"You can't play doubles, you can play singles, and Teacher Ji will give you advice, so maybe you can break through to the next promotion. What about those players who play with you? Can they only be your victims?"

"Can Lu Min have your luck and advance to the next round?" Jingxiu asked Ruan Ningwei's eyes.

She knew that Ruan Ningwei was kind and implicated others would make her feel guilty, so she deliberately provoked her and poked her pain.

Sure enough, Ruan Ningwei's delicate face lost all color, her eyelashes fluttered quickly, trying to hide her vulnerability.

She didn't have the courage to look at Jingxiu again, she bent down, bowed deeply, and apologized, "I'm sorry..." Like a piece of bamboo that was abruptly broken.

Jingxiu choked his throat.

Ji Youyan's heart thumped, and she intuited that Jingxiu's words were too heavy.

She quickly stood up to help Ruan Ningwei and comforted her: "Ning Wei, don't say sorry, let alone tell us. Teacher Jing will say this, not to blame you for anything. She is just cherishing talents, I hope you can face your own. The crux, there will be better development in the future.”

"But the game is cruel, and life is cruel. Each of us has limited ability, just do our best. There is nothing that is not implicated, and there is no guilt or guilt."

Ruan Ningwei didn't know if she was listening or not. She raised her head, showing a smile that was more sad than crying, and replied, "I know, I will take Teacher Jing's words into consideration."

She sniffed and escaped: "Then I'll go out first."

After finishing speaking, without waiting for Ji Youyan and Jingxiu to answer, they hurried out the door.

Ji Youyan stood there and looked at Ruan Ningwei's staggering back, with a worried look in her eyes.

Jingxiu frowned, and the fingertips holding the pen were white.

In the last life, Ruan Ningwei died by suicide. Although Ji Youyan did not see that Ruan Ningwei would do such a thing so far, she knew very well that Ruan Ningwei was a kind and delicate person. People with too delicate minds are often sensitive and fragile. She worried that Ruan Ningwei heard some words in her heart and would not be able to bear the pressure.

The air was silent for a few seconds, Ji Youyan licked his lips, and persuaded Jingxiu tactfully, "Axiu, Ning Wei's problem, otherwise we can forget it. It won't be solved in a while."

Jingxiu sank his eyes, looked directly at her and said, "If you think this way, it won't happen for a while, it will never be resolved."

"But the reason why the heart knot is a heart knot is that you know where the crux is, but you can't face it directly." Ji Youyan felt helpless when he saw Jingxiu's stubborn appearance.

"So, since she can't solve it by herself, she needs to be pushed by external force." Jingxiu said in a low voice.

Ji Youyan didn't know if she was sympathizing with Ruan Ningwei, or she felt empathy, "But, Axiu, not everyone can bravely face their inner fragility. Some things, some words, are hard to say." Maybe he didn't dare to say it. The pain of memories, maybe the darkness that I spurn, there is always something, I can't wait to let it see the light forever.

She was a little dazed for a while, and pleaded in a tone of voice: "Axiu, think about it from another position, is it too difficult to force Ning Wei like this?"

Jingxiu's expression suddenly turned cold.

A look of sadness flashed in her eyes almost imperceptibly, and she asked Ji Youyan, "So, are you blaming me now?"

"You think I'm impersonal and understanding of others. Right?"

Ji Youyan was stunned for a moment, then recovered and denied in a hoarse voice, "I didn't mean that."

Her eyes clearly meant that. Jingxiu's eyes dimmed, and he questioned, "Isn't she too egoistic and not understanding of others when she is cowardly trapped in her own world, making people who care about her suffer with her, but always pretending to be invisible? "

Ji Yuyan was speechless. She suddenly didn't know whether Jingxiu was questioning Ruan Ningwei or Ji Youyan from the past.

Jingxiu snorted lightly and laughed at herself: "Maybe you're right, I'm too selfish and too demanding." She stood up, not in the mood to say anything more, and turned around to leave.

Ji Youyan subconsciously reached out and grabbed Jingxiu's wrist, holding her back: "Axiu..."

But Jingxiu turned around and said in a very light and distant tone, "Let go."

Ji Yuyan's heart trembled.

The camera outside seemed to have heard the quarrel inside and knocked on the door, as if they were about to come in.

Ji Youyan was relieved, and Jingxiu's hand was pulled away from her palm little by little. In the end, only a piece of cold air remained.

and her empty heart.

Chapter 35

After Jingxiu left, Ji Youyan froze in place for a while. She reflected, she was the one who made a blunder.

Whether from a work perspective, she and Jingxiu are both mentors, each with their own guiding style, or from a personal perspective, she and Jingxiu care about Ruan Ningwei, and each has their own perspective.

She has no right to demand or even blame Jingxiu.

Because Ruan Ningwei's cowardice and sensitivity made her see who she used to be, she instinctively understood and understood Ruan Ningwei. But what Jingxiu said was not wrong, blindly indulging in his own emotions would not only make himself miserable, but also make the people around him miserable.

Just like in her relationship with Jingxiu back then, if she could be more honest with Jingxiu, maybe they wouldn’t end up so bleakly; Wouldn't she end up on a dead end?

Jingxiu said that she was accusing her of being impersonal, and asked herself, for a moment, she had such a thought. Jingxiu has always been so confident and brave, and she has the moonlight and wind, so everything dark and humble seems to have been isolated from her.

However, even if others can misunderstand her like this, Ji Youyan is not qualified to accuse her like this.

At the end of the competition that year, neither she nor Jingxiu entered the debut position. Jingxiu had no intention of forming a group, so according to the original plan, she signed a contract with the prestigious Guangyu. At that time, Jingxiu suggested to her that if she wanted, she could sign into Guangyu with her.