Ji Yuyan couldn't speak anymore.

She gritted her teeth and continued typing for Jingxiu: "At first, I was reluctant to sell it. Later, when another single I funded and produced was released, Cao Tianchi once again persuaded me to recognize the reality, and I began to be confused. , I sold the song to Guo Wen, I want to know too much, whether it is my song that is not good, or this market, this reality is not good."

Ji Yuyan was a little choked up. She still couldn't say it, still couldn't tell Jingxiu frankly, that was only part of the reason why she sold songs.

She couldn't say it. During her time, she had almost no job and no income, and the savings she brought were very few, and her life was stretched. Making music requires money, equipment requires money, rent requires money, food and beverages require money, transportation requires money, and dating Jingxiu requires money...

In love, there are contacts, and Jingxiu never hesitates to spend money on her, how could she be cheeky and keep letting Jingxiu pay for it unilaterally?

But she ended up running out of money.

Jingxiu fell ill during the filming of the movie. She was worried about Jingxiu and wanted to take care of her, but after she took out the money for the plane ticket, she left the airport and didn't even have the money to take a taxi to Jingxiu's studio.

How can she say it, Jingxiu, I want to see you, but I have no money, so you have to buy me a plane ticket? Ji Youyan's tears dripped uncontrollably on the screen of her mobile phone. She tried to wipe away the tears, but the tears kept growing.

"But I dare not tell you, I'm afraid you think I have no backbone, and I'm afraid you will find out that I'm not as good as you think I am. I'm afraid you will be disappointed in me..."

"I told you that every song is my child, my pride, my dream, but I ended up selling it."

"I sold my ideals. I dare not tell you." Every word seemed to be dug out of her heart, Ji Youyan curled up her legs, sobbing and panting...

Across the living room, Jingxiu stared at the screen of his phone, biting his lower lip, his eyes were red. She raised her head and tried to force back the tears, but there were still tears that poured out desperately and slid down her cheeks...

How could she not know that Ji Yuyan sold the song. For each of her songs, she rushed to be the first listener and gave her the first applause. As long as she is by Ji Youyan's side, even if Ji Youyan is not satisfied with the jumbled up scraps, she will pick them out from the trash can one by one, flatten them, and keep them precious.

But Ji Youyan didn't want to tell her, so why was she willing to embarrass her?

There are so many things about her lover that she doesn't want her to know, she can guess, she can't guess. She always comforted herself that one day, Ji Youyan would trust her enough, rely on her, and tell her everything about her voluntarily.

But in the end, she just waited more and more disappointed.

Jingxiu sniffed and held back the sourness in his heart. She wiped away her tears, went to the glass room to wash her face, and then boiled the water.

The water boiled, and her face could not be seen crying.

Jingxiu finally replied to Ji Youyan: "Come here."

The author has something to say: Then, Teacher Ji fell asleep crying without seeing the news.

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Chapter 38

Ji Youyan didn't have the courage to continue after sobbing. Looking at the still unresponsive dialog box, she gave a wry smile, wiped away her tears and got out of bed to wash her face.

In fact, she did not expect Jingxiu to respond to her immediately. She had lived up to Jingxiu's tenderness and tolerance, but now all of this is her own fault. She just wanted Jingxiu to know that she was not the same as before. She will become frank, learn to show weakness, and let go of the self-confidence and pride that she should not have in love.

Even though she is still doing it hard now, but slowly, she can always put together a whole heart for Jingxiu to see.

This is her sincerity and determination.

The show is going to be recorded tomorrow. In order to keep her eyes from swollen, she washed her face with cold water and put a cold towel on her eyes for a long time. She was sure that nothing was wrong, and she was too tired to go to warm her hands and feet again. She went back to bed and wanted to turn off the alarm clock she had set every day to remind her to sleep. She took out her mobile phone and opened the screen to find an unread WeChat message.

It was sent to her by Jingxiu a few minutes ago. There are only three simple words: "Come here."

Ji Youyan immediately sat up straight and was ecstatic. A few seconds later, she threw down her phone, lifted the quilt out of bed, put on a cotton mop, and rushed out the door in one go.

It wasn't until he trotted all the way to the door of Jingxiu's room and raised his hand to knock on the door that Ji Youyan's reason returned to the cage.

What is she doing? Ji Youyan looked down at herself, who was wearing the wrong left and right feet and was disheveled, and laughed dumbly.

The chill in the living room made Ji Youyan shudder unconsciously. She withdrew the hand that was about to knock on the door, changed the left and right slippers, tidied up her clothes, and was about to comb her hair, but the door suddenly opened without knocking.

Jingxiu stood in the light and shadow, his expression was always deserted.

After such a heart-to-heart confession, seeing such a calm Jingxiu, Ji Youyan opened her mouth and called out "Axiu", and was suddenly embarrassed and ashamed to speak.

Looking at the thin pajamas on her body, Jingxiu frowned almost imperceptibly.

"Come in." She opened the door wide and said lightly.

Ji Youyan was instantly shocked and flattered. It was only through Jingxiu's figure that she turned away from her that she could see the whole picture of Jingxiu's room for the first time. It is obviously the same layout and furnishings as her room, but it seems that because Jingxiu lives, everything looks so different.

Ji Youyan clasped her hands together, raised her foot and entered Jingxiu's door, walking step by step with great solemnity. Tonight, the surprises one after another smashed her into a bit of a daze. She unconsciously asked herself, does this open door also represent a little bit of the door that Jingxiu has opened to her again?

Jingxiu didn't notice her thoughts. Standing in front of the table, she lifted the kettle and poured her a cup of hot water, handed it to Ji Youyan, and said calmly, "Clean."

Ji Youyan looked at her peaceful brows and couldn't help raising the corners of her lips. She took the cup with both hands, and the heat from the water cup was ironed on her hand, which made her sigh in comfort.