"Is this a medium?" Ji Youyan was surprised.

This question was completely unexpected to Jingxiu, and Jingxiu did not respond for a while.

"What medium? What are you talking about?" She subconsciously covered it up, but the panic that flashed across her face was still captured by Ji Yuyan.

Ji Youyan knew that he should have guessed correctly, his open hand trembled uncontrollably, his voice was soft, but loud: "We are reborn, or the medium of the reverse flow of time."

At this point, the layer of veil that had been trapped between them was completely uncovered.

Jingxiu looked at Ji Youyan in disbelief, and was stunned. What does this sentence mean?

She knows that she is reborn, and she also knows that she is reborn? Did she... just know that she was reborn, or did she know it from the beginning to the end? No, not right. She should have found out long ago that Yanyan had been hiding too well. Yanyan should always be in a state of rebirth, otherwise how could he change his mentality in such a short period of time...

Thousands of thoughts flashed through Jingxiu's mind, and he was flustered. Why has it been hidden all the time but suddenly revealed? Did she suddenly remember something she shouldn't know? !

"I don't understand, what are you talking about?" Jingxiu tried his best to calm down, afraid that Ji Youyan was just testing her. But her voice was shaking uncontrollably.

Ji Youyan was more and more sure of his conjecture, knowing that Jingxiu must have paid something and didn't want to burden him, so he tried his best to hide it. With water vapor in her eyes, she held Jingxiu's hand, and her voice became hoarse because of her restraint: "Axiu, don't lie to me anymore, I already remembered it all, I'm sorry I didn't remember it until now."

She said it so truthfully, Jingxiu's face was moved, and her eyes gradually became complex that Ji Youyan couldn't distinguish. Like deep pain, but also like boundless nostalgia and affection.

The rift that once went wrong and never saw each other again seemed to lie between them suddenly.

Jingxiu opened his mouth, but couldn't find his voice. She didn't know what to say, and she was afraid to say too much. She was still not sure what the scope of what Ji Youyan said was "remembered".

Ji Youyan saw that Jingxiu didn't speak, took a breath, and Guzi continued: "Axiu, I was reborn in May last year, I guess you should be reborn a little earlier than me, so you can help me Make all arrangements, including getting Tao to sign me early and help me take care of my parents. When I first came back, I wondered if I was dreaming. Before or now, one was a dream, or my fantasy. But I verified Several times, it was finally confirmed that it was not a dream, whether it was in the past or now. I really died once and was reborn again."

Jingxiu's breathing became heavy when he heard the word "death", and the knuckles of his hand clasped on the table turned white.

"I always thought that God had mercy on me and gave me a chance to correct my mistakes. Until last night..." Ji Youyan's voice was filled with tears: "Until last night, I held this piece of jade and my memories came back. It was only then that I really remembered that it wasn’t God’s favor at all, it was you, Axiu, who you switched back to regardless of…”

"Axiu, you came back after my death, got this jade, remembered what Master Daokong once said, and begged my mother not to cremate me, maybe there is a way. But my mother thinks you are talking nonsense, not only If you don’t believe me, you will still drive you away. But you are not willing to give up your life, so you still embark on the road to find Master Daokong. You paid a heavy price and made an exchange with Master Daokong, and then Master Daokong did the dharma for you. In exchange for our replay..." She actually remembered it very fragmentarily, but she looked at Jingxiu and was sure that what she said should be inseparable.

"Axiu, we finally got back to the present, do you really want to hide it from me? Do you want me to feel guilty for so long?" Ji Youyan clenched Jingxiu's slender hand, unable to hold back her emotions, she burst into tears Rolling down big.

Jingxiu's throat was aching, and his heart was broken into pieces. She quivered her lips, and the lingering tears hanging on her eyelashes finally slid down her cheeks.

Ji Yuyan was right.

Those days that she had been hiding in her heart and dared not recall, finally unavoidably surfaced in her mind.

All the costs are not terrible, the terrible thing is to live in a world where Ji Yuyan no longer exists - so clearly and clearly know that Ji Yuyan is gone.

For the rest of her life, love or hate, she will never see her again. Like, those unforgettable memories are just a crazy dream of her for 23 years.

Chapter 119

That year, Jingxiu only learned about it an hour after the news broke. No one dared to tell her about it on such a festive occasion as a wedding, she discovered it herself.

At that time, the wedding oath had just ended. She changed her clothes and returned to the wedding banquet hall. She sat at the main table to rest for a while, and was ready to go toast with Song Wenyan in a while. She calmly faced the congratulations and compliments of the guests, and dealt with the parents and relatives on both sides of the table gracefully. She inadvertently noticed that on the right side of the main table, the media people's seat suddenly became restless. She paid more attention. I don't know if it was an illusion or not, but she always felt that the words "Ji Youyan" floated faintly, affecting her heartstrings.

Jingxiu's hand holding the goblet trembled almost imperceptibly. She is obviously someone who has nothing to do with her, obviously should not care and should not expect anymore, but hearing this name on such an ironic occasion, she was sadly moved by the heartstrings.

She waved her hand and greeted Yao Xiao, one of the bridesmaids, to come over, and whispered to her, asking her to find out what the media friends over there were whispering, and don't make any trouble.

Yao Xiao didn't suspect him, nodded and walked over.

Jingxiu watched her go away, bit her lip quietly, and squeezed her fingertips even harder.

She saw Yao Xiao say a few words to the people on the table, and her face suddenly changed, as if she had been struck by lightning.Jingxiu's heart thumped, and Yao Xiao glanced back at her at this moment, his face as blank as a piece of paper, his eyes were full of shock that he didn't have time to hide.