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Jingxiu's breathing was stagnant, so, in fact, didn't he really remember all the words?
Ji Youyan seemed to know what Jingxiu was thinking, she let go of Jingxiu and looked at Jingxiu with her moist eyes: "I heard what you promised. But I can't remember."
Seeing Jingxiu frowning silently, she paused, then suddenly raised her hand and slapped her head hard.
"Yanyan!" Jingxiu exclaimed in surprise. She straightened up to touch Ji Yuyan's head, but Ji Yuyan grabbed her hands.
She looked at Jingxiu tenderly and seriously, and said in a low voice, "Axiu, I'm useless. I suddenly remembered a lot when I hit my head yesterday. If you don't want to tell me, then I can only think of a way by myself. already."
Jingxiu was anxious and annoyed, and her voice became a little colder: "Are you threatening me?"
The disappointment and disbelief in her eyes made Ji Youyan breathless.
Jingxiu was defeated and asked Ji You, "Is it okay to have a good time now?"
Ji Youyan closed his eyes, and the tears he had been holding back fell, "Axiu, how can I live well now?"
She let go of Jingxiu's hand, knelt down and wrapped Jingxiu tightly, as if hugging a stolen treasure: "I don't know what you paid for, I don't know what you endured, I don't know why you Pain, I don't know if this is a beautiful dream with a time limit, I don't know when you will...will disappear...I don't know..." Her throat was so tight that she couldn't speak.
do not know anything. All the time, fear and fear, worry about gain and loss. Is this okay?
The pain in her voice broke Jingxiu's heart.
"Stop thinking about it." Jingxiu surrendered. She kissed the bitter tears on Ji Yuyan's cheek, "I'll tell you."
"Nothing like you think."
"It's just that I borrowed my life from the next life to take care of this life."
Chapter 123
What she said is true, but it's just that it's light to avoid the important - if you say it too lightly, you won't believe what you say; if you say it too clearly, you can't.
At that time, Ji Youyan's body was ruined, and everything seemed to be completely hopeless. Everyone thought she could recognize the reality and went home. But Jingxiu is not.
She held the piece of jade in her hand and stood for a long time under the scorching sun and sand. Finally, she found her voice, turned around and said to Tao Xingruo, "You can go back first."
Tao Xingruo was stunned, "What about you?"
Jingxiu's eyes were as heavy as a pool of stagnant water, Tao Xingruo understood her silent insistence - she still had to continue according to the original plan. In this state of Jingxiu, how could she feel at ease to leave her alone. But Jingxiu didn't believe her anymore. She didn't believe that there were really people in this world who were willing to help her save Yanyan.
She made an excuse to let Tao Xingruo away, and left alone with the bodyguard.
The address Daokong had previously given was a long time ago, and Jingxiu only vaguely remembered it. There are many large and small Buddhist temples in Tibet. Following the fragmentary address clues, she traveled through mountains and rivers and traveled to many places, and finally found the Buddhist temple where Daokong was located.
It was an ancient temple built on a remote high mountain. Just after the heavy rain, the mountain road was rugged and muddy. Jingxiu slipped on the bottom of his feet several times, and he almost walked up with his last breath. Standing on the mountainside, they could see the old and dilapidated Buddhist temple washed by heavy rain not far away. Inside the gate, there were few incense sticks, and it did not look like a holy place blessed by eminent monks. Even the bodyguards were a little disappointed for Jingxiu.
But Jingxiu still came up. Standing outside the mountain gate, she first shook off the mud, straightened her posture, and blessed her body with folded hands, and then raised her feet to enter. She did not believe in anything before, but now, she is willing to be the most devout believer at the feet of the Buddha.
As soon as she stepped into the mountain gate, the little monk in Suyi who swept the floor not far from the door looked up to see her, and made a ten at her from a distance.
He walked to Jingxiu's side, chanted a Buddha's name and said, "Master knew that the donor would come, and he has been waiting for a long time. But it is too late, and I am powerless to return to the sky. Please come back."
Jingxiu's eyes, which had been dull for a long time, suddenly burst into morbid ecstasy because of his refusal.
She insisted on seeing Dao Kong, but the little monk took the teacher's orders and refused to meet him. Everything has an opportunity, the opportunity has passed, and it cannot be forced. The little monk advised.
Jingxiu didn't hear a word. She had no choice but to insist.
She bent her legs and kowtowed in front of the main hall to pray, "I beg the master to see the disciple."
The heavy rain at night could not quench her delusions, and the delicate Sanskrit sounds in the morning could not clear her obsessions. She knelt in front of the main hall for two days, and when her last breath was almost gone, Dao Kong said: Mercy, finally met her.
He sighed: "Children, it's all doomsday." The world's affairs are inherited from cause and effect. It was her fate that should have this disaster, and it was his fate that should have this disaster. Take her life, give her life back.
So he set up the dojo, led Jingxiu to drink the Sanyuan Talisman water, cut the blood between his wrists, hurt his vitality, destroyed his life, borrowed himself to come to Shiyangshou to make up for Ji You's lifespan, led the way with blood, half-truths and half-truths. The body steps into the river of time and rewinds the time. Wherever she stops, time starts again.
Dao Kong said that the secret technique has been lost for a long time, success or failure is in the sky, and life and death are unpredictable.
Jingxiu left a letter and took care of the affairs behind him.
She said she would.
Dao Kong said that she was originally a person of great merit, so she was destined to be distinguished, and she enjoyed tenth lifetime blessings and glory. Today, going against the sky, it involves too many people's lives and commits too much karma. From then on, the merits and virtues should be destroyed, and the glory will be lost.
Jingxiu said that she has no regrets.
"Borrowing the fate of the next life, taking care of the life of the present" is an understatement of the eight words Jingxiu said, but it fell into Ji Youyan's ears, but it was like a thunderclap.
What is borrowed life? Axiu, is there no afterlife? Ji Youyan was in a trance, his kneeling body became weak, and he fell back.
"Yanyan!" Jingxiu quickly stabilized her shoulders.
Ji Youyan pressed her hand on the bay window to support her body, and forced herself to ask Jingxiu, "I don't understand... Axiu, can you say... be clearer?" Isn't it what she thought? no……