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    His mother tried to stop him, but he pushed him away. He still said: "I, Ji Changsong, don't have a daughter like you, nor do you have a student like you at Jinghua University. Don't hang on to our name, be grandstanding, humiliate the public, and bring a bad school spirit!"

    Ji Youyan looked at his heartless appearance, cried and laughed suddenly, feeling disheartened. She knelt down and kowtowed to him, went back to the room and dragged her luggage, ignoring her mother's cry, and left without looking back.

    The mother chased out and stuffed her with a bank card. Tears were all over my mother's face, as if there were thousands of words she wanted to say. In the end, she only said one sentence: "Let's go, so you can do it yourself."

    On the way, she received a text message from her mother, saying: "Yanyan, like your father, I am very disappointed in you. However, you can't listen to what I advise you now, and I don't want to accuse you of anything. I just hope You, you are responsible for the choice you make, and you will never regret it. The family can't help you, you take care of yourself and do it yourself. I hope you can have a good dream and a successful career. "

    Ji Youyan hugged her phone, crouched down, and cried her heart out on the street.

    When leaving Yanzhou, she looked back at the city one last time. She was smug, and she swore that she would make a breakthrough.

    But the reality was far more cruel than she thought. In the two years she first entered the entertainment industry, she was unknown and accomplished nothing. She didn't dare to contact her former classmates, friends and teachers, let alone contact her parents.

    At the beginning of the fourth year, she had a little splash in her career because she switched to film and television. During the Spring Festival that year, she mustered up the courage to go back to her parents. But she couldn't find them, they moved.

    The mother answered her phone and made an appointment with her outside the restaurant.

    Without saying a few words, her mother asked her bluntly whether the rumored same-sex scandal between her and Jingxiu was true.

    She couldn't open her mouth to deny it, and her silent attitude said it all.

    The mother's face changed greatly and she accused her: "Do you really know what you are doing now? Is this the dream you said at the beginning? Is this the freedom and life you want? Your father said it was a big dye vat at the beginning. I didn't let you go, but I believed in you, and I wanted to persuade your father for a while. But look at what you did after you went out? Do you know what the news is saying about you? Does your dad point something? Do you know how embarrassed we are when our colleagues and friends come to ask us with all kinds of tidbits about you?"

    "Tell me, did you really sell yourself and follow a woman for the sake of fame and fortune."

    Ji Youyan asked her with red eyes: "Mom, is that what you think of me? Do you just not believe me?" It's okay if others think of her, even her mother thinks of her.

    She doesn't ask how much she has suffered and how much grievances she has suffered in recent years, she just blames and questions. All she cares about is their face, right?

    "If I say no, I just love her so I'm with her, and I'm gay, would you feel more accepting?"

    Mother also blushed and did not speak. After a while, she said, "I can't accept it, can you change it?"

    Ji Yuyan looked at her, and tears rolled down suddenly. "How can I change this? I can't help it." Her attitude turned cold.

    "You're so disappointing to me. Let's go, we won't contact you until you figure it out." The mother stopped looking at her, as if looking at her again would make her eyes dirty.

    Ji Youyan's heart seemed to be delayed by something, blood dripping. Her pride, her cold heart, made her unable to bow her head.

    She choked her throat, wiped away her tears, and said word by word, "I'm sorry, you have been embarrassed by giving birth to a daughter like me." After speaking, she left the bank card that Zhong Qingyu gave her to her. Into the snow.

    After she went back, she had a successful career, and she paid Zhong Qingyu every month. Zhong Qingyu would always return her double the money to express her rejection after finding out. Ji Youyan's heart slowly became cold, and then she simply gave up making money, and only sent something to the school during the festivals.

    Later, her information was leaked, she changed the number, sent a text message to her mother, and found that her mother's number was empty. It is also sad to do this as a parent and child, Ji Youyan gradually despaired. She didn't know what to do to satisfy her parents and accept her with her parents. In addition to working harder in her career and seeking an achievement, she is powerless and full of hesitation.

    Later, she and Jingxiu broke up. She was hidden by Dingfeng, her life was a mess, she was too busy to take care of herself, and she completely lost contact with her parents. She followed Wei Yizhen, and she wanted to go back to find her parents the year she won the actress by her own strength. However, there was no time to go back.

    She is dead.

    After carefully sorting out the context of his previous life, and thinking back to the fragility in his mother's words just now, Ji Youyan felt remorse. So was it like this in the past? Did your father have an accident in the previous life? When the mother was most hesitant and frightened in the last life, was she unable to contact herself like this?

    She is such an unfilial daughter.

    Ji Youyan covered her eyes, gasping for breath.

    Wei Yizhen saw that she was in a bad mood, and comforted her: "Uncle rescued him in time, Jiren has a natural appearance, and he will be fine."

    Ji Youyan answered her in a low voice, "Yeah."

    After a long time, Ji Youyan calmed down and asked Wei Yizhen, "My mother said she couldn't contact me, so how did you know about it?"

    Wei Yizhen thought about the whole thing carefully and figured out that something was wrong.She answered Ji You truthfully and said, "Jingxiu suddenly called and told me. I was also surprised at the time."

    Ji Youyan's heart skipped a beat, and conditioned reflex: "How did she know?!"

    "I don't know about that. I didn't respond to inquire at the time."

    Ji Youyan first flashed one possibility in her mind, but she thought it was too far-fetched. Then, she thought of the second possibility, which was a little hard to accept.She rubbed her brows and suppressed her doubts.

    She asked Wei Yizhen's opinion: "Sister Wei, I may need to accompany me in the hospital for a while. Look at the work side..."

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