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    Jing Sui stood there, feeling the stinging pain in his mouth and the permeating blood-stench, his body was cold.

    In the beautiful blue eyes of the young man, there was no shyness-love in the past, only the unfamiliar cold hatred, he said in such a ruthless voice, don't touch him.

    The dense cracks in his heart began to expand again and again, pulling his heart to pieces.

    Jing Sui wanted to speak, but something got stuck in his throat, so he clenched his right hand so hard that it almost pierced the palm of his hand, and then he heard his beloved boy say in a sad voice, "I would rather, you never like me……"

    He doesn't believe he loves him.

    He thinks he's cheating on him, taking advantage of him, and he... hates him.

    Hate his ruthlessness, hate his deceit.

    This time, he witnessed the young man walk away from him and wanted to reach out to grab it, but he couldn't move, and he couldn't even touch the corner of the other party's clothes.

    Because he really lied to him, he tried to erase the things of the last life, and re-own the youth with despicable selfishness.

    So this is his retribution.

    Jing Sui closed his eyes in pain, Carlos... Sooner or later, I will kill you with my own hands!

    ………………

    Ji Ling fled from the palace in a hurry, and until he walked on the empty street outside, he still had an unreal feeling that he really... left from Jing Sui just like that!

    He finally managed to escape from death!

    However, Jing Sui seemed to be a little sad and angry, and Ji Ling felt a little uneasy in his heart. If it wasn't a last resort, he actually didn't want to hurt Jing Sui.

    But... is he really that important to him?

    Ji Ling couldn't help recalling the events of his last life, remembering Jing Sui's terrifying indifference, knowing that he was infatuated with him, but still had the heart to exile himself, and felt that it would be incredible if a person like him really liked him. things right?

    Ji Ling sighed and returned to his home in a trance.

    Although the earth boy really wanted to protect himself, he began to fall into contradictory self-blame. From the beginning to the end, he just wanted to complete the task and didn't want to hurt anyone. This is why when he started the vicious male supporting plot, he just kept talking and pretending to be vicious. , I feel so relieved every time I am blocked and slapped in the face...

    When he accepted this task, he really didn't expect it to be so difficult. He thought he could complete the task step by step. QAQ

    Madam Marina was very surprised when she saw her son coming back in the middle of the night. Looking at her son in a trance, she said anxiously, "What's the matter with you, baby?"

    Ji Ling didn't want to talk, and didn't want to worry her mother, so she just said, "Mom, I'm fine."

    Mrs. Marina didn't believe it at all. Looking at the still-dry tears on Ji Ling's face, she suddenly felt a thump in her heart. Wouldn't Jing Sui bully her baby again? ! She had always known that Jing Sui was not warm to Ji Ling, but Ji Ling liked Jing Sui wholeheartedly, so she suddenly heard Mrs. Shaman say that when Jing Sui wanted to stay in the palace for a few days because she liked Ji Ling, she felt very He was happy for his son and left his son without hesitation.

    If his son can stay with Jing Sui well, and his wish will be fulfilled from now on, he can rest assured, but now it seems that Jing Sui is not sincere? Did he make his son sad again?

    Thinking of this, Mrs. Marina was furious. If Jing Sui pretended to like Ji Ling but hurt him, even if she didn't care about her face this time, she would go to the palace to ask for justice! But now I don't dare to stimulate Ji Ling, so I can only endure the distress and say softly: "It's fine, just go and wash it, you look at your face."

    Ji Ling was very fortunate that Mrs. Marina didn't ask any further questions. She didn't want to stay any longer at the moment, so embarrassed she left.

    Mrs. Marina looked at her son's back to leave, her eyes sank, and she turned to leave the house.

    ………………

    Ji Ling returned to his familiar room and found that he still likes it the most. Although it is not his real home, it can give him a little sense of security and comfort in this strange world.

    If only... I could go back to my real home, Ji Ling rubbed his eyes.

    I don't know how sad and sad my parents far away on earth are now. Ji Ling thinks of the sourness in his heart and the tightness in his chest. He has never dared to think too much. Think about it, finish the task earlier... and finish the task earlier.

    But he obviously worked so hard and did everything he should do, but the completion of the task was still a long way off.

    When he faces setbacks again and again, it is not that he is not vulnerable and wants to give up, but it is impossible. I can't give up... If you even give up on yourself, there's really no hope at all...

    Ji Ling began to lock herself at home and not go out.

    This obviously angered Jing Sui, although he guessed that Jing Sui should not target him, even if he didn't say it, he would have guessed that Carlos was behind the scenes, but as long as he recalled the terrible look in Jing Sui's eyes at that time, Ji Ling still had lingering fears, a little scared and a little complicated.

    Fortunately, a few days passed, and there was no movement from Jing Sui's side.

    Neither came to see myself, nor sent any messages to myself, as if nothing had happened.

    Ji Ling slowly breathed a sigh of relief, he felt that he should bet on the right bet!

    With Jing Sui's arrogant character, it should have been his limit to treat himself so well because of the guilt of the previous life. Although he may be a little sad and angry at first, he will let him down in this way, but after calming down, he will no longer entangle himself.

    Very good!

    Ji Ling regained some energy. He may not be strong enough, but he will never be easily defeated by setbacks!

    Let Jing Sui cool himself first, and try to reduce his sense of existence as much as possible, so that after a while, there may be hope for completing the task.

    Ji Ling patiently stayed at home and watched.

    It's just that during this time, Ji Ling felt that Mrs. Marina's eyes were always a little strange, she seemed to hesitate to speak, she seemed to want to say something but was afraid to stimulate herself, which made Ji Ling feel inexplicable...

    Ji Ling woke up from a nap that day, and suddenly found that his communicator had been blown up. Almost all of his friends sent messages to him and asked him: Go online and look! What happened to you and Your Majesty? Your Majesty has confessed to you!

    Lying-trough isn't it?

    Ji Ling woke up from the fright, and quickly opened the Internet, but when he saw it, his eyes were completely black, as if he was hit by a giant hammer in his heart, and he almost spat out a mouthful of blood.

    Jing Sui unexpectedly, amazingly, on his personal homepage that he had never touched, Aite said to himself: I am sincere to you.

    This is also the only piece of information on Jing Sui's personal homepage.

    If he hadn't been convinced that no one in this empire would dare to steal Jing Sui's account, he would have doubted whose prank it was.

    Ji Ling was stunned.

    Brother, what about you? I listened to Carlos's provocation and did that, so shameless, you still refuse to give up, don't you worry about the consequences of doing this? !

    If you go on like this...I'll think I'm your true love orz

    If it really doesn't make a sound, it's already a blockbuster, and it's terrible.

    Ji Ling looked on the Internet and found that this incident had completely caused a sensation in the empire, and the Internet was full of unbelievable voices: Their wise and powerful emperor, His Majesty, even openly posted on his personal homepage, to the famous imperial scoundrel. Ling confessed.

    Because of Jing Sui's words, countless rumors were self-defeating.

    People on the Internet no longer believe in the scandal of the future Jing Sui and Ning Yu. After all, compared to those scandals, this is the real iron hammer! What Your Majesty likes is not Ning Yu, but Ji Ling! This can also explain why His Majesty, in the duel arena, did not hesitate to break the rules to save Ji Ling.

    Immediately after that, the soldiers who participated in the battle of the Nado galaxy not long ago began to testify on the Internet, and they all proved that His Majesty really loves Ji Ling. give them a seat.

    Overnight, people all over the Internet were saying that Ji Ling was His Majesty's true love.

    Ji Ling was in a trance, unable to sleep or eat, just when he thought it was the worst, something worse happened.

    Although the public opinion on the Internet turned to Ji Ling, thinking that Ji Ling was the official match of Jing Sui, there were still a small number of Ning Yu fans who were not reconciled. They had to say that Jing Sui was also interested in Ning Yu. Find out all kinds of magnifications, forcibly distort the interpretation, and have to prove that Ning Yu and Jing Sui have an affair! Proving from countless angles that Ji Ling is inferior to Ning Yu's finger, His Majesty must still like Ning Yu!

    As a result, Ning Yu, who had been silent before, suddenly sent a message this time, saying: Rumors stop at the wise.

    Ning Yu's words completely denied that he had any relationship with Jing Sui, and made it clear that the previous scandals were not true, and that he had never been involved in Jing Sui's feelings.

    This sentence made the last few doubters disappear.

    People on the Internet began to indulge in Jing Sui and Ji Ling's incredible sweet love story of the century, in which Ning Yu was no longer present.

    Ji Ling was completely dumbfounded. As the protagonist, why do you look like you don't want to be involved with the protagonist at all, and you look like you want to fulfill our love? This is not right! Didn't you say harsh words last time, saying you want to see how much Jing Sui likes me...

    If this continues, Ning Yu will become a passerby.

    Ji Ling was really desperate.

    This morning, he got up from the bed and found that several strands of blond hair had fallen off his pillow. Young bald, right?

    So what did he do wrong to meet such a protagonist? They were born to beat him, right?

    I used to be naive to think that they were the only reliable friends, but now I know that it was a big mistake, and it's not as good as those villains!

    ………………

    Just when Ji Ling was extremely tired, another uninvited guest was ushered in.

    Wen Yan came over.

    Ji Ling has no intention to deal with Wen Yan at all. After encountering a series of collapse plots, he has already broken a bit. After all, Wen Yan was born in the grass roots, and his power is not as good as Carlos and Jing Sui, so what if he is the villain? If he dared to kill himself in his own home, he would definitely face extinction, and he didn't think Wen Yan would do such a stupid thing.

    So, Ji Ling - he is not afraid of him!

    He looked coldly at the silver-haired man in front of him and said impatiently, "What are you doing here?"

    Wen Yan looked at the cold eyes of the young man, those eyes that were always glowing with warm light, even when they were arrogant, they were gray at the moment, with a look of despair and coldness that no longer cared about everything, suddenly Heartache like twisting.

    He had already figured out what had happened, and he hated both Carlos' spoiler and Jing Sui's failure to protect the boy. After giving up so much, he finally decided to give the boy he loved to him, but he made the boy sad.

    Wen Yan suppressed the pain in his heart, with a dark and worried look in his black eyes, and said to Ji Ling seriously: "Don't believe Carlos, he lied to you, your majesty is sincere to you."

    Ji Ling: ? ? ?

    Do you care too much, what is my relationship with you? And now, when he heard someone persuade him to be with Jing Sui, he instinctively contradicted him.

    Ji Ling suddenly looked at Wen Yan with red eyes, and said coldly: "Uncle Carlos will not lie to me, he is the one who has always been good to me."

    Wen Yan was anxious, the hypocritical despicable Carlos, who pretended to be good to Ji Ling on the surface, but could do anything ruthless behind the scenes, he was the one who would hurt Ji Ling.

    Wen Yan said solemnly: "It's not Your Majesty who betrayed you, it's Carlos, that's a fact."

    Ji Ling said, "Then show me the evidence."

    Wen Yan: "..."

    Ji Ling smiled sarcastically, his eyes sad and sad: "You have no evidence, right? Why do you all slander Uncle Carlos."

    Wen Yan said with difficulty: "No..."

    Ji Ling raised his hand and wiped his eyes, as if he was already heartbroken, his pale face was fragile: "Enough is enough, I know in my heart. Your Majesty won't like me at all, I would rather he be like before... That way, at least I can deceive myself that he might like me one day. But why would he deceive me like that? What does he take me for?"

    Wen Yan looked at the young man in such pain and despair, and felt that his heart was about to be cut into countless pieces. He wanted to speak for comfort, but suddenly he couldn't go on and defend Jing Sui... Because in the last life, Jing Sui was like that He was the one who hurt him the most.

    In fact, he doesn't deserve to have a boy at all.

    If Ji Ling didn't love him wholeheartedly, and if he didn't want Ji Ling to be happy, how could he be willing to let go?

    He looked at the teardrops from the corner of the boy's eyes, and the emotion that was desperately restrained in his chest struggled unwillingly again, as if he wanted to break out of the ground.

    Wen Yan suddenly raised his hand and gently wiped away Ji Ling's tears, his voice hoarse: "Don't cry."

    At this moment, a despicable thought appeared in his heart again, if the young man really didn't like Jing Sui, would he have a chance? Although Carlos is so hateful, but... Haven't I ever had such an idea?

    Carlos just did what he wanted to do, but couldn't bear to do it.

    Ji Ling felt Wen Yan's cool fingers. He didn't expect him to suddenly make such a move. Wen Yan has always been respectful and polite, and would never do such a thing? He turned his head subconsciously, avoided Wen Yan's fingers, and then inexplicably felt a sense of horror at Wen Yan's dark eyes.

    Wen Yan was slightly startled, then took back his hand as if nothing had happened, and said in a low voice, "I'm sorry."

    Ji Ling was a little uneasy. Although he told himself just now that he didn't need to be afraid of this person, Wen Yan just now really gave him a sense of danger. This guy is not thinking about himself again, right? Ji Ling couldn't understand this man's mind.

    People with unknown purposes are sometimes the most terrifying.

    Just when Ji Ling was a little nervous, Wen Yan bowed his head and said respectfully: "I'll retire first, if you have anything, just tell me."

    Turn around and leave.

    Ji Ling looked at the back of Wen Yan's departure, and slowly exhaled. Are you not afraid? I'm actually a little scared 🙂

    ………………

    After two more days, there is basically only one kind of public opinion on the Internet. Everyone says that Ji Ling and Jing Sui are true love, because the news of the banquet that night also came out, and the nobles witnessed Jing Sui's love for Ji Ling with their own eyes. No one would believe it if it wasn't true love.

    Ji Ling was very upset, so he could only turn off the Internet and turn a blind eye. The only thing fortunate was that Jing Sui never showed up. He didn't have to face Jing Sui directly, which was the only comfort for him.

    One afternoon Ji Ling was lying on the bed bored in a daze, Mrs. Marina suddenly came over and dragged him out of the bed. After grooming, she pulled him to the living room. Ji Ling pushed open the door inexplicably and was caught without warning. Sprayed with colored confetti, everyone's noisy welcome sounded in the living room.

    Ji Ling: "..."

    Mrs. Marina held her son's hand and said lovingly, "Baby, I called all your friends. I'm going to have a good time at home today."

    Ji Ling: "..."

    Sin, I don't want to see people at all now, okay? As one of the protagonists of the national gossip, he looked into those countless pairs of curious twinkling eyes, and he wanted to be slapped to death.

    However, he looked at Mrs. Marina's concerned and worried eyes, endured and endured, and finally said helplessly: "Thank you mom."

    Mrs. Marina breathed a sigh of relief. She was really worried about Ji Ling's death. On the night Ji Ling came home, she went to the palace aggressively, only to find that Mrs. Shaman was already waiting for her.

    As a result, he was aggressive when he went, and he was dejected when he came back. It really wasn't Jing Sui's fault.

    Moreover, Mrs. Shaman reassured that Jing Sui had ten thousand sincerity towards Ji Ling and would definitely give her an explanation. Then she saw the news on the Internet that Jing Sui showed her love in public, which was too calm and rational for the child. , obviously sincere, because Jing Sui, who has always been concerned about his image, can't make fun of this kind of thing.

    Mrs. Marina also let go of her doubts, and began to hate Carlos for disrupting the situation, which made her baby sad.

    Moreover, Mrs. Shaman told her not to irritate Ji Ling now. This matter had to be taken slowly. Mrs. Marina could not bear to talk to her son, but what worried her was that even if Jing Sui did this, didn't see Ji Ling happy, isn't this enough to prove Jing Sui's intentions?

    After thinking about it, she had no choice but to call Ji Ling's friends over for a party at home. Maybe more people would be happy?

    How darling used to like fun.

    Mrs. Marina stroked her son's head, and said softly, "Mom will go first." Then she turned and left, leaving some space for her son to be comfortable.

    Ji Ling didn't know that Mrs. Marina thought so much. If she knew, she might have vomited blood. He looked at a group of curious friends with a big head.

    Ross looked at Ji Ling admiringly: "Ji Shao, Your Majesty really likes you."

    Deng Dong also exclaimed: "We all saw it that day. Your Majesty put you on the top of your heart. I have never seen His Majesty treat a person so well!"

    Ji Ling's teeth hurt and his eyes were depressed, "Don't say it."

    Both Ross and Deng Dong looked at Ji Ling suspiciously, wondering why he had such an expression, was he not happy?

    Ji Ling didn't want to admit his love affair with Jing Sui at all, denying it was his last stubbornness, and said bravely, "I'm not with Your Majesty."

    As soon as this statement came out, not only Rhodes and Deng Dong, but also all the other friends who were listening to gossip with their ears pricked up were stunned! Who does not know that Ji Ling deeply loves His Majesty in the entire Emperor Star? Now that His Majesty is showing his love in public, he actually behaves neither saltily nor lightly, and even says that they are not together, have they hallucinated? ? ? Is this the meaning of rejecting His Majesty's confession? ? ?

    At this moment, a low and elegant voice came from the side, echoing clearly in the hall, "That's right."

    Everyone turned their heads in surprise, and then they were all dumbfounded. What's going on? How could Archduke Carlos suddenly appear here? ? ?

    The servant next to Carlos also had a headache. He was just a servant. How could he stop Grand Duke Carlos? Archduke Carlos suddenly wants to visit Ji's house, and that's something no one can control!

    Ji Ling was also shocked, and looked at Carlos who suddenly appeared in doubt.

    With a smile on his elegant and deep face, the corners of his lips twitched, Carlos came to Ji Ling's side, and looked at him tenderly, "I've heard some rumors outside these days, and I'm very worried about you, so come and have a look."

    Ji Ling: ...

    He didn't know what Carlos was thinking, but after thinking about it, since he had used Carlos as an excuse in front of Jing Sui, he might as well just act to the end, just to take this opportunity to dispel the rumors, so Ji Ling showed Carlos a With a pale smile, he said, "Uncle Carlos."

    Rhodes, Deng Dong: ...

    A group of little friends, like shivering chicks, didn't dare to say a word at all, and watched the scene of tenderness between Carlos and Ji Ling in horror.

    Everyone knows that Carlos and His Majesty are incompatible, and as His Majesty's true love, how could Ji Ling deny his relationship with His Majesty and instead show intimacy with Grand Duke Carlos? It's ridiculous!

    What amazing gossip did they see today? Won't be killed - Silenced? !

    Ji Ling didn't care what others thought. He looked at Carlos with wet eyes and seemed to be still in a low mood, but he still said softly, "Don't worry, I'm fine."

    Carlos looked at the pale tiredness that could not be concealed in the boy's eyes, and felt pity in his heart. He stretched his arms around his shoulders, let him lean against his arms, and comforted him softly: "Don't be brave, if you are really sad, you can come to me, I am always here."

    Ji Ling let Carlos hold him, his eyes lowered, and he bit his lip and didn't speak.

    Crowd: ...

    No, what did they see today? Seeing that Ji Ling put a green hat on His Majesty the Emperor, is the object still Archduke Carlos? !

    Help, they don't want to die!

    Is it too late to poke my eyes out now? !

    Ji Ling looked up at everyone's terrified eyes, thinking that the scene was almost over, so he stood up and said, "I'm tired, I'll go back to rest first."

    Everyone didn't dare to say a word, and it was as quiet as a chicken.

    Only Carlos stood up and said with a smile: "I'll take you back."

    Ji Ling returned to his room and wanted to let Carlos leave. He didn't dare to take Carlos lightly. He thought that Carlos came here on purpose to block Jing Sui today, but he happened to need him too, so he simply played on the scene. He and Carlos are just using each other because they have a common purpose.

    Carlos wanted to hit Jing Sui, but he wanted to get rid of Jing Sui.

    Ji Ling turned his head and said softly, "Uncle Carlos, thank you for coming to see me, but I'm really fine."

    Carlos looked at the boy's slightly trembling eyelashes, the pale face, and the slender neck exposed at the front of the shirt, so fragile, as if the whole person had suffered a heavy blow, but he tried to pretend that he was strong.

    He believed in himself, but... he was hurt.

    Carlos was full of pain and suffering. He had been enduring all kinds of things before, just hoping that the young man could approach him willingly and slowly change. If things didn't come to this point, he would never want to use such means.

    But - he is even less likely to let go.

    I will do anything to get you.

    Carlos stared at Ji Ling tenderly and sighed, "I know you are a strong child, but what I'm worried about now is that Your Majesty won't let you go."

    Ji Ling raised his eyes in astonishment.

    Carlos looked worried: "He made such remarks directly regardless of your intentions, just to create a fait accompli, you are so kind and soft-hearted and love him, I am afraid you can't bear to continue rejecting him... He doesn't have to do anything, he can easily do it. Forcing you to return to his side, this method really chills me."

    Ji Ling: "..."

    He thought that Jing Sui might not really mean this, but he still pretended to be injured in a trance, his eyes were shaking, and it seemed that he could no longer bear any more.

    Carlos sighed again, with remorse in his voice: "I thought about it later, maybe I made a mistake. If I don't expose this fact, if His Majesty can always pretend to like you, even if it's fake... At least that way. You won't be sad."

    He looked at Ji Ling, and in his deep brown eyes, there was an incomparably complicated emotion of deploring and struggling: "I'm sorry."

    Ji Ling was stunned, what kind of acting emperor is this, are you going for Oscar? ? ?

    When a performer has a good opponent, it is easier to be led into a performance state!

    Ji Ling subconsciously began to follow the Biao play, and he was about to cry, his voice choked: "Uncle Carlos, you don't need to say sorry to me, he is the one who lied to me, you are just worried about my injury, I know all this!"

    Carlos showed gratified and moved eyes. He looked at Ji Ling lovingly and said in a low voice: "No matter what, this is the end, I will not give him another chance to force you and hurt you."

    Ji Ling really wanted to say yes, I believe it, okay?

    As a result, Carlos slowly knelt down on one knee in front of him.

    Ji Ling was really frightened at this moment, unable to make any movements at all, stiff like a stone statue, dazedly allowed Carlos to raise his right hand, and lowered his head to give a light kiss.

    The man with an elegant and deep face looked up at him with extremely dark eyes, his thin lips parted lightly, and he made a low, hoarse and melodious voice, and solemnly promised: "Please give me a chance to protect you... Be my wife, okay. ?"

    Ji Ling: ? ? ?

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