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    If it wasn't because of her excessive love that she was reluctant to bear, how dare she brazenly endure abuse in this circle.

    "Don't be reconciled." Jingxiu stared at her and spit out her heart softly. "Come here." She waved to Ruan Ningwei.

    Ruan Ningwei couldn't bear her gentle request, and walked to her side with heavy steps.

    Jingxiu reached out and grabbed her wrist, pulling her to sit beside him.

    "My cousin, Tao Xingruo, has actually liked you for a long time." Jingxiu suddenly changed the subject.

    Ruan Ningwei was stunned.

    Jingxiu didn't take it seriously, and continued lightly, "Since you went to her house as a tutor, she has liked you." As if to ease the dignified atmosphere, she teased with a little smile: "Can't think of it? Mr. Tao, who is all-powerful outside, is actually such an innocent little girl."

    Ruan Ningwei's throat tightened and her claws scratched her heart. It's not that she hadn't thought about this possibility, after all Tao Xingruo was too kind to her. But soon, she dispelled her own guesses. Besides her pretty skin, what is there for her to be liked by a proud son like Tao Xingruo?

    Besides, if you really like it, why take advantage of it?

    Jingxiu saw Ruan Ningwei's doubts and explained, "If I said that I gave her a bad idea and let her take advantage of it, would you hate me?" It was she who informed Tao Xingruo and asked her to go to send money.

    "..." Ruan Ningwei turned to look at Jingxiu.

    "She thinks that you are very afraid of her, and it is impossible to like her, so she has never bothered you. Is that true? You don't like people with her character at all."

    Ruan Ningwei was shaken. What kind of character is Tao Xingruo? She used to think it was serious and cold, but now... after being forced to get along for a long time, she is a little uncertain.

    "You're too defensive. If she just pursues you, it's estimated that you and her can't even be friends after you break it?"

    "So, after she made up her mind to chase you, she desperately forced you to stay with her. On the one hand, she felt that it was convenient to take care of you and your mother, and on the other hand, she felt that she needed a chance to let you slowly Get to know her."

    Ruan Ningwei was confused, a little suspicious, a little moved, and a little scared. She really didn't want to, and didn't dare to fall in love again.

    "You can't get into the show, is it related to Lu Zishan?" Jingxiu suddenly jumped on the topic again, killing Ruan Ningwei by surprise.

    Ruan Ningwei didn't have time to hide it, her surprised and panicked expression confirmed Jingxiu's guess.

    Jingxiu understood. She didn't explain much, just stared at Ruan Ningwei and persuaded her: "Ning Wei, if there is a poisonous sore in the wound, you will never face it, and if you don't dare to gouge out a little bit, the wound will just keep rotting, and you will never be able to truly heal."

    She said it to Ruan Ningwei, but also to herself. She didn't know if she was too greedy. She used to think that as long as Ji Yuyan was good, she could do anything. Later, when she saw that Ji Youyan had changed, she had to go one step further, trying to dig out all the poisonous sores between them.

    Grudges that persist in the heart will rot like sores. If you don't end the past well, how can you start again?

    "Life is so long, do you really want to set up a dungeon for a person and stop moving forward? Give yourself a chance?"

    "Is Teacher Ji your prison?" Ruan Ningwei asked unexpectedly, twisting the corners of her clothes with five fingers.

    This time, it was Jingxiu's turn to be stunned.

    After a long while, Jingxiu replied tenderly, "She is different."

    "She is my Anle Township."

    The author has something to say: Today is also Teacher Jing who is protecting her little rough wife.

    Jing Miaomiao: She can only question me, not others.

    Chapter 46

    Ruan Ningwei was caught off guard and was stuffed with a mouthful of dog food, and her expression changed again and again. Originally, because Jingxiu had been poking at her sore spot, her heart felt like a huge boulder was pressing on her, and she panicked. But seeing Jingxiu's gentle expression when he mentioned Ji Youyan, she finally burst into laughter.

    "Mr. Ji will be very happy if she hears it." She sighed in a low voice.

    It is impossible for her and Lu Zishan to be together. Their fans' CPs can be together. wonder if it is a dream come true.

    Jingxiu seemed to have thought of something, smiled a little, and told Ruan Ningwei solemnly, "Don't tip off."

    Ruan Ningwei was seen through her mind, her eyes dodged.

    "It's not allowed to be included in the fanfiction." Jingxiu's ears turned a little red.

    It was rare for Ruan Ningwei to see Jingxiu who was always so arrogant, so she couldn't help laughing softly.

    Jingxiu's expression softened when she saw that she was a little more open. She snorted lightly, with a fair look: "I told you my little secret, shouldn't you tell me too?"

    Ruan Ningwei was stunned, a little shaken, and a little hesitant.

    "If you don't trust me, you can also talk to Tao. Give her a chance, and give yourself a chance, okay?" Jingxiu followed suit.

    After she finished speaking, she was about to get up and ask Tao Xingruo to come in. Ruan Ningwei quickly grabbed the corner of her clothes and stopped her, "Mr. Jing, I believe you."

    Jingxiu turned to look at her.

    Ruan Ningwei looked confused and said softly, "If Mr. Tao doesn't like me, then I don't need to tell her; if Mr. Tao likes me, then I don't know how to tell her."

    "She knows your past very well. She watched you and Lu Zishan go from falling in love to breaking up." Jingxiu sat down again.

    "She doesn't care about your past, she only cares that you don't treat yourself well now and don't take life seriously."

    "If your mother knew, she must hope that you can let yourself go and have a good life."

    Like the last straw that broke the camel's back, Ruan Ningwei's eyes were wet again.

    During the breakup period, she lost weight like a walking corpse. Despite the good cover, the mother found out. She said that she was too tired from work, and her mother persuaded her not to work too hard more than once, and even blamed herself for being useless, which made her burden so heavy. She felt nauseous reflexively after eating, and vomited tears while hugging the toilet. When she came out, her mother's eyes were always red.

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