"I can't follow you all the time to protect you, so you have to be somewhat self-protective."

"Oh..." He replied reluctantly, feeling a little uncomfortable being criticized by someone five years younger than him.

"Aren't you filming?" Xu Chen asked him.

"I miss you, come and see, you can go home with me." He immediately said with a smile, it was already like this, so he could only coax.

Xu Chen frowned slightly, pursed his lips tightly, and seemed very distressed. After thinking about it for a while, he said, "I apologize to you for my vague attitude before. Sorry, we can't be together."

Hearing Xu Chen's formal refusal, he was suddenly startled, and his mood dropped to the bottom in an instant. He just looked at Xu Chen stupidly, and couldn't say anything for a long time.

"I thought about it carefully, and I have problems myself, which made you misunderstood..." Xu Chen continued to explain.

"Then why did you kiss me last night?"

"..." Xu Chen paused for a moment, bowed his head slightly, and his eyes were full of annoyance.

Lu Wenxi sneered at the corners of his mouth and nodded as if he was appointed: "Okay, tell me why you rejected me. If you can convince me, I will give up completely, okay?"

When he said these words, Lu Wenxi's heart was about to be clenched into a ball, as if an evil spirit suddenly appeared behind him, he stretched his hand into his body and grabbed his heart with a piercing chill. , almost suffocated.

"I am an ominous person." Xu Chen finally spoke in a low voice, "I was born with sins, because of this blood, I am destined to be ruthless and loveless, and those who are close to me will bear the sins on me. Backlash, and finally death. My parents have been killed by me, and I can't kill anyone else."

Lu Wenxi was completely stunned, and looked at Xu Chen dumbfounded. He knew that Xu Chen couldn't make fun of him with his parents as a reason to reject him. The scars on Xu Chen's body are not fake. He had already guessed the situation that Xu Chen's father didn't care about his mother and didn't love him, but he didn't expect it to be such a situation.

He looked at Xu Chen and suddenly wanted to hug Xu Chen, guessing what kind of suffering Xu Chen was in.

Because of himself, he killed his parents. Is this why Xu Chen never laughed? How has Xu Chen lived these years? Are you living in self-blame?

"Actually, it's fine. I'm going to die soon. It doesn't matter if I'm a dying person. I just want to fall in love before I die, so I have no regrets. You too, think about this time in a few years, you Don't you regret it? Do you feel sorry for missing me, or do you feel that you will never meet a better person in the future?" Lu Wenxi tried to make amends, stretched out his hand, and wanted to hold Xu Chen's hand, But was thrown away.

"Have you ever thought about how I feel? If you die suddenly after I'm with you, I'll think that I killed you. How can you let me live the rest of my life?!" Xu Chen asked At that time, because of excitement, the volume could not be controlled well, and the circles of eyes were red.

I was about to cry.

Because Lu Wenxi was too entangled.

If Xu Chen kills another person he loves, he will live in self-blame and guilt for the rest of his life, right?

No... can you still live?

Yes.

He is too selfish.

Self-centered, only thinking about his own thoughts, only thinking about his own death, wanting to fall in love before his death, but not thinking about how his lover will feel if he dies one day.

How outrageous.

It just sucks.

This kind of person deserves to be rejected, he really deserves it.

Lu Wenxi looked at Xu Chen, but couldn't make a sound for a long time. He always felt that his head hurt in an instant, which made his thinking more and more chaotic.

That's right, it's just irritability. Why didn't think of it earlier, why is it so selfish? Xu Chen was also very tangled during this time. guess he was driven crazy and struggled in his heart. The final decision was... Keep a distance.

And when he was dying, he wanted to harm people.

He always had the illusion that he shouldn't die, and Xu Chen could help him find the person who harmed him, or find other ways to solve it. Even if he does good deeds little by little and prolongs his life, he can persist for a long time.

He should live for a while, or longer, so...he doesn't die suddenly, he can live a long time, he can fall in love.

Forget it, don't look for reasons, Xu Chen just doesn't want to agree.

"Okay, I understand." When Lu Wenxi replied, his mood was very low, but he felt relieved instantly.

That's it, just let it go...

He turned around, walked outside the school, and was about to go home. He was always in a state of despair when he walked, because he finally realized that it was impossible for him and Xu Chen, so he gave up.

Not reconciled...

Very unwilling.

Obviously they like each other, but they can't be together, so unwilling.

Not long after he walked out of the university gate, he began to cry. The tears were like unstoppable rain, flooding in an instant, surging and surging enough to drown the entire city.

He sniffed. He had never been so helpless. Tears were especially uncontrollable, and burrowed straight into his collar, like a displaced refugee who just wanted to find shelter.

His lips trembled slightly, and his whimper could not be stopped at all. As he walked, he used the sleeve of his coat to wipe his tears indiscriminately. He didn't notice that Xu Chen had been following a few hundred meters away from him, walking and stopping. Stop, seems to be hesitant, and finally did not catch up.

Xu Chen just wanted to see if any evil spirits would attack Lu Wenxi on the road, but the more he followed, the more hesitant he became.

Xu Chen saw that when Lu Wenxi was walking back, the girl ghost saw Lu Wenxi, saw that Lu Wenxi was crying, and quickly caught up to ask about the situation. Because she ran in a hurry, her head fell again. She hurriedly picked up her head and pressed it on, then held on to her head and continued to chase after Lu Wenxi to ask about the situation.

It's a pity that Lu Wenxi's body has faded, and he can't see the girl ghost, and he can't hear any sound.

When they got downstairs, Deng Xuanhan also saw one of them and one ghost, came over, and went upstairs with Lu Wenxi together.

Xu Chen followed here, turned his head and walked towards the school.

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Deng Xuanhan has been following behind Lu Wenxi, seeing Lu Wenxi crying like a chicken that has only been drenched in the rain, she is also quite puzzled, she turns her head and asks the girl ghost, "What's wrong with him?"

The girl ghost talked to Deng Xuanhan, but she felt guilty. After all, she had a fight with Deng Xuanhan before. Now Deng Xuanhan is normal, but the aura she accumulated before is still there. .

Lu Wenxi and Deng Xuanhan get along well because they are both goddesses and goddesses, but she doesn't have that confidence, so when she was asked a question, she answered politely: "I don't know, I just met on the road. , he doesn't care if you talk to him."

Deng Xuanhan walked to Lu Wenxi's side, waved her hand in front of Lu Wenxi's eyes, and said, "His body has lightened a lot. I guess he won't be able to see us for the time being, otherwise people who want face will not cry in front of us."

"Oh..." The girl ghost looked at Lu Wenxi worriedly, wondering what happened to Lu Wenxi.

They are souls, they can't touch the things in the world, there is no network, and there is no communication equipment. When relatives in Yangjian burn paper for them, they will burn some paper-pasted houses, but they don't know that what they get is also a paper-pained house, and they can only laugh and cry.

If you want to pass something to the people in the underworld, such as giving them a mobile phone, you have to burn a real mobile phone. Generally, not many people are willing to do so. Even if someone burns the mobile phone, there is no signal, so the underworld is almost like a primitive life.