Lei Jin felt uncomfortable in his stomach. Where did he want to eat, Xiya and Moya coaxed and persuaded him to finally eat a little. The child didn't know when he would come out, so he had to maintain some physical strength.

One morning passed, Lei Jin had passed out from pain several times, but the child suddenly stopped moving, but Dr. Qing Qiao knew that time was running out and the amniotic fluid had broken, but the child had not yet entered the birth canal. Adults are to suffer.

"Xiya, Moya, you hold down Lei Jin's hands and feet to keep him from moving." Dr. Qing Qiao rolled up his sleeves.

"Lei Jin fell asleep, let him wake up and do it again." Xi Ya couldn't bear it, although she didn't know what Dr. Qing Qiao was going to do, she saw Lei Jin was in pain all morning, and she finally fell asleep. In this situation, Lei Jin will definitely be uncomfortable.

Mo Ya also looked at this meaning.

"You two, don't be ridiculous, listen to Dr. Qing Qiao's words, the longer you delay, the worse it will be for Lei Jin." Roger scolded them softly, a common problem with new fathers.

Dr. Qing Qiao took a deep breath, turned to Roger, and said, "You too, come and help."

Roger understood what he meant and agreed, and the two of them put four hands on Lei Jin's stomach and began to press down.

"Don't move... It hurts..." Lei Jin struggled violently, Xi Ya and Mo Ya were afraid that he would hurt themselves, so they had to press his hands and feet tightly.

"Don't keep moving, save some strength..." Dr. Qing Qiao stopped to wipe off the sweat.

"I'm so tired...let me sleep for a while." Lei Jin has no strength, his face is very pale.

"You can't let him fall asleep, you can talk to him." Dr. Qing Qiao started again, and with more strength on his hands, Lei Jin, who was in pain, was still alive. All the injuries have never been so painful for so many years.

"Lei Jin, if you push hard, I can already see the child's head. It's a female baby. If you push harder, the child will come out soon." Under the continuous pressure of the two, Roger could finally see child.

"I... have no strength..." Lei Jin's whole body was like being fished out of the water. In the winter, the only piece of clothing on his body was soaked.

"It still won't work. If the child can't come out, I have to prepare a bowl of induction medicine, and I have to drink it later." Dr. Qing Qiao also felt distressed when he saw Lei Jin like this, but this is a must for a person who is a me. endure.

"I'll go, eldest brother, you come here." Mo Ya touched Lei Jin's sweaty hair, and seeing that there was a bit of restraint in his red eyes, she said softly: "I will soon Come back, let's watch the baby come out together."

Dr. Qing Qiao found out the rough medicine for induction of labor in the medicine cabinet and gave it to Mo Ya.

"You hold on for a while, the child will come out soon, and then you can have a good sleep." Xia supported Lei Jin's head on her lap, holding Lei Jin's hand and kept going. Said, "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid."

"It seems that you are more afraid." Lei Jin said weakly, and Xi Ya's hand kept shaking. Lei Jin's voice may have been too hard just now, and now it is very deep and hoarse.

Xi Ya smiled bitterly, he also found out, but he couldn't control it.

It didn't take long for the calm and warm time to pass, and Dr. Qing Qiao cruelly pressed it down again.

The intense pain made it difficult for Lei Jin to keep his senses, so he could only shout their names in a daze, sometimes Xi Ya, sometimes indifferent.

Looking at the sky, it was going to snow soon, Mo Ya took a few deep breaths and calmed down a bit, then lit the fire of the small medicine stove, squatted on the medicine jar with the rough medicine and water, and took a tree. The leather fan is on fire, and the baby is about to be born, which is obviously something that should be happy, but he always has a bad hunch that he can't get rid of it. There are many more years to be together.

Mo Ya forced herself to settle down, and added a piece of firewood to the fire. It was really cold today, and the little shòu fur of the polar mink that I bought for the baby last time was the best for keeping warm.

When Mo Ya came out with the boiled medicine, the first snow since the beginning of winter floated in the sky. Mo Ya quickened her pace and wanted to tell Lei Jin the news. Before going to bed last night, Lei Jin kept asking when the snow would fall.

As soon as Moya arrived at the door, Xia's eyes were red, and she just came out with a small black swaddle. She shook her head silently. The medicine bowl in Moya's hand fell to the ground, and the black concoction spilled out.

"It's a black-haired little female baby, take a look, I'm going to take it away." The saying here is that a baby who died prematurely cannot be buried in the ground, and must be sent away as soon as possible, otherwise he will nostalgize him by his side, and he will never be allowed to. Liberation, it will also be reduced to the lifespan of his own Ah Mo. Although I don't know if it's true or not, but they have no other choice.

"I'm going to take him for the last ride." Mo Ya opened her arms and took the child over, her face was red and wrinkled, her facial features were not yet developed, she couldn't tell who she looked like, it was just too light, she was almost hugged in her arms. Can't feel the weight.

"Come back earlier, Lei Jin passed out at the time, which is not good." Xia looked at the lonely back, thought for a while, and added another sentence, but she was not sure if Moya heard it.

"Baby, you really don't want to come. We are reluctant. You haven't even looked at me, and you haven't opened your eyes to look at the world." Mo Ya wrapped her baby tightly around the baby, and finally Touching the child's face once, he took off the excess shòu skin on the top of his head, "Baby, this is the place where daddy often takes you to watch the sunrise, the first ray of sunshine every day will shine here, it's very warm, Baby, you can go well, Dad is going back to see you, although he keeps saying that he doesn't want you, but he has never been able to really be ruthless, he must be very sad now."

The snow was heavy, and it was quickly covered by the black swaddling clothes. The moment Mo Ya turned and left, tears fell like rain, but she never looked back.

Their first baby came and left quickly in the first snow of this winter.

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The first snowfall of this winter was exceptionally long. It had been seven or eight days before it stopped. The vast rough plains were covered with thick snow. The elders of the tribe said that they had not seen such a big snow in years. The snow is falling, and this method will open tomorrow. The snow has melted, and there must be a flood.

The torn wound at the back of Lei Jin had been carefully treated with medicine. He woke up that night, Xia and Moya didn't sleep, and even Mingya, who got the news later, ran back, and the three of them stayed by his side all the time. Seeing him wake up, Xi Ya helped him up and fed him some warm water.

Lei Jin's face was still pale and tired after giving birth, but he looked anxiously in the house, Mo Ya knew what he was looking for, and her heart was sore and uncomfortable, she just said softly: "The baby was very calm when he left, No pain."

Lei Jin stared at Mo Ya in a daze. He didn't hear a word of what he said, but asked excitedly in a hoarse voice, "Where's the child? Where's my child?"

"Lei Jin, don't be like this, we know you're sad, but the baby is out of breath after birth, and Dr. Qing Qiao also said there's nothing to do. If you're sad and you cry, don't hold back..." Xia said that she endured I couldn't help but get red eyes.

"Then where is he now, let me take a look." When he said this, Lei Jin seemed to have accepted the reality, his expression quickly calmed down, and the excitement just now was an illusion...

"Child, I have already sent it away." Mo Ya held Lei Jin's hand, and when he said this, he felt that Lei Jinbing was scary, and instinctively clenched it tighter.

"I haven't seen it yet, even if you let me see it once." Lei Jin murmured, his voice was very low, as if he was just asking himself, it turned out that he had slept for so long, it was dark, and the baby was gone.

Seeing Lei Jin like this, Mingya quickly got up and ran out. After holding back most of the night, the tears finally couldn't be restrained from flowing. Ah Mei said that Lei Jin was the saddest, Mingya should not cry, but he felt that Lei Jin could not cry. When she came out, Mingya felt a lot of pain in her heart. Seeing Lei Jin like this, Mingya was about to die from the pain in her heart.

Although Mingya covered her mouth tightly, the people in the room could still hear the sobbing that he tried to suppress.

The room was eerily silent for a while.

"Is it snowing outside? Why is it so quiet tonight?" Lei Jin asked softly, looking in the direction of the window.

"Well, the day starts, and it's going down a lot. There's a thick layer of snow on the ground outside." Mo Ya replied.

"Then will he be very cold?" He had tasted that taste countless times, it was dark and cold, and he was alone.

Mo Ya didn't turn her head, stretched out her hand and smeared it on her face, turned around and said to Lei Jin, "You can sleep again, it's still early before dawn."

"Yeah, I should be going to bed." Lei Jin broke free from Xia's arms, lay down on his own, and pulled the blanket, wrapping it tightly. It was really cold tonight, and his body was nowhere near warm. Come.

"We'll have children in the future, go to sleep, wake up tomorrow, everything will be fine." Xia said something that he didn't believe in himself, wiped the corners of his eyes, and helped Lei Jin raise the blanket, cover hold your shoulders,

"Moya?" Lei Jin suddenly called to him.

"Well? What do you want to say?" Moya lowered her head and asked closer.

"Where did you put him?" It was self-evident who this "he" was referring to.

"On that hill where we often watch the sunrise."

"Well, you all go to sleep and call Mingya together." Lei Jin turned over and lay inward, Mingya was still crying, but why was his eyes empty and he couldn't cry at all.

"Can I stay with you?" Mo Ya asked.

"No, I want to be alone tonight." Lei Jin refused.

"Well, you go to bed early."

"Don't think about it, you know?" Xi Ya also said.

Lei Jin didn't say a word, the two of them went out with the resin lamp on the table, vaguely, he heard the conversation outside.

"Why did you choose this time to tell him? You didn't hear Qing Qiao Pharmacist say that his body was so weak after giving birth that he couldn't be stimulated anymore." Xia complained a little.

"Do you think that his son-in-law likes to be comforted by our deception? Even if it is well-intentioned, he will not want it. Besides, he is the baby's. If the baby is there, will he not feel it?" I didn't feel it. The first time I woke up, why was there so much anxiety.

Xi Ya sighed and sat down and said, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't be mad at you." He admitted that Mo Ya was right, but he didn't understand, but his heart was blocked and he didn't do anything, he couldn't breathe. Come.

"I understand." Why didn't he think so.

When did Lei Jin go out that night, the three of them didn't even hear it, but Mingya couldn't sleep at night and wanted to see Lei Jin, only to find that the window in Lei Jin's room was open, and the man was already there. Don't know where to go.

Later, they found Lei Jin on the hill where the baby was kept, but he was unconscious and his fingernails were full of mud.

Mo Ya quickly wrapped her body and flew back, Xia looked around the small hill, the snow was vast, and there was really no trace of the baby. There were no ròu animals on the rough plains in winter, so it could not have been wild animals. Shòu took it away, and Mo Ya said that it was put here, so it must have been put here. After only half a day of work, there was no trace or breath left, and a hint of doubt flashed in Xi Ya's heart.

It's just that Xia's doubts were quickly ignored because something happened to Lei Jin.

For more than half a month, Lei Jin fell into a deep sleep, and rarely woke up. Dr. Qing Qiao said that he was weak after giving birth and caught cold in the snow again. He prescribed some medicines, one after another. drank it, but there was no effect. People were still drowsy, but their body was losing weight day by day. Seeing this, Mingya cried for a while every day, and no one could do anything to persuade her.