Jingxiu pursed his lips and asked Ji Youyan with his eyes turned sideways. Ji Youyan finally recovered his senses and stepped into the door.

She habitually opened the door, and when she turned around, she saw Jingxiu's raised eyebrows slightly raised, with a little probing and humor in her eyes. Ji Youyan suddenly thought of something in her expression, her face turned a little red, and she quickly opened the door again embarrassedly.

It's not like they haven't met in places like this before... Work is busy and Ji Youyan is working very hard. It is common for them to be separated from each other, so being able to attend an occasion together occasionally can be regarded as a rare date for them. After a long drought meets the rain, she more than once pressed down on Jingxiu and kissed her recklessly in front of a similar sink...

Jingxiu twitched the corners of his lips, both angry and funny. She put on her lipstick and turned to leave, but Ji Youyan stopped her suddenly, "Axiu."

Her eyes were completely different from her own hazel, black and shiny. When kissing in the past, Jingxiu had more than one emotion. She lowered her eyes and stopped.

Ji Youyan walked to her side, turned on the faucet to ease the embarrassment, and pretended to chat with Jingxiu naturally: "Although the show will be edited later, but if there is a topical scene, it's good that they don't deliberately cut the ground to be more controversial. ."

Jingxiu's heart settled down, and he couldn't tell if it was disappointment or what. She asked indifferently, "So what?"

"So I'm worried that if you comment too directly and seriously, will it be bad for you instead?" Ji Youyan suggested subtly, "You know, the trend of public opinion is always easy to be biased now, I'm worried that if someone has ulterior motives , it will affect the character design you have run in the past, and affect the impression of some passers-by who do not know what to do." Being too fair can also easily offend people.

Every sentence is from the heart, and Jingxiu understands her kindness. But these words of hers made Jingxiu recall the unhappiness that had been accumulating before the breakup, and she couldn't help but say coldly: "I never depend on people to eat. I just do what I need to do. , say what I have to say."

Ji Youyan froze for a moment, and his face turned pale.

Yes, why did she forget that Jingxiu never liked her painstakingly fabricating and managing so-called character designs for the sake of fame and fortune.

Jingxiu saw Ji Youyan's face change, and the five fingers holding the handbag gradually turned white. She softened her tone a little and explained: "As an actor, my job is to make the audience like my play, and as a mentor for this show, my job is to let the players know their strengths and weaknesses and let the audience improve their appreciation ability. I think This is the first thing I need to consider. Whether it is the real me or the character set that I have managed, some people will like it and some people will not like it. In this case, I have no loss in choosing the part of the fan group who really appreciates me, right? ?"

Ji Yuyan was dumbfounded.

The magnanimity, uprightness and confidence of Jingxiu in the previous life made her feel ashamed, but now, Ji Youyan feels even more ashamed.

She suddenly felt that it was ridiculous and superfluous to do such utilitarian and philistine considerations for Jingxiu. Jingxiu is different from her, and she looks so hard on herself, isn't it ugly?

In the end, she still didn't have the same mood and confidence as Jingxiu, and this wouldn't change completely just because she was reborn once. Ji Youyan was absent-minded and allowed the water to wash over her hands, freezing to numbness.

"Jingxiu." She called her full name in a low voice, Jingxiu looked at her with forbearance, and heard her ask, "Is it really annoying for me to care and entangle myself so much?"

Ji Youyan pulled out a wry smile, her expression gloomy. In the depressed mood, she began to reflect on her past life. Maybe the current Jingxiu really doesn't want to be too involved with herself anymore; maybe the resistance she has shown since the reunion is real, it is her self-awareness Excessive, then self-motivated and complacent.

Shouldn't she rely on her past life's luck to continue entanglement?

The five-finger nails Jingxiu put in his pocket sank into the palm of his hand, unable to say which one is yes or which one is no.

The person she first loved had the brightest and cleanest eyes in the world, and when she talked about her dreams, she was so gentle and confident that she seemed to glow. Later, the current Ji Youyan killed the former Ji Youyan, but she still loves her. But after repeated disappointments, she broke out.

After the breakup, she never walked out. Love into the bone marrow, pain also into the bone marrow. She had expectations for Ji Youyan, but she also had lingering fears about the pain Ji Youyan gave her.

"What do you think?" After a long while, Jingxiu lowered her snow-white neck, and asked in a soft, ambiguous voice.

Chapter 16

On the way back, Ji Youyan kept chewing on Jingxiu's rhetorical question. "What do you think?" Every time he played it back, Jingxiu's original tone and tone became a little blurry. The difference in the placement of each accent seems to have a new meaning.

After chewing to the end, Ji Youyan couldn't remember Jingxiu's tone at all. She didn't dare to think greedily any more, that Jingxiu didn't completely deny it might mean that she was nostalgic. If her self-righteous concern was just a entanglement for Jingxiu, then even she herself would feel disgusting and despised.

Ji Youyan admonished himself in a depressed mood, not to be imaginative and rash.

After the group returned to the film and television center, they began to record the selection of students without stopping. There are no special rules for this part. It is purely according to the instructor's intention, and it is enough to take turns to select the players that you want to guide, or that you think are more suitable for you.

Regarding the selection order, Liang Zhen and Su Lihang originally acted as gentlemen, saying that women would be given priority. But the director arranged for them to perform rock-paper-scissors for the richness of the later footage. Ji Youyan was out of luck, the first one was out, Liang Zhen and Su Lihang followed, and Jingxiu won the priority successfully. Ji Youyan didn't really care, anyway, Ruan Ningwei was the only one she had to pick, it didn't matter if she picked it early or late. Ruan Ningwei hadn't made it to the point that the first one would be snatched away.

But she never imagined that Jingxiu, who was cold-eyed and outspoken towards Ruan Ningwei during the competition, would put Ruan Ningwei's nameplate under her name on the whiteboard without a second thought.