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She wanted to see his body and deliberately found an excuse to apply medicine to him.
Even if Lou Jing knew, there was nothing he could do. He couldn't say Beaten, there were legitimate reasons for people to mess up, and he always said something that he couldn't refuse.
Lou Jing thought about it for a long time, but still felt that they couldn't go on like this.
He clearly realized that he was not worthy of Beaten.
People like Beaten deserve better people.
He will only be a drag on her.
So, after he had almost recovered, he offered to leave.
Beaten was sitting beside the bed, looking at the determined boy in surprise, her voice was much lower: "Lou Jing, why are you leaving suddenly?"
Lou Jing lowered his eyes, his throat was sore, and he just said, "Palace Master, Lou Jing is not a good person."
"How do you know you're not my sweetheart?" Beaten said. "I like you just like you. Unless you don't like me at all, why don't you try being together?"
Beaten asked with anticipation, "Lou Jing, do you really not like me at all?"
Lou Jing opened his mouth and was speechless.
Beaten reached out and took his hand: "Isn't it bad to stay here? You don't have to be alone anymore, I can always be with you."
Lou Jing was almost shaken.
Filled with bitterness, he pulled his hand back a little: "I'm sorry."
Silently refused.
He really wanted to go.
Beaten's blood cooled down.
No, it shouldn't be like this.
They all came together in the situation in the previous life, and it makes no sense that they will not be able to in this life.
Is it because she has not become his only spiritual sustenance in this life?
Beaten's heart turned back and forth. In the end, she chose to retreat instead of advancing: "Okay, I understand..."
She choked for a moment, bullied Lou Jing not to see, fake cry: "But... but where are you going? Back to Xuanqing Temple? Will I never see you and Perak in the future? Lou Jing, are you? Hate me?"
Lou Jing felt a tug at his heart, and an unfamiliar astringency came out of his chest.
Did he make the palace master cry?
He really is not a thing!
Lou Jing was a little panicked, and reached out to explore: "I'm not..."
It's all like this, and he said he didn't care about her.
Bit Cen remembered how Lou Jing in the dream was asking for anything when she thought she was the mansion master, and she regained confidence and said deliberately, "Wait until the Xuanqing Temple is rebuilt before leaving, okay?"
Lou Jing couldn't say what he refused, so Lou Jing finally endured the sourness and said, "Okay."
At night, Lou Jing was lying in bed, unable to sleep.
He repeatedly recalled Beaten's choked sob, and only felt a pain in his heart, as if a piece had been gouged out and left empty.
He clearly wasn't like this before.
Does he like Beaten?
Definitely like it.
Was it really because she was ashamed that she felt unworthy of her and gave up?
No, it is not.
Lou Jing thought to himself that he was a coward. In fact, he was afraid that Beaten would not love him enough, and finally abandoned him.
It's better to never get it if you get it and then lose it, isn't it?
Lou Jing tossed and turned, and didn't fall asleep until he heard the door slam and Beaten walked in.
Lou Jing turned inward and did not move.
Beaten reached out and touched his fingers tentatively.
Lou Jing's eyelashes trembled slightly, but he didn't move.
Beaten took his hand.
"Lou Jing, don't go, okay?" Beaten knew that he was awake and sat beside him.
Lou Jing didn't answer.
Beaten bit her lip and lowered her head.
Lou Jing felt warm breath falling on his face, and subconsciously held his breath.
Beaten kissed him.
Lou Jing opened his eyes wide and was stunned for a while.
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Chapter 18 The eighteenth time
Lou Jing didn't expect Biten to do this, it was too sudden - it could even be called offensive, and it was not like what Palace Master Dingtian could do.
He blinked slowly, a little dazed for a while, and he didn't even react.
Seeing him stunned, Beaten had no other reaction, so she tentatively... licked his lips.
Lou Jing's eyelashes trembled slightly, because she was so startled, she pulled her hand back and reached out to push her.
Beaten understood the principle of step by step. Although she still wanted to kiss him, she got up and backed away as soon as he pushed him. Afraid of annoyed him, she opened her mouth to apologize: "I'm sorry, Lou Jing, I was wrong." Next time. dare.
Lou Jing: "..." Why didn't you think she was wrong when you kissed him?
Lou Jing couldn't see the expression on Beaten's face, but he could feel that Beaten's eyes were falling on his face, it was so hot that his face was burning hot.
He simply buried himself in the quilt, avoiding that real stare, and the voice buzzing in the quilt: "You...you go away!"
Beaten heard from his voice that she was not hated, and was secretly happy, she would betray when she got a bargain: "Okay, I'll go now, Lou Jing, don't hide in there, be careful not to suffocate yourself."
How can Lou Jing dare to come out at this time, what if... what if she kisses him again?
He hid under the covers, cautiously not moving.
He heard Beaten's helpless sigh, and the footsteps leaving.
The door creaked and closed.
Lou Jing, who was hiding under the quilt, trembled at the top of his heart, and felt the dryness on his face with hindsight. He didn't know whether it was because the quilt was too hot, or the kiss just now was too sudden.
How did that happen?The palace master actually likes him?
But what's so good about him, since he is not in good health and can't see, where does she see herself?
Lou Jing touched his lips subconsciously with his fingers, remembering the softness and warmth that had just fallen on it, and curled his fingers like an electric shock.
He was so hot that he was stuffy under the quilt for a while, and finally lifted a little corner of the quilt and stuck his head out a little.