised his hand and hugged the person into his arms, as if to rub into his body.

    He said in a hoarse voice, "Susu, how did you survive all these years?"

    "Brother Chi, it's all over." Su Lian comforted him softly, "I am very happy that you are all doing well."

    Chi Wang hugged him even tighter: "Those bad things will happen this time. Your dad and I will always be by your side."

    Su Lian blinked and trembled slightly: "But I will still be afraid, when you are twenty-five years old..."

    He swallowed the rest of the words, and he dared to say the two words of death.

    It was like a nightmare, lingering in the heart for a long time, making people feel at peace.

    "Yes, I will do what you said, quit smoking and drinking, exercise well, I will take good care of myself, and check regularly." Chi Wang was a little anxious, and stopped after a series of words. Out of the way, "Don't worry, okay?"

    He understood Su Lian's fear, that time was like a ticking time bomb that would explode at the right time.

    I finally understood that Su Lian was going to write a love diary, so he had already made preparations to leave at any time.

    This feeling of powerlessness is getting bigger and bigger, and there is no other way than to comfort him in words.

    Su Lian snorted, staring at the man with burning eyes, looking at him with a distressed face: "It's good to tell you all these things."

    Originally, he had a bitterness that he wanted to pour out, but it seemed that it was more important now, and Chi Wang was willing to believe him, and that was enough.

    Chi Wang raised his hand and rubbed his cheek, and asked softly, "Will I live well in the future? I mean, before I die."

    Su Lianyan has tears and endless tenderness: "I live well, I have won many awards, the company has done well, and I have made a lot of money. The future is bright and splendid."

    "That's great."

    "Which is good?"

    Chi Wang lowered his eyes and smiled and said, "I can give you the best life in the future, so I can rest assured. I'm very afraid that you will be wronged."

    "No, you are very kind to me, you are very gentle and mature, and you have given me a lot of love." Su Lian blinked, her eyes turning red.

    Chi Wang's heart was filled with sourness, so many memories, but he was completely lost.

    He really wanted to talk about the details of his relationship with Su Lian, how to be ambiguous, how to kiss, how to live every day, but for himself, those things have become nothing.

    This feeling, up and down, is very uncomfortable.

    Chi Wang pursed his lips, and said helplessly: "If only I had those memories, it would be great. I will only leave you alone in those memories. I will bear with it."

    "But there's no way, that's all in the future." Su Lian sighed slightly, "If you want to, I can tell you later."

    The two looked at each other for a few seconds, the breeze was blowing, and the atmosphere was just right, Chi Li suddenly cursed in a low voice.

    Su Lian: "?"

    "I scolded your ex for being an idiot before. Does this count as scolding yourself?" Thinking of this, Chi Huang was completely speechless.

    The atmosphere was broken for a second, and Su Lian followed with a laugh: "Well, that's all, you're still madly eating your own vinegar."

    Chi Wang's expression cracked: "..."

    Don't talk about it, you want face.

    However, Su Lian was willing to let him go, and said one by one, "I gave someone else the surname Chi, and even beat them up."

    Chi Li: "..."

    "It's said that the moles on your lower abdomen are in the same position, you have to remove them."

    "..."

    "I'm so angry, I'm jealous that my ex taught me to kiss."

    "..."

    "It's still too fierce, gritted his teeth and asked me, besides kissing, what else did you do?"

    The sudden and anti-soul combo is like a thunderous strike.

    At this moment, Chi Huang really wanted to find a crack in the ground to get in. Those foolish people who were flying jealous, probably Su Lianxin was so happy to do it, that he made fun of himself over and over again.

    It's really shameful, but who would have thought, this is a fucking drama.

    Chi Li raised his hand to cover his face, then quickly let go of his hand, squinting and asked, "Wait, what else have you done?"

    Su Lian blinked a little ambiguously, and his tone was calm and calm: "What do you think? What do you think you are doing in the same bed for four years?"

    Chi Wang lowered his eyes, his eyes fell on the face that was watching a good show, and his heart was mixed.

     Dao Su Lian has never fallen in love with anyone else. He is really happy and resentful.

    At this moment, he was quite jealous, and he was in his twenties.

    Seeing someone talking, Su Lian pressed his ear against his ear and added a knife with a smile: "Brother Yi, guess why I blushed at that time."

    "Fuck." Chi Huang pinched his chin and said angrily, "I'm really jealous, why should I?"

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