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    Jing Sui looked at the young man in front of him, and the words were clearly fluttering, but the words fell into his ears, but they easily knocked him into the abyss.

    How could he forget this sentence?

    He will never forget.

    No, no, it definitely won't be like this...

    Jing Sui spoke with difficulty, his voice hoarse: "What did you say..."

    Ji Ling looked at Jing Sui coldly.

    He was a good young man. He obeyed the law since he was a child, respected the old and loved the young, but he died without even talking about a relationship. Fortunately, God opened his eyes and gave him a chance to resurrect. He cherished this opportunity very much and tried his best to do it seriously. The mission is to hope to be able to go home one day.

    But all of you have to fight against me one by one. If you don't follow the plot, you won't let me go. I haven't even held a girl's hand.

    Falling in love is a matter of love and affection. Can't you understand my rejection?

    Can't you just not like me?

    If so, let's start over.

    Now I remember everything, I know everything, can you continue to say you love me as if nothing happened.

    I want you to know that I, Ji Ling, can also be ruthless!

    Jing Sui looked at the young man indifferently and decisively, without the slightest wave in his eyes, his heart kept falling, but he still tried to struggle in vain, and said abruptly: "I don't understand what you mean..."

    Ji Ling smiled and said slowly and ruthlessly: "Then let me remind Your Majesty, last life, what I said to you last."

    He looked into Jing Sui's eyes, looked at the extremely ugly look in Jing Sui's eyes, and said word by word, "I said, I won't pester you anymore, you and Ning Yu...let's be good."

    The blood on Jing Sui's face faded. Although he had guessed something from the moment the boy opened his eyes, he didn't want to believe it...

    Until this moment, there was no luck at all.

    The teenager finally remembered, he remembered everything, remembered his indifference in the last life, and also remembered why he died in the last life.

    All my faults can no longer be hidden, naked-naked-naked in front of the boy's eyes, he can no longer try to hide the facts, try to pretend that all did not happen, greedy possession - a boy who knows nothing, despicable of his unbroken love.

    Jing Sui closed his eyes in pain. At this moment, he didn't know what else he could say, or what to say.

    Because any words seem pale and powerless.

    In the end, he just spoke slowly and made a hoarse voice: "I love you, it's true..."

    Ji Ling looked at him lightly and laughed at himself: "I didn't understand why you liked me before, so I listened to Carlos, but now I believe that you love me... You don't need to use me, let alone to a People who don't like give the position of queen, I just can't believe that you really like me."

    He said, with a hint of sadness in his eyes: "In the last life, I loved you so much, I can't change you to look back at me, this life, you actually fell in love with me, there is nothing more touching than this. It's ironic."

    Jing Sui's lips moved slightly and said, "I..."

    Ji Ling smiled softly, but the expression in his eyes was like a cold and dead ice river, "But so what? I don't like you anymore."

    Jing Sui looked at him in disbelief.

    Ji Ling looked calm: "It doesn't matter whether you are out of guilt or repayment, I don't need your compensation, really."

    Jing Sui said, "It's not compensation, it's just because I like you."

    Ji Ling said, "Really?"

    "Then there's no need..." He looked into Jing Sui's eyes, his voice was ruthless and decisive, slow and calm: "Because from the moment I died, I have already let go. Don't forget who it is. He exiled me mercilessly, and who trampled on my heart again and again, I was obsessed, thinking that my true heart would one day move you, but I was wrong..."

    "I didn't wait for that day until the last moment of my life."

    "I have given you everything I can give, my love, my life, and now I have nothing to give you."

    "The person who loves you will only stay in the last life and will never come back."

    "Do you understand it?"

    Jing Sui listened to Ji Ling's words and clenched his hands tightly.

    The young man in front of him was clearly in front of him, but for the first time he felt so far away that he couldn't touch it.

    In the last life, he had countless times in his dreams, fantasizing about the reunion, fantasizing about how he would make up for the boy if he was still alive, begging for his forgiveness... But now he knows the answer, even if the boy is still alive, he can't find it Back what was lost.

    His teenager doesn't need his compensation. The moths that he loves rush to the fire vigorously, and the ones that he put down are neat and tidy.

    He will not forgive him.

    won't love him anymore.

    It turns out that this is the real answer, the real... cruel reality.

    When he was immersed in the illusion he constructed, he never thought that one day, all the lies would be exposed, and all the truth would be hidden.

    Even if he was given another chance, he would not be able to restore the people he had lost.

    Ji Ling uttered the words he had prepared in a rush, and seeing Jing Sui finally being restrained by himself, the expression of pain that was speechless, he was very relieved! All of you are so reckless because I don't know about the last life, because I have no reason to reject you... In fact, I know everything! But what I didn't want to say, I just wanted to do the task honestly, you forced me!

    He looked at Jing Sui's bloodless face, and his heart swept over softly, and then his heart was as cold as iron again. Now he is with Jing Sui, and he is pushing himself into that pit again. This is his only chance to get rid of the status quo! And as the emperor, isn't it bad for you to do business? Why indulge in falling in love, you used to be much cuter than you are now...

    In short, being kind to the enemy is cruel to yourself!

    Ji Ling had just eaten the poisonous flower. Although he was detoxified, his body was still very weak. He struggled to get up from the bed and almost fell to the ground just after taking a step.

    Jing Sui quickly reached out to help, but Ji Ling opened it with one hand. He turned his head, looked at him coldly, and said, "It's been a long time, I should go home."

    Jing Sui lowered his head, stared blankly at his open hand, and stood there.

    After a long while, he raised his head again, watching the young man striding forward with difficulty, walking out step by step, so persistent, resolute, never looking back...

    He's about to lose a boy again...

    This time, the young man didn't even give him the chance to fantasize.

    Ji Ling didn't dare to look back at all, for fear that one more glance would irritate Jing Sui, so he just wanted to leave here immediately! Don't look at his aggressiveness just now, in fact, he was there with a sigh of relief. If Jing Sui came back to his senses, it is very likely that he would do something uncontrollable.

    But he is really weak, every step is very difficult, so he can't walk fast at all.

    Just as he was about to leave the palace and walk out of the gate, Ji Ling's eyes just showed a hint of joy when a wind sounded behind him, and the man's hands grabbed him by the waist and strode back.

    Ji Ling dazedly looked up at the man Leng Yi's chin, and was furious after regaining his senses!

    Isn't it, so you won't let go? !

    He began to beat Jing Sui, and said hoarsely with red eyes: "Let me go! Don't touch me!"

    There was no expression on Jing Sui's face, his eyes were as silent as a dark abyss, all the emotional fluctuations seemed to be buried layer after layer, his face was cold, and his thin lips were tightly pursed.

    He hugged the struggling young man tightly, and until the young man had no strength to soften, he slowly put him on the bed, and said lightly, "You have a good rest, I will let someone else take care of you."

    Ji Ling's angry eyes seemed to be on fire, and he was shaking with anger, gritted his teeth and said, "I want to go back."

    Jing Sui didn't seem to hear it, he even looked at Ji Ling and smiled gently, his voice hoarse with a smile: "If you are unhappy, we can postpone the wedding, and I won't touch you, you Just stay here with peace of mind.”

    Turn around and walk out of here.

    Ji Ling was so mad that he committed suicide and was reborn. What's wrong with this person, so he wouldn't let go! He clearly just won't forgive him, doesn't he know that twisted melons are not sweet? !

    He could not wait to get up and commit suicide again, but suddenly several waiters poured in outside the room, surrounded him, and said respectfully: "Ji Shao, rest well, and if you need anything, you can give me any instructions."

    Ji Ling: "..."

    He desperately looked at these waiters, who seemed respectful and humble, but all of them were powerful evolutionaries who could hold him with one hand!

    The first suicide was when Jing Sui was unprepared. Once Jing Sui was prepared, there would be no chance for a second suicide.

    Ahhhh he's going to be pissed!

    Ji Ling's face was ashen: [What do you think is wrong with him? 】

    system:【……】

    Ji Ling: [I already said I don't love him anymore, does he think that if he keeps me like this, I will change my mind? 】

    system:【……】

    Ji Ling: [Or is it that life is too comfortable as an emperor, and you want to find stimulation and abuse? 】

    system:【……】

    Ji Ling: [Sure enough, I'm sick :)]

    Ji Ling angrily overturned the table! panting.

    The waiter immediately tidied up the table, as if he hadn't seen it, and quickly came over with a new table, and then continued to wait respectfully.

    …………

    Jing Sui rarely appears in front of Ji Ling, but even if he is not there, there are more than three waiters by Ji Ling's side whenever and wherever, even when he sleeps, there are people watching... 24 hours without a second Away from the sight of others, without any privacy, Ji Ling felt extremely depressed. He felt that this was a ruthless man, a real ruthless man.

    If this goes on, he is afraid of revealing his stuff!

    Although he has temporarily gotten rid of the crisis of chastity, he has lost his freedom. Even guarding prisoners doesn't have to be so tight, right? It's just frustrating.

    Suicide can't be thought about, or can only start with eating.

    Before Ji Ling just pretended not to want to eat, but whenever he had the opportunity, he would try to eat a few more bites, but this time, in order to get rid of the situation in front of him, he decided to start a hunger strike!

    He wants to show Jing Sui his determination!

    If I don't eat, I won't eat!

    That night, when Ji Ling unreasonably overturned the third table of meals, Jing Sui finally came.

    His handsome face had a cold arc, his long black hair was tied behind him, and his eyes were filled with deep light. When he came to Ji Ling, he said in a hoarse voice, "Why don't you eat?"

    Ji Ling looked at him coldly.

    Jing Sui was not annoyed, but said lightly: "You have a choice, eat it yourself or I feed you with your mouth."

    Ji Ling: "..."

    Oh shit, how could he forget that this is a shameless pro-pro madman!

    Ji Ling's expression froze, although he didn't want to admit defeat like this, but does he really want to have a mouth-to-mouth tug of war with Jing Sui? He believed that Jing Sui could definitely do such a thing. The problem is, he thinks this kind of thing is not delicious! He doesn't like to eat other people's saliva either...

    Jing Sui asked again, "Have you made your choice yet?"

    After a long while, Ji Ling said coldly, "I'll eat it myself."

    Jing Sui showed a gentle look, and said indulgently: "Okay."

    Then he sat down next to him, as if planning to watch Ji Ling eat with his own eyes.

    In fact, when Ji Ling was facing a table full of food, he was very heartbroken when he lifted it and wasted food, but he refused to eat it for the sake of acting. Now that he has to eat... Then let's eat first.

    And thinking about it carefully, although he couldn't leave the palace for the time being, he still managed to solve two big problems: eating and protecting the chrysanthemum.

    Although the goal has not been fully achieved, he has won half of it. Thinking of this, Ji Ling's anger has subsided a little, and he has regained his spirits. If he wants to make persistent efforts, he can't believe Jing Sui!

    Depends on who can afford it!

    Ji Ling sat there with a very reserved expression, and seemed to have finished the meal in great pain. When he felt full, he put down the tableware and chopsticks. He turned his head and gave Jing Sui a sarcastic smile: "Your Majesty, the person who wants to be your queen. ,already dead."

    Jing Sui's face changed slightly. There seemed to be a crack in the flawless mask, but he couldn't see it again soon. He smiled at Ji Ling, "What nonsense."

    Then get up and leave.

    Ji Ling sneered in his heart, and went back to sleep after dinner. Anyway, I have nothing to do, so I and you will take time to see who is afraid of who.

    The two entered into such a tug of war.

    Usually Jing Sui only comes here every day when he eats, he doesn't eat himself, just watches Ji Ling eat. Ji Ling ate silently without saying a word, ignored Jing Sui, and occasionally threw a word or two to Jing Sui indifferently:

    "Your Majesty, the human heart is mortal."

    "Your Majesty, no matter how much love there is, there will be a day when it will run out."

    "I've seen it through, I won't like you anymore."

    "People like you don't love anyone at all."

    In addition to eating and drinking, Ji Ling is thinking about how to fight Jing Sui every day.

    This made him very distressed, and he felt like he had lost a game if he didn't say a word for a day.

    Ji Ling: [I can't think of the words, can you help me think about the system? 】

    The system is a little embarrassed: [...I'm not good at this. 】

    This system is really useless. Ji Ling thought that he could only rely on himself. He sat there and stared at the sky in a daze. At first, Jing Sui would be agitated by himself, but he seemed to be more and more calm these two days. When he said anything, his face was expressionless, and he could even talk to him as if nothing had happened. Ji Ling said in his heart that he was a person who did big things, and this city was not built.

    At night, Jing Sui came over as usual.

    Ji Ling still liked the food, he ate some casually, then looked at Jing Sui coldly, and raised the corner of his mouth: "Your Majesty, I'm starting to wonder if you really love me again."

    Jing Sui looked at him, there was a gentle light in his golden eyes, and his voice was magnetic and pleasant, and said, "Why do you think so?"

    Ji Ling looked at him stubbornly and said, "If you love someone, don't you give him freedom?"

    Jing Sui smiled suddenly, his eyes were doting, as if he heard something interesting, he said, "Maybe someone is like this."

    Ji Ling looked at him.

    Jing Sui stared deeply into his eyes and said slowly, "But for me, to love someone is to keep him by my side."

    Ji Ling sneered: "When I wanted you to love me, you dismissed it, but now I don't need it, but you want to love me, is this what you call love? I think you won't let it go at all. me."

    Jing Sui still looked gentle: "Whatever you say."

    As usual it was an unhappy conversation.

    After speaking, Jing Sui got up and left. From beginning to end, he not only didn't touch Ji Ling, he didn't even come within one meter of him.

    After Jing Sui left, Ji Ling sat in the garden for a while, and was about to go back to rest when he unexpectedly heard a loud noise from outside.

    When he was in doubt, the guard guarding the door was beaten and flew out. He vomited blood and fell not far from Ji Ling. Ji Ling's eyes widened in surprise, what's going on? Who dares to commit murder in the palace? !

    Immediately afterwards, he saw a tall and ruthless man with red hair and gray eyes walking in.

    The man looked at him, easily overwhelmed all those who tried to stop him, and came straight to Ji Ling with a worried look in his eyes.

    Ji Ling was very surprised, why did Brandon come? Isn't he from Jing Sui's group? What is this for?

    Brandon stared at the boy, looking at his face. Although the boy didn't seem to be in a good mood, he was safe and sound, and he breathed a sigh of relief.

    A few days ago, he came back from outside and was going to enter the palace to visit the young man to see how he was doing, but to his surprise, Jing Sui rejected his request this time, saying that the young man was weak and not suitable for meeting outsiders now.

    Out of his trust in Jing Sui, Brandon believed it at first, but later he entered the palace several times and was rejected by Jing Sui every time, which finally made him suspicious.

    Even if the teenager is really sick, it shouldn't matter if he takes a look from a distance, why does Jing Sui not allow him to come and visit?

    What the hell is going on? Did something happen to Ji Ling?

    After being rejected again today, Brandon endured his doubts and pretended to leave, but he made a detour to come here, and immediately found that it was different from before. There were countless guards patrolling back and forth outside, and not even a bird could fly out. , Where is it like a palace, it is like a heavily guarded prison!

    He immediately sensed that something was wrong, was anxious and angry, and smashed all the way in regardless of the guard's obstruction! And finally saw the boy.

    Ji Ling looked fine, but why did Jing Sui do this, he was clearly imprisoning him!

    Brandon opened his mouth to ask, and suddenly his expression froze, he felt a strong wind blowing beside him, Jing Sui finally rushed over, he immediately raised his hand to resist, and was beaten out by Jing Sui!

    The cold-eyed man with golden eyes stood there, looking at Brandon and saying, "What are you doing?"

    Brandon was beaten out by Jing Sui when he was unprepared. He looked furious and said, "You ask me? I want to ask you, what are you doing? Why do you do this?"

    Jing Sui's eyes were as dark as an abyss, and his voice was calm: "That's what you saw. I was worried that he would be in danger, so I just strengthened some guards."

    "Really?" Brandon's eyes were sharp and his voice sarcastic: "Are you guarding against the people outside or the people inside?"

    Jing Sui's pupils shrank slightly, his face tense.

    Ji Ling stood on the side watching this scene, his mind moved, and suddenly felt that this might be a turning point, so he stood there quietly, showing a deadly indifferent look, and looked at the two people lightly.

    Seeing Ji Ling's eyes, Brandon felt heartbroken, lowered his voice and said to Ji Ling, "Did he hurt you?"

    Ji Ling showed a sneering look in his eyes, and said softly, "Are you worried about me?"

    Brandon said, "Yes."

    Ji Ling seemed to find it funny, with a cold smile on his lips: "You guys are so interesting, when I needed them, they hated me one by one, wishing that I would go far away, but now I don't need it, but I came to care I……"

    Brandon was shocked, and he felt in a trance that something was wrong.

    But Jing Sui stepped forward again and blocked Ji Ling behind him, his eyes were very sharp, and he said to Brandon every word: "You should leave."

    Brandon didn't have time to think about why Ji Ling said such a thing, but he was very sure that Ji Ling didn't want to stay here, and Jing Sui was forcing him, so he shouted angrily: "What did you do to him?"

    Jing Sui said blankly, "I will protect him well. Our affairs have nothing to do with you. You'd better not meddle in your own business."

    This sentence completely angered Brandon.

    Is this called nosy?

    The teenager has already suffered such torture. Not only did you not take good care of him, but instead you forced him even harder, and you were too embarrassed to let me leave? !

    Brandon's fists clenched and clucked, and in his gray pupils, a firm and icy expression slowly emerged, and he looked into Jing Sui's eyes and said, "I told you before, if you have one day hurt him-"

    "I'll take him away from you."

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