Jingxiu took her other hand, which was clenched into a fist, lightly stroked the deep nail marks in her palm, and said gently: "As you dreamed, and as you guessed, the safety buckle is The medium records the memories I have in the last life, and carries the spiritual power I exchanged for the past life. With the protection of Master Daokong, I can go back in time. I guess it is because of the uniqueness of the item, so after the time returns, I will As soon as you open your hands, your safety buckle will change color and lie in my hands. The number of lifespans in the next life is the price I pay." Half-truth.

"It's just the next life, there is the next life, the next life, so..."

Before she finished her comforting words, Ji Youyan's voice was trembling, but she was soberly interrupted in pain: "But what happens to people who do not have an afterlife?" There is no Yangshou in the afterlife, so where will she be?

Ji Youyan clenched Jingxiu's slender hand, her heart felt like a big hole was broken, it couldn't be filled, and the blood couldn't flow.

what will happen. Jingxiu also meditated a sentence in his heart.

"I don't know." She stared at Ji Youyan's red eyes and said open-mindedly, "That's something that needs to be considered in the next life."

"How do you care about the next life in this life? Yan Yan, who will you be in the next life? Who will I be? "

How could she speak so lightly? Tears blurred Ji Yuyan's vision again, making her unable to see Jingxiu's gentle eyebrows. She hugged Jingxiu, as if trying to embed her tightly into her body: "Why are you so stupid..."

"Axiu, I don't deserve you to treat me like this." The warm liquid slid down Jingxiu's neck, burning Jingxiu's heart.

Jingxiu hugged Ji Youyan back, feeling Ji Youyan's rapid and powerful heartbeat with her body, satisfied and distressed. "Do you have to force me to say something more hypocritical?" She seemed helpless.

She asked Ji Youyan in return: "Is it worth it? Is it worth your love for me like this? Whether it's the past or the present again, you don't have better and easier choices, don't you? Is it worth keeping me alone like this? "

Ji Youyan seemed to hold her with more strength, and answered her in a low voice and firmness: "You deserve it."

Jingxiu gave an "um", rubbed Ji Youyan's shoulder with his forehead, and said seriously, "If you say I'm worth it, then I'm worth it."

"So in the same way, don't belittle yourself, let alone say sorry. If you have to say sorry, then I owe you an apology. Yan Yan, I offended you. I never asked your wishes, never asked Are you willing to use this body to walk around the world again?"

"Tell me, are you willing?" she asked solemnly.

"I can't ask for it." Ji Youyan's breath was sinking, and the distress and guilt weighed on her hard to breathe, "but I don't want you to exchange it for such a sacrifice."

Jingxiu shook her head against her shoulder: "This is not a sacrifice."

"Yanyan, you don't need to be moved by guilt, and I won't be moved by myself." She saw clearly, "I want you to live, and everything I do is actually to satisfy my own wishes. The price of my own regrets, not the sacrifices made for you."

Her tender words did not make Ji Yuyan any better, and even hit her bloody heart like a whip dipped in salt water.

Ashamed.

Her Axiu is obviously worthy of all the beauty in this world, but why did she meet her and fall in love with her like this.

But she knew that any words of apology and inferiority would be an insult to Jingxiu's love. She didn't say anything, didn't say sorry, didn't say thank you, she pressed close to Jingxiu's ear and said affectionately, "I love you."

"Axiu, I love you." She couldn't control herself, she stroked Jingxiu's hair, kissed Jingxiu's ears, cheeks, and kissed Jingxiu's cool lips.

Jingxiu's amber eyes turned gloomy, like the sun pushing away the clouds, revealing a soft smile. She raised her neck, slightly opened her lips, and moved to meet Ji Yuyan's warm kiss. The bitterness of tears, the smell of blood, the intertwined lips and tongues, tossing and turning, in each other's body temperature, melted the loneliness and desolation of the previous life and death.

The kiss ended, Ji Youyan leaned back against the window frame, hugged Jingxiu in his arms, clasped her fingers with one hand, and gently helped Jingxiu with the other. Jingxiu leaned in her arms, his fingertips unconsciously circled the end of Ji Yuyan's hair, his eyes glinting like a lazy cat.

The rain outside the window gradually stopped, and Jingxiu's breath gradually calmed down. Ji Youyan couldn't help lowering her head to kiss her forehead again, the tip of her nose and chin, Jingxiu narrowed her eyes in enjoyment.

She looked up and kissed Ji Youyan's beautiful jawline, and negotiated with Ji Youyan: "Anything else you want to ask about this matter? After today, let's turn over this matter, okay?"

Ji Youyan knew that Jingxiu understood her. She gathered all her emotions into her heart and promised Jingxiu, "Okay, let's live a good life now."

Jingxiu's eyes twitched, and his expression became much more relaxed.

"I want to ask the last question." Ji Youyan said solemnly, "Is the inexplicable pain really related to rebirth?"

Jingxiu frowned and said, "Master and I didn't mention this item in the price. Maybe it has something to do with it, maybe it doesn't matter." She was telling the truth.

"Since the physical examination is fine, don't worry."

Ji Youyan was silent for a few seconds before whispering, "Okay, I see."

Jingxiu hesitated for a moment, then said, "Then you're done asking, it's my turn to ask."

Ji Youyan lightly rubbed her hair with her chin, and said warmly, "Well, you ask."

"In the last life... Did you reject "Producer for All" yourself?" In the last life, she thought that Ji Youyan really didn't love him anymore, so she was convinced.In this life, she was convinced of Ji Youyan's deep love for her from beginning to end, and then recalled that Ji Youyan resolutely rejected the reconciliation steps she gave her in the previous life, suspecting that something was wrong.

Sure enough, Ji Youyan was puzzled: "Why do you say 'I pushed it away'? I didn't find me in the last life, and this time I took the initiative to ask President Tao to help me win this show when I signed the contract."