This page looks best with JavaScript enabled
page 51
Gu Yaoyang has always been sensitive to sound. As soon as he closed his eyes, he heard the door next door open. He thought that Lin Yuyan was going to the toilet, and then heard the sound of "crashing", as if he was about to take a shower.
Didn't you wash it once when you came back? And it's half past twelve, what are you going to do?
Gu Yaoyang thought about it for a while, but didn't intend to control him, it was a bit hard to lie on the bed with an unlit cigarette. It's too difficult to quit smoking, but he has been keeping three or four sticks a day recently, so he should be still obedient, right?
Thinking of Lin Yuyan's expression of being in charge of everything, the corners of his mouth twitched, and just as he was about to throw the cigarette away, he heard someone coming out of the bathroom and knocking on his door.
"Is something wrong?" Gu Yaoyang opened the door, and a strong aroma rushed towards him. There was no perfume at home, except for the soap, which was the shower gel brought by Lin Yuyan himself. The pile of oranges was so choked that Gu Yaoyang narrowed his eyes, hugged his chest and looked at the person in front of him.
Lin Yuyan's hair was wet, his face was a little red, and he was wearing the black shirt that was taken away from Gu Yaoyang a few days ago. Before the shirt was used as a change of pajamas, it was loose and loose on the body. Today, I deliberately unbuttoned two buttons to reveal the protruding collarbone. I don't know if I'm wearing it or not, but I can only see two thin white legs and bare feet that fall on the floor. The toes are pink and white, moving around unconsciously.
He wore it like this before, but the neckline was tight, completely different from today's style of painting.
"You, you haven't slept yet?" Lin Yuyan poked his head and looked into the bedroom.
Gu Yaoyang asked back, "Why haven't you slept yet?"
Lin Yuyan thought for a while, then lowered his head and said, "I, I'm a little cold."
"Cold?" Gu Yaoyang raised his eyes, just saw the thermometer fixed on the wall, raised his chin and said, "It's 28 degrees indoors."
"Ah?" Lin Yuyan turned his head. After living for so many days, he didn't realize that there was such a thing on the wall. He coughed lightly and changed his excuse, "Well, then I'm a little scared." Squeeze, Gu Yaoyang blocked the door, not giving him a chance.
"What are you afraid of?"
Lin Yuyan said, "I'm afraid of the dark."
Gu Yaoyang said, "You've slept by yourself for more than ten days, and now you're starting to be afraid?"
"I just had a nightmare, suddenly, you suddenly started to be afraid, can't you?" Lin Yuyan choked his neck and almost succeeded in breaking through while taking advantage of a little bit of neutrality, but was caught by Gu Yaoyang's waist, and asked with a smile, "Tell me, prepare like this. What are you doing?"
Lin Yuyan said, "You, can't you see it?"
Gu Yaoyang said, "I can't see it."
"Don't play stupid, me, I'm so obvious."
A few days ago, was shy and blushed because of the changes in body, but today suddenly took the initiative. There must be some reason. Gu Yaoyang thought about it for a while, and guessed that it had nothing to do with what the black lady said.
So just being so confident in front of outsiders, you will be cowardly when you come back?
Gu Yaoyang knew what he was thinking, so he hugged him and threw it on the bed. As expected, Lin Yuyan was wearing nothing underneath. Sitting on the bed, he couldn't cover it, his hands stretched out his hem, and the roots of his ears turned red.
He's clearly not ready, but he's a little smashed for himself.
"Is it because the front desk said those words?" Gu Yaoyang stood at the end of the bed, his chair against the wall.
Lin Yuyan hesitated for a while, then nodded.
Gu Yaoyang raised his eyebrows, and unconsciously took out a cigarette and lit it, "So you dressed like this to seduce me, and wanted to climb into my bed ahead of time and make me responsible for you?"
Lin Yuyan blinked: "You, how do you know."
"Idiot." Gu Yaoyang exhaled a smoke ring, his voice a little hoarse.
Lin Yuyan's legs were still hanging out, and he was a little embarrassed to be exposed: "Then what should I do? I, I'm not particularly good. If you are really pursued by many people in the future, I'm afraid..."
"Lin Yuyan." Gu Yaoyang glanced at him and interrupted him by rubbing his eyebrows: "I only said this once, I hope you can find a notebook to write it down."
Lin Yuyan also knew that his behavior was not correct, but he couldn't think of a better way, so he could only listen to Gu Yaoyang with his ears pricked up.
"I want to be responsible for you, even if I just hold your hand and kiss your mouth, I will be responsible to you to the end and will love you for the rest of my life."
"But if I don't want to, even if I fuck you 10,000 times, I won't have any superfluous feelings for you."
"So you don't need to use any other means to restrain me or kidnap me, or even make yourself humble, for fear that I will be abducted by others."
"I love you now, and I will love you forever."
"Whether you are good or not, are you very good or not."
Chapter 39
Lin Yuyan listened to him in a daze, the corners of his shirt were wrinkled, Gu Yaoyang put out the cigarette, and said, "Okay, let's start."
"Open, start?"
What to start with?
"Want to default?" Gu Yaoyang raised the corner of his mouth and bullied him: "You dangling in front of me wearing this, do you think I'm dead?"
Lin Yuyan was squeezed to the corner of the bed, his small Adam's apple rolled up and down a few times, his hands were embarrassed to cover the key parts, and he blinked his big eyes, looking very nervous.
Gu Yaoyang thought that when he figured it out, he would flinch. Who would have thought that he was silent for a long time, but he took the initiative to hook his neck and asked in a low voice, "What, how to start?"
"you……"
Lin Yuyan seemed to know what he wanted to ask, and hurriedly said: "We are a normal lover relationship, isn't it normal to do this kind of thing? I admit that my original intention was not good, but since I can think of this way , it means that I want to be with you. I am willing...and willing to go to bed with you." He stammered to explain to himself: "I did this thing, not to kidnap. You or threaten you, I just want to use it... to become your closest person."
"Because I think that if you do this, you won't be robbed by others. But think about it, you're right." Lin Yuyan muttered: "It's not that you can guarantee something by doing intimate things, the most important thing is Yes, we still trust each other.”