Lei Jin used to be most afraid of Mingya crying, but this time there was no reaction at all.

Xiya and Moya didn't eat much of the food they fed every day.

Chūn Ji had already returned, and came over to see Lei Jin's situation. He stopped after a few words. In the end, he just sighed, but he didn't leave any medicine. Xi Ya asked a few more questions without giving up, and chūn Ji stopped. Next ambiguous sentence: he will wake up when he wants to.

Just when everyone was about to despair, Lei Jin woke up by himself. It was Xia who discovered it first. That day, he brought lunch to Lei Jin like every day for more than half a month, and found that Lei Jin was neatly dressed. Lei Jin was sitting on the window sill with his legs bent and watching the snow scene.

After Xiya shouted a few times, Lei Jin only realized that he got down from the window sill. He hadn't eaten well for many days, and his footsteps were a little weak, but he refused Xiya's support, walked to the table by himself, and ate the food after the baby left. First meal.

Since then, Lei Jin's body has been getting better day by day, and his spirit is not bad, but he never mentioned the child who died, just like that child never came, the family kept silent, and the child became the most beautiful child in the family. Taboo topics.

In two days, the last jungle hunting in the tribe, which was postponed due to heavy snow, will begin. As mentioned earlier, all the large hunting tribes must go except for the shòu patrolling guards. The important one is that the next forty-five days of sacrifice to the moon will require a lot of prey.

An Luo, An Sen, Xia, Moya naturally needless to say, Mingya is more unavoidable, this is his first large-scale hunting in adulthood, and he cannot be missing no matter what.

Lei Jin's current life is very regular. He wakes up every morning, runs two laps on the rough plain, and takes two punches. In fact, he has not received any professional training for his punches and feet, but only practiced through long-term actual combat experience. There is no certain number of ways to come out, so Lei Jin is only skilled now, after all, the time is almost there.

After the morning exercise, was sweating. went back to the house to take a hot shower, wash face, brush teeth, change clothes, and then could have breakfast.

"Moya, what are we having for breakfast today?" Lei Jin leaned his head in from the kitchen door with a fresh look on his face.

"The sweet potato polenta is not ready yet, shall I serve you a bowl of hot soy milk first?" Mo Ya stood up from the stove.

The expression on Lei Jin's face paused for a while, then raised a brighter smile and said: "Forget it, I still prefer sweet potato porridge, and I'll scoop a few more sweet potatoes into my bowl later. That guy always robs me."

"What are you two talking about me here." Xia came back from the street and stomped the snow on her feet.

As soon as Xia's hand touched the corner of his clothes, Lei Jin had already avoided it neatly, glaring at Xiya with contempt and said, "Hey, don't you know that it's rude to eavesdrop on someone else's words? You are really unaware."

"I'm not eavesdropping, I just happened to hear it." Xia withdrew her hand and replied with her expression unchanged.

"Forget it, I won't tell you about me. It's very cold in the yard. I'll go back to the house and wait for dinner." Lei Jin waved his hand casually, then turned around and told Moya with a smile, "Don't forget what I told you just now. The matter is qíng.”

Moya agreed. Lei Jin left with satisfaction.

Xia couldn't hold on anymore, and looked at Moya helplessly. This was a change after Lei Jin woke up. He would never let anyone approach him again, just like when he first came, no, it should be It is said that there is an invisible barrier more than then. It is obvious that they were the people who once had the most intimate relationship, but now they can only see but cannot touch them.

102 Closing

Before the winter, Roger's small vegetable garden was pulled out, and Lei Jin also helped to clean it up. There were no green vegetables in winter, so he pickled some fresh leaves and some wild vegetables in a few jars of pickles, thinking about stuffing some fresh vegetables. ròu, it's almost done at this time. There are ròu and vegetables. It tastes good with porridge and rice in the morning. Of course, this is only limited to him and Roger. The shòu people at home can't be full after eating this. ròu.

Lei Jin's appetite was not bad. The sweet potato and polenta made by Moya was very sticky. Lei Jin ate three bowls with small pickles.

"What? You feel bad when I even eat some food now?" Lei Jin put down the bowl, raised his head and said half-jokingly.

"It's uncomfortable to eat too many sweet potatoes. You can eat almost as much as you can." The most important thing is that he knows Lei Jin's appetite. He never ate two bowls at most before, and complained that the bowls here were too big, and he was holding them. I'm tired, and now I don't even frown even after eating three bowls, no matter how I look at it, it's not quite right.

"I'll give you the ròu soup that is not elegant." Mingya saw that Lei Jin was not full, but the second brother was right, so he took the initiative to push the half bowl of ròu soup in front of Lei Jin. .

"Don't eat, you can eat it yourself." Lei Jin mopped his mouth and stood up a little impatiently, seeing everyone at the table looking at him, smiled apologetically: "You guys continue, I'm full, go out for a walk Two laps of Xiao Xiaoshi, I have eaten too much in the past two days, and it is a little long."

Long ròu? Mo Ya didn't see it at all. Although Lei Jin was eating a lot every day, he didn't see any fat. This was what made him very worried. In addition, they were going to go out hunting in the past two days. It will take ten days and a half at the earliest to go there. If there is a bào snowstorm or something, it may take some time. How can Lei Jin stay at home like this, how can people feel at ease, but this weather can not bring go with him.

Mo Ya looked at Lei Jin with worry.

"Go back to the house and put on some clothes before going out. It's snowing and it's cold outside." Xia was close to the door and just held his wrist, but Lei Jin pulled him back calmly.

"Okay, then I'll go back to the house first." This is another change of Lei Jin. Everything is very easy to discuss. This should be put in the past. Even if what you said is reasonable, what Lei Jin is not willing to do. , you can't hear it with your ears at all.

Before Lei Jin stepped out, the corner of his eyes flashed, and the shòu leather air curtain hanging on the door was lifted from the outside.

"Beg? I haven't seen you for a few days, why did you come here so early today? Are you rushing to eat together?" Lei Jin greeted the people who came in with a smile.

"I'm still eating, I came early." Berg's face showed a bit of embarrassment. He had eaten early, and thought that this restaurant should have eaten too.

"I'm joking, now that you move out, why are people living with them?" Lei Jin generously patted him on the shoulder, and said, "Come in and sit, don't be a doorkeeper at the door."

Berg smiled bitterly in his heart, it's not me, it's you, right? The more indifferent you are, the more at a loss for me.

If it wasn't for the high fever in the middle of the night that night, he would not take the risk to come back. Although he has been in the tribe for a while, he actually knows very few people, so he can only go back to this house for help, but he still encountered He went to Lan Qi, who was guarding here. Although no one thought about what happened later, Berg felt that he was to blame for losing Lei Jin's child. He didn't even have the qualifications to ask for forgiveness. Originally, he had no face. He came back, but he was leaving, and wanted to see what he could do for Lei Jin, to make up for a little.

Bubble, who was sleeping in Berg's arms, heard Lei Jin's voice and raised his head excitedly, his big bright eyes staring at Lei Jin, and he opened his small arms to let him hug him.

Lei Jin didn't seem to see it, but Roger, who had also finished eating, wiped his hands, came over to pick up the child, and teased: "It's been a long time since I held Bubble, does Bubble still know me?"

Bubble is obviously not very leading, twisting his neck, stubbornly looking at Lei Jin who is still standing by the door, suddenly spit out a few meaningless syllables: "pa, pa, pa..."

Roger was shocked and looked at Lei Jin in anti-shexing.

Xi Ya and the others also looked over.

Lei Jin smiled without feeling it, looked back at them in confusion, touched his face and said, "I know I'm handsome, but don't look at me with such hungry eyes, it's early in the morning, How sorry."

Roger pursed his lips, but before he could speak, he saw Lei Jin stretched out, rubbed his stomach and continued: "I'm really full, I have to go out for a walk, Berg, sit down, I'll be there in a while. came back."

He turned back and smiled at the crowd, and walked out slowly.

"Lei Jin..." Xia and the others got up instinctively and wanted to chase them out.

Roger raised his hand to stop them and said, "Don't go, let him be quiet."

Berg didn't know what was going on at all, but looking at the watch of everyone in the room, it seemed that something very serious had happened, and he didn't say anything after he came, what the hell happened.

"It's not because of you, come and sit, Berg." People in this world call their parents Dad, Ah, there is no such name as Mom and Dad, so Berg doesn't know, the few syllables that Bubble spit out, How much like a father, this is such a big blow to a person who has just lost a child, even if Lei Jin pretends to be strong, how can he not be touched at all.

As soon as he went out, Lei Jin ran. The snow on the rough plain was still very thick. threw up breakfast. Not a drop was left, but he couldn't help but feel nauseated, but his stomach was already clean, and Lei Jin could only spit out a little water while digging his throat.

Lei Jin leaned against the dwarf tree and squatted down, the sun rose and shone on this vast white land.

The snow on the hill not far away reflects the sun, and the stabbed person can't open his eyes. After looking at it for a long time, his eyes start to hurt.

What qualifications do I have to be sad? I chose to give up first. I wanted to kill this child when I knew it existed. Later, although I reluctantly agreed to stay, I just felt sorry for Xi Ya and the others, with a so-called repayment mentality. , but don't you want to dump him here? The child is gone, no one is to blame.

In fact, why say resentment, he didn't want it in the first place, the child is gone, he can just go without any worries, no fetters, yes, he is not sad at all, not at all, he is a man, and he didn't want to Having a child, this child should not have been born in the first place, the absence of the child is the best outcome for everyone, and everyone will go to where they should be. Lei Jin told himself over and over again, but it couldn't relieve the pain that his heart was crushed by being pinched in the palm of his hand. It was a child who had been in his stomach for nearly eight months but had never seen one.

This posture lasted for a long time. When Lei Jin wanted to stand up, he found that his feet and legs were frozen and numb. When his body moved, he threw himself into the snow, and the splashed snow foam drilled from his collar. Going in, it was cold and cold, but felt very comfortable.

Mo Ya stood not far away and waited for a long while, seeing Lei Jin lying on the ground in the snow with no meaning at all, she came over without making a sound, picked it up and carried it on her back, her movements were neat and tidy, not at all sloppy.

"Let go, Moya, don't touch me." Lei Jin beat and kicked, struggling to jump off.

"Don't make trouble." Mo Ya patted Lei Jin's restless buttocks behind him.

"You're a big bastard." Lei Jin squeezed Mo Ya's collar and gnashed his teeth in an attempt to strangle him, but in a place where Mo Ya couldn't see, his expression was calm and there was no turbulence.

Moya, Moya, everything here makes me suffocated and breathless. Every night I can dream of that child crying all the time beside me and seems to want to say that I don't want to leave.

Xi Ya and Ming Ya ran over and covered Lei Jin with the clothes they brought in their hands. No one spoke. The three pairs of footprints of the four continued deep and shallow in the snow.