This time, it was a coincidence that Ji Yuyan arrived at the hospital safely and low-key after the media on the fifth day was gradually brought under control.

"You didn't believe me, did you?" Ji Youyan affirmed.

Jingxiu looked at the self-deprecating expression on her face, her throat choked with pain. "I'm sorry, Yanyan, I'm sorry, I..."

Ji Youyan pressed her head down and judo: "I don't blame you, it's because I lied to you too much before, which made you lose your trust in me."

"I really lost my passport, or in other words, I didn't realize it until I had a confrontation with Wang Junchan. She should have lost my passport on purpose back then."

That year, when she was shooting an advertisement in Italy, her assistant received news of Jingxiu's accident at noon, but Wang Junchan suppressed the news and didn't tell her until the evening when she completely finished shooting.

Like five thunders banging on the top, Ji Youyan shook his body and almost stepped on the air and rolled down the steps. At that time, it had been eight hours since the phone call from Jingxiu.

She wanted to go back like a madman, and Wang Junchan said that she had booked a plane for her in two and a half hours. With trembling hands, she dialed Jingxiu's number, and the call went through, and it was Jiang Chun who answered.

Jiang Chun said that Jingxiu was undergoing surgery, and the situation was not very good, and asked her where she was. She broke her liver and intestines, panicked, anxious, and powerless, crying and answering that Jiang Chun was still on her way to the airport. Jiang Chun was silent for a few seconds before speaking again to tell her the hospital address.

Ji Youyan heard her silent dissatisfaction and doubts from Jiang Chun's silence. As the first person to know, eight hours later, she was still on her way to the airport. How ridiculous.

She also thought she was funny. She blushed and blamed Wang Junchan for not telling her, but Wang Junchan also plausible. She questioned Ji Yuyan at the time, she knew what to do, did she leave the half-shot commercials behind? What about liquidated damages? What to do next? What to do in the future? Moreover, she also checked the ticket for the first time, and found that the flight changed and changed, and the final arrival time was within three or two hours, so she made this decision after weighing it again and again.

What to do in the future? Without Jingxiu, there is no future. She yelled at Wang Junchan.

Wang Junchan apologized to her soothingly when she saw her collapse.

But when it was finally time to change the boarding pass, the assistant told her that her passport was lost.

Ji Yuyan's sky was completely dark. She ran around in the airport like a madman, leaving behind all her dignity, crying and begging for Wang Junchan, ground crew, police, and the embassy's security...

But the weekend is over, the embassy does not work, and the visa cannot be filled. Wang Junchan said there was no way.

On Sunday, they finally asked the embassy to open an emergency channel, specially processed her visa, and put her on the return trip back to China.

During the waiting period, every minute and every second was a torment, and the pain was unbearable.

She finally arrived at the hospital where Jingxiu was staying, and was stopped by Jing Shurong on the walkway to the ward.

Jing Shurong said he had something to tell her.

Jing Shurong bluntly stated that she and Jingxiu were not suitable, and hoped that she could seriously consider this relationship with Jingxiu again.

She said that Jingxiu had not been happy for a long time. After the evaluation by the family psychologist, she said that Jingxiu's mental health was very bad and she should consider accepting psychological intervention. Jing Shurong is very sure that the cause of Jingxiu's heart disease is her unbalanced relationship with Ji Youyan - Jingxiu loves too deeply and has no self, Ji Youyan loves too shallowly and too self.

She asked Ji Yuyan, if being together is so unhappy, is it necessary to continue reluctantly and torture each other?

Ji Youyan slept well for a few days and nights without closing her eyes, and she made it to the hospital entirely by will. She was so dazed that she couldn't think, and she was thinking, why doesn't she love Jingxiu enough? Is it wrong for her to want to be better? Why do they just look at themselves with colored eyes?

She was very unconvinced and very unwilling. She didn't want to let go of Jingxiu and didn't want to lose her.

But she pushed open the door of the ward and saw Jingxiu on the hospital bed with weak breath and dying, the string in her mind that was stretched to the limit was broken. She could no longer deceive herself. Self-blame, distress, and self-disgust flooded her heart.

It was she who tortured this radiant and dazzling girl into such a state.

It was her incompetent trash, humble as an ant but unwilling to be mediocre who hurt Jingxiu.

She is not worthy of Jingxiu.

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Chapter 100

"So when you proposed to break up, I had no face to hold back. I found that I seemed to have lost the ability to make you happy."

"I convince myself to let you go, you deserve a better person." Ji Youyan's voice was very calm, the calm that he let go after objectively examining the past.

From the second half of the conversation, Jingxiu's tears of remorse could not stop falling.

She wrongly blamed Ji Youyan for so long and made her feel wronged for so long. She always thought that Ji Youyan's claim that she lost her passport was just an excuse, just to avoid visiting her on the cusp of the storm. She always thought that her parents were peaceful and friendly to Ji Youyan, and accepted Ji Youyan wholeheartedly.

The tears she dripped on the back of Ji Yuyan's hand burned Ji Yuyan's heart. Ji Youyan coaxed her and said, "Don't cry, Axiu, I didn't tell you this to make you sad." These things were over, she didn't want to tell Jingxiu, for fear of affecting Jingxiu and Jing Shurong's mother and daughter relation.

But Jingxiu's breathing became heavier. When she thought of how desperate Ji Yuyan left back then, her heart felt as if a hole had been broken and she couldn't breathe.

Ji Youyan saw the faint bloodshot between her lips and teeth, and her heart was cut like a knife. She kissed Jingxiu's bitten lower lip, "If you have to cry, don't bear it, cry out loud, okay? Am I not someone you can cry with confidence?"

Jingxiu let go of his lips, buried them on her shoulders, and finally sobbed softly.

Ji Yuyan lightly patted her back and comforted her distressedly.

"I'm sorry, I don't know anything." Jingxiu slowed down a bit, his voice rustling.

Ji Youyan lightly rubbed her head and said sincerely: "It's me who should say sorry. You were right before, I didn't tell you anything that made you lose the chance to comfort me. So I'm glad you are braver than me, chose to tell me."