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    "He hasn't grown up yet, and the blood is a blur. I don't know if he is a little girl or a little shòu..." Seeing Anbu so sad, Roger suddenly felt a sense of revenge. You can deceive him to get pregnant and have a baby, why can't you deceive him that the baby is gone? There is a voice in his heart reminding him, what is he doing, and what's the use of hurting Anbu so much, but he can't control his mouth to say this Heartbreaking words.

    "Where's the child, Roger? Where do you put him? At least let me take a look." That was the baby he didn't have the chance to look at the world. The baby had been by his side for more than three months, and he didn't even know it at all. knowledge.

    In the past, those pale emerald eyes were always warm and joyful when they looked at him, but now there is nothing left. He turned his face away and didn't want to look anymore. As usual: "I wrapped a small piece of shòu skin and threw it by the river on the rough plain."

    Ambu didn't say a word, glanced at him, and stumbled out.

    After Ambu left, Roger touched his belly and muttered, "Baby, isn't dad a bad person, bullying your dad like this, he clearly knows how much he likes the baby, and dad still lied to him, but dad feels uncomfortable. You know, they only want to keep Dad." The choice to stay, suddenly found that the pregnancy was restless, and he was almost crazy, and his son was already dull, and he couldn't do that kind of loud noise. I couldn't find an outlet, so I could only hold it back. It was getting heavier and heavier every day. Today, when Anbu mentioned the ceremony and the child, the things that had been held in his chest suddenly exploded, and he wanted to control it. out of control.

    "Ah, why are you crying?" Xia came back from playing outside, her four little paws were all black and muddy, he jumped onto Roger's knees, and stuck out his little tongue to lick the tears on Roger's face.

    "Xiya, don't move, let Dad hug him." Roger's face was buried in the fluff on Xiya's head.

    "Oh." Xi Ya stayed in Ah Mei's arms honestly, only feeling the heat and humidity on the top of her head.

    Anbu didn't come back that night, neither the next day nor the third day. He didn't come back until the fourth night. Roger couldn't fall asleep because of his worries for the past few days. He couldn't stand it anymore. His eyes fell on himself.

    "Ambu?" Anson and Anluo seemed to have approached Anbu. Roger didn't know what they said, but then Ansen and Anluo took people to hunt.

    "Don't be afraid, it's me, Roger." Ambu sat down, but didn't approach Roger.

    "Where have you been?" After venting, Roger's mood became much more stable. He was thinking about telling Anbu the truth that the baby was still in his womb, it was fine.

    "I found the child." Ambu's voice was very calm in the dark, and it was a little strange.

    "What? How could you possibly find it?"

    "Yeah, I can't find it. There are too many wild shòu on the rough plain. It's been so many days, how can I find it, but I found that shòu skin with your blood on it." He would not admit it wrong.

    Roger understood. Shòu people often rely on smell to identify things. He was too worried a few days ago. It was some signs of miscarriage. There was some blood underneath. He was afraid that Anson and the others would notice, so he threw it into the stream behind the house. Wouldn't it be such a coincidence that Anbu picked it up by the river?

    "That's..." Roger wanted to explain, but he didn't know how to say it for a while.

    "Roger, what do you mean when we go on like this?" He has thought about it a lot these days. He said this, not out of anger, but suddenly understood one thing, and Roger's determination to go back can't be made by anyone. Change, last fall, he saw Roger resolutely abandon Xi Ya, let Xi Ya chase after him ignorantly and say that when Dad came back, Roger still walked away without thinking, he thought he could, then After a night of hiding Roger, it was a little bit selfish. He wanted to have another child to keep Roger, but now he found that he was wrong. In order to go back, Roger could kill the three-month-old child himself, then he What is it? To understand all this, sadness and pain are inevitable, but I already know what to do.

    Since Roger's greatest wish is to leave, and he can't stop it, the best way to like him is to help him leave and relieve him of his worries. Baby was the first to leave, and he was the second to leave. Without them, Roger should be more comfortable.

    "What do you mean?" Without the child, is there no need for them to be together? Could it be that his only role is to bear them children? The shòu tribe really paid enough attention to the reproduction of their offspring. Once they did not want to have children, they would be abandoned very quickly.

    "If you want to go, just say anything if you need help." Even if you do, I'm sorry Brother Anson and An Luo, he will still do it.

    "I don't need it, get out." Under the blanket, Roger curled up and covered his stomach with force. The child kept moving and it was very uncomfortable.

    "I won't sleep here tonight. Zhu Xi has something to do. I'll go hunting tomorrow morning, so I won't come here." Seeing him shrunk into such a small ball, Ambu wanted to hug him in his arms and comfort him like he used to. He, but he stopped for a while, and finally chose to close the door and leave. Since he chose to let him go, he should not be nostalgic.

    That night, Anbu didn't go to Zhu Xi's house. He went back to his own house. The house where he and Amo lived, the first house at the entrance of the alley, a cherry tree was planted in the yard, and the house was never occupied. Live, even if it is cleaned frequently, there is still a thin layer of ash. The house maintains the decorations that Dad and Ah Mei are still alive. Ah Mei is also a female xing that Dad picked up outside. With emerald eyes, people are very gentle, and the food they cook is delicious. Their family eats in the yard. When they were young, the cherries were ripe. Dad would carry him on his shoulders to pick cherries, and Mo would follow him next to him.

    Last winter, he and Roger came to make a rough fence. The cherry tree can live for many years. He was looking forward to the day when he could carry his baby to pick cherries.

    Ah Me left with Dad, and he pinned all his hopes in life on Roger. He kept looking for it, and finally found it, but Roger doesn't want him anymore.

    He dug a hole, buried the recovered shòu skin under the cherry tree, and said in a low voice, "Baby, even if you leave, Dad will always be with you."

    Ambu sat against the cherry tree all night. Seeing that the sky was turning white, he washed his face with water. Hearing that there seemed to be an accident at Zhu Xi's house next door, he opened the door to take a look. After Mallow died, Zhu Xi moved back to his original home, next to his house, only separated by a wall.

    "What happened to Zhu Xi? This is it?" Anbu happened to see Zhu Xi leading Doctor Qing Qiao out of the room.

    Zhu Xi looked at Anbu, shook his head and sighed, and said, "Zhu Xi is pregnant, it's been more than two months."

    "It's Mallow's child, when did you find it?" Ambu asked.

    "It's just the past few days." If Mallow is still there, it must be a happy event, but now that the Mallow people are gone, leaving a child, Zhu Xi finds another partner, and people will not necessarily love this child. .

    Physician Qing Qiao asked some precautions, Zhu Xi was making breakfast, and Ambu sent Qing Qiao out, and stopped by Physician Qing Qiao to get Zhu Xi some fine fruit and the like.

    "By the way, Roger hasn't come to me for a long time. He is pregnant now. You have to take good care of him. I will pack two of these fine fruits. You give one to Zhu Xi and the other to take with you. To Roger." Although their relationship has not been made public yet, Dr. Qing Qiao knows it.

    Ambu's face stiffened and he said, "No need, Doctor Qing Qiao, Roger doesn't need this."

    Dr. Qing Qiao stopped what he was doing, turned to look at him, saw that his eyes were still red, and asked, "Did you have a fight? Young people are very angry, but pregnant women are very hard, and their tempers will be bào. Impatient, often fluctuating, you have to be considerate of him, he is your child in his belly."

    Ambu qíng wished that Roger would quarrel with himself, at least know what he was thinking, at least know what happened. Unlike now, Roger is not noisy, but secretly knocks out the child.

    "Is there any medicine to replenish the body?" Roger's body is now empty after the child was knocked out.

    "Give it to Roger? He's pregnant now, don't make up for it, just make him more delicious food." Dr. Qing Qiao thought that Ambu thought about it, so he didn't continue on this topic.

    Anbu didn't say that unless there are very special circumstances in the tribe, no one usually kills his own children, and he doesn't want to cause trouble for Roger, so he will find an excuse in the future, and he will give two packets of fine fruit. Zhu Xi, still couldn't help but went to see Roger, Roger was still asleep, he made his last breakfast just like when he came on the first day.

    In this hunting round, Anbu's bravery has been recognized by many clansmen. No matter what ferocious birds and raptors he sees, he will not rush to the front like his life, so frightened that Ansen and Anluo have no intention of hunting, and are always ready to rush to the front. He helped around him, and encountered a large group of saber-toothed shòu in the middle. Everyone fought very hard. Thanks to Anbu's brave hunt for their leader, the group of saber-toothed shòu dispersed. Anbu saved many lives, but He was also injured, and everyone didn't know it at first, because like them, Ambu flew back by himself and carried a lot of prey on his back, but he couldn't support it when he got home.

    Ansen and Anluo saw that Anbu insisted on returning to their home, and they followed him to persuade him. I didn’t expect them to speak, and Anbu fainted directly. They asked the pharmacist to see, only to find that there were so many injuries on his body, okay? In the cold weather, the wound was not festering, and he fell asleep after taking the medicine. Zhu Xi and the others brought lunch over.

    "I'll stay and watch him, you go home and bring Roger over to have a look." Anson said, he knew that Ambu's anomaly must be related to Roger, although neither of them said anything.

    An Luo agreed and went out.

    "Roger, you..." As soon as An Luo got home, he saw that Roger was wearing a loose shirt specially made when he was pregnant with Xi Ya. Although the lower abdomen was not very obvious, there was no doubt that she was pregnant like this. Before they left , I haven't seen it yet, it's only been less than a month, and I'm already pregnant.

    "How long has it been, baby, Roger." An Luo was very excited, and gently put it on to listen to the movement.

    Roger lifted the corners of his lips and said, "It's been more than four months."

    "More than four months?" An Luo calculated and said with a smile: "That should be the child of Brother Anbu. We just went over to tell him the good news. He will definitely jump up from the bed immediately when he hears it."

    Roger grabbed him and said, "An Luo, don't tell him."

    "Why? What a good thing this is." An Luo didn't understand why Roger didn't look happy at all.

    "No reason, if you tell Anbu, I will kill the child immediately." Roger said lightly, he didn't want to be dignified to that point, he had already been told not to, and he had to rely on the child to tie up a man .

    "Okay, okay, I won't say it." Although he didn't know the reason, he also knew more or less about Roger's son, and he did what he said. He didn't want Roger to kill the baby on a whim. My brother is injured, go and see."

    "No need, just have you and Anson by your side to take care of you." I don't want to come back here if I'm injured. I've explained everything. I'll leave when I'm gone. If I don't leave today, he'll leave another day. I just hope this is a female in the stomach, so he can take it away. After all, there is no difference in appearance between females in this world and modern men. Unlike Xi Ya, who is a shòu, he cannot take it with him. Modern go.

    It took An Bu's injury for more than two months to gradually get better. The things that were originally at home were also helped by An Sen and An Luo. He never came back.

    Roger's belly has been more than six months old, and it's bulging. Obviously, he can't hide it, but Roger has always gone deep into the brief, and he has deliberately avoided people this time, so there are not many people who know about it. .

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