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    The voice of Jing Sui's brother who implied sadness...

    He stopped Carlos' movements abruptly, and the ice instantly covered his brown pupils, and his eyes became dark and cold.

    His thin lips pursed into a line, and his eyes were fixed on the pale and painful face of the young man.

    Jealousy in the bottom of his heart clung to his heart like a poisonous snake. The severe pain made him almost unable to restrain himself. The desire and impulse, which had been desperately suppressed, was wrapped in a brutal and cruel meaning, destroying all his reason like a broken bamboo.

    So, even if you pretend to be nothing, even if you say you don't like it...

    But in the dead of night, in your sleep, when you put aside all your defenses, face your true intentions, and instinctively call out that name...I know that you haven't let go.

    Not a shred of it.

    The pain in Carlos' eyes was like a bottomless abyss, and his palms slowly tightened. He did everything he could, and took every step of the way to keep the young man and Jing Sui apart, step by step, let the young man walk to the cage he carefully built for him, and bring him under his wing...

    He even has the identity of the boy's nominal lover.

    So much so that all this gave him the illusion that he thought that one day he would be able to make the young man willingly fall into his arms.

    accept him.

    He thought he could wait until that day.

    But at this moment, the boy's unconscious cry shattered all his self-confidence with ease, turning all his patience into a joke.

    Let him fail.

    Even if Jing Sui hurts you like this, he does something like that to you.

    But in the end you can't let go of him. Even if you say that you won't go back, what you really care about in your heart is that man.

    Just like in the previous life, even if it fell to that point, in the end, it was for him, and he did everything to stand in front of him.

    give your life.

    So you just can't help but love that person... right?

    Carlos closed his eyes in pain, the expression of fierce struggle appeared on his face, his jaw tightened, if he was destined to not cover his heart, he was destined to fail the boy to accept him willingly, then all his restraint and forbearance... ...what's the point?

    It is better to get him directly and imprison him by his side.

    Let him be completely his own.

    Carlos let out a slow breath, his chest heaved slightly, and opened his eyes again.

    He raised his hand and pinched the boy's chin, lowered his head and stared at the boy's lips, his eyes filled with desire. Now that the boy is in his own hands, he can do whatever he wants to him.

    He couldn't resist, couldn't escape, even if he cried and begged himself, it was of no use.

    He could have done this a long time ago, and he has had many opportunities to do so...

    But why didn't you do that?

    Why let go again and again, watch him go away, and even allow him to stay with other men?

    Carlos stared at the sleeping boy on the bed. For a long time, there was a look of helplessness and sadness in his eyes, and he let go of his hand.

    He didn't do that, and there was only one reason.

    He loves him.

    Not just possessive-desiring, not just being manipulated by lust-wanting, not just whim.

    Just because he loves him.

    That's why forbear and restrain self, do all kinds of calculations, and be careful, just because don't want the young man to be sad.

    He couldn't bear to hurt him.

    Ji Ling called out the name softly, then continued to pretend to be a nightmare, waiting for Carlos's reaction in fear. He could feel the man's breathing becoming heavier, and then pinched his chin, like a bloodthirsty head. Beast, slowly approaching the prey in the palm of your hand... Even if you don't open your eyes, you can feel the real cruelty and cruelty in the blood of that man, hidden under his gentle actions.

    At this moment, Ji Ling was really scared.

    He knew he was taking a risk.

    But he really had no other way. He couldn't accept Carlos doing that kind of thing to him, so he could only use Jing Sui as an excuse again, hoping that Carlos would retreat.

    Carlos has always been a calm and rational person, and his interests come first. If he wants to continue to maintain this relationship with himself, it stands to reason that he will not destroy the current situation for a momentary impulse, and do such a thing that is not worth the loss.

    Compared with his planning and layout, being able to sleep with one is the most trivial thing.

    He should have left.

    But at this time, feeling Carlos's approaching, the scorching breath that almost scalded people, Ji Ling almost thought that he had made a wrong bet! Does this person really want to completely tear his face with himself in order to have sex with him? But it doesn't make sense! Does Carlos still lack someone to warm the bed? That's the joke!

    Just when Ji Ling felt more and more panicked... The man suddenly let go of his hand and stood up, leaving quietly as if he had come.

    Ji Ling heard the sound of the door being closed, and then slowly let out the breath that he had been holding, and found that his back was already sweaty.

    He quietly opened his eyes to a gap, revealing a look of lingering fear.

    And then started to feel annoyed.

    Looking back now, in fact, there were some omen before, but he never thought that Carlos would have such a dirty mind about him! So I didn't think about it... The old fox is older than his father, and he usually pretends to be a gentleman and elegant, elegant and reserved, but he actually wants to sleep himself. Who would have thought of such a ridiculous thing!

    Rao is that he thought he was vigilant enough, but I am afraid that he was unconsciously confused and relaxed his guard against this person.

    Terrible, this man is terrifying.

    Ji Ling said angrily: [System, I know why Carlos is so kind to me. 】

    System: [...] Actually, he also knows.

    Ji Ling: [Because he wants to soak me :)]

    system:【……】

    Ji Ling: [I want old cows to eat tender grass, shameless:)]

    system:【……】

    Ji Ling thought that he couldn't stay here any longer, so he had to leave quickly! There are only himself and Carlos on this planet. He used to feel comfortable and safe here, but now it is actually the most dangerous!

    Although I had an idea to force Carlos back just now, but once it fails, there will be a second time. Once Carlos can't bear the beast-sex-big-hair one day, what he wants to do to himself, it is really called Tian Tian should not be called. There is nowhere to go, there is nowhere to escape!

    ………………

    Ji Ling's heart was like an arrow, and he didn't sleep all night.

    The next morning, after breakfast, Ji Ling pretended not to know anything, smiled at Carlos, and suggested, "Carlos, let's go back today."

    Carlos's expression shows no clue, as if nothing happened last night, his eyes are gentle and deep, and his voice is low with a smile: "What? Are you unhappy living here?"

    Ji Ling shook his head and said, "I think you've been busy, because I let you leave Emperor Star together for so long, I feel a little sorry, so I'd better go back first..." He seemed a little embarrassed and said with a smile: " Besides, if you want to come here in the future, you can come back anytime.”

    Carlos looked at the boy's well-behaved and shy appearance, the soft place in his heart, pity and love were stirred by pain and jealousy, and turned into a complex and dark color in his eyes, his thin lips twitched, and he nodded: "Alright, but before leaving. , I want to take you to a place."

    Although Carlos looked very normal, Ji Ling was still a little nervous, but he had no reason to refuse, so he nodded and said, "Okay."

    Ji Ling followed Carlos into the aircraft, without looking sideways, not daring to look at the man beside him at all, feeling a little anxious.

    Before long, the aircraft stopped by the edge of a huge lake.

    The area of ​​this lake is very huge. From a distance, it looks like a blue sea. The lake water is clear without any impurities, so you can clearly see the silver sand at the bottom of the lake, dotted with blue stars.

    Really very beautiful.

    Carlos took Ji Ling's hand and came to the lake, stepping on the soft silver sand, there was a feeling of lightness when stepping on the clouds, the beauty of this place could not help but slow down the breath.

    Ji Ling knew where this was.

    Carlos looked sideways at Ji Ling, with a gentle smile on his lips, and said slowly: "The starlight of Fersha Lake is the most beautiful scenery of Blue Sea Star. I have always wanted to show you."

    Ji Ling showed a shy smile, blinked and said, "I've been here once the day before yesterday, it's really beautiful, thank you Carlos."

    This is a hint that he has seen it, and now he just wants to go home early.

    No need to waste time here.

    He was used to Carlos' gentleness before, but after last night, Ji Ling felt uncomfortable everywhere. When did this old guy start to have such ulterior motives for him?

    However, Carlos didn't seem to understand the meaning of the boy's words. He smiled slightly, his voice was low and magnetic, like the sound of a violin, and said, "I have a gift for you."

    Ji Ling looked at him suspiciously.

    Then he saw Carlos raise his hand, his slender fingers landed on the placket of his shirt, and he slowly unbuttoned his shirt.

    Ji Ling's expression froze, and she stared at Carlos blankly, why don't I go, uncle, take it easy and don't mess around! It's interesting to have two-love-phase-pleasure for this kind of thing! You have endured it for so long before, is it really okay to be so straightforward all of a sudden? Let's not play forced love and continue your machinations, okay? !

    As a result... Carlos just took off his jacket and jumped, like a swimming fish falling into the water, swinging his legs and swimming towards the bottom of the lake.

    Ji Ling: ? ? ?

    Ji Ling's head is full of WTF, so just now he was okay to scare himself?

    His expression suddenly became a little embarrassed, but after he recovered, he felt extremely grateful. Fortunately, he was frightened to death. I almost thought that Carlos couldn't help but do it to himself! As a result, people just wanted to go swimming in the lake, and their normal brain must have been infected by these abnormal people, so they would think so much... Ji Zhinan began to feel self-blame.

    He stood by the lake and waited, and it didn't take long for Carlos to swim back from the bottom of the lake.

    With a clatter, he leaned out from the clear water waves.

    The man's upper body is a fine white silk shirt embroidered with silver dark patterns, and his lower body is black trousers. He is tall and slender, with wide shoulders and a narrow waist. The white silk shirt is wet and sticks to his body, revealing faint wheat. The color of the skin and the strong muscle texture, the brown hair dripping with water, the water drops flowing down the outline of his deep and elegant facial features, moist-moistening his slightly cool lips, exuding mature, elegant, Sexual allure.

    Ji Ling was lost for a moment, staring blankly at Carlos standing in the lake, stretched out his right hand to him, opened his palm to reveal the crystal clear sapphire on the palm of his hand.

    In the man's brown pupils, there is a gentle rippling lake, and his voice is hoarse: "This is the most beautiful color I have ever seen, the closest to your eye color."

    Ji Ling's face couldn't help but turn red, and he was ashamed. He thought that this old man was so numb, he couldn't hold it anymore. And when he just came back for the second brush, Carlos gave him this sapphire, and he also gave him the entire blue sea star by the way.

    Although there were many words in his heart, Ji Ling still cooperated with an embarrassed expression, as if he was at a loss.

    Carlos looked at him with a gentle smile, and stood there motionless with his palms open, as if waiting for Ji Ling to accept his gift.

    Ji Ling stood on the edge of the lake, looking down at the man with half of his body submerged in the lake, his face was hot.

    He felt embarrassed. Although it was very numb, he should take the gem and go back sooner.

    Thinking of this, Ji Ling finally stretched out his hand, ready to take the gem from Carlos's hand, but his fingertips were about to touch the palm of the other's hand. The man suddenly tightened his right hand and pulled it hard, pulling Ji Ling directly. down!

    Puff.

    Ji Ling couldn't help but let out an exclamation. He fell into the water and crashed into the man's arms. The cold lake water penetrated into his mouth, nose and ear. A kiss wrapped in the icy lake water touched his lips without warning.

    Ji Ling's pupils shrank suddenly, looking at the man's face in disbelief, stunned!

    he he he he he he he he he-

    What is he doing!

    Ji Ling suddenly choked on water because of the incident, and opened his mouth subconsciously but did not close it. This action made the man come in easily and deepened the kiss. Ji Ling had difficulty breathing, and hurriedly reached out to push the other party!

    But the force of the kiss from the other party seemed gentle but could not be rejected. The arm in the water tightly hugged Ji Ling's body, making him unable to move.

    Ji Ling was going to be mad, ah ah ah ah, he knew that things were not so simple, so this old bastard was waiting for him here! He didn't think much about it just now, but he actually planned to take action against him!

    Ji Ling struggled desperately, until he almost couldn't breathe, did he feel the man's lips leave, he opened his mouth and breathed desperately, feeling all the blood pouring into his head, looked at Carlos in disbelief, trembling with anger!

    You shameless old bastard! I only got you off yesterday, but you didn't give up!

    unacceptable!

    Carlos looked at Ji Ling's shocked and angry eyes. Those beautiful blue eyes seemed to be on fire, but even such an angry look made people feel pity...

    Carlos gently brushed Ji Ling's cheek with his fingertips, with undisguised affection in his eyes, and whispered, "I love you."

    Ji Ling: ? ? ?

    He stared blankly at Carlos, watching the man so serious, saying these three words to him...

    It took Ji Ling a long time to regain his senses, and then he became even more angry!

    Ten times more angry than before!

    I'm shameless if you want to sleep, but after all, men are always a little bit lustful, so I'll just act on your whim and don't care about you, the old thing with yellow scraps in your head, but it's too much to say that you love me ! This is to deceive feelings!

    It's even more extreme than taking the kidneys and not the heart!

    If you continue to disguise, we can continue the harmonious interests and cooperation between the ruthless villain and the villain, but you want to fool me, deceive people and deceive people, then we can't continue to get along peacefully and friendly. .

    Friends don't have to do it!

    Ji Ling took a deep breath, raised his hand and wiped his lips vigorously, his eyes fluctuated, looked at Carlos with unfamiliar and unbelievable eyes, and said, "I have always regarded you as an uncle, but you actually..."

    Carlos looked at Ji Ling deeply. Since he did what he did today, he would not allow Ji Ling to continue to be ignorant. He said slowly and solemnly, "I know, but - I don't want to just be your uncle."

    He looked at Shang Ji Ling's shocked eyes and said word by word, "I want to be your lover."

    Bah, don't even think about it!

    Acting should also be done in moderation. Everyone knows that this is just a fake marriage contract, but if you want to make it real, you will have no professional ethics.

    Ji Ling closed her eyes sadly, looked at Carlos with disappointment, and said coldly, "But it's not you that I love, you know it."

    Carlos' eyes seemed a little sad, he sighed softly, his voice was low and there was a hint of helplessness, but his eyes were gentle and tolerant: "Your Majesty won't like you, he has been hurting you, even doing things to you. If something like that happens, he doesn't care about you at all...why don't you try to let him go and start a relationship again? I swear I will love you well, protect you, and you will be my only love."

    Oh, that's really good.

    I believe you are a ghost.

    Ji Ling blinked, tears came, and laughed sadly at himself: "Really? It's a pity I can't do it."

    Carlos pursed his thin lips, seemingly hurt.

    But Ji Ling will not be soft-hearted, he knows the acting skills of this old fox too well! He showed an expression of belonging, looked at him coldly and alienatedly, and said in a cold voice, "Uncle Carlos, uncle, we should go back."

    Uncle's two words were deliberately accentuated.

    It fell into Carlos' ears one by one, causing his face to change slightly, and the jealous anger in his chest was on the verge of losing control again.

    He looked at the young man's cold eyes. The young man looked at himself with such unfamiliar eyes at the moment, and even the trust and reliance he once had disappeared, leaving only alienation and vigilance. Even though he was standing in front of him, he was farther away from him than ever before...

    So you have to, so completely reject me?

    You are the most affectionate person, your love is more dazzling and purer than any treasure in this world, but because of this, you are also the most ruthless person, because of your eyes, your love will never be distributed to Anything else.

    Make people jealous, crazy.

    Carlos closed his eyes and opened them again. There was only a layer of frost on his elegant face. The back of the boy turned and left, so decisive, no nostalgia, cold and decisive.

    It's so dazzling...

    He suddenly raised the corners of his lips, laughed at himself, raised his hand and directly clasped Ji Ling's wrist, pulled him back, and fell into the water again with a clatter...

    Then he met the boy's terrified eyes and kissed him fiercely!

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