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    As soon as he got on the track, Xu Xizhou left everything behind, and seemed to hear nothing except the whistling of the wind.

    Su Fan had long been left behind by him, and he even threw the opponent three times. When it was time for the fourth lap, Xu Xizhou realized that he seemed a little too ruthless, so he deliberately slowed down.

    When he got off the track, a thin layer of sweat appeared on Su Fan's forehead, and he looked at Xu Xizhou with admiration.

    "Xiaozhou, your go-kart is also very good, that corner is like drifting. I really want to see how you drive a car."

    The coach was also complimenting him.

    "Mr. Xu, the other members were watching admiringly just now. If you come here a few more times, our club's business will definitely not have to worry about it."

    Xu Xizhou smiled and glanced aside. Sure enough, there was a circle of people beside the guardrail, probably all members of the club.

    "Xiaozhou, let's eat French food later. I happen to know a restaurant. Their steaks and oysters are especially delicious."

    After leaving the club, Su Fan suggested.

    Xu Xizhou didn't have any objections. When he was about to get into the car, he suddenly glanced back.

    That strange feeling reappeared, as if someone was staring at him in the dark.

    "Xiaozhou, what are you looking at, is there something else going on at the club?" Su Fan was puzzled.

    "It's okay, let's go." Xu Xizhou turned and got into the car.

    The French restaurant that Su Fan picked was in the central area of ​​City B. It was an internet celebrity restaurant, and there were many people in line. However, Su Fan had already asked his assistant to reserve a box, and the two entered through the VIP channel, avoiding the queue outside. people.

    "Xiaozhou, what do you want to eat? Order it yourself." Once seated, Su Fan handed him the menu.

    Xu Xizhou opened the menu and looked at it, and ordered sirloin steak and baked snails, plus tomato soup. His eyes fell on the dessert column, and when he saw the word Brownie, he suddenly twitched the corners of his mouth.

    Su Fan was a little inexplicable and looked at him suspiciously.

    "Xiaozhou, what are you laughing at?"

    "It's nothing, I just thought that I have a friend who is allergic to peanuts. Once, he accidentally ate a brownie with peanuts, and he went directly to the hospital for rescue."

    "Peanut allergy? It seems that there are very few Chinese people. Generally, only foreigners have so many allergens."

    Su Fan also smiled, but when he suddenly thought of something, his face became a little stiff.

    "The friend you mentioned...is that Mr. Zhuang?"

    Xu Xizhou suddenly realized that he shouldn't mention Zhuang Jingchun's matter at all. He just said it unknowingly, without considering Su Fan's feelings at all.

    "I'm sorry, I just thought of it just now, I won't mention it again next time." Xu Xizhou looked apologetic.

    "It's okay, I'll ask someone to come and order, just to ask them to recommend a signature dish."

    After dinner, the two took a walk in a nearby park together. As the New Year is approaching, beaming red lanterns are also hung in the park. In the square, uncles and aunts sing and dance, which is very lively.

    The two walked to the artificial lake and leaned against the marble railing to enjoy the night view of the lake.

    The temperature in City B was too low, and it was night again. A thin layer of ice formed on the lake, and the faint moonlight shone on it, giving it a fragile beauty.

    Xu Xizhou stared at the moonlight falling on the lake, a little dazed.

    "Xiaozhou, can I ask you out next time?" Su Fan looked at his profile, his tone hesitant.

    "After the new year, I'm going to join the group to film again, and I don't have much time. I want to get along with you while I'm free these few days. You don't blame me for being too impatient, right?"

    Xu Xizhou turned his face, he looked at Su Fan, the light moonlight fell into his eyes, like a broken ice surface.

    "Su Fan, I..."

    He had been trying very hard to forget Zhuang Jingchun, but after a few days, he realized that the more he ignored and denied, the stronger the emotion buried in his heart.

    "I'm sorry, I don't think...we don't need to see each other again."

    Hearing his words, Su Fan's handsome face became pale to the naked eye. He looked at Xu Xizhou and laughed at himself.

    "Is it because of that Mr. Zhuang? You still can't forget him, right?"

    "However, I said that I don't mind. I believe that as long as we work together, you will soon be able to get out of the shadow of that relationship."

    "That relationship is not a shadow. On the contrary, the best moments in my life were experienced at that time." Xu Xizhou's tone was light, but there was nostalgia in his eyes.

    "It's my self-esteem that is too strong. When I was hit by him, I wanted to seek comfort from others. I can't be so selfish and use your kindness to me to force myself to forget him."

    "Su Fan, I'm sorry, we can't continue."

    A biting cold wind came, and there was silence all around.

    After a long time, Su Fan chuckled softly.

    "Okay, I respect your choice."

    He sent Xu Xizhou back to Ren Zhai.

    Before getting off the car, Xu Xizhou was suddenly stopped by him.

    "Even if we can't be lovers, can we still be friends in the future?"

    Xu Xizhou held the doorknob for a while.

    "It's ok if it's just a friend."

    Su Fan smiled and looked at Xu Xizhou's face carefully.

    "Actually, I'm not as affectionate as you think. I understand your feelings, because I once had a first love, and his character was very similar to yours. We talked for five years, but we still separated for many reasons."

    "Are you saying these words to make me feel less guilty?"

    "Of course not, this is my real first love. Sometimes I think about it, if there were not so many misunderstandings, maybe I would still be with him now."

    Su Fan's face was full of sentimentality. At this moment, Xu Xizhou briefly glimpsed his true heart under his tender and considerate appearance that was unreal.

    "Then you haven't thought about finding him again?" Xu Xizhou asked.

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