"Do you really want me to go out?" She stepped into the door and stared into Jingxiu's eyes, her voice soft and provocative.

Jingxiu's throat moved, but he didn't answer.

Ji Youyan laughed and pulled back the glass door. She gently pulled the laces on both sides of her panties, and the fabric slowly slipped under Jingxiu's scorching gaze.

"Do you really want me to go out?" She leaned forward, almost touching Jingxiu's lips, and asked again slyly.

Jingxiu's eyes were full of coquettish annoyance and doting, unable to resist, he raised his hand and clasped the back of Ji Youyan's head, bit her red lips lightly, and sealed it with a kiss.

Ji Youyan sighed contentedly from the bottom of her heart, her nose was sore, and she almost burst into tears. She took advantage of the situation and pushed Jingxiu against the wall, gently comforting and pleasing Jingxiu.

Surrounded by smooth walls, Jingxiu couldn't find a fulcrum, so he could only hug Ji Yuyan like a koala. They went back to the room from the bathroom. Ji Youyan didn't know if it was because of drinking, and the taste of alcohol was particularly bad, and it was extremely annoying, so that Jingxiu couldn't bear to hum, and she was bad in Jingxiu's ear again. Mindfully reminded: "Axiu, you said that the sound insulation of this house is so poor, can Xiaoxiao and Yueyue hear it?"

Jingxiu's body stiffened, and he forcibly held back his voice. When Ji Youyan saw this, the teasing became more and more excessive, and he talked so much that Jingxiu even curled up his toes in shame.

I don't know if it's because I'm too afraid of being heard, the environment is too exciting, the more restrained, the more emotional, Jingxiu is much more sensitive than usual.

Ji Youyan couldn't put it down, and coaxed Jingxiu to come again and again.

Jingxiu was bullied so badly. After the last time, she was exhausted. She couldn't wait for Ji Youyan to clean up for her, so she fell into a deep sleep.

Ji Youyan gently helped her clean up, sat beside the bed and stared at her peaceful sleeping face for a long time, leaning over to place a tender kiss on her forehead.

She turned off the light, stood up, and walked heavily to the bathroom.

In the bathroom, Jingxiu's changed clothes were neatly placed on the marble table. Ji Youyan almost hopelessly picked up the clothes and put them into his pockets.

Sure enough, the pockets were clean and empty.

Ji Youyan put back his clothes, and following the guesses he had just rehearsed in his mind, he opened the cabinets above the sink one by one, the drawers, cabinets, and even the trash cans that came with the sink...

nothing.

Ji Yuyan's heart was beating very fast, as if she was lucky to escape from her life, but she also had a sense of unease and doubt, which made her unable to believe that Jingxiu really didn't lie to her, that she really didn't bring those two pieces of jade.

She uneasy followed the places she had looked for and looked again, but still found nothing. Suddenly, out of the corner of her eye, she fell on a bottle of makeup-removing water that was generously placed beside the cream on the sink. She turned her head and stepped on the trash can. Inside the trash can, the cotton pad that Jingxiu had used lay quietly.

When she and Jingxiu placed cosmetics, one person took up half of the position, almost symmetrically. What about the makeup remover cotton that Axiu put next to it?

Ji Youyan thought back carefully, and seemed to have seen it in the bottom drawer just now. She thought it was a spare at first.

She squatted down, her heart seemed to jump out of her throat, she opened the drawer, and took out the box of cotton pads.

She opened the cardboard box, poured out all the cotton pads in the box, and with trembling fingertips, spread out the cotton pads on the marble table.

Finally, the bright red was revealed in the eyes of white, and it entered Ji Youyan's eyes. Ji Youyan picked up the piece of ruby ​​and looked at it carefully under the light - the texture, the black spot with the flaw were exactly the same as the piece she disappeared.

The conjecture she least wanted to believe had come true. Like the last straw that broke the camel's back, Ji Yuyan shook her body, tears welling up in her eyes.

She can no longer escape, can no longer deceive herself. How could she still be at ease as if she didn't know what to do?

Why did Axiu lie to her that she didn't bring it, and took great pains to hide it? The answer was obvious—she was afraid of what she would find.

In her mind, Jingxiu's bloody arm in the dream appeared again, and the pain was like a cone. Is it... Is it really the jade that Axiu's blood stained red?

The monk who gave the jade, the Sanskrit voice in the dream, A Xiu said there is no way to be cremated, A Xiu's blood... Ji Youyan's head was buzzing. Ever since she suspected that Jingxiu was also reborn, she has always had a conjecture. She guessed that after she died, Jingxiu got the safety buckle in her hand, remembered the monk they had rescued, went to the monk, used some method, paid some kind of blood The price they paid in exchange was for them to do it all over again.

But what method and what price? According to the dream, she should always follow Jingxiu after her death, and she should know everything. Why can't she remember, why? ! Ji Youyan slapped his useless head fiercely, his blood attacked his heart, and his chest was so tight that he couldn't breathe.

Warm nosebleeds poured out uncontrollably, running down her chin and dripping onto the ruby ​​in her hand. Jade became hot in an instant, and the light in front of Ji Youyan's eyes began to lose focus, black and red, with a splitting headache...

She held the Dali Terrace with difficulty to stabilize her body, closed her eyes, and opened them again, as if images were shaking in her mind...

It was Jingxiu’s thin figure kneeling outside the ancient temple where it was raining heavily, and it was Jingxiu who kowtowed reverently in the dojo full of prayer reels, saying “disciples don’t regret” one after another, and Jingxiu raised his head and drank the talisman water. The weakness that spit out a mouthful of blood, it was Jingxiu who cut the blood vessels, clenched his fists, and walked firmly into the darkness of nothingness until he fell down...

Ji Youyan slumped out of strength, knelt on the ground, and burst into tears.

It turned out that all the blessings she was fortunate to be from someone behind her back. But why, all her faults were ultimately shouldered by Jingxiu for her.

It is not enough for her to bear her for ten years, but also bear her for the rest of her life. She is so unbearable, why is it worth Axiu to treat her with such kindness and follow her life and death?

She is not worth it, she is sorry for Jingxiu.