"Butterfly effect, how can you watch such an old movie?" Zhuang Jingchun leaned on the soft pillow and glanced at him in surprise.

"Don't you think the subject matter of this movie is very novel? It's about the protagonist being reborn into the past and trying to change the future."

Xu Xizhou didn't know how he chose this movie. Probably this new house has a strange magic power. When he leaned against Zhuang Jingchun's arms, he suddenly had the urge to talk about everything.

After being reborn for so long, sometimes he himself would forget that he was different from the people in this world.

It doesn't matter whether others understand him or not, what he cares about is what Zhuang Jingchun thinks of him.

"Austin, do you believe this kind of thing happens in reality?"

Xu Xizhou's tone was too serious, Zhuang Jingchun frowned slightly and looked down at him.

Xu Xizhou would never say such a thing for no reason, there must be some reason behind it.

"Of course I believe in science, but sometimes there are things that science can't explain, those supernatural things, that can't be explained."

Xu Xizhou nodded lightly, and his black eyes looked at Zhuang Jingchun quietly.

"If I told you that, like the protagonist of this movie, I was reborn, would you believe me?"

Hearing Xu Xizhou's words, Zhuang Jingchun's eyes widened slightly, with obvious shock and astonishment on her face.

His first reaction was to think that Xu Xizhou was joking with him, but the boy looked at him with such deep and serious eyes. Those were not the eyes a 19-year-old boy would have. The soul in this body seemed to be more serious than he imagined. Mature and vicissitudes.

"If it's what you said, I'll believe it." Zhuang Jingchun reached out and rubbed his cheek with a particularly soft tone.

"But I want to know more, if you are really reborn, have I been with you in your last life?"

Xu Xizhou chuckled lightly, "No, we met twice in our last life, and I unilaterally regarded you as a deadly enemy."

Zhuang Jingchun thought that when she just decided to sign Xu Xizhou, in addition to admiring his racing skills, he was not pleasing to the eyes of boys, and his tone was naturally not good when talking to him, and he felt a little guilty.

I don't know if he did anything wrong in his past life.

"Can you tell me the story before your rebirth? I want to know what you were like at that time."

Xu Xizhou was silent for a few seconds, nodded, leaned in his arms, and started a long speech.

From beginning to end, Zhuang Jingchun listened patiently. Hearing that Xu Xizhou was framed by Wang Miao in his previous life, and when he found out that there was a stimulant in his body during the competition, he clenched the hand around Xu Xizhou's waist slightly.

"He treated you like that in his last life. After his rebirth, don't you remember hating him?"

"Of course I hated him at first, and I didn't want to pay attention to him. Later, I found that everything had changed. Wang Miao didn't like Lu Rong, and naturally there was no reason to hurt me. Besides, I was always on guard against him. , Wang Miao probably noticed it himself. In his cognition, I was still his best friend, and he didn't know what he did wrong, which would change my attitude towards him inexplicably, no matter what. , Wang Miao in this life is innocent. I don't think I can't even figure this out."

Zhuang Jingchun hummed softly, with a trembling tone, and asked the question he was most concerned about.

"Then... how did you get reborn?"

Xu Xizhou smiled, and his tone was light.

"Because of a car accident. I couldn't drive a professional race, I was disheartened, and I had no source of income, so I helped someone drive a truck. But it rained heavily that night, the road conditions were bad, and on the winding road, my car tires slipped , the steering wheel lost control, directly smashed through the guardrail, and rolled down the mountain. After waking up again, he was reborn."

He talked about his car accident in a calm tone, as if it was someone else's experience. But in Zhuang Jingchun's ears, every word is worrying.

He hugged the boy in his arms tightly, as if there was a mass of cotton wool stuck in his throat, and his chest seemed to be pulling for some reason.

After a while, Xu Xizhou realized that Zhuang Jingchun's body was trembling inaudibly.

He held the man's hand instead, with a soothing tone.

"It's been so long, it's okay, and I have to thank the car accident, otherwise I wouldn't be reborn."

Zhuang Jingchun was silent, with a strong self-blame between her brows. If in his last life, he hadn't given up easily because Xu Xizhou rejected his agreement, maybe everything would have been different.

"Xiaozhou, it's all my fault."

"It's not your fault, you don't have to blame yourself." Xu Xizhou stretched out his hand to smooth the wrinkles between his brows.

"When I was desperate, you were the only one who gave me hope, but I had too much self-esteem at that time and misunderstood you."

Zhuang Jingchun's eyes were slightly red, and she hugged him tightly, almost wanting to melt it into her own blood.

When Xu Xizhou first started to tell this story of rebirth, he was still a little skeptical, but after Xu Xizhou told all the details and the ins and outs, he had no doubts about the boy.

He can be sure that these are what Xu Xizhou has actually experienced, and what Xu Xizhou has experienced must be more cruel than what he described.

Thinking of how much torture and pain Xu Xizhou had suffered after he was kicked out of the Lu family, he felt like a knife, wishing that he could bear those pains instead of Xu Xizhou.

"Hey, why are you crying?" Xu Xizhou's tone was particularly surprised.

Chapter 087

"Have it?"

Zhuang Jingchun's tone was a little dry. He subconsciously rubbed his eyes and found that his fingertips were a little wet.

"This seems to be the first time I see you cry." Xu Xizhou turned sideways and faced him, his obsidian-like eyes seemed to be shining with starlight.

"That means...you love me miserably, don't you?"

Zhuang Jingchun hummed softly, "Yes, I regret that I didn't fall in love with you earlier and made you suffer so much."