She could only explain in haste: "Axiu, I didn't do it on purpose. At the beginning, I didn't tell you because I took a gamble. I remember when my father drove me out, he scolded me for humiliating me and asked me to Never mention their words. Later, I didn't dare to mention it because..." She choked: "It's because the more I like you, the more I know your bravery and the happiness of your family, the more uneasy I will be, the more I want to hide everything that is not beautiful and unbearable in me. I began to doubt that I have anything worthy of your liking. I am afraid that if you find out that I am not good enough, it may become that you no longer like me. To begin, I..."

The more inferior she is, the more proud and glamorous she wants to appear in front of Jingxiu, and the more worthy of Jingxiu she is. It seems like this way, she can trick Jingxiu to like her a little longer. In this case, how should she tell Jingxiu.

She still couldn't speak. She opened her mouth, tears streaming down her face, but she sobbed silently.

Jingxiu bit his lower lip unconsciously, his mouth full of the rust smell of blood.

She was reluctant to embarrass Ji Youyan any more, and interrupted Ji Youyan with a thick nasal voice: "I understand you."

Her fingernails sank into her palm, and she asked Ji Youyan: "Yanyan, I know you are proud and you have strong self-esteem, but don't I?"

Ji Yuyan looked at her blankly. Jingxiu was born like a white swan whose neck should always be held high. Ji Youyan knew her pride and self-esteem better than anyone else.

Jingxiu snorted and said astringently, "Yanyan, it's not easy for me to take the initiative. But before, have I ever been mean to you?"

Ji Youyan didn't know how much courage she mustered up every time she took the initiative, let alone how long it took her to calm down every time she resisted.

Heart to heart. Ji Yu said nothing to her.

"It's not easy for anyone to show one's wounds and expose one's own insecurities. But am I just that other person to you? People who love each other, aren't they the ones who can lick each other's wounds? "Jingxiu asked her.

"I used to watch fans save money and vote for me when they wanted to send me to debut, and I told you in a crash that the reason why I participated in this show was not for my debut, but because my mother did not agree with me in the entertainment industry and let me I'm self-reliant, let's first experience the pressure of this circle and see if I can really bear it. I know that I won't debut, but I still deceived the sincere support of fans. This is something that I still find it hard to say when I think about it. But then you asked me, and I told you. At that time, did you think I was despicable?"

Ji Youyan shook his head: "I never thought of you that much. I just felt sad when I saw you cry at that time."

Jingxiu's eyes twitched, and he asked again, "I told you that time, I used to be uneasy and confused, worrying about gains and losses. Do you feel that I am fragile, humble and embarrassing, destroying my image and destroying your feelings for me?"

Ji Youyan choked his throat and said guiltily, "No, I just want to hug you, and I feel so bad that I want to die."

Jingxiu showed a little smile that made Ji Yuyan sad.

She turned around, put the phone on the back of the bed, stood against the wall, and then straightened her upper body into a kneeling posture.

Ji Youyan saw in the video, Jingxiu's slender fingers were intertwined on the hem of her pajamas, and then, when she stretched her waist and spread her forearms lightly, the pajamas were lifted.

Jingxiu's flat and firm belly, waist that is not full of grip, and a beautiful and holy body appeared in Ji Yuyan's line of sight.

With a large breast and a slender waist, delicate and lustrous, and flawless white jade, Ji Youyan was dazed when she first saw Jingxiu's body hidden under her clothes. In addition to being amazed at the Creator's preference, she was amazed. But now, she saw that Jingxiu's body and skin were as perfect as before, but it seemed that the white jade had shattered with a crack, and there was a hideous scar, which snaked from Jingxiu's waist to under the bra. hidden in it.

Destroys all beauty.

The huge pain hit, Ji Yuyan's tears welled up in his eyes.

This was the first time she saw Jingxiu's scar after her injury. The beauty-loving girl who used to leave small fine scars on her fingers, how did she accept this imperfect scar on her body?

Jingxiu stared at Ji Youyan's demeanor, the hands hanging on both sides of his body, his fingertips trembled unconsciously.

Her expression, so perturbed and so calm, is that she has completely surrendered herself, regardless of Ji You's words of trust.

She asked Ji Youyan: "Ugly? I think it's very ugly. I don't dare to look closely every time I take a shower."

Ji Yuyan's heart ached as if a hundred holes had been broken, and blood was dripping. She couldn't imagine how much pain Jingxiu had ever felt. She shook her head and said back to Jingxiu with a trembling voice: "Not ugly, not ugly at all." With tears in her eyes, she couldn't help lowering her head, kissing the screen with a pious gesture, as if she could kiss Jingxiu's body, Soothe her scar.

Jingxiu only saw Ji Youyan approaching the camera, and then...

Screen goes black...

"Axiu, it hurts so much..." She heard Ji Youyan's whimper.

My heart suddenly softened.

"You look up." Jingxiu regained his reason and stopped Ji Youyan.

Ji Youyan raised her head obediently, tears hanging from her eyelashes, innocent and helpless.

"There are germs, go wash." Jingxiu was moved and amused, but Ji Youyan temporarily blocked the words he was about to say later.

What a silly and cute person.

The author has something to say: Ji Wangwang is innocent: cuteness is not my fault.

Chapter 74

The originally good atmosphere of the conversation was wiped out by Ji Yuyan's sudden stupidity.When Ji Youyan heard Jingxiu's advice, she covered her mouth embarrassedly, put down her phone and trotted to the bathroom to wash.

Soon she came back, her lips were red and moist, and she defended in a low voice: "I want to kiss it. It hurts..." She said with a choked voice.

Jingxiu's heart is warm.She put her arms around her belly, half covering the scar, and said warmly, "It's over." In fact, no matter how painful it was, she didn't feel the pain at that time.