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    Gu Yu patted the "leader"'s ass and said, "Major General, you have a good memory. You remember it so clearly once you came here. That's all ten years ago, right?"

    Lu Chen paused and looked down at the food in the bowl: "Because the food in this place tastes very good. But I was very shy, and I could only order one item on the menu, and I wanted to become famous one day, and after I made money, I would Come back here and feast your eyes on it, it's a good meal."

    Gu Yu was stunned.

    Lu Chen's lips curved slightly with a self-deprecating manner: "Later, it gradually became an obsession. After a few months of being without food on the battlefield, when I could only eat the roots of the tree, I often remembered the dishes of this family, and I swallowed my saliva while leaning on the tree. It’s hard to remember. But when I went back to the Capital Star, I couldn’t remember it again. I didn’t remember such a place until I came to the National Arena today.”

    Gu Yu suppressed the bitterness in his throat, raised his face, and smiled at Lu Shen: "Then why did the major general remember to come here to eat today? Are we ordering less, should we order more?"

    Knowing that there was such a stubble, he should have ordered all the dishes in this restaurant that Lu Chen might like, whether he could finish it or not.

    Lu Chen's shallow eyes looked at Gu Yu, watching his smile, and after a while, a gentle smile appeared in Lu Chen's eyes with the light of the lake outside the window.

    "I just want to bring you to try." Lu Chen's voice was very soft in this gentle night, "I hope you like what I like. Even if you don't like it, as long as you are willing to stay by my side, I will be satisfied. ."

    Gu Yu's throat tightened, and he quickly lowered his head, wiping away the surging emotions in his eyes.

    Why, why is Lu Chen always like this... tolerant of himself without limit, always with an attitude of never expecting any response from him.

    Gu Yu wanted to do something for him, but it was always difficult to find a breakthrough - because Lu Chen had already thought out all the escape routes for him.

    "But," Lu Chen's very soft voice suddenly fell and became heavy, "Yu Yu, I don't want you to hate what I hate too."

    "Don't pay attention to what the outside world is saying, don't think about what they think, do what you want, be unscrupulous and carefree, that's what happened to me."

    Gu Yu's heart was very uncomfortable, and his chest was blocked like a huge boulder. He lowered his head, and the indescribable sourness and heat in his eyes were condensed and gradually fermented.

    "Major General... is that why you hide your infertility?"

    Hearing these words suddenly, Lu Chen's calm water-like eyes finally stirred up shock waves.

    And Gu Yuyou lowered his head and said to himself: "That's why you want to keep me in the dark, face the male insect protection association alone, and even think of a way out for me, and plan to push me to other female insects. ,continue……"

    "Go on - be a fucking unscrupulous, carefree rice bug?"

    His tone suddenly increased, and Lu Chen didn't have time to be surprised when he saw him raise his head abruptly, the once lazy and indifferent pale-grey gem-like eyes, now the corners of his eyes were red and bloodshot, and the tears were rolling down in big drops, like a broken thread. bead.

    Ever since he met Gu Yu, Lu Chen had never seen him cry, and even when his female father died, the tears had never flowed like today, and he cried outrageously.

    Lu Chen panicked completely, forgetting for a moment that he had paralyzed his legs, he wanted to stand up and hug Gu Yu to comfort him, but finally fell back into the chair. He was stunned for a moment, then quickly reacted, maneuvering the wheelchair to Gu Yu's side, handing over a tissue, and stroking his back to comfort him.

    At this moment, Lu Chen was so anxious that he was no longer the calm and rational self he used to be. His eyes were full of distress, but he opened his mouth clumsily and did not know how to comfort Gu Yu, who was crying miserably:

    "Yu Yu, Yu Yu, don't cry, it's all my fault, my fault... I shouldn't lie to you, I shouldn't lie to you, I shouldn't push you to other bugs, it's all my fault... ...you don't cry, don't cry..."

    Gu Yu's cry was silent, his eyes were red with bloodshot eyes, and he stared at Lu Chen with clenched teeth, as if he was about to stare at a hole in him, but tears were silently rolling down from his eyes. It hit the hand that Lu Chen was anxious to catch.

    It smashed into the heart of Lu Chen Bingzuo, splashing all over the world, stormy waves.

    Lu Chen Junmei's face was tightly wrinkled, her eyes looked at him sadly, she was at a loss, and she was so anxious that she was about to cry.

    He pressed Gu Yu's forehead helplessly, touched each other, and kept saying softly, "Don't cry when Yu Yu, don't cry, it's my fault, it's all my fault... If you're not happy, tell me, okay? I will change, I will definitely change..."

    Gu Yu's tears fell even more, he finally opened his mouth and his voice was choked: "No, don't you change it, I must change it, you can't change it, you're not wrong, it's all my fault... I So useless, so useless..."

    Seeing him cry, Lu Chen felt so painful that he could hardly breathe, and asked him as gently and gently as possible: "What do you think is useless in Yu Yu, and what needs to be changed? Tell me, please?"

    Gu Yu stared at him, the tears still seemed to be unable to hold back, rolling down silently, drop by drop, and fell on Lu Chen's hand, which he carefully wanted to wipe.

    Gu Yu's entire worm has never cried like this, but he has forgotten everything, and he can't remember anything to restrain and keep, crying like the whole world has lost him:

    "I thought I could change it, I thought I could make Lu Chen feel like I love you like you love me... I thought I could make you slowly believe in me, throw away your insecurities, and believe no matter what happens I will never leave you, just like you will never leave me..."

    "But Lu Chen, you didn't give me a chance. You left me all the way out. What should you do, what should I do..."

    "I don't want to continue to be a fucking unscrupulous, carefree rice bug, I want to protect you, I want to do something for you, and something between us... But can't I do it? I'm tossed In the past few months, are you still going around in circles in the end?"

    Lu Chen breathed hard, pressed his forehead harder and harder, touching both insects to the point of pain, but neither side gave in half.

    "Lu Chen, I participated in the Qimingxing Cup because I wanted to win the championship like you, inherit your glory, enter the military, and become a military bug..."

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