When Ji Youyan saw Jingxiu's embrace, he suddenly said nervously, "Axiu, are you cold?"

Jingxiu was suddenly asked this question by her, and when he saw how nearly naked he was facing the camera, he felt ashamed.

She didn't answer Ji Yuyan's question, and went straight to get the pajamas on the sheet. She first put her arms into her sleeves, then stretched her waist and put her head in.

Ji Youyan stared intently at Jingxiu's graceful body in the video, and swallowed inappropriately. Just when everything was about to be hidden under the clothes, Ji Youyan asked her curiously, "Axiu, what is the English tattoo on it?"

There was a small black tattoo near the edge of Jingxiu's scar, which Ji Youyan couldn't see clearly.

Jingxiu put on her clothes, and subconsciously followed Ji Youyan's question, and stroked where the tattoo on her ribs was. "The first letter is F." She said lightly.

Ji Yuyan had many words in his mind.

The tattoo was suggested by a friend when Jingxiu was in a bad mood a year after the breakup.

"When designing, I told the tattoo artist that the best tattoo is 'forget'."

Forget something, it goes without saying. Ji Yuyan bit her lip.

"When I lay down, I regretted it." If you can really forget, why should the "forget" tattoo on your body become a memory.

But it's just trying to cover up and deceive others. Jingxiu curled his fingertips slightly, "Finally, I got tattoos forgive."

She lowered her eyes, with a bit of self-deprecation, "Unfortunately, you see, I didn't do well in the end for these two words."

It's forgiveness. Ji Youyan's eyes loomed again. "No, Axiu, you have done enough."

She was glad that Jingxiu didn't do it completely. If Jingxiu had done it all, what should she do now, who was still stuck in the same place and unwilling to leave. But she felt distressed again, distressed for her last life to the end, she still did not do well, but she could never wait for her Jingxiu.

Jingxiu was noncommittal. She pondered a little, pressed the scar, and turned back to the topic that had just been interrupted by Ji Youyan's actions: "Yanyan."

Ji Youyan listened to Jingxiu's words with gentle eyes.

"Like when I showed you the ugliest scar on my body, I also felt embarrassed, apprehensive, and even afraid that you would think my body was no longer perfect. However, I choose to believe in you. Likewise, Yanyan, if you put your Your wound is exposed to me, and I can't lick your wound, but I despise its ugliness, and you don't have to miss a lover like me. It's not worth it."

"You don't even have such trust in me. Is it because I haven't done well enough to give you a sense of security?"

Ji Youyan lowered her head and said abruptly: "No, Axiu, it's my own problem. Axiu, I..." She tightened her fingers on the phone and continued: "I was kicked out of the house by my parents back then. It was as if the worldview had collapsed. Then, that shadow seemed to never go away.”

Her eyes were wet: "At that time, I felt that I was alone in the north, and I had a feeling of being shut out of the world. I suddenly discovered that what I learned from books since I was a child, the so-called parents' love is selfless and great, It's not entirely true. I'm their ideal daughter, and they love me, and I'm not what they're ideal, so they can ruthlessly drive me away. I realized that even the blood is connected by birth. The love of parents is conditional and can be withdrawn at any time. My self-protection mechanism seems to make me subconsciously, no longer able to fully trust and rely on a person. I don’t know, this world is Not really someone who can fully accept me and love me in all my ways, including the different, imperfect sides of me and hers that I imagined. I'm... so afraid of being dumped again."

Jingxiu listened to her talk about her fear, and saw her sad face with red eyes, her heart ached unbearably.

Ji Youyan squeezed out a smile at this moment, looked directly at her and said softly: "But I believe in you now. Axiu, I believe in you. Even me who was so unbearable, you are willing to give me another chance, It's enough to show that you are real, love me miserably, don't you?"

Jingxiu opened his mouth and suddenly became silent. Although she was happy when she saw Ji Youyan's radiant appearance, although she really had no way to refute Ji Youyan's conclusion, she really wanted to turn off the video and terminate the call.

After a long while, Jingxiu looked away and said with difficulty, "You are right."

Ji Youyan's tears turned into laughter, Jingxiu restrained her shyness, looked directly at Ji Youyan and said, "But Yanyan, love is not enough. Love is easy, but getting along is not easy. I admit that I was not frank enough before, I thought I was Everything can be tolerated, but it has resulted in more and more problems between us."

"There is something wrong with the way we get along. I even think that I was too forbearing in the past, that I condone your non-communication. If we can't change the way we get along, we will never be the right person for each other. I don't want to be like before. That's it, I don't want to be like this anymore, I'll force you a little bit, you tell me a little bit. The forever initiative, I can't do it. "

Ji You's words were as tender as water, and he promised: "Then I'll do it. Axiu, this time, can I take the initiative?"

Jingxiu's feathered eyelashes fanned lightly, showing a wavering expression.

"It's my turn to chase after you, okay?" Ji You said in a persuasive manner.

Jingxiu lowered his neck, and after a few seconds, he said quietly, "Aren't you already chasing?" The voice was soft, like a feather scratching Ji Yuyan's heart.

Ji Youyan's entire portrait was suddenly lit up, and he licked his lips and said tentatively, "Then...then have you seen my sincerity and change?"

Jingxiu answered her with an almost inaudible "Yeah."

Ji Yuyan's spirit was lifted.She thought of something, struck while the iron was hot, and summoned the courage to invite Jingxiu: "Axiu, would you like to come and see my father?" It was a gesture of completely letting go of her territory.

Jingxiu's throat moved a little, in addition to being moved and happy, there were grievances and tears that could not be controlled in her heart.This invitation, how she used to wait from anticipation to death.