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He pressed Gu Yaoyang's forehead and took the initiative to apologize: "I'm sorry, but I don't trust you enough, and I don't trust myself enough—?"
The voice did not fall, and the world turned around for a while. In response, Gu Yaoyang had already pressed him down, gagging his mouth. He was so abrupt every time, so scared that Lin Yuyan wouldn't kiss again. In addition, today's clothes were a bit special, and he was almost naked when he touched it, barely blocking a little useless place, and all the important parts were leaking out. Gu Yaoyang's hands didn't know what they looked like, they were rough and rough, and they held his waistline and rubbed them back and forth.
Lin Yuyan has thin skin and tender meat, he can't stand such stimulation at all, plus he is afraid of pain and ticklish, he hides while crying and laughing. Gu Yaoyang's shoulders "giggled", and before he could laugh enough, the corner of his mouth was tucked in response to the eager kiss.
All this is logical, Lin Yuyan seemed to have forgotten what he was here for, until he slowly raised his head while rubbing against Gu Yaoyang's sports pajamas somewhere, his eyes widened, as if facing a great enemy.
He wasn't ready at all, and just on a whim, he climbed into his boyfriend's bed.
Gu Yaoyang knew this was the result long ago. He was full of bad water and intensified, biting at his neck in revenge. The movements of his hands were even more daring, sliding all the way down the waistline. .
Lin Yuyan was like a piece of fish on a chopping board, hiding and unable to dodge, unable to respond, his eyes reddened and his voice trembling.
"You..." Lin Yuyan flinched instantly. Gu Yaoyang half-squinted his eyes and raised his head from his red-scarred neck, and asked, "What's wrong with me?"
His tone was no different from the usual chat, except that his voice was harsh and hoarse. Lazily playing with something in hand.
Lin Yuyan couldn't bear to kiss him in the usual way, not to mention that important things were being held in generous hands and played with at will.
He felt that he had become a lighter on the cabinet, trapped in Gu Yaoyang's palm, and he let him turn it on and off, rolling the pulley slowly and leisurely, but it couldn't be lit. All his consciousness was forcibly dragged away, he hummed and whimpered, and he didn't know what he was talking about. Gu Yaoyang ignored him and kept putting pressure on him with his hands. His body was like a closed body. In the case, the airflow kept expanding and rolling inside, and when it was about to burst to the top, there was a "click" sound.
It came to an abrupt end.
Lin Yuyan slowly opened his eyes, Gu Yaoyang had already stood up, with a cigarette in his mouth, which he had just lit.
He smoked a little more frequently tonight, as if he was deliberately suppressing something.
"You... where are you going?" Lin Yuyan looked embarrassed, his shirt was hanging on his body in a mess, and he was still holding on somewhere.
Gu Yaoyang admired it condescendingly for a while, then said with a smile, "Go to the bathroom."
Lin Yuyan was at a loss, "What are you doing in the bathroom?"
Gu Yaoyang raised his eyebrows, moved his five fingers and said, "Of course I will solve it myself."
"Well, what about me..." Lin Yuyan hadn't come out yet, and was stuck in the middle.
Gu Yaoyang laughed and said, "You hold it back."
Lin Yuyan was shocked: "Why, why?!"
Gu Yaoyang said, "Because you are not ready, you came to seduce me."
"I……"
"Dare you say no?"
"Yes...but..." Lin Yuyan didn't expect him to be waiting for him here, so he got dizzy with anger, got up and said, "Even if I'm not ready, you can still fuck me! "After speaking, he threw a pillow at him to express his strong dissatisfaction.
Gu Yaoyang dodged easily, waved his hand with a smile, and said politely, "Not today, come back another day."
"It's not another day, big rascal!" Lin Yuyan jumped out of bed and went back to his room, slandering in his heart that he had already reached this point, and he was even angry with him again, it was too much! Looking down at the slumped little thing, he suddenly remembered what he said just now, his face flushed red all of a sudden, and he collapsed onto the bed.
He wanted to close his eyes to sleep, but he couldn't fall asleep. He was bored and flipped through his phone. Seeing the date on it, he sighed softly.
Ten minutes later, Gu Yaoyang came out of the bathroom and glanced at the closed door opposite, thinking that some idiot was really angry.
Although the behavior just now was a bit excessive, if he didn't stop in time, he might really be unable to bear it. It is said that the first time is very painful, especially between two men, and there may be a risk of tearing without any lubrication.
Lin Yuyan was afraid of pain, and Gu Yaoyang was afraid of him.
He closed the door, thinking about making him happy tomorrow, when he heard Lin Yuyan knocking on the door again.
He changed into a proper set of pajamas and covered himself tightly, his hair was messy, and the blush on his face had not subsided.
Gu Yaoyang asked, "What's wrong?"
Lin Yuyan hugged his pillow and said solemnly, "Can you apologize to me?"
Gu Yaoyang said, "Why?"
"Why are you still asking? Don't you think your behavior just now is very excessive? Although I know that you may be afraid... afraid of reaching the end, afraid that I can't bear it, but you can't let me hold back, it, What if it can't be used in the future?"
"puff."
"dare you laugh?!"
"Okay, don't laugh." Gu Yaoyang noticed that his expression was a bit wrong, raised his hand to embrace him, and said in a low voice, "I'm sorry, I was wrong. Forgive me, okay?"
Lin Yuyan was silent for a few seconds, and then said, "Okay." He hugged his waist tightly, lay in his arms and said dully, "I want to sleep with you today."
"Okay."
"I'm about to start school."
"Um."
"I...I don't want to go..."
Chapter 40
Although he said he didn't want to leave, he still had to leave when the day came.
On the day of his departure, Gu Yaoyang wanted to go to the airport to see him off, but as soon as he opened his eyes, he was pushed out the door by Lin Yuyan. He asked him to train hard, and don't waste time because of this kind of thing. He also said that he was just going back to class, and he would come over during the winter vacation, so there was no need to make it so grand.