However, Jingxiu's reaction was not what she expected. She frowned slightly and hesitated, as if she was embarrassed.

Ji Youyan thought she might be unwilling, so she quickly changed her mind and said: "It doesn't matter, Axiu, if you are not ready, we will wait for the next time. Speaking of which, you should focus on the performance these days, and it is not suitable to be distracted... …”

Before she could finish her sentence, Jingxiu interrupted her softly, "It's not like that."

She Dingding and Ji Youyan looked at each other, bit her lip and said frankly: "Yanyan, I have seen them." Her eyes were filled with imperceptible anxiety.

Ji Yuyan was stunned.

Jingxiu lowered his eyelids and said in a hoarse voice, "I'm sorry, I didn't discuss it with you without your consent. I wrote them a letter. Two months ago, your father asked someone to tell me that if he wanted to see me, I would Go. I do it myself."

She didn't want to tell Ji Yuyan about this, but now she has some doubts that she can't relieve herself. Her reason told her that she should not let Ji Yuyan bear the consequences of the backlog of these problems as before.

"Don't apologize, I'm just surprised, I don't mean to blame you at all." Ji Youyan came back to his senses, and stretched out his right hand to cover the soft catkin that Jingxiu placed on the thin quilt.

She knew that Jingxiu must have done this to help her gain the approval of her parents, so how could she be willing to blame her.

She knew Jingxiu's character well, and she knew her parents' stubbornness. Thinking of Jingxiu's embarrassment just now, she said eagerly, "Axiu, did my parents make you feel wronged? Did they say something ugly?"

Jingxiu looked into Ji Youyan's full of distressed eyes, thinking of Ji Changsong and Zhong Qingyu's cold words to her, sourness surged up her nose.

She said hard: "They didn't say anything, they just didn't think highly of us."

"Yanyan..." Jingxiu hesitated, the gloom in his eyes couldn't be turned away, "They think I can't protect you, and I can't give you real happiness."

"I thought it was harsh at the time, and my rebuttal was plausible, but I'm a little unsure now," she confided.

But the suspicion of letting go of Ji Yuyan made her feel like she was torn apart by something. Guilt and reluctance rubbed back and forth on her wound like a dull knife. She tried to withdraw her hand from Ji Yuyan's subordinate and clenched her fist, restraining herself not to be too rude.

Ji Youyan held the hand she wanted to escape tightly, and said in a trembling voice, "Not sure what?"

The strength in his hand was Ji Yuyan's unmistakable unease. There was another sharp pain in Jingxiu's heart.

She forced herself to look directly at Ji Youyan, and choked out, "Yanyan, I'm not sure if I did something wrong."

"I want you to be brave, but after you are brave, I can't protect you. I will only make you hurt again and again because of me." Her long eyelashes trembled, and tears fell silently down her cheeks, "I really Is it your best choice?"

She tilted her head and tried to dry her tears, as if she was asking Ji Yuyan, more like she was asking herself.

Whether this question is the best choice, she was asking herself before reconciliation, and Ji Changsong lingered in her heart more after questioning. She has been working hard to believe in herself, until just now she could only watch Ji Yuyan collapse in front of her eyes, and her psychological construction completely collapsed.

Jingxiu's self-doubt was like a sharp arrow piercing Ji Youyan's heart, making her eyes wet with pain for a moment. She was reluctant to look at Jingxiu's fragile appearance. She looked at Jingxiu, and for a moment seemed to see herself back then.

She also asked herself this question the year she broke up with Jingxiu.

She reluctantly wanted to sit up straight and approach Jingxiu, but Jingxiu quickly stood up to help her, but Ji Youyan lifted her chin to kiss the tears at the corner of her eyes as she leaned down.

It was so painful that her heart was broken.

"Axiu, do you remember what you told me? I love you, that's your greatest confidence." She stared at Jingxiu's beautiful eyes so close.

Jingxiu stared at her, his heart throbbing.

Ji Youyan moved her body to the left with her arms supported, and said tenderly, "Axiu, sit up." She raised her hand and hooked Jingxiu's waist lightly.

Jingxiu was unsteady, afraid of pressing Ji Youyan, so she sat down on the bed and sat in Ji Youyan's arms.

Ji Youyan wrapped Jingxiu's waist tightly, as if this would make up for the unease in her heart. Her voice was faint and distant, as if it came from her memory, "Do you know that when you broke up, why did I agree without any reservation?"

Jingxiu raised her heart and looked sideways at Ji Youyan.

This knot in her heart had been in her heart for many years and it was hard to let go. At first, she thought that Ji Youyan didn't love her anymore and waited for her to break up. Later, she thought that Ji Youyan was tired and didn't want to be together. After all, being in love is one thing, and being together is another.

"Did you believe the reason I was late back then?" Ji Youyan had a wry smile.

Jingxiu's lips twitched, unable to deceive Ji Youyan.

That year, she fell from the sky, thinking that she was going to die, she vomited blood before she fell into a coma and made the only phone call-to Ji Yuyan.

It was Ji Youyan's assistant who answered, saying that Ji Youyan was in filming and it was inconvenient to answer the phone.

She was in so much pain that she couldn't speak clearly, and she couldn't even say a complete "I miss you so much". It was Yao Xiao crying beside her to help her convey the news that she had an accident and that Ji Yuyan would come back soon.

Before she completely lost consciousness, Yao Xiao was still encouraging her, sister, don't sleep, sister, cheer up, sister Ji will be back soon, sister...

She listened. Although it hurts, she thinks she must wake up. She hadn't seen Yanyan for a long time.

But she tried hard to wake up and looked around, but she still didn't see the person she wanted to see the most.

The mother saw through her searching eyes and told her that Ji Yuyan lost her passport and the embassy was closed on weekends, so she was stranded in Italy.

What a coincidence.

It's like the coincidence that she doesn't have time on a date but has time to have dinner with the person of the scandal; it's the coincidence that she always has a job on the anniversary of her love; it's the coincidence that on her birthday, her car breaks down halfway through and can't come back until 0:00.