Feel the gentle kiss of the man fall.

Ji Ling finally burst into tears!

If you want to ask him how he feels now, it is regret, especially regret.

If he had known now, he would have been more leisurely when he acted, and occasionally gave Jing Sui a little sweetness, he would not have fallen to this point.

After all, judging from Jing Sui's attitude towards himself, he is absolutely reluctant to force himself. The reason why he would do this is probably because of the idea of ​​not breaking through and not standing up. He feels that he can only use this method to help himself and let himself accept this kind of thing. hapiness.

But the problem is - I have nothing! He was not QJ at all!

If he did it today, it would be his first time.

And what made Ji Ling extremely frightened was that he felt that being kissed was super comfortable, and even wanted to try it a little bit. The instinct of his body ran counter to his thoughts. What did Jing Sui use for him! ! !

help...

Is he really going to never return on the curved road from now on? He hasn't talked about pure love yet, he hasn't even held a girl's soft little hand, he has to go straight to one step and have sex with a man!

No, he can't give up!

Ji Ling had the greatest cruelty in his life, biting on the tip of his tongue, and the tears of pain suddenly surged. The pain made him pull back a little bit of reason. He looked at Jing Sui with incomparable resentment, and said tearfully: "You let me go!"

Jing Sui looked up and found that the expression in the boy's eyes was so desperate and sad, and there was a trace of blood on his lips.

Jing Sui's expression suddenly changed, he raised his hand and squeezed the boy's chin, letting him open his mouth, his chest heaved violently, and said sharply, "What are you doing?!"

The teenager looked at him in despair, fearful, terrified, and determined.

This look made Jing Sui finally make up his mind, and instantly collapsed, making his hands almost tremble. For a long time, he spoke with difficulty. This supreme man, who was always strong and never showed weakness in front of anyone, had a hint of pleading in his voice: "Don't do this, I won't hurt you..."

But the young man looked away from him, his thin body trembling slightly.

He was afraid of this kind of thing, and this fear was etched in his bones, so strong that he would rather self-harm than accept himself.

In the room, only the boy was left breathing with sobbing depression.

don't know how long it took.

Jing Sui closed his eyes dejectedly, and said hoarsely, "I won't move you, don't be afraid, it's alright."

He was silent for a few seconds, then got up and picked up the boy and walked into the bathroom.

…………

After the end, Ji Ling still burst into tears and kept crying.

Although he managed to keep his virginity, he was finally pulled out by a man, and what made him most embarrassed was that he actually enjoyed it!

Devil, Jing Sui is a devil!

Ji Ling's heart was ashes.

Jing Sui had already left, but he still had no strength and did not want to speak.

Although he was out of the crisis temporarily, if Jing Sui insisted on using this method to help him get rid of the shadow, what should he do next time? After all, it was very difficult to resist today.

Ji Ling felt anxious at the thought of this.

This time, really can't eat.

When it was time for dinner the next day, Mrs. Shaman came again. She obviously knew what happened last night. She looked at Ji Ling and hesitated, but in the end she didn't say anything, just looked at Ji Ling and sighed. .

Ji Ling's heart was very bitter, and he really felt like riding a tiger. He was in a trance and suddenly asked, "Aunt Shaman, does Your Majesty really like me..."

Seeing that Ji Ling was rarely willing to speak, Mrs. Shaman quickly showed her loving eyes and affirmed, "It's true."

Ji Ling lowered his head in despair. He now believes it to be true, but how should he face this feeling? Even if he didn't talk about the task, he couldn't accept a person who didn't know him at all. He didn't even dare to tell the truth, and he didn't want to fall in love with Jing Sui at all.

Eating, surviving, going home, everything is more important than falling in love.

In this case, he really has no intention of falling in love!

Ji Ling said sadly: "But he didn't like me before, why..."

Mrs. Shaman touched the boy's head and said softly, "Sometimes it doesn't make sense to like this kind of thing. For example, I like you, just because you deserve to be liked."

Ji Ling was tearful, but your liking is not the same as his liking!

Mrs. Shaman accompanied Ji Ling for a while and left.

Ji Ling returned to his room with his head down and dejected. Although the food was normal today, his mood was not relaxed. Just when he felt very helpless and hopeless, a familiar voice suddenly sounded in his ears.

System: [Host, are you okay, are you okay? 】

Ji Ling almost cried with joy, he couldn't wait to ask: [Have you applied for a replacement task for me? 】

system:【……】

Ji Ling saw that the system did not answer, his eyes darkened, and he said desperately: [Failed? 】

The system said slowly: [That's not true, I don't know the result yet. I have already submitted the application for you, but you know that we have to manage thousands of worlds through the World Management Office. The procedures are complicated and tedious. The superiors are very busy. , After receiving the application, the leader has to conduct investigations, meetings, seminars, voting, and finally form an official document for approval. 】

Ji Ling: […]

After the system finished speaking, he felt a little embarrassed and comforted: [But I think there is still hope. After all, this is not your fault. 】

Ji Ling couldn't smile.

But he was still reluctant to cheer up, at least the results have not come out yet, in case... there is really hope? He couldn't help but ignite a small flame of hope in his heart, until the last moment, he will never give up!

Ji Ling calmed down and wondered again: [Then why are you back now? 】

System: [I'm worried about you, I'm afraid I won't be able to see you for the last time...]

Ji Ling remembered what he said last time, and showed a stiff smile: [...Thank you. 】

System: [Yes, I can't help you with anything else, so let's talk with you for a while. 】

Ji Ling was suddenly moved: [Everything QAQ]

The system shuddered: [...] What's the matter with swelling? It feels like his host has started to lose his mind! Is this task really that difficult?

………………

A few days later, the system finally understood why the host behaved like this, it was really too hard.

He has been with the host for a long time, and he knows very well how greedy the host is. When he has nothing to do at home, he can eat every day from morning to night without resting his breath.

I often sigh with him that there are not so many novel delicacies on earth.

Food is almost his only pleasure in this strange world.

But now his host faces so many delicacies every day, but he has to pretend to be hard to swallow, his heart is ashes, and he has to worry about whether the food has been poisoned. What a cruel thing! Looking at the system is unbearable.

Finally one day, the system said: [I don’t think it’s worth it, isn’t it just sleeping with a man, and the forbearance will pass. 】

Ji Ling's eyes were blue and black, and he said weakly like a gossamer: [Is it a matter of sleeping with someone now? I can't get down now. If the sudden change of attitude arouses Jing Sui's suspicion, do you think Jing Sui's arrogance will allow me to deceive him like this? 】

The system thought for a while and said: [Probably not. 】

Ji Lingdao: [That's right, if his identity is revealed, not only will he not tolerate me deceiving him, but he may also discover the secrets of this world because of me, an outsider, and that's a big problem! 】

The system was also nervous when he heard this: [You are right, he cannot discover the secrets of this world. 】

Ji Ling sighed faintly and lay the corpse on the bed.

The system is also silent.

The host is not easy.

Ji Ling stared blankly at the top of his head, although fear of revealing his identity is the main reason, but sleeping with a man is also a big problem! If you don't agree, you can't agree even if you kill me!

If you don't agree, you can only endure.

………………

Ji Ling walked out of the room that day, rubbed his eyes, and found that the atmosphere was lively with lights and colors outside, and he was immediately puzzled.

Although according to his current personality, he should not ask more questions, but he couldn't hold back a waiter and said, "What are you doing?"

The waiter faced Ji Ling with a respectful tone that could not hide his excitement, and said, "Your Majesty is going to hold a banquet in the palace, and announced that he will hold a wedding with you. Soon, we will call you Her Royal Highness the Queen."

Ji Ling's eyes darkened and he almost fainted!

What?

Marriage is such an important matter, how come no one has spoken to him before!

Ji Ling finally couldn't sit still, he didn't dare to see Jing Sui, he thought about it and went to Mrs. Shaman's place.

This is the first time Ji Ling has walked out of the palace in this period of time. Mrs. Shaman was very surprised and said, "Why are you here, Xiao Ling?"

Ji Ling opened his mindless eyes and said incredulously, "I heard that His Majesty is going to announce the news of his marriage to me, but I have never heard of it before."

Mrs. Shaman smiled when she heard the words, and she said indulgently: "This matter, we are afraid of disturbing you, so we didn't tell you first. Don't worry, His Majesty will prepare everything and give you a game. A grand wedding."

Ji Ling said anxiously, "But I don't want to marry Your Majesty..."

Mrs. Shaman said lovingly, "I know what you're worried about, but it doesn't matter. No matter what you've been through, you're still Auntie's little treasure. Jing Sui also likes you very much. If anyone dares to say that you're not worthy of him, Auntie just show them the color! Who else is qualified to be this queen besides you?"

Ji Ling: "..."

Mrs. Shaman said, "I've been looking forward to this day. I don't know how long I've been looking forward to it. You will call my mother in the future."

Ji Ling: "..."

He walked out of Madame Shalman's palace in a daze.

Therefore, they all feel that this is good for them, what they want, and something that can comfort them...but it's not at all!

Was my rejection not obvious enough? !

Ji Ling felt extremely aggrieved. He felt that he was like an earthling who met a group of aliens who couldn't communicate. The earthlings liked Apple, but these aliens thought he was cute, so they desperately tried to put him away. My favorite bananas rushed to give him to eat, forcing him to eat it, and if he didn't like it, he could only eat it with his nose, but the person who ate this person was jealous and unhappy, and the person who ate that person was jealous Not happy, eat none and probably get killed by angry aliens 🙂

He obviously doesn't want anyone, he just wants to go home, but everyone is forcing him to make a choice.

Although Ji Ling knew that they couldn't blame them all, he also had a part of the reason. He played such a character, and he didn't dare to tear off the disguise and be himself...

However, he acted very badly. He tried his best not to be liked. He was so vicious! Why is this still in love? !

He really didn't understand.

Passing by the garden on the way back, Ji Ling was walking among the flowers, and suddenly saw clusters of beautiful red flowers blooming on both sides. This flower is very bright and beautiful, somewhat like a rose on the earth, with delicate petals, but the color is translucent, and the dream is not real.

Ji Ling suddenly remembered the information that he used to read on Xing.com at home. At that time, because most of the time was boring, Ji Ling watched all kinds of movies, TV dramas and forum posts, and also read a lot of novel and cold knowledge in the universe. He opened his eyes, because this flower is so beautiful and unforgettable, so he has some impressions.

This flower is called the Tears of Starlight. It is an endangered flower. It is hard to see it outside. didn't expect that there are still a few in the palace.

Although the flowers are beautiful and usually safe and harmless, if they are eaten with manta rays, they will be highly poisonous.

Mantaurus is also a very cherished and rare fish. It only lives in the extremely cold glaciers under Xianyunxing. Although it tastes extremely delicious, most people can't eat it.

These two kinds of things are very rare, and many people may never see them in their entire lives, so this knowledge is quite unfamiliar, and Ji Ling saw it unintentionally at the beginning.

But coincidentally...Ji Ling's recent dinner had manro fish almost every day.

Just because he liked it once before, this dish has become his daily cuisine and one of his favorite foods.

Ji Ling's eyes changed for a moment, and he cautiously looked around to make sure that no one was there, and suddenly stepped forward and secretly folded two flowers.

He went back to his room nervously, closed the door, and then said to the system: [Check for me, if you eat this flower, how much will it kill you? 】

The system turned pale with fright, wishing that he had a hand to stop the host, and said excitedly: [Don't be impulsive! You only have one life, do it and cherish it! 】

Ji Ling: [...I don't want to die, so I asked you to help me check it? 】

system:【? 】

Ji Ling: [I only remember that eating this flower and manro fish together will produce toxins, but the specific dosage and detailed information are not clear. I am afraid that if you eat too much, you will really die, so I asked you to help check it. 】

The system breathed a sigh of relief, as long as the host didn't want to commit suicide: [Are you going to pretend to commit suicide? 】

Ji Ling's eyes moved slightly and said: [It's okay...]

The system sees the host as pitiful. Since it is not really dead, it will no longer be discouraged. If suicide can temporarily let the host get rid of these people, it is also a good way, so he said: [You wait a moment. 】

After a while, the system came back and said: [With your physical fitness, eat at most half a flower, if you eat more, you won't be able to save it. 】

Ji Ling took a deep breath: [I see. 】

He stared at the bright red and beautiful flowers in front of him, struggling for a long time in his eyes, and finally made a decision. Since there is no hope of completing the task, what else do you care about?

Aren't you all born again?

Are you saying you love me?

Want to compensate me?

If you don't follow the plot one by one, you see how the world has collapsed? You know how to bully people with the advantage of rebirth!

That being the case, who wouldn't be reborn!

Come on, hurt each other.

The big deal is that we stand on the same starting line for a fair duel!

………………

Jing Sui sat in his study and learned that Ji Ling went to his mother's place in the morning, then went back to stay in the palace, and went out to eat something at night as usual, which seemed very normal.

He remembered the internal and external troubles during this period, and there was a look of exhaustion in his eyes. Dealing with Carlos had already troubled him, and the young man made his heartache even more unbearable, and he was exhausted physically and mentally.

He didn't know what else he could do to let the boy come out slowly.

He has been enduring indulgence, but he is not willing to let the young man feel sad, even if he misunderstands himself, he will let him fool around... But his step-by-step concessions will only make the young man get further and further away from him, and even be deceived and hurt.

It turns out that letting go is sometimes not necessarily the right decision.

If I had insisted on keeping the young man by my side, protecting him well, and slowly opening it up, maybe now that they were well together, all of this naturally wouldn't happen.

Thinking of the torture the boy suffered at the hands of the rebels, regret and self-blame tortured his heart all the time.

It's that he didn't protect him.

Jing Sui finally made a decision to let the young man become his queen directly. With this status, Carlos can give up, and if he gets closer to him, one day, the young man can accept him and get out of the shadows.

Jing Sui slowly let out a sigh of relief, got up and went to the direction of the boy, he wanted to see him a little bit.

He wanted to tell him with his own mouth that he had promised him his whole life.

This is also something that he has regretted countless times in his last life and could not get it. At that time, he had all the peace in the world, but there was no one who wanted to promise. Without the person who wanted to stay by my side at all costs...

This time, he won't let go again, and he won't miss it again.

Jing Sui's footsteps were slow and heavy, and he finally came to the familiar door again, reaching out and gently pushing the door open.

The young man lay quietly on the bed, unguarded and full of thorns when he fell asleep, like a beautiful little angel, Jing Sui's eyes couldn't help but a hint of tenderness appeared, he slowly came to the young man, but Just after taking two steps, the footsteps suddenly stopped, and the pupils shrank instantly.

With his super perception, he immediately noticed the abnormality.

The boy's breathing seemed to be even, but it was much slower than usual. On his usually pale face, there was a faint blush at this moment, and his sleeping face was rare and sweet.

However, Jing Sui was not at all happy. He glanced sharply and saw the translucent red petals scattered at the foot of the bed.

The translucent red petals are dotted on the silver-white sheets and on the white ground, so beautiful, seductive, like some kind of charming picture he has longed for, his beloved is lying quietly in the petal-covered bed. On the bed, the young man's pale pink lips were also stained with some flower juice, the color was beautiful and attractive, as if he was waiting to be invited to taste.

But Jing Sui is going crazy!

He immediately pressed the emergency button on the communicator, his voice trembling uncontrollably: "Bring the antidote!"

Then he strode forward, knelt on one knee beside the bed, tremblingly grabbed the boy's wrist, the boy's pulse was very weak, as if it would disappear at any moment... All the restraint and disguise of Jing Sui during this time It was completely broken, and the fear in the depths of the eyes spread uncontrollably.

Ji Ling committed suicide!

How could you be so careless? Why didn't you like him? How could he be given a chance to commit suicide?

If Ji Ling died this time, what should I do?

Unprecedented powerlessness enveloped him, making his blood icy cold.

The medical officers rushed in, the room was noisy, everyone was busy, opened their eyes to check the boy's state, injected him with antidote, and checked the data of his heart pulse. Jing Sui was as motionless as a stone statue, holding on to the young man, wishing that the one who died was himself, wishing to replace him.

Because he is not afraid of pain, not afraid of injury, he is strong enough, but his boy can't... The boy is too weak to withstand any harm.

Just a little danger was enough to easily take his life.

As time passed by, Jing Sui never felt that such a short period of time was so difficult.

It was so hard that every second felt like a knife.

Finally, the medical officer said respectfully: "Your Majesty, Ji Shao is no longer in danger."

Jing Sui said hoarsely, "Why haven't you woken up yet?"

The medical officer said: "It will take some time for the medicine to take effect, and you can wake up after about an hour."

Jing Sui stopped talking.

The medical officer wiped his cold sweat and walked out nervously carrying the box. He didn't dare to recall the scene he saw just now, or imagine what would happen to Ji Ling if he hadn't rescued him.

He had never seen such a terrifying and vulnerable side in that ruthless and powerful His Majesty, who was almost unmoved...

Jing Sui's eyes never left Ji Ling's body for a moment.

The room fell silent, and there were only the two of them left.

Time goes by slowly...

The eyelashes of the young man on the bed suddenly trembled, and Jing Sui's expression suddenly became tense.

The boy slowly opened his eyes and looked at the man who was waiting beside the bed.

In those water-blue eyes, there was no fear or panic at all, there was only peace, like a dead abyss without the slightest waves, and it seemed that everything had been completely seen, and nothing could make him move.

At this moment, Jing Sui instinctively realized that something was wrong.

But he didn't think about it for a while.

Just then, he heard the boy speak.

The young man looked at him quietly, with a faint sneer in his calm eyes, his lips moved slightly, and he made an indifferent voice: "Your Majesty, I said that I would not pester you again... Have you forgotten?"

Jing Sui's face changed drastically.