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    Jingxiu hurriedly lowered his body and carefully supported her shoulders, lest she would move too hard on the injured area.

    "It's just a dream, I've woken up." She only heard Ji Youyan shouting her name all the time, shouting "No", guessing that Ji Youyan should be having a nightmare. "Don't be afraid, I'm here."

    Ji Youyan's breathing became heavier, tears wet Jingxiu's neck, "This is not a dream now, is it?" She hugged Jingxiu's neck harder and harder.

    Jingxiu felt a little uncomfortable under the hoop, and said softly, "Well, this is not a dream. You hug tightly, I can feel the pain."

    Ji Youyan reacted to the meaning of Jingxiu's words, and immediately let go of his hand and sat up with his arms up. "Axiu, didn't I hurt you?" There were still tears in her eyes, shining brightly in the darkness.

    Jingxiu shook his head and helped her pick up a pillow and put it behind her back, covering her shoulders. Sitting on her side, she wiped Ji Yuyan's tears with her fingertips, and said softly, "Did you have a nightmare?"

    Ji Youyan thought of the last woman falling down in the dream, and there was water vapor in his eyes.

    She pulled down Jingxiu's slender hand and scrutinized her wrist from the tip of her finger, as if to make sure that there was no bleeding wound on her hand or that terrible bright red.

    Jingxiu didn't know why, so let her look at it.

    "I dreamed of a woman, I couldn't see what she looked like, but in the dream I seemed to know it was you." She clenched Jingxiu's hand tightly and murmured.

    "En." Jingxiu listened intently.

    "I saw you on a mountain. It seemed to be either a mountain or a very dark place. You were walking all the time alone." She couldn't remember the specific scene in the dream. She wanted to think about it, but her head was dull for a while. pain.

    Jingxiu put his whole body on her, seeing that her expression was not right, he said nervously, "If you feel uncomfortable, don't recall it."

    Ji Youyan shook her head and slowed down: "No, it's just that I can't remember something." She thought for a while, and continued: "I saw that there seems to be a wound on your hand, so if there is blood, it will go away. Your hand keeps dripping down, it goes all the way, and it can't be stopped. In my dream, I seem to be calling you all the time, and I always want to make you stop, but I can't call you or catch up with you. , I can only watch you go all the way to powerlessness...fall down..."

    At the end, her voice trembled a little and her heart lingered.

    As her voice fell, Jingxiu's soft expression instantly became obscure, like stunned, like shocked, and a little bit of scrutiny.

    It's the complexity that Ji Youyan can't see through.

    "Axiu? What's wrong?" Ji Youyan felt a strange feeling in his heart.

    Why does Yanyan know this?

    Jingxiu stared at Ji Youyan's dazed expression that didn't seem to be fake, calmly suppressed her suspicion, and said slowly, "No, I just imagined the scene."

    She paused and asked Ji Yuyan tentatively, "Is there anything else in the dream?"

    Ji Youyan shook his head and said, "No, I was woken up by fright."

    Jingxiu breathed a sigh of relief, went out of bed and poured her a cup of hot water as if nothing had happened, and said gently, "Drink the water to suppress the shock, you should have not recovered from the shock." She stood in the moonlight and smiled, "I It's okay, you're okay, I'm okay."

    Ji Youyan held the water glass and looked at Jingxiu's beautiful smile, but once again the worry came to her mind.

    "Axiu." After drinking the water, she handed the cup back to Jingxiu, "Auntie told me something today."

    "Um?"

    "Auntie told me that since last year, you sometimes have severe pain for no reason at night." She stared at Jingxiu without blinking.

    Jingxiu's movement of lifting the quilt paused for a moment, and then sat back on the bed without answering.

    "That uncomfortable time in Lingzhou was an episode of severe pain, not dysmenorrhea, right?" Ji Youyan's expression was solemn.

    Jingxiu sorted out her emotions, turned to look at her and replied, "I had pain before. But the dysmenorrhea was dysmenorrhea. Don't listen to my mother, it's fine." Compared with last year's frequency, this year's frequency of attacks Much lower.

    Ji Youyan pursed her lips and did not speak, her eyes were obviously unbelieving.

    "The medical examinations are all normal." Jingxiu said calmly.

    "It's impossible to have unprovoked pain." Such unknown reasons made Ji Youyan feel like an untimely bomb was tied to Jingxiu's body. How could she not be worried?

    Jingxiu was silent for two seconds, then suddenly replied, "There is a reason."

    Ji Yuyan was stunned. Is there a reason why Jing Shurong doesn't know?

    Jingxiu lowered her eyes and said, "It's a psychological reason." She whispered, "Yanyan, do you know about autonomic disorders?"

    Ji Youyan answered "um" with difficulty, her chest blocked and said, "But, will this cause severe pain?" In the last life, she had lived with her own psychological problems for many years, and she also had a little autonomic disorder. There is an inexplicable physical discomfort, but there has never been any symptoms of severe pain.

    "There will be."

    Ji Youyan was skeptical, but Jingxiu's expression was serious, and Ji Youyan was shaken. There's no reason for Axiu to lie to her, right?

    Besides, if it was an autonomic disorder, it would be understandable why Jingxiu didn’t tell Jing Shurong the reason—she was the one who caused Jingxiu’s emotional problems back then.

    Ji Youyan's eyes turned red all of a sudden, Jingxiu guessed what she was thinking, and covered her mouth before she apologized: "It's because of my poor psychological quality."

    Ji Youyan obviously didn't listen, and his eyes were full of guilt.

    Jingxiu bit her lip, moved her hand away and compromised: "Yanyan, even if it has something to do with you, it's a thing of the past. Since you're by my side, I've hardly felt any pain." This is half truth. She faintly felt that Ji Youyan's presence by her side was of great help in relieving the pain.

    "Unless you have to leave me one day."

    Ji Youyan took a breath and said decisively: "Unless I..." Before she could finish her words, Jingxiu frowned and interrupted: "Don't talk nonsense."

    Ji Yuyan's heart was warmed by her nervous look. Ji Youyan changed his mind and said, "There will be no such day."

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