She clenched Jingxiu's hand tightly, looked at Jingxiu's expression, lightly rested her chin on Jingxiu's knee, and said warmly, "I mean it."

"Axiu, I admit that it would be a lie to say that I didn't feel embarrassed or disappointed at all when I knew that I had always been so-called self-reliance and still did not leave your help." It is not easy to admit one's inferiority. But compared to Jingxiu who had lowered her figure time and time again for her, it was nothing for her to let down a little pride now.

She used to judge herself by fame and fortune, and she felt that everyone would measure herself in this way. She was afraid that her humility and her arrogance would make Jingxiu look down on her. She paid attention to herself with all her heart, so much so that the lard was blinded to Jingxiu's dedication and vulnerability.

Jingxiu felt the weight on his legs and froze his legs.

"But later, I felt more guilty and distressed. I felt distressed that you kept making you suffer like this. I felt guilty for accepting your kindness but not sincerely thanking you. I don't know how..." Before the evil words could be spoken, Jingxiu hit cut her off.

"You don't have to belittle yourself like that."

Ji Yuyan felt warmth in his heart. It doesn't matter what others think, what matters is what Jingxiu thinks of her.

A word of "Yan Yan" swirled in his throat, but Jingxiu finally didn't call out. She said: "I didn't help you. You don't have anything that isn't self-reliant."

"Whether it was before or now when I signed Ran Wen, I have never interfered in your career development. The only time I wanted you to make a movie with me, and you refused, didn't you? A singer's achievement is a song, and an actor's achievement is a drama. , at most, I just provide you with an environment to focus on your career. If it weren't for the development of this circle of pathological conditions, wouldn't it be natural for talented people to come forward with their strength?"

"You perform the play yourself, and you win the award yourself based on your strength. What does it have to do with me if you can seize the opportunity to achieve success?" There are many people in this circle who can't even spend a lot of money, not to mention, She didn't spend money to support Ji Yuyan. Apart from the filter of her lover, she has always appreciated and believed Ji Youyan's talent.

Ji Youyan's eyes were like water, and he laughed softly.

"Yes, it has nothing to do with you." But when she figured it out in her last life, Jingxiu was no longer waiting for her.

"Axiu, I thank you for letting me meet Wei Yizhen." In the last life, she left Wang Junchan's suppression and control method and followed Wei Yizhen, and she slowly regained her confidence.

There was an almost imperceptible mist in Jingxiu's eyes. She said in a soft voice, "Wei Yizhen wasn't the one I was looking for, and it has nothing to do with me." She was bitten by a snake for ten years and was afraid of the rope.

Ji Youyan saw her showing a little familiar tenderness, and her heart became restless.

"I see," she replied in a low voice.

She is so desirable. Ji Youyan bit her lip, her heart beating like a drum. She couldn't hold back, and under Jingxiu's gaze, she tentatively put her thin lips on the back of Jingxiu's cold hand.

The warm touch seemed to burn all the way from the back of his hand into Jingxiu's heart. Her body shuddered and softened.

The long-standing desire was satisfied, Jingxiu heard a sigh of iron in his heart, and then, the desire was even worse, and he wanted more greedily.

Rational and emotional tugging, Jingxiu stared at Ji Youyan in a daze, hesitating to say anything.

Her non-resistance, her softness nourishes Ji Youyan's courage. Ji Youyan raised her graceful neck, her eyes burning hot. She stood up slowly, from looking up to looking down, trying to get close to Jingxiu's long coveted red lips.

Ji Youyan's hand was on the back of Jingxiu's chair, but it was only a few minutes away, and their warm breaths were already entangled in the air...

Jingxiu's throat slid, and he suddenly turned his face away.

Ji Youyan was stunned, he stopped quickly, his knuckles turned white with force, and he forcibly restrained.

"Axiu..." She called out in a hoarse voice, with a hint of pity.

Jingxiu didn't dare to look at her, and said in a rustling voice, "Why didn't you think so before?" Her rationality finally prevailed.

"Why did you never communicate with me before?"

Why? Ji Youyan recited it silently in his heart. For many, many reasons, she didn't know where to start for a while.

"Maybe it's a fan of the authorities," she said with difficulty. The longer she broke up with Jingxiu, the more sober she became, and the more she regretted her disappointment. No matter what kind of hardships she had ever had, it was not a legitimate reason for her to hurt Jingxiu. But when she was caught in the game, she couldn't see clearly.

Jingxiu's line of sight was a little farther away, and he said slowly, "So, distance can help us communicate better, right?"

In the painful days after breaking up, she reflected on it many times. Was it because she was so eager to pursue Ji Youyan that she didn't communicate well and gave Ji Youyan enough time to think about it soberly, so that Ji Youyan agreed to be with her hastily.

After breaking up, Ji Yuyan never looked for her. If it wasn't for this time they met on the show, their story would have ended. Does she really want to be with her?

To love or not to be together or not to be together, these are two things.

Guilt can make people dizzy for a while and move forward bravely, but time will erase everything.

Did Ji Yuyan really think about it this time? Are they really not going to make the same mistakes again?

Jingxiu has no confidence.

Ji Youyan opened his mouth and was speechless.

The phone rang suddenly and hastily, and the voice came from Jingxiu's pocket. Jingxiu took out his mobile phone, and Ji Youyan saw that the screen displayed that the caller seemed to be in Yanzhou.

Jingxiu looked at the call and completely calmed down. Her eyes fell on Ji Youyan's arms around her, Ji Youyan quickly withdrew his hand in embarrassment and stood up straight.

Jingxiu nodded slightly, while picking up the phone, he got up and walked out.

Ji Youyan stood there and watched her, raised his hand and touched his lips absentmindedly. After a while, she bent her lips and let out a sigh of relief.